Damm those officer standing at the edge smiling whenever any vehicle pass through the bus lane during those bus lane operating hours!
$130 fine and 4 demerit point are awaiting me.... damm! I'm a poor guy cant they just see it, argh! I pray to god, NO summon pls!!!
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
Monday, March 07, 2005
It's another week gone, and i havent been blogging.... haha~ seems like i dont have a habit of blogging anymore, nonetheless too much stuffs are going on at the moment and i hardly find enough time to do all my stuffs. =p
Had an eventful and busy week and it could only get busier the coming weeks. =) Didnt have too much a time to sit down in front of comp and update my daily ranting or events cause i spend the remainding time i have with my dearie.... She must be feeling lucky that i'm trying my best to squeeze out whatever time i left to be with her... okie okie.. self praise is no praise... =p
Was at Changi Beach last sunday and this sunday..... woooo... last week was a real close encounter with all those jellyfish floating (swimming?!?!) in our Changi Beach water. Awww...I touch, kick, brush across a few while i was swimming in the sea. Yucks! Gross.... didnt reallie swim in peace, cause at the back of my mind, i'm so worried to get biten by those jellyfish.... Eeeee..... Just fyi, i was trainning at the beach, it was part of the trainning to swim in the sea, so here i was, struggling to swim in the sea and then those jellyfish didnt wanna miss any part of my trainning session. Argh....
This week was a much better one, no jellyfish but with waves.... yup u heard it right, seldom we have a chance to see big waves along singapore beach. Today was a great one. I was having those feeling of my Japan Trip, where i was competiting over there. Wooww... i was surfing in Singapore beach water today, yeah.... though it was not as big a wave compared to the Japan beach, at least it was something..... and i was like screaming with delight when i was riding on the waves. Hahahah... Shiok!!!
Been busy with some of my planning.... will try to get sorted out within a week or two.... it's been dragging for far too long, i need it fast and quick! shant disclose what it is, until the time is right, i will annouce to the whole wide world.. hahaha =)
Had a wonderful night with dearie..... spend the whole night with her despite having many uncomplete stuffs at the back of my mind. Just thought i shld spend some quality time with her and nobody else. We were both lying side by side on my bed with my bedroom door totally shut, and only the moonlight rays creeping in my dark comfy room. it just feel like we move into another planet where there's only two of us. =) We talk about everything under the sun, ok no sun it was just ceiling above us. We basically just talk and was enjoying each other company. I thought it was nice..... sometimes couples get so busy with their own stuffs that they forget to really sit down and have their own world of privacy and small chat. It was just coincident that we had this chance and we were both enjoying each other company. Well i thought the sight of stars rather than my ceiling would be more of a romantic ambience. hahaha.....Hmm.... prolly we should have an outing at the beach, where cool sea breeze would be blowing across our face and the many shiny stars and moonlight shinning upon us. =)
I came across one of this interesting word this week, and it came to my attention twice, i thought prolly i should just write it down. It is a chinese word call "She De" [ You She (Loss) Cai You De (Gain) ] It mean you only start to Gain when you expereince the loss of something. I thought it is rather meaningful and very true! Well for those still cant understanding, go start figuring it out for yourself. For me i understand the meaning and already benefited from this sentence.
Just some words for thought. =)
Had an eventful and busy week and it could only get busier the coming weeks. =) Didnt have too much a time to sit down in front of comp and update my daily ranting or events cause i spend the remainding time i have with my dearie.... She must be feeling lucky that i'm trying my best to squeeze out whatever time i left to be with her... okie okie.. self praise is no praise... =p
Was at Changi Beach last sunday and this sunday..... woooo... last week was a real close encounter with all those jellyfish floating (swimming?!?!) in our Changi Beach water. Awww...I touch, kick, brush across a few while i was swimming in the sea. Yucks! Gross.... didnt reallie swim in peace, cause at the back of my mind, i'm so worried to get biten by those jellyfish.... Eeeee..... Just fyi, i was trainning at the beach, it was part of the trainning to swim in the sea, so here i was, struggling to swim in the sea and then those jellyfish didnt wanna miss any part of my trainning session. Argh....
This week was a much better one, no jellyfish but with waves.... yup u heard it right, seldom we have a chance to see big waves along singapore beach. Today was a great one. I was having those feeling of my Japan Trip, where i was competiting over there. Wooww... i was surfing in Singapore beach water today, yeah.... though it was not as big a wave compared to the Japan beach, at least it was something..... and i was like screaming with delight when i was riding on the waves. Hahahah... Shiok!!!
Been busy with some of my planning.... will try to get sorted out within a week or two.... it's been dragging for far too long, i need it fast and quick! shant disclose what it is, until the time is right, i will annouce to the whole wide world.. hahaha =)
Had a wonderful night with dearie..... spend the whole night with her despite having many uncomplete stuffs at the back of my mind. Just thought i shld spend some quality time with her and nobody else. We were both lying side by side on my bed with my bedroom door totally shut, and only the moonlight rays creeping in my dark comfy room. it just feel like we move into another planet where there's only two of us. =) We talk about everything under the sun, ok no sun it was just ceiling above us. We basically just talk and was enjoying each other company. I thought it was nice..... sometimes couples get so busy with their own stuffs that they forget to really sit down and have their own world of privacy and small chat. It was just coincident that we had this chance and we were both enjoying each other company. Well i thought the sight of stars rather than my ceiling would be more of a romantic ambience. hahaha.....Hmm.... prolly we should have an outing at the beach, where cool sea breeze would be blowing across our face and the many shiny stars and moonlight shinning upon us. =)
I came across one of this interesting word this week, and it came to my attention twice, i thought prolly i should just write it down. It is a chinese word call "She De" [ You She (Loss) Cai You De (Gain) ] It mean you only start to Gain when you expereince the loss of something. I thought it is rather meaningful and very true! Well for those still cant understanding, go start figuring it out for yourself. For me i understand the meaning and already benefited from this sentence.
Just some words for thought. =)
Friday, February 25, 2005
It's been a week since i last blog. Well alot of things has been going tru my mind lately. Been reflecting, thinking about lots of stuffs.... i realise i'm no longer the same before.... ok probably still have some traits of the old. Nonetheless feel that i've grown much more mature these days. Ever since tt fateful thing happen, i think i change quite a fair bit and i mean change for the better.
Firstly, i visit library more often these days, so much so that i begining to ponder whether will it be my hang out place soon. This could never happen many months back, seriously to tell you guys the truth, i dont reallie like to read books, i would prefer to watch movies, shows rather than reading books. Alot of things happen and now i seems like i cant get enough of self-improvement books! These days I've been walking into bookshop and library to scan for books to upgrade myself ever so often.
A change in me definately, and i believe it is definately a change for the better. =) Secondly, i beginning to think more in term of EQ. i started to put myself in other person shoes more often than not. Grown mature or probably i'm ready for the next stage of life. Nowadays i find that 24hr is not enough! Not enough for me to think what i wanna think, do what i wanna do.... simply not enough time. Ppl always say i got time on my side, and i starting to believe so..... however i would have prefer to be much younger. I beginning to realise what all those elders means when they say i got youth or time on my side. I realise they say it with a word of wisdom, Never in my life, i feel the urge of charging myself up for the business world. Though ppl have been saying i have the youth to fight in the business world, I still feel that i should have started sooo much earlier. Many plans came to my mind recently, so much so that even when i'm about to sleep, ideas and thought still wouldnt wanna leave my mind for me to have a good night rest. Simply too much stuffs to ponder about. I feel that i should try and do whatever i wanna do in the business world and grab whatever opportunities that is within my reach, if everything fails, and become bankrupt or whatever, at least i still have some time left to pull myself up. To make long story short, i'm going to be my own boss instead of working for ppl. I believe in working hard for myself rather than for ppl.
Knowledge is never ending and i think i'm far lacking behind in terms of life knowledge.... i'm reallie playing catch up now by reading books and motivational CDs. If all these sounds weird to you , nvm... it's ok... probably somewhere down to road, you will feel what i feel right now. It's painful to work for someone seriously. Shant elaborate on that, if you are smart enough you will understand what i mean.
Today, i look into my dad's eye, for the first time i feel that i fail as a son. I feel soo sour inside me.... Ppl always say human eyes dont tell lies, and i believe it is somewhat true. What i saw was not a reflection of myself in his eyes, what i actually feel/see (if you use heart to see) is a wonderful dad who has aged soooo much in recent years, it just reaffirm me that i would be real devasted if he is no longer ard in this world. He has been a pillar of strenght/support for me, though he can be unreasonable at times, anyway which dad dont. He had work sooo hard all his life for the family, he's been tru tough times ever since he was young, He made all those sacrifices for me and the family for god knows how much. He bite his teeth and carry on working so that he can get our lifes in shape, and even at this tender age of his, he still work sooo hard for money! I feel so bad and ashamed that he still have to work soo hard for money. I thought it should be time for my parents to rest and me taking the full loads for them. I think health is a very much important issues for them. They needed sooo much rest and enjoy the remaining days of their lives. I believe life is very very short, 23 years of gone and i believe i havent have any real impact or done anything to the family. We living in a highly fast moving society that i believe many familys fails to have financial security.
I see ppl living in big houses, big cars, a comfortable lifestyle..... i look it all in envy, it's a dream of many, and of cos it is also one of my many dreams too, can i achieve that, of cos you have to work hard if not it will be call dreaming rather than dreams.
I wanna obtain financial security and rewards my parents for working their socks off for the family. I believe it is the least i could do to make their lifes sooo much more happier and meaningful.
It pains me to see that my parents still work sooo hard every single day for the family. The more i see them working hard and cant help, the more i feel that i'm nothing but a useless bum. I need to work hard and do something for them, i think my parents definately deserve a break after working sooo hard for soooo many years. They definately deserve to go for a six month holiday or even a year holiday break, probably to see the world.
The longer i become financial stable, the longer they have to work hard and sooo much lesser time for them to enjoy themselves. Cause everybody has a life span, happy or not, my parents will leave the world sooner or later. I love my parents sooo much that i wouldnt wanna leave them, but can i make us live forever? The answer is definately no, for those individuals who are now working soo hard to fulfill their own dreams, buying new sports car or branded goods, pls remember that you wouldnt be who you are if you are without your parents. They have work soo hard, ask yourself do you want them to continue to work hard till the last day of their lives? Ever wonder why your parents work soo hard for the family, and don't u think your parents deserve something???? I firmly believe my parents deserve something from me!
So all i have to do now is to work hard and secured financial security/stability!
Today entry is rather emotional and reflective.... i thought i could just pen down some of my many thoughts that has been going tru my minds recently.
