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Thursday, December 29, 2005
Saturday, December 24, 2005
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Its been a real long time since i update
Taking a look at when was my last entry, it was 25th oct 2005, that means i havent been blogging close to 2 months! terrible!
Alot of things happen, was busy as usual, went to HK in nov, the trip was pretty ok, didnt reallie have any memorable things to cap it all. Nonetheless will revisit HK again. Well the things i bought in Shen Zhen, cant work properly! argh! My 2GB memory card is spoilt! my 4GB flash drive seems to have problem, worse is that i bought another 2 more of the 4GB flash drive. It's so sickening to know that its not in working condition anymore, i dont think i will ever buy any electronic product there. I was still contempleting whether to get an mp3 player when i was over there, luckily i didnt, if not i would have loss even more!
In the month of Dec, i can say that its a month of celebration, i'm not just refering to christmas day, i'm talking bout the no. of things me and my dear gonna celebrate. Yup =)
Oh well still have to thank her for all her understanding, tolerence, love all these period.
I'm gonna have a competition in Feb 06 next year. I dont have a problem with that, but the competition period clashes with 14 feb, valentine day! Now thats a real big problem. Not that i reallie do care abit about it, i mean com'om everyday can be a valentine day, 14 feb its reallie just another advertising gimmick! Companies earn big bucks during that day. I mean i treasure my dearie each and everyday. I appreciate her alot for the things she had done and i do celebrate our anniversaries. I mean on days such as anniversaries, it is reallie special because it reallie just involve the both partner and its a special day because you know how much it meant for both of u. Oh well, as much as we know of this 14 feb gimmick, we as human still falls for it due to influence, blah blah blah, for wadever reason you can think of.
Though gals can say that aiyah 14 feb is just another advertising gimmick, but we all knows gals, their heart just doesnt goes along with their mouth. They doesnt reallie mean what they say sometimes and so yes, guys still need to buy chocolates, flowers, dinners on 14 feb. and yes, i'm now caught in a dilemma.
I told myself that year 2006 would probably be the last year that i'm gonna compete, firstly because my work is piling up and i dont think i can have the time to train for competition in the future. Secondly i would reallie wanna move forward with my career in the future, wait till things are more stablise, then maybe i will start thinking abt sports again, com'om i'm a guy, i need to get my career path settle as soon as possible. Thirdly i'm not young anymore, i need more time to train to condition my body and i cant also afford to keep taking time off and distract my career advancement. So basically i think 06 would probably be the last year i gonna compete before i give myself a break before maybe competiting in the future. Year 2006 would also be lifesaving world rescue (which is equivalent to olympics level) in feb and Commenwealth lifesaving games (which is equivalent to commenwealth games level) in aug/sep. These are the two level i have yet to compete before, and i'm looking to compete in the highest level first before i can put a mini full stop in my sports life before i can concentrate on my career. It would be a wonderful end to my sporting life if i choose not to compete again in future because i know i would have no regrets in the lifesaving sports as i have seen what i wanted to see, and compete what i wanted to compete in the highest level. Its an experience not many can have it. I do not wish to have any regrets just like in my previous sports, Swimming and fin-swimming.
i'm not single now, and i'm in a relationship and i know how much feb 14 does means to a gal and i also do know what is the competition that gonna take place in feb means to me as well, both means just as much to me. For the competition it is something of an olympic level, tell me how many can compete in the olympics and how many can experience from this. To some, it maybe a once in a lifetime thingy. I will be having a selection trial soon, to me, being selected would not be too tough, as i'm one of the better one in that sports, however right now i'm kinda caught in a dilemma. Not just because of 14 feb , but of cos the no. of days that me and dear gonna be apart. I know what she went tru everytime she send me off at the airport and the unbearable feeling of letting me go and the anticipating feeling of waiting for me to come back. All these make me think of whether i do reallie wanna go forward competiting and fulfilling my own personal lifesaving sporting career.
While i'm in a dilemma, someone that closest to my heart wish that i wont get selected for this coming feb trip. To me, i was like ouch! it hurts! it does reallie hurt. To hear that from someone else is already not a pleasant thing let alone it was from someone close to your heart.
I always hear this proverb, "Behind a successful man, there's always a noble woman" This sentence cant go very wrong. I can put everything down and accompany her all day all night, but it is possible? Who is to feed us, who is to earn money, who is to get the things we want in life. To not work hard, and earn loads of money, is it possible?
I know she is sad that i'm going off again, and leaving her behind to wait patiently for my return. I know how it feels to miss someone. I also know how it feels to not be able to celebrate feb 14 with someone you love. i know i know i knows it all. I dont feel good at all too. I miss her just as much whenever i'm away. However that sentence came out from someone i love, someone so close to my heart was something that make me very very sad. I feel like crying, i'm not a crying boy fyi, but i just feel real sad to hear what i heard. i'm speechless... i'm tired... its late, and i'm going to sleep.........
Alot of things happen, was busy as usual, went to HK in nov, the trip was pretty ok, didnt reallie have any memorable things to cap it all. Nonetheless will revisit HK again. Well the things i bought in Shen Zhen, cant work properly! argh! My 2GB memory card is spoilt! my 4GB flash drive seems to have problem, worse is that i bought another 2 more of the 4GB flash drive. It's so sickening to know that its not in working condition anymore, i dont think i will ever buy any electronic product there. I was still contempleting whether to get an mp3 player when i was over there, luckily i didnt, if not i would have loss even more!
In the month of Dec, i can say that its a month of celebration, i'm not just refering to christmas day, i'm talking bout the no. of things me and my dear gonna celebrate. Yup =)
Oh well still have to thank her for all her understanding, tolerence, love all these period.
I'm gonna have a competition in Feb 06 next year. I dont have a problem with that, but the competition period clashes with 14 feb, valentine day! Now thats a real big problem. Not that i reallie do care abit about it, i mean com'om everyday can be a valentine day, 14 feb its reallie just another advertising gimmick! Companies earn big bucks during that day. I mean i treasure my dearie each and everyday. I appreciate her alot for the things she had done and i do celebrate our anniversaries. I mean on days such as anniversaries, it is reallie special because it reallie just involve the both partner and its a special day because you know how much it meant for both of u. Oh well, as much as we know of this 14 feb gimmick, we as human still falls for it due to influence, blah blah blah, for wadever reason you can think of.
Though gals can say that aiyah 14 feb is just another advertising gimmick, but we all knows gals, their heart just doesnt goes along with their mouth. They doesnt reallie mean what they say sometimes and so yes, guys still need to buy chocolates, flowers, dinners on 14 feb. and yes, i'm now caught in a dilemma.
