Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Hasnt been a great day today! So damm bloody weird... Woke up today and manage to catch the bus to go to exam venue... wasted 10mins to try to clarify with them to get my seats... why cant they have a proper allocation, soo many miscommunication, idiots man! It's already 10.10am on the clock, take a look at my exam qns... feel like walking out immediately, this is madness.... spend close to half an hour to decide which qns should i attempt, and in the end onli manage to complete 2 out of 3qns.. SHIT! Was quite tired after the exam cos i studied till quite late the day before... tout i can go home and sleep but was ask to do some stuffs.... argh.. didnt rest and of i go for coaching... miss my bus the moment i reach there.... waited and waited and it seems like ages and the bus still insist on not coming, well took another bus instead and then try to change bus later at the other bus stop, and not long after i alight at the bus-stop, the bus i suppose to take came, wah piangz... why cant the bus just come 2mins earlier just now.... Because of waiting for tt stupid bus i was late for coaching.... Then when i finish coaching was about to leave tt time, it rain! Gosh.... wait until the rain stop and then proceed to the bus stop to take bus and go home, and when i ran towards the bus stop the moment i saw the bus, the bloody female bus driver just dont wanna stop for me, and in the end i have to wait soo damm long again for the bus to come! Idiots! Everything didnt seem to go smoothly for me today especially the EXAM TODAY!!! argh!! I wonder did i offended anybody and being cast a spell or wat! Argh! Hope tml will be a better day! Hopefully my thur would not be the same as today! Thursday gonna be the last day of my exam! Hope whatever i study will come out!
*Pray Hard!!!

Anyway Thanks Jo for being sooo sweet, thanks for that lovely sms, you did make me smile! Thanks

Alright time to head back to my notes! Last paper! Hang on there!!!!

*Studying Mode
So fast its the last day of the month November. This also means that i'm going to have 1 more exam before becoming a free man. Oh well it was just last week that the thought of having exam would sent cold vibe to my skin, and now i'm going to finish my exam pretty soon. Times reallie flies!

Today paper just sucks! and i reallie mean suck big time!!!! Argh! Frustration, agony, whatever negative aspect of feeling will be associated with me right after i finish my paper, or in fact while sitting for the paper. Up to this point in time i am still FRUSTRATED, ANGRY, FURIOUS, MAD!!!!

I just couldnt do a bloody single qns! Yes not even a SINGLE Qns !!! This is the worst paper i ever take in my whole student life! It was drastic contrast to all the papers that i have took previous week. I have confidence abt the result or the marks i going to get for all my previous paper. Nothing of this sort can be said to this paper, probably the outcome that i'm most confident of is that i'm going to FAIL, and i mean FAIL BIG TIME!!! ARGH!!!
I'm absolutely gutted! The papers is upon 300 marks (3qns 100 marks each) and i only manage to do 2 qns, and u guys know that i dont even know to ans any one of the qns. I do it for the sake of doing it! I reallie wish i didnt have to sit for this paper!!! I feel like walking out of the exam venue, but the saddest truth is i'm already there... leave and i would get 0 marks, so i decided to give it a shot even though i aint know shit abt any of the qns!!! To make matter worse, it is all calculation based qns... it is either u know or u dont know, there is nothing in between, it is not like those kind of marketing or management paper where u can bluff yr way through and hope for the best that kind! Oh well.... i'm dead! i'm in deep shit! would reallie have to pray very hard in order to get at least a 25%.... yup u get me right... that would mean 75marks upon 300marks! Gosh! That's the minimum criteria i have to obtain before any thoughts of having an honours degree and i havent even consider other factors yet!!! gosh ! This paper is terrible... i should have just take it last semester. Even if i took it while i was sick i think i could still gather a score higher than what i'm goin to get today. It's not that i'm pessimistic or what, it is just the cruel fact of the bloody truth! I aint know how to do a single qns!!!! I aint know shit man!!!! Ok the problem is not because i didnt study, if i didnt study then it is fair enough, but the blooy problem is that the topics that is being tested is not being covered with me last semester!!! I bet they did some correction over what topic is going to be tested and what is not for this subject for the current batch of student and not me!!! And i'm the bloody kuku from my own batch (previous batch) sitting for that bloody exam paper! Tell me abt it! I know nuts what is going on for the current batch of student! and to be tested on the topic that they study and not mine! This is ridiculous! Oh gosh! can somebody pls save me! I need the marks! i badly need the marks! I do not want the result for this paper to spoil all my previous good mark i obtain , the effort i put in for all my previous papers! I do not want at the end of the day i didnt meet the first criteria for a honours degree because of this bloody stupid idiotic reason! I'm going mad!! Real mad! and to think that i still have one more paper to go! I just have no mood to carry on and to add salt to my wound, the next paper for me is also last semester paper, and i beginning to wonder whether will it be the same topics that i did covered to be tested in this coming paper! I'm going crazy! This is madness! .... MADNESS !!!