Firstly, i visit library more often these days, so much so that i begining to ponder whether will it be my hang out place soon. This could never happen many months back, seriously to tell you guys the truth, i dont reallie like to read books, i would prefer to watch movies, shows rather than reading books. Alot of things happen and now i seems like i cant get enough of self-improvement books! These days I've been walking into bookshop and library to scan for books to upgrade myself ever so often.
A change in me definately, and i believe it is definately a change for the better. =) Secondly, i beginning to think more in term of EQ. i started to put myself in other person shoes more often than not. Grown mature or probably i'm ready for the next stage of life. Nowadays i find that 24hr is not enough! Not enough for me to think what i wanna think, do what i wanna do.... simply not enough time. Ppl always say i got time on my side, and i starting to believe so..... however i would have prefer to be much younger. I beginning to realise what all those elders means when they say i got youth or time on my side. I realise they say it with a word of wisdom, Never in my life, i feel the urge of charging myself up for the business world. Though ppl have been saying i have the youth to fight in the business world, I still feel that i should have started sooo much earlier. Many plans came to my mind recently, so much so that even when i'm about to sleep, ideas and thought still wouldnt wanna leave my mind for me to have a good night rest. Simply too much stuffs to ponder about. I feel that i should try and do whatever i wanna do in the business world and grab whatever opportunities that is within my reach, if everything fails, and become bankrupt or whatever, at least i still have some time left to pull myself up. To make long story short, i'm going to be my own boss instead of working for ppl. I believe in working hard for myself rather than for ppl.
Knowledge is never ending and i think i'm far lacking behind in terms of life knowledge.... i'm reallie playing catch up now by reading books and motivational CDs. If all these sounds weird to you , nvm... it's ok... probably somewhere down to road, you will feel what i feel right now. It's painful to work for someone seriously. Shant elaborate on that, if you are smart enough you will understand what i mean.
Today, i look into my dad's eye, for the first time i feel that i fail as a son. I feel soo sour inside me.... Ppl always say human eyes dont tell lies, and i believe it is somewhat true. What i saw was not a reflection of myself in his eyes, what i actually feel/see (if you use heart to see) is a wonderful dad who has aged soooo much in recent years, it just reaffirm me that i would be real devasted if he is no longer ard in this world. He has been a pillar of strenght/support for me, though he can be unreasonable at times, anyway which dad dont. He had work sooo hard all his life for the family, he's been tru tough times ever since he was young, He made all those sacrifices for me and the family for god knows how much. He bite his teeth and carry on working so that he can get our lifes in shape, and even at this tender age of his, he still work sooo hard for money! I feel so bad and ashamed that he still have to work soo hard for money. I thought it should be time for my parents to rest and me taking the full loads for them. I think health is a very much important issues for them. They needed sooo much rest and enjoy the remaining days of their lives. I believe life is very very short, 23 years of gone and i believe i havent have any real impact or done anything to the family. We living in a highly fast moving society that i believe many familys fails to have financial security.
I see ppl living in big houses, big cars, a comfortable lifestyle..... i look it all in envy, it's a dream of many, and of cos it is also one of my many dreams too, can i achieve that, of cos you have to work hard if not it will be call dreaming rather than dreams.
I wanna obtain financial security and rewards my parents for working their socks off for the family. I believe it is the least i could do to make their lifes sooo much more happier and meaningful.
It pains me to see that my parents still work sooo hard every single day for the family. The more i see them working hard and cant help, the more i feel that i'm nothing but a useless bum. I need to work hard and do something for them, i think my parents definately deserve a break after working sooo hard for soooo many years. They definately deserve to go for a six month holiday or even a year holiday break, probably to see the world.
The longer i become financial stable, the longer they have to work hard and sooo much lesser time for them to enjoy themselves. Cause everybody has a life span, happy or not, my parents will leave the world sooner or later. I love my parents sooo much that i wouldnt wanna leave them, but can i make us live forever? The answer is definately no, for those individuals who are now working soo hard to fulfill their own dreams, buying new sports car or branded goods, pls remember that you wouldnt be who you are if you are without your parents. They have work soo hard, ask yourself do you want them to continue to work hard till the last day of their lives? Ever wonder why your parents work soo hard for the family, and don't u think your parents deserve something???? I firmly believe my parents deserve something from me!
So all i have to do now is to work hard and secured financial security/stability!
Today entry is rather emotional and reflective.... i thought i could just pen down some of my many thoughts that has been going tru my minds recently.
Thursday, February 17, 2005
Been quite busy recently... that's the reason why i hardly update my blog. I feel good to be busy, it means i'm productive and urm making money! hahahaha ~ Jokes aside... i mean most of the time when u r busy it means u r working hard to earn money ... ok at least it applys to working class ppl like me.... so busy means money and thats good! =p
I'm still a poor guy, very much in debt, i'm having bank overdraft now.... all thanks to my degree loans, now i have to slog sooo hard to pay back the money..... hiaz... Nevermind, i can see light at the end of the tunnel pretty soon.... urm prob another 1 and a half yr of repayment left to go.... (pretty long tunnel yeah isnt it) =p
Well Didnt do anything special or extra-ordinary on Valentine Day. I mean is there a need??? Me and dearie are already one SPECIAL couple.... hahahah.... ok, i'm just crapping, pls ignore.....
Well due to my finance status, didnt reallie plan one major major surprise for her, it just another simple day that we spend together. Didnt wanna get suck in by those horrendous commercialise gimmicks on this so call "special day" for Couples. The prices of some gifts just goes out of hand during this period and sometimes i wonder if it really a special day for us couple or special day for companies to make money out of it.
Today went down to Bedok reservoir to help out in TP open house. Ohh well since it's TP open house, many secondary schools have been invitied to TP for a tour and students from numerous schools came down to participate in our water adventure event and of course it's was held at bedok reservior. For the first time i swim in a reservoir =) and just to inform you guys if you happen to taste saltiness in your house tap water.... you know what's the reason ah! hahahaha~ just kidding.... i didnt pee just fyi and anyway i believe PUB will do a good job in purifying the water.
Anyway you wouldnt believe what i saw! so much algae was found in the reservoir .... ohh gross! real gross..... *pukes...
Anyway today weather not bad, was having fun doing some board surfing till i have to rescue one victim that had fallen into the water. No worries, i'm a qualified lifesaver, so here i go to the rescue!.... eh-hemm of cos not some superhero lah.... just save the victim thats all.... hahahaha... =p
The Open house will end tml, if you guys wanna see me in action..... ok i mean come and take a look in TP and of course the water advanture event, you can always pop by yeah..... =)
Here are some of the photos that we took on Valentine day .... enjoy and pls dont break out laughing if you see the fatter side of me!
Take it away.............
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Dont you think we are a special couple
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Kelv : Urm.... well.... i think i'm more special ! heehee
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Jo : Yah right?!?! who say so? Box you! * Bish !!! I'm more special lor ! .... humph! =p
I'm still a poor guy, very much in debt, i'm having bank overdraft now.... all thanks to my degree loans, now i have to slog sooo hard to pay back the money..... hiaz... Nevermind, i can see light at the end of the tunnel pretty soon.... urm prob another 1 and a half yr of repayment left to go.... (pretty long tunnel yeah isnt it) =p
Well Didnt do anything special or extra-ordinary on Valentine Day. I mean is there a need??? Me and dearie are already one SPECIAL couple.... hahahah.... ok, i'm just crapping, pls ignore.....
Well due to my finance status, didnt reallie plan one major major surprise for her, it just another simple day that we spend together. Didnt wanna get suck in by those horrendous commercialise gimmicks on this so call "special day" for Couples. The prices of some gifts just goes out of hand during this period and sometimes i wonder if it really a special day for us couple or special day for companies to make money out of it.
Today went down to Bedok reservoir to help out in TP open house. Ohh well since it's TP open house, many secondary schools have been invitied to TP for a tour and students from numerous schools came down to participate in our water adventure event and of course it's was held at bedok reservior. For the first time i swim in a reservoir =) and just to inform you guys if you happen to taste saltiness in your house tap water.... you know what's the reason ah! hahahaha~ just kidding.... i didnt pee just fyi and anyway i believe PUB will do a good job in purifying the water.
Anyway you wouldnt believe what i saw! so much algae was found in the reservoir .... ohh gross! real gross..... *pukes...
Anyway today weather not bad, was having fun doing some board surfing till i have to rescue one victim that had fallen into the water. No worries, i'm a qualified lifesaver, so here i go to the rescue!.... eh-hemm of cos not some superhero lah.... just save the victim thats all.... hahahaha... =p
The Open house will end tml, if you guys wanna see me in action..... ok i mean come and take a look in TP and of course the water advanture event, you can always pop by yeah..... =)
Here are some of the photos that we took on Valentine day .... enjoy and pls dont break out laughing if you see the fatter side of me!
Take it away.............
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Dont you think we are a special couple
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Kelv : Urm.... well.... i think i'm more special ! heehee
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Jo : Yah right?!?! who say so? Box you! * Bish !!! I'm more special lor ! .... humph! =p
Monday, February 14, 2005
Happy Valentine Day 2005
It been a fruitful CNY so far for me! And if u guys were wondering how come i never reply sms or blog for the past few days, it is because i was away, i was out of town =) Anyway meet up with relatives and friends during this festive season, it is always good to catch up after sooo long over a year or so. Did gamble a bit there and then and was pretty lucky to won some money =) Well it was just for the fun of it, not trying to earn some big bucks during those gambling sessions. Well did recieve quite a fair bit of ang pow monies and of cos it will be crediting to my bank account soon! hoooray!!! hahahahah =)
I realise something over the weeks and it just speed up the whole process during this CNY period, and that is i have grown fatter!!! Yup i guess over the weeks i put on so much weight that my face become sooo much rounder and pls let's not talk about the size of my tummy now yeah. I guess i have to control my diet before i become unrecognisable by my friends.... keke~
Aint sure whether can i collect some more ang pow or not, however i need money, lots of money and erm.. who dont right.... bleahz
Went to temple today to pray "tai sui" cos it's my year just in case u guys forgotten. Ohhh well... didnt know and dont really bother, just follow tru the motion, ppl say wat and i just follow.... i am tt chin chai, anyway i'm a free-thinker, therefore anything also can. Well dear say better be safe than sorry, ask me just go and pray, and of cos i did with the company of my family.
So today is Valentine day! and i feel so guilty as i have not done anything yet... yup i think i gonna get it big time..... i'm a big time procastinator lah! and of cos i always think tt something nicer will pop up along the way, always thinking there will be nicer gifts to buy for dearie, well sooo much sooo that now i got none... hahahah....
Anyway sometimes it is not the gifts or whatever stuffs that is important, what's more important is the heart. And i so thankful that i found her and of cos it will be our first valentine day together =) It a day for a special couple like us to be out there spending time on a special day like this =)
Dedicated this song below to her...... Angels brought me here by Guy Sebastian.