I told myself that year 2006 would probably be the last year that i'm gonna compete, firstly because my work is piling up and i dont think i can have the time to train for competition in the future. Secondly i would reallie wanna move forward with my career in the future, wait till things are more stablise, then maybe i will start thinking abt sports again, com'om i'm a guy, i need to get my career path settle as soon as possible. Thirdly i'm not young anymore, i need more time to train to condition my body and i cant also afford to keep taking time off and distract my career advancement. So basically i think 06 would probably be the last year i gonna compete before i give myself a break before maybe competiting in the future. Year 2006 would also be lifesaving world rescue (which is equivalent to olympics level) in feb and Commenwealth lifesaving games (which is equivalent to commenwealth games level) in aug/sep. These are the two level i have yet to compete before, and i'm looking to compete in the highest level first before i can put a mini full stop in my sports life before i can concentrate on my career. It would be a wonderful end to my sporting life if i choose not to compete again in future because i know i would have no regrets in the lifesaving sports as i have seen what i wanted to see, and compete what i wanted to compete in the highest level. Its an experience not many can have it. I do not wish to have any regrets just like in my previous sports, Swimming and fin-swimming.
i'm not single now, and i'm in a relationship and i know how much feb 14 does means to a gal and i also do know what is the competition that gonna take place in feb means to me as well, both means just as much to me. For the competition it is something of an olympic level, tell me how many can compete in the olympics and how many can experience from this. To some, it maybe a once in a lifetime thingy. I will be having a selection trial soon, to me, being selected would not be too tough, as i'm one of the better one in that sports, however right now i'm kinda caught in a dilemma. Not just because of 14 feb , but of cos the no. of days that me and dear gonna be apart. I know what she went tru everytime she send me off at the airport and the unbearable feeling of letting me go and the anticipating feeling of waiting for me to come back. All these make me think of whether i do reallie wanna go forward competiting and fulfilling my own personal lifesaving sporting career.
While i'm in a dilemma, someone that closest to my heart wish that i wont get selected for this coming feb trip. To me, i was like ouch! it hurts! it does reallie hurt. To hear that from someone else is already not a pleasant thing let alone it was from someone close to your heart.
I always hear this proverb, "Behind a successful man, there's always a noble woman" This sentence cant go very wrong. I can put everything down and accompany her all day all night, but it is possible? Who is to feed us, who is to earn money, who is to get the things we want in life. To not work hard, and earn loads of money, is it possible?
I know she is sad that i'm going off again, and leaving her behind to wait patiently for my return. I know how it feels to miss someone. I also know how it feels to not be able to celebrate feb 14 with someone you love. i know i know i knows it all. I dont feel good at all too. I miss her just as much whenever i'm away. However that sentence came out from someone i love, someone so close to my heart was something that make me very very sad. I feel like crying, i'm not a crying boy fyi, but i just feel real sad to hear what i heard. i'm speechless... i'm tired... its late, and i'm going to sleep.........
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Went to my uncle wake ytd, pretty heart-wrenching to see my grandma sitting at one corner. She look so frail and melancholy. Talk to her for a while, it saddens me to see her in her phyiscal shape right now and at times she sounded senile. Who wouldnt be, for she had already gone through real bad times when she lost her husband when the kids are still young, and had lost her youngest son 10 years ago prior to losing her second son now.
My dad's mom (my grandmother) become thin and sickly and acting like a small kid before she pass away. I hate to see elders becoming like this. It scares and sadden me because i cant imagine my parent might one day become like them and for me myself would become exactly like one next time. Why do we have to go tru this? To me it just didnt make sense. Where did we come from and where will we go after we die. If there's life after death, wouldnt it be better that we die when we are healthy as compare to being thin and sickly and senile because when we are dead, we will still be "living" healthy in the other world as compare to otherwise.
I seriously dont understand why people would commit sucide over small matters. If life is a one time love affair with the earth, isnt it so damm precious to throw it away. Its real sad to know that whatever you have work so hard all your life for, you might not get to enjoy it because if you die too early, then that's too bad for u.
Where will we be after death? Will us be forever gone? "Sleeping" for millions of years and losing touch with all our love ones. Why cant we be ard to witness the revoluation of the earth. I would jump into joy if i manage to meet a ghost, spirit of whatever you call it. If we are suppose to be one of them when we are dead, why are we afraid of them, if we will be one when we are dead, doesnt it mean that there will be life after death, wouldnt it be wonderful just to witness whatever gonna happen to this earth and our love ones daily lives.
I'm dead jealous about the prospect of human races able to go for Space holiday, to be able to travel to Mars, Jupiter, just like how all our long ancestors are dead jealous now about us able to travel by planes to different parts of the world for holiday.
Am i able to live that long to see that happening, maybe by then i would have lost my eyesight, hearing, and become too senile to see the world or maybe i would have long been extinct in this world.
I wish i could live life again. There are so many things that i would love to do if i'm able to turn back time.
My dad's mom (my grandmother) become thin and sickly and acting like a small kid before she pass away. I hate to see elders becoming like this. It scares and sadden me because i cant imagine my parent might one day become like them and for me myself would become exactly like one next time. Why do we have to go tru this? To me it just didnt make sense. Where did we come from and where will we go after we die. If there's life after death, wouldnt it be better that we die when we are healthy as compare to being thin and sickly and senile because when we are dead, we will still be "living" healthy in the other world as compare to otherwise.
I seriously dont understand why people would commit sucide over small matters. If life is a one time love affair with the earth, isnt it so damm precious to throw it away. Its real sad to know that whatever you have work so hard all your life for, you might not get to enjoy it because if you die too early, then that's too bad for u.
Where will we be after death? Will us be forever gone? "Sleeping" for millions of years and losing touch with all our love ones. Why cant we be ard to witness the revoluation of the earth. I would jump into joy if i manage to meet a ghost, spirit of whatever you call it. If we are suppose to be one of them when we are dead, why are we afraid of them, if we will be one when we are dead, doesnt it mean that there will be life after death, wouldnt it be wonderful just to witness whatever gonna happen to this earth and our love ones daily lives.
I'm dead jealous about the prospect of human races able to go for Space holiday, to be able to travel to Mars, Jupiter, just like how all our long ancestors are dead jealous now about us able to travel by planes to different parts of the world for holiday.
Am i able to live that long to see that happening, maybe by then i would have lost my eyesight, hearing, and become too senile to see the world or maybe i would have long been extinct in this world.
I wish i could live life again. There are so many things that i would love to do if i'm able to turn back time.