Sunday, November 28, 2004

安靜 - 周杰倫 ( An Jing - Jay Chou )

I love this song soo much.... The lyrics is sooo meaningful.....and it says exactly what i was feeling the other time..... oh god! why am i feeling nostalgic again...... argh.....

安靜 - 周杰倫

只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天
睡著的大提琴
安靜的舊舊的
我想你已表現的非常明白
我懂我也知道
你沒有捨不得
你說你也會難過我不相信
牽著你陪著 我也只是曾經
希望他是真的比我還要愛你
我才會逼自己離開

Chorus

你要我說多難堪
我根本不想分開
為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
我沒有這種天份
包容你也接受他
不用擔心的太多
我會一直好好過
你已經遠遠離開
我也會慢慢走開
為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
我真的沒有天份
安靜的沒這麼快
我會學著放棄你
是因為我太愛你
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An Jing - Jay Chou

Only the piano accompanies me throughout the day
The sleeping cello
Quiet and so old
I think you've made yourself clear
I know and I'm sure
You don't regret
You say you're upset too, that I don't believe
You being with me was in the past
I hope he loves you more than I do
Only then will I bring myself to leave

Chorus

You want me to say it, but it is awkward
I don't even want to break up
Why must I depend on a smile to tide me through?
I don't have the ability
To accept both you and him
Don't worry too much
I'll still be fine
You've already gone far away
And I will slowly walk away
Why is it that I have to accommodate you even when [we] break up?
I really don't have the ability
Staying silent doesn't come so fast
I will learn to give you up
Because I love you so much


I'm one big culprit of not studying... just aint no mood.... my friends are all celebrating the completion of their degree where i'm left to complete another 2 more papers! Argh! Oh well Exam coming on Tue... and i have to do something abt it... i have oredi wasted two days as i didnt even touch my notes. I needed somebody to kick my ass and scream my head off a little.... oh well.. nvm...i shall find some self-motivational factors!

Today is Sunday, and it's a perfect day to study.... *yah damm right! oh well..... i going to have my whole day preparing for my exam..... I shall look forward to the day 2 Dec where i will duly complete all my exam ! Yeah! But in the meantime i gonna slog like an idiotic person..... and i dont like this kind of feeling....

Ytd was Jay concert.... heard from Jo is a super duper concert... and i'm jealous.... hahaha.... oh well... some of his songs are real nice and the meaning for certain songs are really very meaningful... okie, shant elaborate what kind of connection between me and his few certain songs.... just dont wanna feel nostalgic yeah.......

I'm going to head back to my notes.... i needed to... i being force to... cos i dont have a choice and i dont have much time left either.........

*Switch to Studying mode!

Thursday, November 25, 2004

Today was my second paper and i couldnt finish in time! argh! Oh well Second paper for me but for my classmate it was their last ! Argh! After the paper, there was like soo much noise... noise of celebration... I'm jealous! freaking jealous!!!
Tml still got paper! argh! gonna head back to my notes soon... just no mood to study ... sianz....

Just finish watching "ye man qing jia" (My Mighty in-law) on channel 8. What a funny show!!! I getting hook on that show! Vincent Ng was super funnie in that show.... Almost all the character in the show are damm funnie too.... Two thumbs up man!!!