Somehow it been a amazing journey and i so thankful to have found her... and did angels brought me to her? ok wait... shall i say did angel brought her to me because i'm just as special! hahahah..... ok i shall cut the crap and pls enjoy the lyrics.....=p
Angels Brought Me Here - Guy Sebastian
It's been a long and winding journey
But I'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces
Walking back into the light
To the sunset of your glory
Where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling
When I look into your eyes
My dreams came true
When I found you
I found you, my miracle
If you could see what I see
That you're the answer to my prayers
And if you can feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
Standing here before you
Feels like I've been born again
Every breath is your love
Every heartbeat speaks your name
My dreams came true
Right here in front of you
My miracle
If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
Brought me here to be with you
I'd be forever grateful (oh forever grateful)
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle
If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
I realise something over the weeks and it just speed up the whole process during this CNY period, and that is i have grown fatter!!! Yup i guess over the weeks i put on so much weight that my face become sooo much rounder and pls let's not talk about the size of my tummy now yeah. I guess i have to control my diet before i become unrecognisable by my friends.... keke~
Aint sure whether can i collect some more ang pow or not, however i need money, lots of money and erm.. who dont right.... bleahz
Went to temple today to pray "tai sui" cos it's my year just in case u guys forgotten. Ohhh well... didnt know and dont really bother, just follow tru the motion, ppl say wat and i just follow.... i am tt chin chai, anyway i'm a free-thinker, therefore anything also can. Well dear say better be safe than sorry, ask me just go and pray, and of cos i did with the company of my family.
So today is Valentine day! and i feel so guilty as i have not done anything yet... yup i think i gonna get it big time..... i'm a big time procastinator lah! and of cos i always think tt something nicer will pop up along the way, always thinking there will be nicer gifts to buy for dearie, well sooo much sooo that now i got none... hahahah....
Anyway sometimes it is not the gifts or whatever stuffs that is important, what's more important is the heart. And i so thankful that i found her and of cos it will be our first valentine day together =) It a day for a special couple like us to be out there spending time on a special day like this =)
Dedicated this song below to her...... Angels brought me here by Guy Sebastian.
Somehow it been a amazing journey and i so thankful to have found her... and did angels brought me to her? ok wait... shall i say did angel brought her to me because i'm just as special! hahahah..... ok i shall cut the crap and pls enjoy the lyrics.....=p
Angels Brought Me Here - Guy Sebastian
It's been a long and winding journey
But I'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces
Walking back into the light
To the sunset of your glory
Where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling
When I look into your eyes
My dreams came true
When I found you
I found you, my miracle
If you could see what I see
That you're the answer to my prayers
And if you can feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
Standing here before you
Feels like I've been born again
Every breath is your love
Every heartbeat speaks your name
My dreams came true
Right here in front of you
My miracle
If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
Brought me here to be with you
I'd be forever grateful (oh forever grateful)
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle
If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
Saturday, February 05, 2005
I'm back after being MIA for quite long again............=p
It just 4 more days before CNY!!! Basically it just another "ANG POW" collection time... heehee *grinz
Did some spring cleaning today.... wooo... so tired.... *yawns... CNY is all about spring cleaning, buying new year goodies, buy new clothes, decoration of the house and of cos the most important for the kids, and that is the collection of "ang pow"
I'm not exactly facinated about the immenient of CNY, prolly i grown out of it..... I dont have the same excitement that i used to have when i was a small kid, prolly i beginning to see more than just ang pow time =) Lots of things has been going through my mind recently..... think i have grown mature over certain things.... =)
Anyway CNY coming, we should be in high spirits to greet the new year!!! So let's us just celebrate yeah..... To all my friends Happy advance Chinese New Year.... (just in case i dont blog next few days) =p
And yeah one more thing to add.... i finally got my tag board fix and so guys u can start tagging me again.... =)
It just 4 more days before CNY!!! Basically it just another "ANG POW" collection time... heehee *grinz
Did some spring cleaning today.... wooo... so tired.... *yawns... CNY is all about spring cleaning, buying new year goodies, buy new clothes, decoration of the house and of cos the most important for the kids, and that is the collection of "ang pow"
I'm not exactly facinated about the immenient of CNY, prolly i grown out of it..... I dont have the same excitement that i used to have when i was a small kid, prolly i beginning to see more than just ang pow time =) Lots of things has been going through my mind recently..... think i have grown mature over certain things.... =)
Anyway CNY coming, we should be in high spirits to greet the new year!!! So let's us just celebrate yeah..... To all my friends Happy advance Chinese New Year.... (just in case i dont blog next few days) =p
And yeah one more thing to add.... i finally got my tag board fix and so guys u can start tagging me again.... =)
Sunday, January 30, 2005
It's been a long time since i last post anything. Nowadays been busy with some of my personal stuffs and kinda lazy to blog also.
Well just came back from a short trip, was indulging myself with lots of shopping..... yea u heard it right... shopping.... somehow or rather i love to shop while i'm overseas..... prolly i got the shopaholic syndrome when i'm overseas! hahahahah
Bought a few stuffs..... "On Sales" sign was everywhere and it just make my heart pump real fast! hahaha..... went to a mambo shop, where they having 50% sale! wooohoo..... bought one berms from there...... definately a great catch! Still bought some clothes, shoes here and there from other places..... i feel so shiok and at the same time BROKE!
Yup, that's the after effect of shopping...... =(
Was happy to see dearie today, show her the stuffs that i bought for her as well as for myself..... it was great to see her smiling when she sees her present, hope she reallie like it! =)
And She surprise me with her "Snoopy night lamp" gift! woohoo.... sooo cute! Did i tell u guys i love snoopy..... yeah i know i'm a guy.... but i just love snoopy..... so cute!!!
Ok gonna fix my snoopy night lamp now........ *poof*
Well just came back from a short trip, was indulging myself with lots of shopping..... yea u heard it right... shopping.... somehow or rather i love to shop while i'm overseas..... prolly i got the shopaholic syndrome when i'm overseas! hahahahah
Bought a few stuffs..... "On Sales" sign was everywhere and it just make my heart pump real fast! hahaha..... went to a mambo shop, where they having 50% sale! wooohoo..... bought one berms from there...... definately a great catch! Still bought some clothes, shoes here and there from other places..... i feel so shiok and at the same time BROKE!
Yup, that's the after effect of shopping...... =(
Was happy to see dearie today, show her the stuffs that i bought for her as well as for myself..... it was great to see her smiling when she sees her present, hope she reallie like it! =)
And She surprise me with her "Snoopy night lamp" gift! woohoo.... sooo cute! Did i tell u guys i love snoopy..... yeah i know i'm a guy.... but i just love snoopy..... so cute!!!
Ok gonna fix my snoopy night lamp now........ *poof*
Sunday, January 16, 2005
I'm down with running nose, argh! terrible man! The skin around my nose is peeling off as a result of massive rubbing, even the tenderness of the tissue couldnt prevent it from happening and this just shows how bad my running nose is! Now, i just have to stick those tissues up my nose to stop my mucus from flowing out.
Chinese New Year is around the corner, I decided to start to clean up and pack my room early this year! It's time to get rid of all those old, useless things! Started packing, cleaning my room since ytd..... I have to take a break now cos my nose is irritating the hell out of me. =p
I have been racking up my past these few days and cleaning up my room didnt do any help to that situation, ohh well, i couldnt help but feels abit nostalgic...... Saw how madly in love we were then and just within month everything changes and it just goes to show we shouldnt take anything from granted. I made mistakes before and i wouldnt wanna made the same mistakes again, if not everything will be back to square one again isnt it. My past would not be a stumble block for my future bcos i'm pretty firm in certain things, and once i made up my mind, nothing seems to be able to change it. And i have told myself there is nothing i would regret if i look back. Yup, no regrets, i did what i have to do then, no regrets whatsoever! Right now i only have my future slowly unfolding right in front of me, and i'm enjoying every single minute with dearie now. My past would not be an obstacle, rather it will serve as a reminder for me not to take anyone / anything for granted.
Clearing / Keeping the things of old means i'm ready for the new year! I'm ready for new stuffs to enter into my room! Though i'm half way tru cleaning my room, it seems my room is lots freshier and i'm beaming with delight at how neat my room looks now! Cool!
To the one who has just enter my life and create a new lease of life in me
What a way to kick start Year 2005 with her in my life now, may each day unfold every magical moments in our relationship
This song is specially for you dear!
My Everything - 98 Degree
The loneliness of nights so long
The search for strength to carry on
My every hope had seemed to die
My eyes had no more tears to cry
Then like the sun shined from up above
You surrounded me with your endless love
And all the things I couldn't see
Are now so clear to me
Chorus
You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray on bended knee
That you will always be
My everything
Now all my hopes and all my dreams
Are suddenly reality
You've opened up my heart to feel
The kind of love that's truly real
A guiding light that'll never fade
There's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
For the love you give and won't let go
I hope you'll always know
Chorus
Bridge
You're the breath of life in me
The only one that sets me free
And you have made my soul complete
For all time
For all time
Chinese New Year is around the corner, I decided to start to clean up and pack my room early this year! It's time to get rid of all those old, useless things! Started packing, cleaning my room since ytd..... I have to take a break now cos my nose is irritating the hell out of me. =p
I have been racking up my past these few days and cleaning up my room didnt do any help to that situation, ohh well, i couldnt help but feels abit nostalgic...... Saw how madly in love we were then and just within month everything changes and it just goes to show we shouldnt take anything from granted. I made mistakes before and i wouldnt wanna made the same mistakes again, if not everything will be back to square one again isnt it. My past would not be a stumble block for my future bcos i'm pretty firm in certain things, and once i made up my mind, nothing seems to be able to change it. And i have told myself there is nothing i would regret if i look back. Yup, no regrets, i did what i have to do then, no regrets whatsoever! Right now i only have my future slowly unfolding right in front of me, and i'm enjoying every single minute with dearie now. My past would not be an obstacle, rather it will serve as a reminder for me not to take anyone / anything for granted.
Clearing / Keeping the things of old means i'm ready for the new year! I'm ready for new stuffs to enter into my room! Though i'm half way tru cleaning my room, it seems my room is lots freshier and i'm beaming with delight at how neat my room looks now! Cool!
To the one who has just enter my life and create a new lease of life in me
What a way to kick start Year 2005 with her in my life now, may each day unfold every magical moments in our relationship
This song is specially for you dear!