Monday, October 24, 2005
Finally had a decent rest over the weekend. Feels good to take a break, feeling more re-charge now. =)
Recieve a sad news. My uncle (mom's side) pass away at the age of 40 leaving his wife and three children all studying pri sch. That's reallie very sad. Only know that he was at the hospital ard 3pm and then ard 5 plus, he left the world. Haiz... life is so fragile, unpredictable, and its so so so short.
To me, i feel that Death is not something that is scary, it is scary only because you left behind all your love ones, as well as the things you have work so hard for it all your life. Can u imagine you work so hard for certain things and you cant enjoy the fruits of your labour. That's sucks! Haiz... is there life after death, maybe my uncle can find out now.
What's Life? i cant figure it out, and i guess i wouldnt be able to figure it out soon. It just remind me that i should treasure my loves one always.
Recieve a sad news. My uncle (mom's side) pass away at the age of 40 leaving his wife and three children all studying pri sch. That's reallie very sad. Only know that he was at the hospital ard 3pm and then ard 5 plus, he left the world. Haiz... life is so fragile, unpredictable, and its so so so short.
To me, i feel that Death is not something that is scary, it is scary only because you left behind all your love ones, as well as the things you have work so hard for it all your life. Can u imagine you work so hard for certain things and you cant enjoy the fruits of your labour. That's sucks! Haiz... is there life after death, maybe my uncle can find out now.
What's Life? i cant figure it out, and i guess i wouldnt be able to figure it out soon. It just remind me that i should treasure my loves one always.
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Busy busy busy
Its been a long time since i last blog, and i freaking busy nowadays, especially recently.... I guess i said it umpteen times, and it seems to be an usual opening statement to my blog. Sad but true... hiaz... oh well came back from my KL biz trip, and upon touching Singapore soil on Saturday afternoon, went back to unpack my stuffs and off i go for my coaching session. The next day (sunday) i had a roadshow to work, then follow by another three roadshow (mon,tue,wed). I'm going bonkas man! I havent been resting well recently, its work and work and still work. Feeling kinda drainning now. Just as i thought my roadshow nightmare was over, i was inform i got another roadshow to attend on fri! argh! this is madness!
So many outstanding stuffs, so little time, that's terrible!
Have quite a few pics to post but simply no time to do it. That's bad, i hope i can do it soon. Nonetheless i'm getting less patience recently, lack of rest is the main cause i think, ok u might think its excuses, but its up to u to think, shant argue about it. I was having roadshow ytd, The humidity of the place doesnt help my grumpy mood. ok let me get some background information of this roadshow, basically its a co-thingy between FAS and our bank. It was reported in newspaper if u guys did come across it, so yup basically the main aim is to promote our local soccer, Singapore Cup final and promote our bank which is the title sponsor for local football. We have games in this roadshow and one of the game attract huge crowds, that is the kick-a-ball-in-the-hole game. Every hole represent a prize, so if u manage to kick a ball into a hole representing the 20" LCD TV, you walk away with one! (I manage to kick in though but well i'm the bank staffs, not entitled man! BAD!) Everyone has three chances to kick into the hole they want, if you cant put the ball in you still walk away with Singapore Cup tickets and Hari Raya green packet. In other words, you will definately win and walk away with something as long as you participate.
Though we state that one game for one person, i still see ppl trying for many times and they still dare to tell you that its only their first try. We can recognise faces man dumbo!
Kicking a ball can be hard for most of the girls so we actually allows ladies to throw the ball rather than kicking it. I got one guy who came over and ask me this "Oh If a man wear a skirt than he will be able to throw the ball lah?" I was getting agitate by the humidity, crowds and here comes a so call "intelligent" guy popping this kind of stupid qns to me. We already state very clearly that only girls, ladies are allow to throw the ball instead. Doesnt this simple english not good enough to make some sense in his brain. I mean ONLY GIRLS AND LADIES! A man who wear a skirt is still a man, he doesnt become a girl or a lady by wearing a skirt. OH man! is he an idiot or just wanna crank up a corny joke. That's real stupid! I answer him very bluntly and then he ask my other colleague why am i so agrressive with the way i answer. Oh well too bad for him, if he thinks he is trying to be funnie asking this kind of qns, then i'll will answer him in a sarcastic way, that's me, too bad for him.
I also got a lady asking me how to throw, is it using hands!? I was like huh? you mean you can throw with your legs or head. Of cos you throw with your hands. Tell me abt it man, anyone here heard or see anyone that say i'm gonna throw a ball using my leg? i mean you kick a ball with your legs, you throw a ball with your hands, and you head a ball with your head. Isnt it obvious enough when we say throw means you throw with your hands. Oh gosh, ok maybe i'm just impatient, but hey when you got this ppl asking you weird qns when you not feeling that good, you will get this kind of reaction.
I got another guy asking me if he fill up his particular and he dont wanna play the game (kick-a-ball-in-a-hole game) can he get the tickets, then i say ok, can. I then pass him 2 tickets and then he tell me urm.. wait just let me kick the ball first. I was like huh! wat! U told me that u dont wanna play game and now u say u wanna kick the ball first. Isnt the game all abt kicking ball??? ridiculously weird ppl!
Got so many weird, funny ppl ard in Singapore, i guess i shall stop here before it seems like i'm trying to have personal attack on them and then when they come acoss my blog, they threaten to take legal action on me.
Its kinda weird when a personal blog can backfire on you. oh well, my blogs is for me to reminisce of my past, my friends to read it, if other non-invited ppl came across and read it then so be it lah, why get it so complicated by the governance of media act or public entertainment act.
I think soon i shall impose a password for my blog. Freedom of speech in Singapore, think again man!
So many outstanding stuffs, so little time, that's terrible!
Have quite a few pics to post but simply no time to do it. That's bad, i hope i can do it soon. Nonetheless i'm getting less patience recently, lack of rest is the main cause i think, ok u might think its excuses, but its up to u to think, shant argue about it. I was having roadshow ytd, The humidity of the place doesnt help my grumpy mood. ok let me get some background information of this roadshow, basically its a co-thingy between FAS and our bank. It was reported in newspaper if u guys did come across it, so yup basically the main aim is to promote our local soccer, Singapore Cup final and promote our bank which is the title sponsor for local football. We have games in this roadshow and one of the game attract huge crowds, that is the kick-a-ball-in-the-hole game. Every hole represent a prize, so if u manage to kick a ball into a hole representing the 20" LCD TV, you walk away with one! (I manage to kick in though but well i'm the bank staffs, not entitled man! BAD!) Everyone has three chances to kick into the hole they want, if you cant put the ball in you still walk away with Singapore Cup tickets and Hari Raya green packet. In other words, you will definately win and walk away with something as long as you participate.