Well today episode is abt Rui-en and Vincent... hmm.... the way Rui-en tell Vincent on the things she like abt him.. oh my god.... thats like sound sooo damm familiar ! hahahahah
Well it was reallie sweet of her! i mean bascially when u like someone... u reallie like almost every single thing abt tt person lor... basically there is no reason why u like him/her but you know abt what/which things u like abt him/her and if u list it down, it gonna reflect almost pratically everything about him/her. =) grinz
Well just now tt part was reallly kinda bring back memories ... hiaz... sometimes it is just sooo hard to find someone u like and tt someone like u in return too..... =p

okok... shall stop feeling nostalgic and head back to my notes.... i'm soo worried that ppl might mistaken that i'm in a relationship with my notes now since i'm soo damm close with it.... its always me and my notes..... i'm freaking out soon....

Somebody saves me...................

*i'm uttering rubbish ... pardon me pls..... *poof*

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Finally i decided to upload one of my all time fav song...... This is also a song where my nick came from..... "selfestem" .... I'm in a punk-rock mood now..... so here Selfesteem by offspring .. take it away.... =)


*Kelv sing... ahhemm.... la la lala la la la la lala.....

Selfesteem - Offspring

I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practiced all the things I would say
But she came over
I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert

Now I know I'm being used
That's ok because I like the abuse
I know she's playing with me
That's okay cause I've got no self-esteem

We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
All this rejection's got me so low
If she keeps it up I just might tell her so

When she's saying that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she's saying that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess I should stick up for myself
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care, Right?

Now I'll relate this a little bit
That happens more than I'd like to admit
Late at night she knocks on my door
Drunk again and looking to score
Now I know I should say no
But that's kind of hard when she's ready to go
I may be dumb
But I'm not a dweeb
I'm just a sucker with no self-esteem
Recieved a letter from the Navy asking me to go back for a seminar in full uniform! Argh! It's coming.... i can sense it coming..... my reservist... my national service liability ....argh! Well wat a waste of time! A full day listening to all those craps that i couldnt find at least a bit interesting! I bet they are preparing me for all those reservist shit! Leave me alone man... Not that i'm dont love the country or what, but i just think it's gonna take away the fun of being a common people (civilians) and i think i could have use the time to do something better, more meaningful things. And to think that i receive this piece of news just in the midst of my exam.... i wonder whether do they really have to give me their very own "morale boosting" treatment in such a timely fashion.

My dad just call me and told me he pass his taxi vocational license! Holy! Congrates Dad! You deserve it! He sounded sooo estatic over the phone that if there is a $100 dollar note lying on the floor, he'll probably miss it......
I bet he is beaming with joy now! He reallie deserve it for i witness the amount of effort he put in before the exam..... The way he studied and prepared for his exam makes me feel so guily over the way i'm currently preparing for my exam now! *ouch!
You can see the amount of desire he wants to get hold of that piece of license from the look of his eyes, the way he behaves..... If u staying under the same roof with him, i can gurantee you can feel it the same way as i do. Now that he passed the exam and getting the license soon, he deserve every single bit of that small piece of card that got the word "Taxi vocational license and his name on it."

Congrates to you, Dad! I love you!

Back to my own life, hahaha.. nothing much..... same shit, different day! Kinda half way tru my revision for my tml paper... pray hard that watever i've tried to study and memorise would come out in tml paper..... =)

I'm heading nowhere now except back to my notes ..... *poof*

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Done with my First paper! Phew ! One down and 4 more to go... sweat sweat ....
Should have do better for my first paper... hiaz ... wasted man... I need to Hit 75 marks but i guess i could onli gather a marks that is close to that... booooo man.....

Oh well was down coaching and end up swam quite a bit.... feeling abit tired... and since i onli gathered 5hrs of sleep today, i guess it didnt reallie help ah... okie... i think i need to head back to my notes..... bed? notes? bed? notes? .... ok both i think


*poof*

Monday, November 22, 2004

Another piece of nonsense to destress me... oh well... This kind of survey or quiz or watever names u have for it, their main purpose is to destress a person yeah... so the answer or the result for it are sometimes true, sometimes it is somewhat true, sometimes it is not so true, sometimes it is not very true, sometimes it is not true, sometimes it is totally untrue

Hahahaha.... you are the judge to whether if it is the truth......

so many words of "true" ........... *faints





You Are From Mercury



You are talkative, clever, and knowledgeable - and it shows.
You probably never leave home without your cell phone!
You're witty, expressive, and aware of everything going on around you.
You love learning, playing, and taking in all of what life has to offer.
Be careful not to talk your friends' ears off, and temper your need to know everything.