My Everything - 98 Degree
The loneliness of nights so long
The search for strength to carry on
My every hope had seemed to die
My eyes had no more tears to cry
Then like the sun shined from up above
You surrounded me with your endless love
And all the things I couldn't see
Are now so clear to me
Chorus
You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray on bended knee
That you will always be
My everything
Now all my hopes and all my dreams
Are suddenly reality
You've opened up my heart to feel
The kind of love that's truly real
A guiding light that'll never fade
There's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
For the love you give and won't let go
I hope you'll always know
Chorus
Bridge
You're the breath of life in me
The only one that sets me free
And you have made my soul complete
For all time
For all time
Friday, January 14, 2005
He who think he knows alot actually knows only the superficial of things, and it would only do him good if he can keep his comments to himself before he realise that he will be force to eat his own words later on in his life.
Well he will never know the real truth anyway, because unless both parties decided to reveal, he will never in his life found out the bloody truth. If only he knows then he would have use a hammer to knock on his head for his so call naive and one dimensional thinking.
I wouldnt reallie blame him because he aint know her well enough, for me... i didnt even know she was like that until things happen, and the things she did prior and after the break up make me feel so ............ oh well... shant elaborate further.
Relationship is a sticky and complicated issue and since he doesnt know everything, it would be wise to keep his bloody comment to himself before i have the last laugh for his stupidity and the effect of karma!
SHUT DA FUCK UP!
Well he will never know the real truth anyway, because unless both parties decided to reveal, he will never in his life found out the bloody truth. If only he knows then he would have use a hammer to knock on his head for his so call naive and one dimensional thinking.
I wouldnt reallie blame him because he aint know her well enough, for me... i didnt even know she was like that until things happen, and the things she did prior and after the break up make me feel so ............ oh well... shant elaborate further.
Relationship is a sticky and complicated issue and since he doesnt know everything, it would be wise to keep his bloody comment to himself before i have the last laugh for his stupidity and the effect of karma!
SHUT DA FUCK UP!
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
I always got a feeling that someone unauthorise has been reading/following my blog, i guess i've somehow confirm this thought of mine. Oh well, not that i mind a single bit because it was suppose to be open / public anyway. A blog is a place where u able to pour out yr feelings and thoughts and there's nothing to hide out there.
Did i actually talk bad about somebody else behind their back? did i? have i ? my goodness, what i have written in my blog is nothing but the truth.
Seems like she out to make me a culprit of the whole relationship thingy. Well it takes two hand to clap and it take both parties to maintain a relationship. I admit that i belong to the "bo-chap" kind, i realise all those mistakes that i did, i'm not those type that goes around pointing fingers at others and say "hey, its yr fault and it's not mine".
I always the kind that when things happen or things is happening, i would sit down and reflect upon myself, what is going wrong, what actually happen, was it the fault of my own or something else.
I'm a thinker not someone who would push the blame to others. Even the recent car accident that i had, i did straight away admit that i was wrong, i was wrong to drive fast on rainning day, did i point a finger and say look, "the bend was too sharp, how can they make the bend sooo sharp, it sooo dangerous for road users" or "it must be that slippery road, cant they just do something bout that road" or even "the car is lousy, i should have drive a better and newer car"
Nothing of these sort, i know where i stand, if i know i'm in the wrong, then i'm in the wrong! There no two way about that and i wouldnt even point a finger at anyone else except myself.
What went wrong with my previous relationship, hell lots of reason, was it totally my fault!?!? A BIG NO!
And mind you that's an answer that i did went tru with some serious thinking!
As i said earlier, i always sit down and think it tru, when i broke the news to my parents, i didnt even point a finger at her! I didnt even say anything bad about her! All i did say was, i was wrong in this, that, and there, i shouldnt have done this, that and there. I didnt even utter a single wrong thing that she had did to me to my parents. All it was is just me, and me , and still me full stop!
Even when i tell my friends when they ask, it still the same, and when my closer frns probe more then i began to tell them more about the current situation about us then. I'm not going to say out all the juicy details now because i dont see a need for it anyway.
Alot of my frns did questions about the things i do for her, i wasnt moved by them because i know what i want, and to those who knows more abt what actually happen on the current situation then did label her as a bitch as a matter of fact. Not me, never did i say or label herself as a bitch even though she herself did kinda admit that.
I did all i can, things that i wouldnt even think i'm capable of doing, things i wouldnt know i can actually allowing it to happen to me, and things that i could even be able to tolerate to such a dramatic extend. In fact, to sum it up, i went to the limit, or should i say over the limit.
Revenge wasnt on my mind then when things happen, unlike some guys out there might have done, i didnt want it and i didnt do it because it wouldnt help the situation anyway and to the matter of fact that she was afterall the person i used to love most.
Did i ever say bad things behind her back? Nope, it was the truth and nothing but the truth. Never scold foul language at her for all the things that she did to me, never hit her, never blame her even when she go to such an extend. My goodness and now she seems like she wanna make me the biggest culprit of the whole damm thing? and making me sound like a damm sore loser?
Does feeling dissapointed and sick of the whole dramatic incident make u such a guilty person! i dont wanna make myself an angel out of this whole thingy because i know i'm not, and i must admit i did wrong things in the past before, however i dont like the feeling of being blame for something that i didnt do.
Oh well, i guess it's enough, dont wanna think too much anyway. It's funnie thinking such a person like her could actually become like that.... oh well..... enough, i reallie think i should stop.
I should look forward to my future rather than about my past. Anyway I'm thankful to god that i have found such a lovely person now, hope that i wouldnt need to experience this whole damm sour incident again. It just make me feel YUCKS! PUKES!
To my dearie now.....
This is for you..........
Because of you - 98 degree
* You're my sunshine after the rain, You're the cure against my fear and my pain
Did i actually talk bad about somebody else behind their back? did i? have i ? my goodness, what i have written in my blog is nothing but the truth.
Seems like she out to make me a culprit of the whole relationship thingy. Well it takes two hand to clap and it take both parties to maintain a relationship. I admit that i belong to the "bo-chap" kind, i realise all those mistakes that i did, i'm not those type that goes around pointing fingers at others and say "hey, its yr fault and it's not mine".
I always the kind that when things happen or things is happening, i would sit down and reflect upon myself, what is going wrong, what actually happen, was it the fault of my own or something else.
I'm a thinker not someone who would push the blame to others. Even the recent car accident that i had, i did straight away admit that i was wrong, i was wrong to drive fast on rainning day, did i point a finger and say look, "the bend was too sharp, how can they make the bend sooo sharp, it sooo dangerous for road users" or "it must be that slippery road, cant they just do something bout that road" or even "the car is lousy, i should have drive a better and newer car"
Nothing of these sort, i know where i stand, if i know i'm in the wrong, then i'm in the wrong! There no two way about that and i wouldnt even point a finger at anyone else except myself.
What went wrong with my previous relationship, hell lots of reason, was it totally my fault!?!? A BIG NO!
And mind you that's an answer that i did went tru with some serious thinking!
As i said earlier, i always sit down and think it tru, when i broke the news to my parents, i didnt even point a finger at her! I didnt even say anything bad about her! All i did say was, i was wrong in this, that, and there, i shouldnt have done this, that and there. I didnt even utter a single wrong thing that she had did to me to my parents. All it was is just me, and me , and still me full stop!
Even when i tell my friends when they ask, it still the same, and when my closer frns probe more then i began to tell them more about the current situation about us then. I'm not going to say out all the juicy details now because i dont see a need for it anyway.
Alot of my frns did questions about the things i do for her, i wasnt moved by them because i know what i want, and to those who knows more abt what actually happen on the current situation then did label her as a bitch as a matter of fact. Not me, never did i say or label herself as a bitch even though she herself did kinda admit that.
I did all i can, things that i wouldnt even think i'm capable of doing, things i wouldnt know i can actually allowing it to happen to me, and things that i could even be able to tolerate to such a dramatic extend. In fact, to sum it up, i went to the limit, or should i say over the limit.
Revenge wasnt on my mind then when things happen, unlike some guys out there might have done, i didnt want it and i didnt do it because it wouldnt help the situation anyway and to the matter of fact that she was afterall the person i used to love most.
Did i ever say bad things behind her back? Nope, it was the truth and nothing but the truth. Never scold foul language at her for all the things that she did to me, never hit her, never blame her even when she go to such an extend. My goodness and now she seems like she wanna make me the biggest culprit of the whole damm thing? and making me sound like a damm sore loser?
Does feeling dissapointed and sick of the whole dramatic incident make u such a guilty person! i dont wanna make myself an angel out of this whole thingy because i know i'm not, and i must admit i did wrong things in the past before, however i dont like the feeling of being blame for something that i didnt do.
Oh well, i guess it's enough, dont wanna think too much anyway. It's funnie thinking such a person like her could actually become like that.... oh well..... enough, i reallie think i should stop.
I should look forward to my future rather than about my past. Anyway I'm thankful to god that i have found such a lovely person now, hope that i wouldnt need to experience this whole damm sour incident again. It just make me feel YUCKS! PUKES!
To my dearie now.....
This is for you..........
Because of you - 98 degree
* You're my sunshine after the rain, You're the cure against my fear and my pain
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
Know how dearie feeling currently...... insecure feeling that is... well who is to blame her for her three close frn, close click all broke off with their relationship. Totally understand wat she is going through right now. Share the same sentiments with her abt relationship.
Looking at my past, how fragile can a relationship goes, it can be so solid but the next moment it can be so weak. Never thought a love like this could turn out sooo sour. oh well tatoos of my name, joint account for buying house, etc all did surface before but i just dont buy those ideas because i always look at things at a different angle and always consider the "what if" Never did i thought of leaving her though we did quarrel a few times and things just got over heated, Many thought we gonna make it, afterall we been together for very long and were actually thinking of the next phase of our lives, nonetheless the "what if" did materalise anyway. Thank god, i keep rejecting the idea of her tatoo-ing my name on herself and of cos the money issue regarding about saving together to buy a house, I saw with my very own eyes how many couples fallen out because of money issues, and this to me is ridiculous. Luckily i make the right step and i didnt suffer any after-effect from all those things.
I made the choice of letting go, i thought loving someone doesnt mean that you need to have him or her. Oh well only not too long ago that i come to realise what she had done to me, i realise she doesnt deserve e love that i use to give her. It just make me sick! Never thought someone like her would change to become someone else. I hope she dont suffer the consequences of her action. I dont hate her for the things she did to me, i'm just plain dissapointed and it make me real disgusted and prolly it's a karma thingy for me because i did wrong things before. Anyway it just make me puke lah...... Everything happen for a reason. It's a cause and effect thingy, Action would follow by a reaction, and that reaction would follow by an action, and it just keep going round and round.
Good riddance to her cause i'm happy with my current one. Now, i feel like i'm reborn, and i looking forward with my current relationship. Sometimes in life, there always such things call "silver lining". There a saying "Don't Cry because it ends, Smiles because it happen" Deep meaning, lots of different angle to look at it. If you dont learn to let go you will never able to recieve.
