Know how dearie feeling currently...... insecure feeling that is... well who is to blame her for her three close frn, close click all broke off with their relationship. Totally understand wat she is going through right now. Share the same sentiments with her abt relationship.

Looking at my past, how fragile can a relationship goes, it can be so solid but the next moment it can be so weak. Never thought a love like this could turn out sooo sour. oh well tatoos of my name, joint account for buying house, etc all did surface before but i just dont buy those ideas because i always look at things at a different angle and always consider the "what if" Never did i thought of leaving her though we did quarrel a few times and things just got over heated, Many thought we gonna make it, afterall we been together for very long and were actually thinking of the next phase of our lives, nonetheless the "what if" did materalise anyway. Thank god, i keep rejecting the idea of her tatoo-ing my name on herself and of cos the money issue regarding about saving together to buy a house, I saw with my very own eyes how many couples fallen out because of money issues, and this to me is ridiculous. Luckily i make the right step and i didnt suffer any after-effect from all those things.
I made the choice of letting go, i thought loving someone doesnt mean that you need to have him or her. Oh well only not too long ago that i come to realise what she had done to me, i realise she doesnt deserve e love that i use to give her. It just make me sick! Never thought someone like her would change to become someone else. I hope she dont suffer the consequences of her action. I dont hate her for the things she did to me, i'm just plain dissapointed and it make me real disgusted and prolly it's a karma thingy for me because i did wrong things before. Anyway it just make me puke lah...... Everything happen for a reason. It's a cause and effect thingy, Action would follow by a reaction, and that reaction would follow by an action, and it just keep going round and round.

Good riddance to her cause i'm happy with my current one. Now, i feel like i'm reborn, and i looking forward with my current relationship. Sometimes in life, there always such things call "silver lining". There a saying "Don't Cry because it ends, Smiles because it happen" Deep meaning, lots of different angle to look at it. If you dont learn to let go you will never able to recieve.

I'm quite skeptical abt relationship, was badly affected so just take it one day as it is, nonetheless i think dearie also suffer the same effect as me, so it just make us so perfect, understanding each other so much. She just plain worried that one day things might change and turn sour, and of cos i feels for her because i'm just as worried as her. sometimes i feel that me and her just think the same way, it is either i'm just as childish as her or she is just as mature as me! i mean in terms of relationship. I'm glad that I've found her. I just plain love the way she love me. I thank god that she appears in my life, somehow or rather there a sequences of events that lead us to be together, somehow or rather it seems to be plan of. Sorry i cant explain, as i say everything happen for a reason, We just have to learn from our past mistakes and be a better us that kind.

I dont know what my future lies, but i very comfortable with you dearie, as i say it so many times before, I just treasue every moment spend with you! I LOVE THE WAY YOU LOVE ME!