It's Monday!!! holy sh*t! Tml the start of my first degree exam... -_-"
*Praying hard

Oh well still got time to do this boh lioaz survey ... ok... take it away





You Are the Loyalist



6




You have strong relationships and are intensely loyal.

People find you easy to love and care for.

You like your world to be stable and secure, no surprises.

You're cautious. You prefer your inner circle to the outside world.



Sunday, November 21, 2004

I made jo angry a long while ago... oh well wasnt mean to... anyway clear up the air oredi... she noe my intention wasnt to attitude her but something else... guess i get it all so wrong yea....
I hope i'm to her is not an attitude boi ... but a good attitude boi =) *big grinz

I get soo bothered over the fact till i couldnt reallie study... i mean i didnt mean something i didnt mean it.... ok wat am i saying.... i didnt meant to attitude her... and u know if somebody wrong u .. u wldnt feel alright rite... so that's exactly what i'm feeling.... Oh well.... i wouldnt give a damm if tt somebody doesnt mean anything to me lor.... okie... enuff said.

Ok shall head back to my notes.... i need to be good boi remember... hahhaha.... =)

Friday, November 19, 2004

Today is already Friday, just 4 days before the start of my Exam!! Yesh 4 days!! argh!! how fast is that! Gosh! I'm still slowly cultivating to be a hardworking student.... i still cant get into the mood of studying, prolly i'm somehow distracted over certain things.... oh well i'm gonna keep my focus.... =)
i did it once a few months before when things happen, i will do it again... no doubts abt that! =)

Nothing much happen today, just me and my notes and of cos my beloved bed *grinz =) oh well enough of destressing in my blog... gonna head back to my 'lovely' notes....

*Gambatte yo!!!!! Study Study Study!!! =)

Thursday, November 18, 2004

Was out with Jo ytd, basically just shop and shop and shop...... Didnt really have an agenda but just wanna get some fresh air... and she was a great gal to hang out with except those poking, pinching, punching, all those P's u can think of =p

Treat her one thai ice tea and guess wat, i drop my very own ice tea and it spill over my berms... oh.. how clumsy can i get... Well my berms and slippers get jealous over the fact tt i treat Jo ice tea i guess, so much so they want a share of my ice tea... argh!

Woke up this morning with blue black on my arms... i guess no need me to say... u guys shld know who the culprit is ah.....

Read a few notes... but still not studying enuff i guess.... i will head back to my notes once i finish Sg idol....

I will study! I doesnt have much choice yea..... =p

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Feel so good after a much needed rest. =) It been a long time since i last slept sooo long! ohh... feel so shiok!

My parents are finally back from their holiday! Feel so relieve to see them back.... I miss them! =)

Ytd went out with Jo, before reaching her house, there was quite a big downpour, guess heaven want me to drive carefully and safely ah... ok .. which i did. During the journey, i took out my phone to let her see at her request... ohh bad move, once she got her hand on my phone tt's it... she keep snapping away... i was sooo afraid that my camera lens will just crack lor! =p Reach the destination, the place was bloody crowded... okok.. i mean the carpark is bloody crowded... i have to queue up to enter into the carpark lor.... sometimes i just hate to drive... cos where to park your car can reallie give u a big big headache.....

Watch the show, The forgotton, hmm.. not a bad show. It will keep you suspend on yr seats till the very last moment of the show. The story line was not bad but i think it's kinda dumb and the ending abit too abrupt.... they make the alien soooo powerful.. in that case, they can anytime rule our world wat.... why in the first place waste their time in doing some nonsense experience... oh well... there are a few shudden shock in the show, one of it is the part where a car just suddendly bang into the main actor/actress car....okok...about the movie, i shall be generous, shall give it 3 out of 5 popcorns.

I notice something abt Jo, went ard shopping a little with her... she will just pick up any white or pink stuffs... hahahah... say her a little, i will get poke, slapp on my stomach and shoulders.... Talking abt violent gal... she is definately one .. =p

Right now checking all my bruises and injuries from ytd ... *check check check

Going to have my lunchee now and head back to my notes... i have been in holiday mood for the past 2days, havent touch my notes and feeling so guilty now.... okok....... Notes... i'm coming for you now.....

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Selemat Hari Raya!!!