I'm quite skeptical abt relationship, was badly affected so just take it one day as it is, nonetheless i think dearie also suffer the same effect as me, so it just make us so perfect, understanding each other so much. She just plain worried that one day things might change and turn sour, and of cos i feels for her because i'm just as worried as her. sometimes i feel that me and her just think the same way, it is either i'm just as childish as her or she is just as mature as me! i mean in terms of relationship. I'm glad that I've found her. I just plain love the way she love me. I thank god that she appears in my life, somehow or rather there a sequences of events that lead us to be together, somehow or rather it seems to be plan of. Sorry i cant explain, as i say everything happen for a reason, We just have to learn from our past mistakes and be a better us that kind.
I dont know what my future lies, but i very comfortable with you dearie, as i say it so many times before, I just treasue every moment spend with you! I LOVE THE WAY YOU LOVE ME!
Looking at my past, how fragile can a relationship goes, it can be so solid but the next moment it can be so weak. Never thought a love like this could turn out sooo sour. oh well tatoos of my name, joint account for buying house, etc all did surface before but i just dont buy those ideas because i always look at things at a different angle and always consider the "what if" Never did i thought of leaving her though we did quarrel a few times and things just got over heated, Many thought we gonna make it, afterall we been together for very long and were actually thinking of the next phase of our lives, nonetheless the "what if" did materalise anyway. Thank god, i keep rejecting the idea of her tatoo-ing my name on herself and of cos the money issue regarding about saving together to buy a house, I saw with my very own eyes how many couples fallen out because of money issues, and this to me is ridiculous. Luckily i make the right step and i didnt suffer any after-effect from all those things.
I made the choice of letting go, i thought loving someone doesnt mean that you need to have him or her. Oh well only not too long ago that i come to realise what she had done to me, i realise she doesnt deserve e love that i use to give her. It just make me sick! Never thought someone like her would change to become someone else. I hope she dont suffer the consequences of her action. I dont hate her for the things she did to me, i'm just plain dissapointed and it make me real disgusted and prolly it's a karma thingy for me because i did wrong things before. Anyway it just make me puke lah...... Everything happen for a reason. It's a cause and effect thingy, Action would follow by a reaction, and that reaction would follow by an action, and it just keep going round and round.
Good riddance to her cause i'm happy with my current one. Now, i feel like i'm reborn, and i looking forward with my current relationship. Sometimes in life, there always such things call "silver lining". There a saying "Don't Cry because it ends, Smiles because it happen" Deep meaning, lots of different angle to look at it. If you dont learn to let go you will never able to recieve.
I'm quite skeptical abt relationship, was badly affected so just take it one day as it is, nonetheless i think dearie also suffer the same effect as me, so it just make us so perfect, understanding each other so much. She just plain worried that one day things might change and turn sour, and of cos i feels for her because i'm just as worried as her. sometimes i feel that me and her just think the same way, it is either i'm just as childish as her or she is just as mature as me! i mean in terms of relationship. I'm glad that I've found her. I just plain love the way she love me. I thank god that she appears in my life, somehow or rather there a sequences of events that lead us to be together, somehow or rather it seems to be plan of. Sorry i cant explain, as i say everything happen for a reason, We just have to learn from our past mistakes and be a better us that kind.
I dont know what my future lies, but i very comfortable with you dearie, as i say it so many times before, I just treasue every moment spend with you! I LOVE THE WAY YOU LOVE ME!
Saturday, January 08, 2005
Wake up early in the morning to get ready for the last day of my Uni life! yeah! It's the last project presentation on my part. Now that i'm done with it, i can rightly declare that everything is over! I just have to wait patiently for my result and hopefull everything turn out well, and i will recieve my Honours degree cert in Nov 05 as scheduled =)
My presentation wasnt tt smooth, no laptop for my presentation, i didnt own a laptop and thought i might have my classmate laptop or even able to loan one of the laptop from the sch to use, however seems like Mr Murphy is right, his famous murphy law is back to hit me! Nonetheless just go ahead and present without the aid of presentation slide though, Luckily the lecturer like what he hear, and he's kinda impress at the way i presented, though i know that there is still room for improvement, he said it was a very good presentation nonetheless. Wow! Wat a remark! That's to me was good enough and it just make my day! Having a lecturer to praise me on my last presentation , my last day as a undergraduate just make the whole journey of my degree course ending in such a sweet high note!
After that went to collect my dad's car. It was ready for collection after 4 days of repair. Was happy to see the current state of the car, memories of the car accident just keep flashing across my mind and i thank god i'm still alive and the car didnt sent to a place for scrapping. After that went to tyre shop and get the car tyre change. My goodness, after seeing the state of the car tyre, i know exactly what the main reason for me losing control of the whole damm car! One of the side tyre was totally "botak", wah piangz! I didnt know how badly worn out the car tires were. Now, this explain exactly the reason why my car skided, hey i aint pushing the blame but the fact is that with one tire "botak" and the the rest of the tires wasnt in reallie good shape, it just not suited to be drove in a wet condition! Damm it, the accident could have been avioded, i shouldnt have drove at a speed i'm normally would have drive while approaching the bend because the tires just werent ready on that slippery road! argh! Sucks!!! Well the accident already happen, nonetheless still wanna thank god that i'm still alive and be able to sit right here in front of my comp typing this out! Somehow or rather i think the "fu" that i got from Japan to protect our family having a safe journey while driving seems to work and prolly it might just be the act of god to send me a msg that i shouldnt be driving so fast on rainy days while approaching a bend. I just thank god that i'm safe and sound to be able to still see my parents, my loved ones ard and that includes you dearie =)
Gonna head to my bed for some much needed rest. Havent been reallie resting well this past few days. Gonna take a nap now ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......................
* Bed bed here i comeeeeeee.............
My presentation wasnt tt smooth, no laptop for my presentation, i didnt own a laptop and thought i might have my classmate laptop or even able to loan one of the laptop from the sch to use, however seems like Mr Murphy is right, his famous murphy law is back to hit me! Nonetheless just go ahead and present without the aid of presentation slide though, Luckily the lecturer like what he hear, and he's kinda impress at the way i presented, though i know that there is still room for improvement, he said it was a very good presentation nonetheless. Wow! Wat a remark! That's to me was good enough and it just make my day! Having a lecturer to praise me on my last presentation , my last day as a undergraduate just make the whole journey of my degree course ending in such a sweet high note!
After that went to collect my dad's car. It was ready for collection after 4 days of repair. Was happy to see the current state of the car, memories of the car accident just keep flashing across my mind and i thank god i'm still alive and the car didnt sent to a place for scrapping. After that went to tyre shop and get the car tyre change. My goodness, after seeing the state of the car tyre, i know exactly what the main reason for me losing control of the whole damm car! One of the side tyre was totally "botak", wah piangz! I didnt know how badly worn out the car tires were. Now, this explain exactly the reason why my car skided, hey i aint pushing the blame but the fact is that with one tire "botak" and the the rest of the tires wasnt in reallie good shape, it just not suited to be drove in a wet condition! Damm it, the accident could have been avioded, i shouldnt have drove at a speed i'm normally would have drive while approaching the bend because the tires just werent ready on that slippery road! argh! Sucks!!! Well the accident already happen, nonetheless still wanna thank god that i'm still alive and be able to sit right here in front of my comp typing this out! Somehow or rather i think the "fu" that i got from Japan to protect our family having a safe journey while driving seems to work and prolly it might just be the act of god to send me a msg that i shouldnt be driving so fast on rainy days while approaching a bend. I just thank god that i'm safe and sound to be able to still see my parents, my loved ones ard and that includes you dearie =)
Gonna head to my bed for some much needed rest. Havent been reallie resting well this past few days. Gonna take a nap now ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......................
* Bed bed here i comeeeeeee.............
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Happy New Year 2005 !
When the clock struck twelve, screams and cheers were heard along Orchard road and of cos without the lack of that terrible "spraying session"
Not those friendly handshake gesture wishing everyone Happy New Year but those sticky, foamy spraying all over the place, your body, your eyes, ears, ......
It was a happy occasion! It's a brand new year! Not that i mind a single bit of the fun surrounding Orchard road, i just hate it when somebody just spray in yr eyes! I hate it when a group of guys just go over and spray gals, it's a joyous occasion, not an occasion to disturb gals and get to know gals tt kind..... Those ah beng just seems to like this kind of ways to "tackle" unknown gals on the streets. Have fun yes, but not the way of having a whole group of ppl coming towards a gal and spraying her face, eyes, ears...... no wonder there are reports that some gals got molested during Christmas and New year celebration. I see it with my own eyes a whole group of guys "arming" with one spray cans on each of their hand surrounding a few gals and spray at them. While some knows their limits, and some dont always taget gals, they target those less equip or armed ppl. It seems more like a spraying war than a happy occasion celebrating the born of a new year.
I'm not exactly a racist, but i couldnt stand those indians, blangahs, ah nei, wat ever names you have for them..... I'm not too sure whether they are locals or not, prolly some of thems are not, They are a bunch of idiots! They onli target gals, ladies, in short, female species. They just aim at the eyes, I feel like whacking some of those indians! Freaking irritating, They are having fun just by spraying at the gals and make them scream and god knows prolly just touch abit when their eyes are covered with foams. Those indians doesnt look local to me, and to me thats crazy, if they are not local which means they are prolly from india, sri lanka and they jolly well know that their native country are hit hard by the tsunami, and they still have the mood to get out of the streets and have fun disturbing gals. Yes they didnt spray on guys, they just spray gals! female species!
I got soooo worked up that i nearly fight with one of those indians, freaking moron, they got nothing to do than keep disturbing my dearie....... f**king idiots! If not because i know that it was suppose to be a happy/joyous occasion on the back of my mind, i would have just throw a punch on those "black shit"!
Came home relatively late, didnt get enough sleep and off i go to help my dad with his work the next day, nothing special happen, passing by early morning on the streets of orchard road, where it was quite clean compare to the day before drastic dirty condition. It just show the efficiency of our cleaners! They reallie did a great job in keeping Singapore clean! *Salutes!
I wanted to go home and rest earlier and so i was driving at a little faster speed, it wasnt raining, however it did rain a moments ago and the road was kinda slippery, so when approaching a sharp bend and I executing my cornering tt time, my car just skided and i lost control of the whole damm car - the car just goes 180 degree to the right then 180 degree to the left and then right and then left and BANG! My car crash! I wasnt dazed or watsoever, my reaction was that this time i'm in deep shit!!! the doors just got stuck and i just couldnt come out of the whole car, i have to reallie hit it real hard in order to push open the door, and now that i manage to open the door, i just couldnt close it..... my gosh! I couldnt believe it! Throughout my 4 years plus of driving, i never met any accident, and my first one was on 1st of jan 2005 and what a day to have a car accident! and what a way to start my 2005! I think maybe i should go and attend advance driving course (a course you need to take before you can go for car racing on a circuit) Prolly i just need to know some of the techniques, so next time if ever my car skided, i would know how to react.