Though we state that one game for one person, i still see ppl trying for many times and they still dare to tell you that its only their first try. We can recognise faces man dumbo!
Kicking a ball can be hard for most of the girls so we actually allows ladies to throw the ball rather than kicking it. I got one guy who came over and ask me this "Oh If a man wear a skirt than he will be able to throw the ball lah?" I was getting agitate by the humidity, crowds and here comes a so call "intelligent" guy popping this kind of stupid qns to me. We already state very clearly that only girls, ladies are allow to throw the ball instead. Doesnt this simple english not good enough to make some sense in his brain. I mean ONLY GIRLS AND LADIES! A man who wear a skirt is still a man, he doesnt become a girl or a lady by wearing a skirt. OH man! is he an idiot or just wanna crank up a corny joke. That's real stupid! I answer him very bluntly and then he ask my other colleague why am i so agrressive with the way i answer. Oh well too bad for him, if he thinks he is trying to be funnie asking this kind of qns, then i'll will answer him in a sarcastic way, that's me, too bad for him.
I also got a lady asking me how to throw, is it using hands!? I was like huh? you mean you can throw with your legs or head. Of cos you throw with your hands. Tell me abt it man, anyone here heard or see anyone that say i'm gonna throw a ball using my leg? i mean you kick a ball with your legs, you throw a ball with your hands, and you head a ball with your head. Isnt it obvious enough when we say throw means you throw with your hands. Oh gosh, ok maybe i'm just impatient, but hey when you got this ppl asking you weird qns when you not feeling that good, you will get this kind of reaction.
I got another guy asking me if he fill up his particular and he dont wanna play the game (kick-a-ball-in-a-hole game) can he get the tickets, then i say ok, can. I then pass him 2 tickets and then he tell me urm.. wait just let me kick the ball first. I was like huh! wat! U told me that u dont wanna play game and now u say u wanna kick the ball first. Isnt the game all abt kicking ball??? ridiculously weird ppl!
Got so many weird, funny ppl ard in Singapore, i guess i shall stop here before it seems like i'm trying to have personal attack on them and then when they come acoss my blog, they threaten to take legal action on me.
Its kinda weird when a personal blog can backfire on you. oh well, my blogs is for me to reminisce of my past, my friends to read it, if other non-invited ppl came across and read it then so be it lah, why get it so complicated by the governance of media act or public entertainment act.
I think soon i shall impose a password for my blog. Freedom of speech in Singapore, think again man!
Monday, October 10, 2005
4 A's in a relationship
Attended a colleague's wedding on Saturday. It was held in Hilton hotel, high tea reception (church wedding). The food was nice, the main event was better. My colleague look so much prettier that day than any other normal working day. Though she is tired due to all the ceremonies, she still looks good with the make-up and in her gown. No wonder ppl always says a gal always look the prettiest on her wedding day. It makes me ponder how dearie would look like when she dresses in gown. Hmmm.... *ponder ponder ponder...
I feel very happy for my colleague, i mean yes its a happy occasion, but its also means a whole new lease of life awaiting. Its always nice to see both loving couple exchanging vows and preparing to live up to all those fairy tales stories. I wish her a happy and blissful marriage! =)
I beginning to think of what i should do during my big day, where will it be held at things like that, ytd when i meet my dearie, i wanted to settle down, but at the back of my mind i know that i'm not financially stable, though we love each other so much, i still feel we should still give each other more times, i have yet to finalise whether should i "chiong" for my career or just have a balance lifestyle, there's still so many outstanding things i have yet to decide and accomplish, Other than that, she's not even classified as adult in the eyes of government(She's not even 21 !) so I guess i should wait until both of us are more prepared. =)
*Good choice i guess, thumbs up ;)
Anyway during the ceremony, the pastor brings out the ingredient for Love, more for a marriage life. I thought it is very relevant and important for any relationship and not just for marriage couple, and i gonna type what i felt for each of the ingredient the pastor mention, and i hope by sharing it now, maybe could help whatever ppl whom are reading this.
ACCEPTANCE
In a relationship, we must learn to accept one another, only then we can go further. Most of the times, we are worlds apart, or should i just simply say we are different, Maybe that's the reason why ppl always say opposite attract, but whatever the case, it is important to accept one another flaws and come out with a compromise.
There are no two identical person in this world, even the character of a twins are different, so learn to accept one another.
APPRECIATION
In a relationship, we should learn to appreciate one another. We should never take for granted of the things our spouse or our partner do for us. A simple "thank you" could even help a long way. As the word implies, Appreciate means "To raise in value or price, especially over time." Therefore the more you appreciate your spouse or your partner, the more important your other spouse or partner would feel over time, nobody would want to feel unimportant in a relationship, so by appreciating, it would help both parties.
AFFECTION
We have to show affection in our relationship, correct me if i am wrong for up to this point in time i still do not know of any couple could survive a relationship without physical touch, as in not even the least of holding hand or kissing. We human beings are all affection creatures. We love to be caress, "sayang', cuddle, hug etc. Nonetheless the more the frequency of affection we show to our spouse, the more they feel loved.
ATTENTION
We've come to the last part of the 4 A's, that is attention. Anyone here hate attention??? No one? of cos, In fact all of us, from young to old loves attention. Sometimes, young kids do certain things to attract their parents attention. How often have you heard your child, your newphew, your close friend's child says " Hey dad (mummy), look at me, i know how to do this, i know how to do that." How many times have we heard, read on newspaper that most juvenile cases are as a result of lack of attention from the parents to their children. Likewise, in a relationship, we are always craving for attention from our partners. A simply sentence like "You look so beautiful in the dress today" or "You look so smart in that suit" reallie makes the day for anybody.
Girls love their partner who pay attention to the little details of their appearance. anybody disagree? i guess almost all bfs or husband in the world agrees with me. Likewise for guys, we also do craves for attention from our gf, because we are just simply human!
So much for the 4 A's. I'm not trying to sounds like a relationship guru or whatsoever, but more like a sharing session. It's also give me a good time to reflect on my own relationship. I guess anybody who understand these 4 A's will reallie score well in their own relationship.