My parents and sis are enjoying themselves over at Batam island, leaving me alone to face the four wall of our house. Oh well, I wasnt feeling too comfortable about being left alone (reason being mention earlier or those who know me will know the reason) before they left, hmm.. how wrong ah... i'm now pretty comfortable... so shiok to have the whole house to myself!!! Great! =) I think i'm real fine!!!

The good thing about having the whole house to myself is that basically i can do whatever i want... blast the music.... sing out loud... do watever nonsense i wanna do.. hahaha.... of cos i do have some control over myself and not becoming some wild animal being let loose tt kind.
The bad thing is ... i need to source for food.... ok eating outside will solve the problem, but i cant do it if let say my family are away for a week or so, with my huge appetite it gonna drain me financially, guess it shld be time to pick up some cookery skills yea...

Was out coaching ytd... was parking my car at my coaching venue then i realise that there is an event going on... took a closer look then i realise it is the event that i was suppose to attend ... i was suppose to watch princess and wx performance... i cant make it bcos i need to fetch my sis from the competition venue and then send my family off for their holiday... yea.. "their" holiday... =p Oh well didnt know it was soo near my coaching place... basically just across a small road that's all... hahaha.. how coincident rite! Haiz... it was sooo near yet sooo far lor.... didnt manage to meet her anyway. =(

I was very surprise to see princess name appearing when my phone ring.... totally didnt expect it... talking abt making my day... she sure did. Though it just a super short conversation at least i know she's doing fine that kind. It been a long time since i last hear her voice and to know that she was having sore throat for close to a week doesnt help too yea... it was a relief to hear her voice.. at least she still sounded ok.. but she do sounded real tired after her performance... guess she was feeling exhausted and her sickness just make her feel even worse.
Take care princess~ =)

Sleep at 2am again and woke up early in the morning... manage to collect notes from adel, been copying and reading some of the notes.... suddendly i find myself soooo studious like tt... hahaha.... oh well....the exam dates are too near to be true, so i gotto start somehow , somewhere....

Prolly gonna catch a movie later..... I need to go out and get some fresh air and of cos at the same time fill up my stomache....

* Food Food where r u ........................... ???

Saturday, November 13, 2004

*yawns.... oh well... wat a way to start blogging yeah. =p
Been sleeping late recently, it is so ever often nowadays that i couldnt remember when was the last time i sleep before 2am in the morning. The worst part is i always wake up ard the same time, so which means if i keep sleeping later and later, i would not have enuff rest....i'm accumulating tiredness... oh well.. tt's my own bloody problem right..... *yawns .. feel so tired now.

Later in the afternoon, my lovely sis gonna have her swim competition, after tt she and my parents will be out of town.......... well i'm left alone again..... i need a breather.. i need a holiday... my notes is killing me... okok.. havent been studying, but the thought of reading my notes is killing me, and i just come to realise that i'm in deep shit now as there is not much time left for my revision. Argh!!! frustration !!

I wanna go out have fun, but the notes is pulling me back! I got the luxury of having the whole house to myself, however i think i gonna bore myself down this time round!!! Last time whenever i got the whole house to myself, i would go yea ! cos my gf then would come over and stay and we will be like having our small little house living in our small little world... oh well.. it just bring back memories yea.... thought it was a small steps for our future living togetherness, and we did have a rollin good time, however things happen and things change... and this time round i gonna have to face the four walls all by myself !!!

Enuff of this past nonsense craps... dont wanna get drain thinking abt all those past.... I need my brain space for some other more useful purpose.... i need extra compartment for my notes... argh!!! Notes, exams!!! it killing me!!!

Ok... i think i'm feeling better now.... it's nice to vent my frustration on something... and venting on my blog means good at least i wont go ard venting it on my friends or those ppl that are close to me.

Gotto head back to my notes again..... if i have a punching bag at home.... i feel like punching it now... i need to sweat out all my frustration, i want to scream.... oh shit! what happen to me today...... i'm feeling sooo soooo soo damm frustrated at the moment... it's been a long time since i last feel this way.... it is soooo sudden.. i guess i having PMS.... i wanna scream !!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................................

Thursday, November 11, 2004

Happy Deepavali Everyone ........