I think i'm kinda traumatise by this whole incident, till now, whenever i drive and approaching a bend, i would go super slow, not the usual me that is....... oh well.... luckily i'm safe, but the repair cost gonna cost quite a big sum. I thank my fourth uncle for sponsoring me $1000. I was so touch and sooo paiseh.... hiaz...
apologies to my dad too, caused it is his car and because of the accident created lots of unnecessary inconvience for him.
The accident could have been far worse, i thank god that i'm still alive and no major injury inflicted to me. Now i would reallie drive with care, it's gonna be along time before i would start driving recklessly again........ wait a min, i dont think i will ever drive recklessly again.
My new year resoultion!
* To grow taller! yes ... for many years, it never change! hahahahah
* To earn more money! yes tones and tones of money
Happy New Year to all my friends! Have a wonderful 2005!
Not those friendly handshake gesture wishing everyone Happy New Year but those sticky, foamy spraying all over the place, your body, your eyes, ears, ......
It was a happy occasion! It's a brand new year! Not that i mind a single bit of the fun surrounding Orchard road, i just hate it when somebody just spray in yr eyes! I hate it when a group of guys just go over and spray gals, it's a joyous occasion, not an occasion to disturb gals and get to know gals tt kind..... Those ah beng just seems to like this kind of ways to "tackle" unknown gals on the streets. Have fun yes, but not the way of having a whole group of ppl coming towards a gal and spraying her face, eyes, ears...... no wonder there are reports that some gals got molested during Christmas and New year celebration. I see it with my own eyes a whole group of guys "arming" with one spray cans on each of their hand surrounding a few gals and spray at them. While some knows their limits, and some dont always taget gals, they target those less equip or armed ppl. It seems more like a spraying war than a happy occasion celebrating the born of a new year.
I'm not exactly a racist, but i couldnt stand those indians, blangahs, ah nei, wat ever names you have for them..... I'm not too sure whether they are locals or not, prolly some of thems are not, They are a bunch of idiots! They onli target gals, ladies, in short, female species. They just aim at the eyes, I feel like whacking some of those indians! Freaking irritating, They are having fun just by spraying at the gals and make them scream and god knows prolly just touch abit when their eyes are covered with foams. Those indians doesnt look local to me, and to me thats crazy, if they are not local which means they are prolly from india, sri lanka and they jolly well know that their native country are hit hard by the tsunami, and they still have the mood to get out of the streets and have fun disturbing gals. Yes they didnt spray on guys, they just spray gals! female species!
I got soooo worked up that i nearly fight with one of those indians, freaking moron, they got nothing to do than keep disturbing my dearie....... f**king idiots! If not because i know that it was suppose to be a happy/joyous occasion on the back of my mind, i would have just throw a punch on those "black shit"!
Came home relatively late, didnt get enough sleep and off i go to help my dad with his work the next day, nothing special happen, passing by early morning on the streets of orchard road, where it was quite clean compare to the day before drastic dirty condition. It just show the efficiency of our cleaners! They reallie did a great job in keeping Singapore clean! *Salutes!
I wanted to go home and rest earlier and so i was driving at a little faster speed, it wasnt raining, however it did rain a moments ago and the road was kinda slippery, so when approaching a sharp bend and I executing my cornering tt time, my car just skided and i lost control of the whole damm car - the car just goes 180 degree to the right then 180 degree to the left and then right and then left and BANG! My car crash! I wasnt dazed or watsoever, my reaction was that this time i'm in deep shit!!! the doors just got stuck and i just couldnt come out of the whole car, i have to reallie hit it real hard in order to push open the door, and now that i manage to open the door, i just couldnt close it..... my gosh! I couldnt believe it! Throughout my 4 years plus of driving, i never met any accident, and my first one was on 1st of jan 2005 and what a day to have a car accident! and what a way to start my 2005! I think maybe i should go and attend advance driving course (a course you need to take before you can go for car racing on a circuit) Prolly i just need to know some of the techniques, so next time if ever my car skided, i would know how to react.
I think i'm kinda traumatise by this whole incident, till now, whenever i drive and approaching a bend, i would go super slow, not the usual me that is....... oh well.... luckily i'm safe, but the repair cost gonna cost quite a big sum. I thank my fourth uncle for sponsoring me $1000. I was so touch and sooo paiseh.... hiaz...
apologies to my dad too, caused it is his car and because of the accident created lots of unnecessary inconvience for him.
The accident could have been far worse, i thank god that i'm still alive and no major injury inflicted to me. Now i would reallie drive with care, it's gonna be along time before i would start driving recklessly again........ wait a min, i dont think i will ever drive recklessly again.
My new year resoultion!
* To grow taller! yes ... for many years, it never change! hahahahah
* To earn more money! yes tones and tones of money
Happy New Year to all my friends! Have a wonderful 2005!
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
Tsunami - The nature force
Forget about the latest gadget in town, forget about what's hot and what's not for fashion! The "rejected" feeling of not having one of the latest gadget, following the latest fashion trend is nothing compared to the massive destruction caused by mother nature. Thousands of lives were lost by the recent horrendus Tsunami.
What is Life? Have anyone wonder? Didnt i mention i'm going to post something about my thoughts on Life and Death, didnt know that a few days later, thousands of lives are being swept away just in a couple of hours.
*Why are we born?
*Who made our existence?
*What is the purpose in us living?
*What is life after Death? Is there any in the first place?
*Where will we be after we die? Dont tell me is either Heaven or Hell, because do u think it reallie exist ? If there is life after death, what happen to those Dinosaurs that once rule the earth, what happen to those animals that dies, wouldnt they be experiencing life after death too........
I dont wanna ask any more qns, the thought of it just me scared, just make me wanna tears, it is not death that is scary, it is the thought of leaving yr loved one behind, the things you love to do (be it sports or whatever passion you have), imagine leaving behind all yr fav CDs, electronic gadget, yr soft toys, etc..... Not knowing where the hell you would go, what life would be in the year 2100 or 2200 ...... we cant live that long to see the world, we cant do this , we cant do that, then where will we be in yr 2100 or 2200? The thought of dissapearing forever in the faces of earth just scares me, Then the qns of where are we here and where will we be after death always sent shiver down my spine...... Hundreds and Thousands of qns about life and death always ringing in my head, and i could only beg with mercy to my brain not to think about all these.
I dont mind seeing ghost, though we have been taught that they are the spirits that would do more harm than good to you. I heard stories of ppl being possess by evil spirits, how true would that be? Is it just a make-up stories or was it real cases, many a times we always scare ourselves out of nothing......... When we are young, how many kids dare to walk alone in the dark... Why are we just sooooo afraid to walk in the dark, is it because our parents or whoever always say there are ghost ard and some badies ard dark places. Our mind are just being tuned by our parents or our seniors that whenever we are alone in the dark, we will shiver in fear.
Going back to those stone ages days where human races dont even know how to speak, know nothing about electricity, they faces the dark once the night falls, and with onli moonlight to fall on if there ever need to see something...... Do u think they are worried of ghosts?
People always say we'll become ghost after we die, or whatever kind of things based on the stories you heard since young..... i dont mind seeing a ghost because if there is such things as ghost or ppl possess by spirits, then prolly i would be contented because i would know that i would still live after i die, there is still life after death tt is. I know i got weird thinking, but that is me, cause the thought of dissapearing completely and leaving behind yr loved ones and yr beloved stuffs just scared the shit out of me........
Ok, enough of my it, i dont wanna think anymore..........
The recent Tsunami attack just reinforce that statement or , "Life is fragile" , "Life is just like a Candle"
Buildings and roads that takes years to build, Families that takes decades to build up are just literally wash away by that massive Tsuanmi within hours. One might think that some part of those villagers might blame the god for taking aways the lives of the beloved kins, they would probably blame the "sea god" or whatever god they might think of or being mention by their ancestors............... whatever the case, shant argue whether is it god's will or just the cause of that destructive earthquakes
Let's have a moment of silent for those that had perish in that terrible Tsunami
Anyway i'll be away for two days, just in time for the 2005 countdown, it's the time where most would be scared to travel by the sea, but for me, i'm just going against the odds by travelling using ship route.
Just hope that i will have a safe trip. =)
Happy advance 2005 to all my friends!
What is Life? Have anyone wonder? Didnt i mention i'm going to post something about my thoughts on Life and Death, didnt know that a few days later, thousands of lives are being swept away just in a couple of hours.
*Why are we born?
*Who made our existence?
*What is the purpose in us living?
*What is life after Death? Is there any in the first place?
*Where will we be after we die? Dont tell me is either Heaven or Hell, because do u think it reallie exist ? If there is life after death, what happen to those Dinosaurs that once rule the earth, what happen to those animals that dies, wouldnt they be experiencing life after death too........
I dont wanna ask any more qns, the thought of it just me scared, just make me wanna tears, it is not death that is scary, it is the thought of leaving yr loved one behind, the things you love to do (be it sports or whatever passion you have), imagine leaving behind all yr fav CDs, electronic gadget, yr soft toys, etc..... Not knowing where the hell you would go, what life would be in the year 2100 or 2200 ...... we cant live that long to see the world, we cant do this , we cant do that, then where will we be in yr 2100 or 2200? The thought of dissapearing forever in the faces of earth just scares me, Then the qns of where are we here and where will we be after death always sent shiver down my spine...... Hundreds and Thousands of qns about life and death always ringing in my head, and i could only beg with mercy to my brain not to think about all these.
I dont mind seeing ghost, though we have been taught that they are the spirits that would do more harm than good to you. I heard stories of ppl being possess by evil spirits, how true would that be? Is it just a make-up stories or was it real cases, many a times we always scare ourselves out of nothing......... When we are young, how many kids dare to walk alone in the dark... Why are we just sooooo afraid to walk in the dark, is it because our parents or whoever always say there are ghost ard and some badies ard dark places. Our mind are just being tuned by our parents or our seniors that whenever we are alone in the dark, we will shiver in fear.
Going back to those stone ages days where human races dont even know how to speak, know nothing about electricity, they faces the dark once the night falls, and with onli moonlight to fall on if there ever need to see something...... Do u think they are worried of ghosts?
People always say we'll become ghost after we die, or whatever kind of things based on the stories you heard since young..... i dont mind seeing a ghost because if there is such things as ghost or ppl possess by spirits, then prolly i would be contented because i would know that i would still live after i die, there is still life after death tt is. I know i got weird thinking, but that is me, cause the thought of dissapearing completely and leaving behind yr loved ones and yr beloved stuffs just scared the shit out of me........