Lastly, Do it not because it is being practise and thus have to follow, but rather do it because you love your partner. For me, I do all the 4 A's because i love my Joanne. =)
I feel very happy for my colleague, i mean yes its a happy occasion, but its also means a whole new lease of life awaiting. Its always nice to see both loving couple exchanging vows and preparing to live up to all those fairy tales stories. I wish her a happy and blissful marriage! =)
I beginning to think of what i should do during my big day, where will it be held at things like that, ytd when i meet my dearie, i wanted to settle down, but at the back of my mind i know that i'm not financially stable, though we love each other so much, i still feel we should still give each other more times, i have yet to finalise whether should i "chiong" for my career or just have a balance lifestyle, there's still so many outstanding things i have yet to decide and accomplish, Other than that, she's not even classified as adult in the eyes of government(She's not even 21 !) so I guess i should wait until both of us are more prepared. =)
*Good choice i guess, thumbs up ;)
Anyway during the ceremony, the pastor brings out the ingredient for Love, more for a marriage life. I thought it is very relevant and important for any relationship and not just for marriage couple, and i gonna type what i felt for each of the ingredient the pastor mention, and i hope by sharing it now, maybe could help whatever ppl whom are reading this.
ACCEPTANCE
In a relationship, we must learn to accept one another, only then we can go further. Most of the times, we are worlds apart, or should i just simply say we are different, Maybe that's the reason why ppl always say opposite attract, but whatever the case, it is important to accept one another flaws and come out with a compromise.
There are no two identical person in this world, even the character of a twins are different, so learn to accept one another.
APPRECIATION
In a relationship, we should learn to appreciate one another. We should never take for granted of the things our spouse or our partner do for us. A simple "thank you" could even help a long way. As the word implies, Appreciate means "To raise in value or price, especially over time." Therefore the more you appreciate your spouse or your partner, the more important your other spouse or partner would feel over time, nobody would want to feel unimportant in a relationship, so by appreciating, it would help both parties.
AFFECTION
We have to show affection in our relationship, correct me if i am wrong for up to this point in time i still do not know of any couple could survive a relationship without physical touch, as in not even the least of holding hand or kissing. We human beings are all affection creatures. We love to be caress, "sayang', cuddle, hug etc. Nonetheless the more the frequency of affection we show to our spouse, the more they feel loved.
ATTENTION
We've come to the last part of the 4 A's, that is attention. Anyone here hate attention??? No one? of cos, In fact all of us, from young to old loves attention. Sometimes, young kids do certain things to attract their parents attention. How often have you heard your child, your newphew, your close friend's child says " Hey dad (mummy), look at me, i know how to do this, i know how to do that." How many times have we heard, read on newspaper that most juvenile cases are as a result of lack of attention from the parents to their children. Likewise, in a relationship, we are always craving for attention from our partners. A simply sentence like "You look so beautiful in the dress today" or "You look so smart in that suit" reallie makes the day for anybody.
Girls love their partner who pay attention to the little details of their appearance. anybody disagree? i guess almost all bfs or husband in the world agrees with me. Likewise for guys, we also do craves for attention from our gf, because we are just simply human!
So much for the 4 A's. I'm not trying to sounds like a relationship guru or whatsoever, but more like a sharing session. It's also give me a good time to reflect on my own relationship. I guess anybody who understand these 4 A's will reallie score well in their own relationship.
Lastly, Do it not because it is being practise and thus have to follow, but rather do it because you love your partner. For me, I do all the 4 A's because i love my Joanne. =)
Friday, October 07, 2005
Thursday, October 06, 2005
It's a busy day in the morning, was busy opening new accounts, and boss was impressed at the no. of account i help the bank open today. Hmmm... pretty good, must maintain good impression, my variable bonus depends on him! Hahahah....
Anyway was so busy till during lunch time, i got a call to ask to go back office to attend to a customer, haiz.... just cant have lunch in peace man.
After Lunch time was much better, able to switch to relax mood. Didnt fix any appointment and i also not intending to make any calls or fix any appt, just wanna R & R. =)
Oh well, my english speaking skills was kinda crap today, just cant seems to talk properly, half way tru the conversation, chinese or singlish would just pop out. Sentence structure everything was crap too. I mean i'm not that kind that would overly obsessed with the way i speak, but i hate it when i cant seems to express myself clearly with well-structure sentence. I hate myself sometimes, my mind always dont function well if i dont have a proper rest, or when i'm too tired. I think i better train up the side of my brain that control my speech. I want to be eloquent man!
Just recieve news in the late afternoon that i would be off for a business trip next week, not bad for a newbie like me, able to get to go overseas in such a short period in the company. Kinda excited! who's not man if its anyone first oversea business trip. Its gonna be a 3 days 2 night thingy, working + Shopping! I love going overseas for FREE!
Gonna have a in-house trainning tml and sat, hiaz... boring boring boring....
Anyway was so busy till during lunch time, i got a call to ask to go back office to attend to a customer, haiz.... just cant have lunch in peace man.
After Lunch time was much better, able to switch to relax mood. Didnt fix any appointment and i also not intending to make any calls or fix any appt, just wanna R & R. =)
Oh well, my english speaking skills was kinda crap today, just cant seems to talk properly, half way tru the conversation, chinese or singlish would just pop out. Sentence structure everything was crap too. I mean i'm not that kind that would overly obsessed with the way i speak, but i hate it when i cant seems to express myself clearly with well-structure sentence. I hate myself sometimes, my mind always dont function well if i dont have a proper rest, or when i'm too tired. I think i better train up the side of my brain that control my speech. I want to be eloquent man!
Just recieve news in the late afternoon that i would be off for a business trip next week, not bad for a newbie like me, able to get to go overseas in such a short period in the company. Kinda excited! who's not man if its anyone first oversea business trip. Its gonna be a 3 days 2 night thingy, working + Shopping! I love going overseas for FREE!
Gonna have a in-house trainning tml and sat, hiaz... boring boring boring....
Monday, October 03, 2005
I sound like a deejay????
Its been a long while since i last post anything in my blog, but i believe most of you will start not to believe me what i'm gonna write, cos for me i dont belief that either when i first heard from someone.
I have a meeting with one of my female customer today in the afternoon, mid way during our conversation, she told me i can become a deejay because my voice was soothing and nice to hear. Oh my did i heard wrongly? Why did she all of a sudden say such things, did she get turn on by my voice or wat? Didnt know i got such a powerful voice.... hahaha... oh well that's the first someone ever say such thing, it makes me ponder ...... maybe .. just maybe i should one day become a deejay???
* Thank you for listening to XXX fm, its been great to have you listner tuning in to my show, up next is blah blah blah song, i'm signing off here, have a nice day and enjoy the music...............the Melody of the song comes in.....