Oh well tout i could make full use of today to study... how wrong was i, wake up in the morning and got a terrible headache... ouch! Took a short nap in the afternoon before proceed for my swimming coaching.

well luckily i'm feeling better now...... hope i got the mood and my brain is able to function well to study later...

Gonna have my dinner now before i start my slow revision again......


* Can somebody teach me how to have a super powerful memory!!! I need it for my revision!!!



Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Wake up early today, Head down to TP to join my guys for their morning jogging session..... ahahha.... i feel like a Poly student!!!! Old body with a young heart yeah... hahahahahahh

Oh well..... was great to see the team jelling so well .... i'm very happy.... finally i see team cohesiveness, team supportiveness....ok... in short -team work!- well i'm just plain happy that they are doing things as a team instead of individuals. =)

Having fun playing table-tennis... and i come to a conclusion that i really suck at it! lolx
I think my badminton skill is anytime better man... hahaha...

Oh well, have dinner with mel and jo... so paiseh... cos i didnt know where to eat.... ayiah me hor this person... no preference for food one... as long as got place to eat then i can eat there liaoz... i'm not kidding... basically i'm just a trained rubbish eater....

oh well ... enuff of my nonsense... gonna head back to my notes... i cant even finish one chapter for 2 days... Can somebody pls tell me how efficient am I ! gosh!

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

So fast it's Tuesday lioaz!!! ahh.... jiu ming ah..... my exam dates are drawing nearer and nearer as time passes by...... *biting nails lioaz =p

Spend my day with my TP swim team ppl, had some fun with them and will be joining them again tml for the morning jogs and some team bonding games after that. =)
Well my TP swimmers are a bunch of great loving ppl...... make me miss my good old days as being a poly student... omg... y do i have to sound sooooo old... =p

Well gonna go and study now... =)

Monday, November 08, 2004

Finally i got hold of a new handphone... and that one is under my wishlist! muahhhahahahah.....

Ok.... enough of my nonsense for the day... me shall go source for my notes..... I need to study!

Monday finally arrives, I'm suppose to start studying today, well currently i'm stuck in my office, doing some of my paperworks.... *yawns...

Early in the morning, come to realise that one of my frn just broke off... hiaz.... tt's sad ... understand all those emotional struggle one person has to go tru, those emotional heartache, emotional dilemma... hiaz... tell me abt it man... i was at that stage not too long ago......Well Time will heal and someone better will come along.... i'm the best testimonial for it! =) *big grinz*

Going to head down for a course at Toa Payoh later and once back home i will start my revision tonight! yeah tonight! Did i just say tonight! ok... i will try..... =p

Just know that i have to fill up my stomach now..... i'm hungry....

*Food... food... where r u ..........................

Sunday, November 07, 2004

IT's Family day again!!! heh~ Well was out doing some market shopping with my parents..... They buy sooo many stuffs... maciam like no need money like tt.... wah pianz.... hahahahah

My sis keep bugging me to bring her watch Shark Tale.... well we suppose to catch it on Sat, er.... ok, nvm ... nonetheless will bring her this coming week....... since i promise her i will stand by my promise... =)

Well basically another lazy Sunday... oh well... i just love it this way...... I hope i can stop time....... i cant Nua enough man!!! Tom is monday liaoz... and i reallie gonna study if not reallie no time...... argh!

* I need power.. i need magic power..... i wanna freeze time!
* Casting a spell "minimoniminimo.... Freeze the time!!!! ..................my spell no effect, time still ticking away.... -_-"

Had a late night chat with Jo, didnt know she can reallie talk, or should i say both of us can reallie talk.... if not for me to say it kinda late i think we could have talk throughout the night... yes .. i mean reallie throughout the night......

When was the last time i chatted so long with a gal or a person??....hmmmm.... very very long ago man! At least got 4years! i'm aint kidding... it's reallie very long... i didnt know that i'm capable to talk for soooo long on the phone again..... Well guess both of us reallie can communicate and talk rubbish man! wahahahah...Didnt know she such a sweet lady until ytd.... oh well.... cant stand it that she keep saying herself Holy and innocent... omg! I wanna puke... can someone pls give me a plastic bag.

Nothing much happen today, suppose to catch Shark Tale with princess but she never confirm so guess she busy or wadsoever... nonetheless hope she has an enjoyable day.