Ok, enough of my it, i dont wanna think anymore..........
The recent Tsunami attack just reinforce that statement or , "Life is fragile" , "Life is just like a Candle"
Buildings and roads that takes years to build, Families that takes decades to build up are just literally wash away by that massive Tsuanmi within hours. One might think that some part of those villagers might blame the god for taking aways the lives of the beloved kins, they would probably blame the "sea god" or whatever god they might think of or being mention by their ancestors............... whatever the case, shant argue whether is it god's will or just the cause of that destructive earthquakes
Let's have a moment of silent for those that had perish in that terrible Tsunami
Anyway i'll be away for two days, just in time for the 2005 countdown, it's the time where most would be scared to travel by the sea, but for me, i'm just going against the odds by travelling using ship route.
Just hope that i will have a safe trip. =)
Happy advance 2005 to all my friends!
Sunday, December 26, 2004
Merry X'mas Everyone! Urm... though it's kinda late, however there a saying "Better Late than Never"
Well was quite busy for the past few days, didnt reallie have the time to sit down in front of the comp to blog, was busy driving my relatives ard this christmas and not forgeting spending precious time with my dearie!
It was a special christmas this year, no happening stuffs, just me and her... and i think sometimes it is better to leave the whole world for a while to be with yr loved one. That's exactly what i did.
Christmas Eve
Didnt do much, just me and dearie out shopping, places were flooded with people! gosh! i hate crowds! yea i reallie hate it! I just cant walk, shop with peace, and with tt sickening feeling of squeezing through the crowds! oh gosh! yucks, pukes!
Got a christmas gift from dearie...... it's a wallet !!! Sweet! Real nice...... The way she wrap the gift, ohh..... nice wrapper, nice wrapping skills, the best thing is the gift itself! Branded Wallet, bet it cost her quite a fair bit, She bought me something that i would have to think thrice or countless time before buying. And to think that she dont mind parting away her precious money to get me something sooo expensive when she's not even working! Gosh, dont want her to go into financial crisis bcos of this gift, but it's happening soon anyway.......
*looking at my precious wallet now! Sweet! =)
Got her a pressie too, she badly need a watch and i guess it's the perfect christmas pressie for her! =) It's the latest design, and it's not even official launch yet till Feb 05 and currently there's only 1 piece of tt design at 2 outlet in Singapore and since i get 1 for her that would mean there's left onli one in the whole wide singapore, which also means either 1 more person or none will have exactly the same watch as her till the official launch date! ok at least tt wat the salesgirl say. Nonetheless such a special girl she is definately deserve a special gift that i'm giving her. Merry X'mas dearie! =)
Christmas Day
The moment the clock struck twelve! Ho ho ho! Dearie just beside me! Tt's nice! keke~ It's always great feeling when your loved one just beside you on this joyous occasion. =) grinz
Was out with my relatives that's from overseas, since they came all the way here, it onli make sense for me to bring them ard, and dearie was there tagging along too....... it's just feel nice having her accompanying me.
Boxing Day
Was out shopping with my relatives again, and this time it was an improptu decision that dearie was out with me again. hahahah~ Guess she cant even not see me for one day! hahahah.... i'm just kidding! =P
My sis is off to Batam enjoying herself with my relatives! Well I'll be joining her soon when i settle my stuffs, and then will head back to Singapore for the YR 2005 Countdown!!! =)
6 more days to year 2005!!!
Very very fast it's gonna be the end of yr 2004, i can still remember soooo clearly about saying out loud my yr 2004 resolution on 1 jan 2004..... oh well... times reallie flies, and now i gonna have my 2005 resolution ready to be said!
I hope i will have a wonderful year ahead! as Yr 2005 is my year!! cos it's the chickie chickie year! hahahaha....
Just in case i dont blog tt often......... to all my friends, Best wishes for Yr 2005!!! Cheers!
Well was quite busy for the past few days, didnt reallie have the time to sit down in front of the comp to blog, was busy driving my relatives ard this christmas and not forgeting spending precious time with my dearie!
It was a special christmas this year, no happening stuffs, just me and her... and i think sometimes it is better to leave the whole world for a while to be with yr loved one. That's exactly what i did.
Christmas Eve
Didnt do much, just me and dearie out shopping, places were flooded with people! gosh! i hate crowds! yea i reallie hate it! I just cant walk, shop with peace, and with tt sickening feeling of squeezing through the crowds! oh gosh! yucks, pukes!
Got a christmas gift from dearie...... it's a wallet !!! Sweet! Real nice...... The way she wrap the gift, ohh..... nice wrapper, nice wrapping skills, the best thing is the gift itself! Branded Wallet, bet it cost her quite a fair bit, She bought me something that i would have to think thrice or countless time before buying. And to think that she dont mind parting away her precious money to get me something sooo expensive when she's not even working! Gosh, dont want her to go into financial crisis bcos of this gift, but it's happening soon anyway.......
*looking at my precious wallet now! Sweet! =)
Got her a pressie too, she badly need a watch and i guess it's the perfect christmas pressie for her! =) It's the latest design, and it's not even official launch yet till Feb 05 and currently there's only 1 piece of tt design at 2 outlet in Singapore and since i get 1 for her that would mean there's left onli one in the whole wide singapore, which also means either 1 more person or none will have exactly the same watch as her till the official launch date! ok at least tt wat the salesgirl say. Nonetheless such a special girl she is definately deserve a special gift that i'm giving her. Merry X'mas dearie! =)
Christmas Day
The moment the clock struck twelve! Ho ho ho! Dearie just beside me! Tt's nice! keke~ It's always great feeling when your loved one just beside you on this joyous occasion. =) grinz
Was out with my relatives that's from overseas, since they came all the way here, it onli make sense for me to bring them ard, and dearie was there tagging along too....... it's just feel nice having her accompanying me.
Boxing Day
Was out shopping with my relatives again, and this time it was an improptu decision that dearie was out with me again. hahahah~ Guess she cant even not see me for one day! hahahah.... i'm just kidding! =P
My sis is off to Batam enjoying herself with my relatives! Well I'll be joining her soon when i settle my stuffs, and then will head back to Singapore for the YR 2005 Countdown!!! =)
6 more days to year 2005!!!
Very very fast it's gonna be the end of yr 2004, i can still remember soooo clearly about saying out loud my yr 2004 resolution on 1 jan 2004..... oh well... times reallie flies, and now i gonna have my 2005 resolution ready to be said!
I hope i will have a wonderful year ahead! as Yr 2005 is my year!! cos it's the chickie chickie year! hahahaha....
Just in case i dont blog tt often......... to all my friends, Best wishes for Yr 2005!!! Cheers!
Thursday, December 23, 2004
Ho Ho Ho ...... Santas Clause is Coming to town......
Just 2 more days before Christmas...... Been walking ard lately and saw sooo many shops putting up e "On Sale" signboard...... argh! no money man! if not i will be one of the many enjoying myself with discount products. =P
Still got no plans for Christmas! hahahah... dunno where to go, dunno wat to do........... Well dont have a habit of celebrating Christmas though.
Meeting Dearie later to watch the "Kung Fu' Movie, i believe i will have a good time laughing away while watching that show, Stephen Chow never fail to make me laugh in his show. =) *grinz
Office is having Christmas celebration later during lunch time, i got my pressie ready, no fanciful pressie, just cheap cheap one, hehe.....
* I want lots of pressie for my Christmas!!! =p
Just 2 more days before Christmas...... Been walking ard lately and saw sooo many shops putting up e "On Sale" signboard...... argh! no money man! if not i will be one of the many enjoying myself with discount products. =P
Still got no plans for Christmas! hahahah... dunno where to go, dunno wat to do........... Well dont have a habit of celebrating Christmas though.
Meeting Dearie later to watch the "Kung Fu' Movie, i believe i will have a good time laughing away while watching that show, Stephen Chow never fail to make me laugh in his show. =) *grinz
Office is having Christmas celebration later during lunch time, i got my pressie ready, no fanciful pressie, just cheap cheap one, hehe.....
* I want lots of pressie for my Christmas!!! =p
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
Hi Guys. i'm back ! I better be back before you guys get sick and tired of reading the same entry for days! =) and of cos before spiders start crawling all over my bloggie site. =p
Nothing much happen during the past few days, been busy with one stuffs a couple of days ago, and that is to get my Final Year Project done!~ Finally complete it on 18 dec! Phew~ Hopefully nothing go wrong and i will graduate with a Degree!! Complete a hons degree at the age of 23, and considering i'm a guy that gone tru national service... hmmm.... not a bad achievement... hahaha.... *peace
Going to be Harry Potter as plan next year nov, when i recieve tt piece of paper, many regards as a Degree cert, and without it, many companies would just slam their door hard on yr face. Ouch! tt's the cruelity in life!
Spend the past few days chilling out with dear..... yeah.... i think abit no life ... just me and her... however i just like it this way... and she doesnt seems to mind a single bit. Went carrefour tt day with my parents, she can just click with my family just like tt...... I dont think i can click with ppl the way she does it. =)
Christmas is coming..... *kelv sing........ Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle all the way................ Joy to the world, the lord has come....... Last christmas i give you my heart, the very next day you give it away, this year to save me from tears, i give it to someone special.......................
okok...... enuff of singing.... Christmas is coming, and yet i dont know wat to do... oh well.. normally i dont have a habit of celebrating christmas.... it's just in me. Nonetheless gonna spend it with someone special this year...... with or without doing anything , it doesnt matter ... as long as i'm with her..... everything, anything is fine.......
*smile =)
Nothing much happen during the past few days, been busy with one stuffs a couple of days ago, and that is to get my Final Year Project done!~ Finally complete it on 18 dec! Phew~ Hopefully nothing go wrong and i will graduate with a Degree!! Complete a hons degree at the age of 23, and considering i'm a guy that gone tru national service... hmmm.... not a bad achievement... hahaha.... *peace
Going to be Harry Potter as plan next year nov, when i recieve tt piece of paper, many regards as a Degree cert, and without it, many companies would just slam their door hard on yr face. Ouch! tt's the cruelity in life!
Spend the past few days chilling out with dear..... yeah.... i think abit no life ... just me and her... however i just like it this way... and she doesnt seems to mind a single bit. Went carrefour tt day with my parents, she can just click with my family just like tt...... I dont think i can click with ppl the way she does it. =)
Christmas is coming..... *kelv sing........ Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle all the way................ Joy to the world, the lord has come....... Last christmas i give you my heart, the very next day you give it away, this year to save me from tears, i give it to someone special.......................
okok...... enuff of singing.... Christmas is coming, and yet i dont know wat to do... oh well.. normally i dont have a habit of celebrating christmas.... it's just in me. Nonetheless gonna spend it with someone special this year...... with or without doing anything , it doesnt matter ... as long as i'm with her..... everything, anything is fine.......