I have a meeting with one of my female customer today in the afternoon, mid way during our conversation, she told me i can become a deejay because my voice was soothing and nice to hear. Oh my did i heard wrongly? Why did she all of a sudden say such things, did she get turn on by my voice or wat? Didnt know i got such a powerful voice.... hahaha... oh well that's the first someone ever say such thing, it makes me ponder ...... maybe .. just maybe i should one day become a deejay???
* Thank you for listening to XXX fm, its been great to have you listner tuning in to my show, up next is blah blah blah song, i'm signing off here, have a nice day and enjoy the music...............the Melody of the song comes in.....
Monday, September 12, 2005
Happy Birthday to me!
I cant wait to pen down my thoughts today. As i'm typing in my office, i cant help but to keep smiling when i start to recall the things that happen over the weekend.
I think its gonna be a real long entry....
For those who dont know, it was my bday on Sat. My 24th year in this world. I was in terrible mood few days before my bday. I do not know what's the reason. I was feeling so very down on the eve of my bday. I'm not least excited over my bday, i'm not sure whether is it because due to work stress or what. i was downright moody, even my colleague was like eh.. why u so sianz ah.. yr bday coming leh. I was like er... dont know leh... feeling low, feeling moody, then i say maybe i PMS! =p
Things change when darling came over to my house. I started to feel better. Hmm... maybe i just miss her too much as i havent been seeing her for quite sometimes as she was preparing for her exam. Oh well before going in details what happen after my darling came to my house, let me write something that happen before she came.
Back in office. Things was pretty normal, was quite busy in the morning on fri as i need to attend a roadshow. Anyway was pretty surprise when my close colleague just hand me a bday pressie. It was a Raoul cufflink, didnt expect anything cause i didnt bought anything for him for his bday. Was feeling so guilty. Anyway still very much appreciated by his gesture. Always wanted to get something from Raoul, their shirts are nice, and their cufflinks not too bad either. Well i'm lucky enough to get a Raoul cufflinks from him. Many thanks man! =)
As i was saying, i was feeling kinda moody. I should be feeling damm excited but i wasnt, dont know what got in my mind. Meet customer and go through documents as usual. Then i receieve a call from my another colleague. Asking me whether i'm free and do i have a meeting later or something. Sensing that a imminent meeting was on the card, i just replied that i will be meeting a customer ard 6pm, hoping it would just clashes with the so called 'meeting' as i do not intend to stay back after office hour. I hate to stay back after office hour as it always make me feel sick! Hang up the phone with her and get back to work, not long after, she call my department colleague saying that our boss wanna talk to us, ask both of us to go up to his office and look for him. I was like omg... not another long meeting or some lecture from him. I was like already feeling so down and the thoughts of the meeting with my boss was not making me feel any better.
So off we went, then when i reach the office, i was greeted with a bday cake, and my colleague just say hahaha... blah u one! *oh what a surprise! didnt expect them to celebrate for me as i wasnt a permanent staff yet. Nonetheless was happy that they bought me a bday cake, never have a corporate bday celebration, so this was my virgin experience! hahaha.... ok, anyway after that, it still didnt reallie lift up my mood, i told u guys i dont know what affected me, i just feel low at that pt in time. Anyway if you thought my surprise stop here then you pretty wrong. It was the beginning of the many surprise i gonna get late in the night.
So after knock off, walk to the train station and begin my journey home. Was kinda hoping that my mood will become better when i meet my darling later. Well i was right as i really did feel better when i see her. So i think her presence reallie help! =) i wonder whether is she the potion for my mini depression. hahaha...
She told me beforehand that she wouldnt be staying overnight on fri, but she will doing so on sat. Was kinda feeling sad but well was thinking at least one day is better than nothing. Anyway back at home, we just chit chat, and do our normal stuffs and as usual i always enjoy her company.
Then when the clock struck twelve midnight, she say its kinda late and said she has to go home. Of cos i was sad as all along i was hoping for her to stay over. Nonetheless i know her own curfew back home so i didnt say much and get ready to send her home. Little did i know she has things all planned out.
Suddendly she just call me to come into the room, not sensing anything wrong despite noticing that light was not on in my room, i just walk in. I was so surprise when i was greeted by a small cake that have a lighted-candle on it, and then the soothing tune of happy birthday song sang by my darling. I was touched, really lost for words at that moment. It was such a surprise and i just love that moment. After that she feed me with the small piece of bday cake. I was expecting to send her home after finishing the cake, and then she told me she is staying tonight. I was like wahahahah.. yippe yeah she's staying ! and then i scream hor! you bluffed me! and exclaim that she's gonna get it from me! hahahah... nonetheless i'm just so overwhelmed by the surprise. after that she handed me my bday present, it was a snoopy boxer, which has snoopy picture in front and the words "I'M THE KING OF THE HILL!" behind. It was a lovely boxer! very nice!
On Saturday, which is my bday, we just laze ard in my house and then i went coaching late in the afternoon. When i come back, i was being told that my sister present is hidden in my room. I manage to find it and also find another present from my darling. I was pretty surprise because i thought my snoopy boxer was the only present from her, little did i know she got another present for me. I was very happy and touched. It's not the quantity or the cost of the present, but rather the thought of it. I believe she spend a huge fortune on my bday and the things is that she is very broke now. I wonder where she get the money to buy the present despite being so poor and broke. i'm happy, touched and at the same time guilty by all the things she has done and spend for my bday .
I couldnt thank her enough, she made my day, she made my big day such a memorable one to remember. After the cutting cake session late in the night, i open my presents from my parents, my sis and my darling. Almost every single year i will spend my bday with my family, call me a family man, whatever you like, my family, parents is the most important thing in my life. Darling dont be jealous by the statement ok, because i have regard you as part of my family. =)
Guess what i receive for my bday. You guys wouldnt believe, i recieve cufflinks from my parents! my darling also give me an imported cufflinks and if you guys read earlier my colleague also give me a cufflinks. Hahhaha... all of a sudden, my cufflinks collection expanded by so much! =) Ok, if you think it is alright, 2 weeks before my bdays, i just imported two more sets of cufflinks! all of a sudden i am flooded with cufflinks! hahahahah
It was a memorable bday for me, i could not thank my darling enough for all the things she done for my bday. To top it off, she sang this song "FOREVER LOVE" to me. What a lovely song, the lyrics was especially sweet when she sings it. I think i'm gonna get diabetics soon. =p
I think its getting too long, and i need to get back to work. Have upload the song and will post the pics soon. =)
*Gleaming with joy now =) lalalalaaala........
I think its gonna be a real long entry....