Head down to the pool for coaching in the afternoon, the sun was horrendous! However the pool water is aint tt hot/warm....After an hr or so... no more sun and it was so windy... and ohh... the water start to get freezing cold.... wooooo..... cold cold...

Finish coaching, went back to have my dinner and then head down to my cousin chalet..... nothing much there... feel kinda bored... ate some food... and i cant wait to go home! hahahaha... i'm a homely man just in case some of u dont know.... =p

Well tom is sunday!! wooohoo.... and i havent touch my notes yet... bleahz =p super guilty!! okok... i will start this coming monday! i promise!!!

* Notes Notes where r u .........

Friday, November 05, 2004

Dark clouds forming and i'm heading down to TP for coaching later..... Well hope it's not going to rain........ Weather has been like tt for the past 2 weeks or so.... make me sooo tempted to take a nap since the weather is so cool and nice =)

Will be popping champagne later at TP, it was a promise i made to my TP swim team swimmers last week that if tt ChrisyPoo is gonna be out of Sg idol for tt week, i will have a champagne celebration! Didnt know my champagne magic reallie works!!!! lolx..... well since he is out, i shall fulfill my promise. =)

Shall I pick up my notes and read!?!?! *scratch head! =p

Thursday, November 04, 2004

I'm Back ~ Back after MIA from my blog for 3 days......... Well alot of stuffs happen but i'm just lazy or just simply no mood to pen down my thoughts, prolly too many things occupying my mind now. Guess what ! I havent even start my revision yet, can somebody just scream at me pls!!! Gosh!

Was at Tampiness CC playing badminton, i couldnt remember when was the last time i actually played badminton. Playing badminton of cos need badminton racket.... so i went to take out my badminton racket, and guess what, my badminton rackets was covered with dust!!! lolx... this shows how long i never touch my badminton racket lioaz.

Started playing at 7 plus, first hour of the game, my badminton skill was super duber rusty!!! hahahaha..... Finally able to pick up the pace and play to my ability during the later part of the game. We finish playing at 10pm, well 3hours of badminton! Solid! Wooooo.. so long never excercise and it feels so good to perspire! lolx... To my surprise, wasnt feeling too tired, in fact i think i could go on and play somemore..... 12midnight i dont think i have any problems abt tt! =)

This morning wake up early and head down to Katong Swimming Complex to teach those kids from Geylang Methodist Primary..... a huge group and a noisy one definately! I was screaming most of the time to control them and giving instruction to them...... I'm losing my voice now.... *cough........... i need some chinese herbs drink or *cooling* drink......

Well my day has been good so far.... and i still dont have any moods to bring myself to read all those scary notes of mine! Well i think i have to force myself...... anybody wanna scream at me!?!?! Please feel free yeah.......

Well aint sure whether i will blog often for this month because i reallie gonna have a very scary month! BOOKS ! BOOKS! and more BOOKS! Argh...... it's driving me insane.....

Monday, November 01, 2004

Wat a lovely sunday! I think i beginnig to love my sunday!!! hahahaha... I have been lazing ard and spending time with my parents for the past few weeks/months?. Woooohoooo.. i just love my sunday this way! keke`~

Was online the whole afternoon... web caming with my friends... hahah.. damm fun!enjoying soooo much!! It a gd way of de-stressing after working so hard during weekdays. =) Well took a nap before leaving for my nephew bday party. Was dreaming of princess, ahahhaha... yeah... she again right... ohh well.. i just cant get her out of my mind. Anyway was having some fun time with her in the dream and then suddendly i woke up .. i was like... chey! only dreaming... hiaz... if only we are what i'm dreaming... ahha... anyway she not even in town now lor........

Well... wonder how is she now... hope she is doing fine... and hope she knows how to take care of herself....... Take care yeah..... =)

Two more days before she is back...... oh well.... does it make any difference even though she is back....... hahaha... i hardly think so.... cause i believe she dont miss me the way i miss her.... oh well... nonetheless still hope she's enjoying herself and taking care of herself as well.

Tomolo is monday! Gonna work again... prob just for this week and that's it... not going to work till december cause as i have said November is my exam month!!! Argh!!! It is here lioaz!!! I'm going mad pretty soon.

*Can someone pls help me??? Dont give me luck, just give me the qns and the ans for the exam yeah!?!?!?