*smile =)
Thursday, December 16, 2004
Dearie is coming back today! wooohoooo..... ; )
Two more days before my project submission, and i still havent finish yet..... kan cheong spider liaoz.... just ask for extension and couldnt get it.....ohh no.... hiaz....... just have to try and finish it....shall hope for the best..... i believe i can do it
"Just Do It" yeah.... hahahahah
Ytd was my cousin big day..... was busy sending my relatives here and there..... been reflecting alot ytd, seeing alot of my cousin that are younger than me growing up..... and its kinda scary.... cos this means i'm growing old..... hiaz... well tt's life isnt it. I still can remember when i was 8years old, i wish i didnt have to grow any older.... I dont like the idea of growing old and then die..... So much thought went tru my young mind then and it is still pretty much the same now. Gosh! time reallie flies! Shant be too melancholic..... will put some thoughts on life and death next time... for now i need to spend more time on my project rather than my blog! hahahah....
oh well.... just too happy that dearie is coming back.....
She's coming back, she's coming back, she's coming back, she's coming back, she's coming back............ did i mention that she's coming back... oh yes.... dearie coming home, she is coming back!
=) *big grinz
Two more days before my project submission, and i still havent finish yet..... kan cheong spider liaoz.... just ask for extension and couldnt get it.....ohh no.... hiaz....... just have to try and finish it....shall hope for the best..... i believe i can do it
"Just Do It" yeah.... hahahahah
Ytd was my cousin big day..... was busy sending my relatives here and there..... been reflecting alot ytd, seeing alot of my cousin that are younger than me growing up..... and its kinda scary.... cos this means i'm growing old..... hiaz... well tt's life isnt it. I still can remember when i was 8years old, i wish i didnt have to grow any older.... I dont like the idea of growing old and then die..... So much thought went tru my young mind then and it is still pretty much the same now. Gosh! time reallie flies! Shant be too melancholic..... will put some thoughts on life and death next time... for now i need to spend more time on my project rather than my blog! hahahah....
oh well.... just too happy that dearie is coming back.....
She's coming back, she's coming back, she's coming back, she's coming back, she's coming back............ did i mention that she's coming back... oh yes.... dearie coming home, she is coming back!
=) *big grinz
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
It's tuesday !!! two more days, dearie will be back! wooohoo... okok... cool it kelvin cool it... you are crazy..... yes i am, I miss her like crazy =)
It is also 4 more days before my project dateline!!! argh! die! Kinda half way tru... havent been reallie going full force in completing it, i guess i always reward myself for the effort i put in my project. Sometimes over rewarding! heehee~ Basically it is like work for 2 to 3 hour straight, then i will play game, relax, listen music... do watever stuffs other than project for more than same amount of time i put in my project... guilty guilty =P
So far this week has been good, missing her wasnt as bad as i first thought cause we thought we not going to talk for the longest time, luckily thanks to the greatest invention on earth, that invention we call cellphone, or handphone as we commonly know. Dont know whether Hp bills gonna shoot up or not. Well.... its doesnt reallie matter as long as i know she is doing fine over there, and she'll be returning like in two days time! =)
I'm happy because i can save on overseas call and secondly i can see her... well the latter will be the more exact reason though =)
Tml is my cousin big day, yes it is his wedding!!! Wish him blissful marriage. =)
This also means that its gonna be a busy day for me as well, as i have to chauffer my relatives ard..... FOC chauffer leh.... wah piangz..... oh well it's a joyous occasion so it doesnt reallie matter =)
Time reallie flies, still can vivdly remember the days where i use to play with my cousin, and tml he is gonna get married (as in chinese customary), and prob few years down the road he will become a father. Without me carefully thinking, i'm gonna reach mid twenties pretty soon... oh gosh..... that's super fast! The way time flies reallie scare me...... Responsibility always comes together with age. The older you are, the more responsibility you would be expected to shoulder...... gosh ... i havent have enough fun yet... oh well who would say they have had enough fun. I miss the good old carefree days where i dont even need to care about money, work, blah blah blah.....
It is way much better to be a child. Sometimes with the amount of stress, pressure, responsibility you have, you just feel like hey! i need to take a break and catch my breath! phew!
Well.... that's the cruel fact of life b'cos time and tide wait for no man! Now i just have to look forward and miss all those good old days =)
Hope year 2005 would be a wonderful year for me!!!
Ok gonna catch the last episode of "My mighty in-laws" It's gonna be real exciting!!! After that shall head back to my project.....
*counting down the no. of days..... it's just another 2 more days....... =)
It is also 4 more days before my project dateline!!! argh! die! Kinda half way tru... havent been reallie going full force in completing it, i guess i always reward myself for the effort i put in my project. Sometimes over rewarding! heehee~ Basically it is like work for 2 to 3 hour straight, then i will play game, relax, listen music... do watever stuffs other than project for more than same amount of time i put in my project... guilty guilty =P
So far this week has been good, missing her wasnt as bad as i first thought cause we thought we not going to talk for the longest time, luckily thanks to the greatest invention on earth, that invention we call cellphone, or handphone as we commonly know. Dont know whether Hp bills gonna shoot up or not. Well.... its doesnt reallie matter as long as i know she is doing fine over there, and she'll be returning like in two days time! =)
I'm happy because i can save on overseas call and secondly i can see her... well the latter will be the more exact reason though =)
Tml is my cousin big day, yes it is his wedding!!! Wish him blissful marriage. =)
This also means that its gonna be a busy day for me as well, as i have to chauffer my relatives ard..... FOC chauffer leh.... wah piangz..... oh well it's a joyous occasion so it doesnt reallie matter =)
Time reallie flies, still can vivdly remember the days where i use to play with my cousin, and tml he is gonna get married (as in chinese customary), and prob few years down the road he will become a father. Without me carefully thinking, i'm gonna reach mid twenties pretty soon... oh gosh..... that's super fast! The way time flies reallie scare me...... Responsibility always comes together with age. The older you are, the more responsibility you would be expected to shoulder...... gosh ... i havent have enough fun yet... oh well who would say they have had enough fun. I miss the good old carefree days where i dont even need to care about money, work, blah blah blah.....
It is way much better to be a child. Sometimes with the amount of stress, pressure, responsibility you have, you just feel like hey! i need to take a break and catch my breath! phew!
Well.... that's the cruel fact of life b'cos time and tide wait for no man! Now i just have to look forward and miss all those good old days =)
Hope year 2005 would be a wonderful year for me!!!
Ok gonna catch the last episode of "My mighty in-laws" It's gonna be real exciting!!! After that shall head back to my project.....
*counting down the no. of days..... it's just another 2 more days....... =)
Sunday, December 12, 2004
It's Sunday!!! Times reallie fast.... we approaching to the end of yr 2004 pretty soon..... Alot of things happen this year... Ups and down but i thank god cos i believe i gonna have a good closing end for my 2004 yr. =)
Those that know me and quite close to me will know exactly what happen to me during my low key period this year..... I thank those who stood by me during that period of time.... and i'm soo happy that i have found somebody special that would stand by me forever.....
She may not be the prettiet woman i ever know.... She may not be good in alot of things but to me she is someone special....
*She is sweet, real sweet
*She show me the meaning of love that i use to find it sooo difficult to trust just months ago
LOVE is a strong word.... and i dont say LOVE to anyone.... I have my own sets of LOVE value, i have my own defination of LOVE, LOVE is a word i would use it sacredly.... I onli say it to two woman in my life b4... however she gonna be the third woman that i will gonna say it. I believe she deserve every single alphabet of LOVE... she deserve every single meaning of this word LOVE from me.
Dear, you know how much u mean to me... This song is for you.....
Say'n I LOVE YOU - Moffats
Saying I love you, it's the hardest thing to do
and if I ever do, girl I'll always be true
I may not be the best
Looking guy you ever knew
But I can show you love
That will always be true
And when your skies turn grey
My love will guide the way
And if these words that I hold
Could only be told
Saying I love you, it's the hardest thing to do
and if I ever do, girl I'll always be true
And when your tears fall to the ground
I will pick you up when you're feeling down
Saying I love you, it's the hardest thing to do
and if I ever do, girl I'll always be true
And when your tears fall to the ground
I will pick you up when you're feeling down
Saying I love you, it's the hardest thing to do
and if I ever do, girl I'll always be true
_____________________________________________________________________________________
She is out of town, going genting for holiday... i wish that she will enjoy herself..... =)
I just left a week before i have to submit my project up... this coming week gonna be very busy ... with wed gonna be big day for my cousin cos it gonna be his wedding!!! Shall not spend sooo much time on my blog lioaz... gonna head back to my project.... I need time... plenty of time.....
*Off to my project now....
*I MISS HER =)
Those that know me and quite close to me will know exactly what happen to me during my low key period this year..... I thank those who stood by me during that period of time.... and i'm soo happy that i have found somebody special that would stand by me forever.....
She may not be the prettiet woman i ever know.... She may not be good in alot of things but to me she is someone special....
*She is sweet, real sweet
*She show me the meaning of love that i use to find it sooo difficult to trust just months ago
LOVE is a strong word.... and i dont say LOVE to anyone.... I have my own sets of LOVE value, i have my own defination of LOVE, LOVE is a word i would use it sacredly.... I onli say it to two woman in my life b4... however she gonna be the third woman that i will gonna say it. I believe she deserve every single alphabet of LOVE... she deserve every single meaning of this word LOVE from me.
Dear, you know how much u mean to me... This song is for you.....
Say'n I LOVE YOU - Moffats
Saying I love you, it's the hardest thing to do
and if I ever do, girl I'll always be true
I may not be the best
Looking guy you ever knew
But I can show you love
That will always be true
And when your skies turn grey
My love will guide the way
And if these words that I hold
Could only be told
Saying I love you, it's the hardest thing to do
and if I ever do, girl I'll always be true
And when your tears fall to the ground
I will pick you up when you're feeling down
Saying I love you, it's the hardest thing to do
and if I ever do, girl I'll always be true
And when your tears fall to the ground
I will pick you up when you're feeling down
Saying I love you, it's the hardest thing to do
and if I ever do, girl I'll always be true
_____________________________________________________________________________________
She is out of town, going genting for holiday... i wish that she will enjoy herself..... =)
I just left a week before i have to submit my project up... this coming week gonna be very busy ... with wed gonna be big day for my cousin cos it gonna be his wedding!!! Shall not spend sooo much time on my blog lioaz... gonna head back to my project.... I need time... plenty of time.....
*Off to my project now....
*I MISS HER =)
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