For those who dont know, it was my bday on Sat. My 24th year in this world. I was in terrible mood few days before my bday. I do not know what's the reason. I was feeling so very down on the eve of my bday. I'm not least excited over my bday, i'm not sure whether is it because due to work stress or what. i was downright moody, even my colleague was like eh.. why u so sianz ah.. yr bday coming leh. I was like er... dont know leh... feeling low, feeling moody, then i say maybe i PMS! =p
Things change when darling came over to my house. I started to feel better. Hmm... maybe i just miss her too much as i havent been seeing her for quite sometimes as she was preparing for her exam. Oh well before going in details what happen after my darling came to my house, let me write something that happen before she came.
Back in office. Things was pretty normal, was quite busy in the morning on fri as i need to attend a roadshow. Anyway was pretty surprise when my close colleague just hand me a bday pressie. It was a Raoul cufflink, didnt expect anything cause i didnt bought anything for him for his bday. Was feeling so guilty. Anyway still very much appreciated by his gesture. Always wanted to get something from Raoul, their shirts are nice, and their cufflinks not too bad either. Well i'm lucky enough to get a Raoul cufflinks from him. Many thanks man! =)
As i was saying, i was feeling kinda moody. I should be feeling damm excited but i wasnt, dont know what got in my mind. Meet customer and go through documents as usual. Then i receieve a call from my another colleague. Asking me whether i'm free and do i have a meeting later or something. Sensing that a imminent meeting was on the card, i just replied that i will be meeting a customer ard 6pm, hoping it would just clashes with the so called 'meeting' as i do not intend to stay back after office hour. I hate to stay back after office hour as it always make me feel sick! Hang up the phone with her and get back to work, not long after, she call my department colleague saying that our boss wanna talk to us, ask both of us to go up to his office and look for him. I was like omg... not another long meeting or some lecture from him. I was like already feeling so down and the thoughts of the meeting with my boss was not making me feel any better.
So off we went, then when i reach the office, i was greeted with a bday cake, and my colleague just say hahaha... blah u one! *oh what a surprise! didnt expect them to celebrate for me as i wasnt a permanent staff yet. Nonetheless was happy that they bought me a bday cake, never have a corporate bday celebration, so this was my virgin experience! hahaha.... ok, anyway after that, it still didnt reallie lift up my mood, i told u guys i dont know what affected me, i just feel low at that pt in time. Anyway if you thought my surprise stop here then you pretty wrong. It was the beginning of the many surprise i gonna get late in the night.
So after knock off, walk to the train station and begin my journey home. Was kinda hoping that my mood will become better when i meet my darling later. Well i was right as i really did feel better when i see her. So i think her presence reallie help! =) i wonder whether is she the potion for my mini depression. hahaha...
She told me beforehand that she wouldnt be staying overnight on fri, but she will doing so on sat. Was kinda feeling sad but well was thinking at least one day is better than nothing. Anyway back at home, we just chit chat, and do our normal stuffs and as usual i always enjoy her company.
Then when the clock struck twelve midnight, she say its kinda late and said she has to go home. Of cos i was sad as all along i was hoping for her to stay over. Nonetheless i know her own curfew back home so i didnt say much and get ready to send her home. Little did i know she has things all planned out.
Suddendly she just call me to come into the room, not sensing anything wrong despite noticing that light was not on in my room, i just walk in. I was so surprise when i was greeted by a small cake that have a lighted-candle on it, and then the soothing tune of happy birthday song sang by my darling. I was touched, really lost for words at that moment. It was such a surprise and i just love that moment. After that she feed me with the small piece of bday cake. I was expecting to send her home after finishing the cake, and then she told me she is staying tonight. I was like wahahahah.. yippe yeah she's staying ! and then i scream hor! you bluffed me! and exclaim that she's gonna get it from me! hahahah... nonetheless i'm just so overwhelmed by the surprise. after that she handed me my bday present, it was a snoopy boxer, which has snoopy picture in front and the words "I'M THE KING OF THE HILL!" behind. It was a lovely boxer! very nice!
On Saturday, which is my bday, we just laze ard in my house and then i went coaching late in the afternoon. When i come back, i was being told that my sister present is hidden in my room. I manage to find it and also find another present from my darling. I was pretty surprise because i thought my snoopy boxer was the only present from her, little did i know she got another present for me. I was very happy and touched. It's not the quantity or the cost of the present, but rather the thought of it. I believe she spend a huge fortune on my bday and the things is that she is very broke now. I wonder where she get the money to buy the present despite being so poor and broke. i'm happy, touched and at the same time guilty by all the things she has done and spend for my bday .
I couldnt thank her enough, she made my day, she made my big day such a memorable one to remember. After the cutting cake session late in the night, i open my presents from my parents, my sis and my darling. Almost every single year i will spend my bday with my family, call me a family man, whatever you like, my family, parents is the most important thing in my life. Darling dont be jealous by the statement ok, because i have regard you as part of my family. =)
Guess what i receive for my bday. You guys wouldnt believe, i recieve cufflinks from my parents! my darling also give me an imported cufflinks and if you guys read earlier my colleague also give me a cufflinks. Hahhaha... all of a sudden, my cufflinks collection expanded by so much! =) Ok, if you think it is alright, 2 weeks before my bdays, i just imported two more sets of cufflinks! all of a sudden i am flooded with cufflinks! hahahahah
It was a memorable bday for me, i could not thank my darling enough for all the things she done for my bday. To top it off, she sang this song "FOREVER LOVE" to me. What a lovely song, the lyrics was especially sweet when she sings it. I think i'm gonna get diabetics soon. =p
I think its getting too long, and i need to get back to work. Have upload the song and will post the pics soon. =)
*Gleaming with joy now =) lalalalaaala........
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Sickly..
Have been sick for the past 1 week. Was feeling so terrible last week, and the best part was i have a competition on last Sunday. I was hoping i can rest and recover in time for my competition, but it didnt turn out that way. Was still sick, however still choose to go for competition. I know its not that good for the health, but well, the team needs me and i'm the backbone of the team, so i have to go. Didnt manage to do real well (as expected), however did well enough to collects a few medals and win the overall Mens champion category.
Dear was reallie sweet, came over and see me and bought essense of chicken for me. Mind you she buy it when she herself couldnt even afford a proper meal herself, she has to skim and save, that's how poor she is now.
Tml is 1st of sep.... few more days, in fact 10 more days before i gonna celebrate my bday! wahhhahahha... Happy happy!
This year feeling is different from last year. And for my closer friend out there, you will know exactly what happen, Thanks tingz for being there during that period of time =) Anyway i'm all well and fine, and i'm so excited to celebrate my bday this year with somebody special. No prizes for guessing who's the person =p
Gonna be a real busy day in office again.
*off to work, boss lurking...... hahahahhaha
Dear was reallie sweet, came over and see me and bought essense of chicken for me. Mind you she buy it when she herself couldnt even afford a proper meal herself, she has to skim and save, that's how poor she is now.
Tml is 1st of sep.... few more days, in fact 10 more days before i gonna celebrate my bday! wahhhahahha... Happy happy!
This year feeling is different from last year. And for my closer friend out there, you will know exactly what happen, Thanks tingz for being there during that period of time =) Anyway i'm all well and fine, and i'm so excited to celebrate my bday this year with somebody special. No prizes for guessing who's the person =p
Gonna be a real busy day in office again.
*off to work, boss lurking...... hahahahhaha
Monday, August 22, 2005
Mom's Bday
Happy Birthday to my beloved Mom!
I decided to go back and take a look at what did i post last year on my mom's bday. And then I realise that my blog is actually 1 year and 7 days old! keke~ That's pretty fast leh!
Last year didnt reallie spend much on my mom because i'm a poor lad. This year, though i'm still a poor lad, i'm in a much better financial position as compare to last year. I always willingly to spend money on my parents provided i got the money lah. Because to me, my parents means the whole world to me, without them it would jolly well means without me, and i know how much they went tru just to bring me up. I always thought to myself, if one day i have the financial capability, i will definately have them relax and enjoy their retirement days. Life is short and i only have one parent, i just want to provide as much as i can possible.
I treat my mom plus family, dear and my small aunt to Yuki Yaki. It was great to see all of us enjoying the fun of making ice-cream. With my sis, giggling throughout the whole thing! hahahaha... Had an assumptious meal and ice-cream making. Bought a cake and dear bought pressie for my mom as well.
Spend quite a big amount on my mom this year but i guess she deserve it. Thanks for her loving care all this years. She can scream, shout , nag at me, but i still love who she is. =)
I realise my "ang mo" today a bit weird, pardon me for my sentece structure ah... got no time to edit or think properly. Been real busy with all the stuffs, hardly having a breathe. Hopefully things will be better next week!
anyway i got my Gucci specs lioaz.... Looks pretty good on me.... ok that's not self-praise, at least that the comments from alot of people.
Will post some pictures soon, for now.... gtg off and finish some of my stuffs...
*poof*
I decided to go back and take a look at what did i post last year on my mom's bday. And then I realise that my blog is actually 1 year and 7 days old! keke~ That's pretty fast leh!
Last year didnt reallie spend much on my mom because i'm a poor lad. This year, though i'm still a poor lad, i'm in a much better financial position as compare to last year. I always willingly to spend money on my parents provided i got the money lah. Because to me, my parents means the whole world to me, without them it would jolly well means without me, and i know how much they went tru just to bring me up. I always thought to myself, if one day i have the financial capability, i will definately have them relax and enjoy their retirement days. Life is short and i only have one parent, i just want to provide as much as i can possible.
I treat my mom plus family, dear and my small aunt to Yuki Yaki. It was great to see all of us enjoying the fun of making ice-cream. With my sis, giggling throughout the whole thing! hahahaha... Had an assumptious meal and ice-cream making. Bought a cake and dear bought pressie for my mom as well.
Spend quite a big amount on my mom this year but i guess she deserve it. Thanks for her loving care all this years. She can scream, shout , nag at me, but i still love who she is. =)
I realise my "ang mo" today a bit weird, pardon me for my sentece structure ah... got no time to edit or think properly. Been real busy with all the stuffs, hardly having a breathe. Hopefully things will be better next week!
anyway i got my Gucci specs lioaz.... Looks pretty good on me.... ok that's not self-praise, at least that the comments from alot of people.
Will post some pictures soon, for now.... gtg off and finish some of my stuffs...
*poof*
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Quick Updates
Just got back home after coaching. Life has been busy recently, so much so that dear has been complainning abt it! Sorry dear, thanks for your understanding =)
Work is starting to pile up recently. There's pro and cons to it. Of course the pro outweight the cons.... Busy means that i got more cases, more cases means more commission! hahaha.... beside commission, it also reflect well that i'm working hard, if not my boss would start to question why he hired me in the first place.
Oh well, will be having test on Monday! Just when i thought i wouldnt need to take test after i completed my degree, now my bank ask me to go and take this Anti-Money Laundering test, my gosh! i need to study through this 50 pages of notes! Boring shit man!
Well, now trying hard to earn as much money as possible, thus i have been busy working and coaching. Guess, somehow i have to reallie manage my time reallie well, cause i dont wish to neglect my dear too much. Repeating my past mistake will be foolish, so i'm a better Kelvin from now on =)
Recently, half of my face is splashing across newspaper, bus stop stands, taxi stands.... Its because i am the model for my bank lastest product, Trio account (its a current account). For those who reallie interested in growing your money in the bank. Please put in a bank account that gives you high interest rate. For my bank, we givin very high interest and on top of that free cheque book. There are also many other fantastic offer from my bank, ranging from loans to investment, so if u guys need anything, just feel free to give me a call man! i will be gladly at yr service! keke~
Ytd, went to make a specs for myself. Couldnt reallie "tahan" wearing contacts lens the whole day so decided to make a new specs. Been wearing contact lens all this while, cause my current spec kinda cannot make it lioaz. Dear accompanied me to the place and we finally decided to get a Gucci frameless specs. Guess i should look pretty professional when i wear that to work, ahhaahhaha
Its gonna be two weeks later before i could get my Gucci spec, hmmm... cant wait for it to be ready man!
Upload this new song today, Hen Xiang Ni. Its for my precious dear, hope she knows that i'm missing her right now.
Ok, need to go and study, read through my notes, dont wanna fail the test on Monday man!
Work is starting to pile up recently. There's pro and cons to it. Of course the pro outweight the cons.... Busy means that i got more cases, more cases means more commission! hahaha.... beside commission, it also reflect well that i'm working hard, if not my boss would start to question why he hired me in the first place.
Oh well, will be having test on Monday! Just when i thought i wouldnt need to take test after i completed my degree, now my bank ask me to go and take this Anti-Money Laundering test, my gosh! i need to study through this 50 pages of notes! Boring shit man!
Well, now trying hard to earn as much money as possible, thus i have been busy working and coaching. Guess, somehow i have to reallie manage my time reallie well, cause i dont wish to neglect my dear too much. Repeating my past mistake will be foolish, so i'm a better Kelvin from now on =)
Recently, half of my face is splashing across newspaper, bus stop stands, taxi stands.... Its because i am the model for my bank lastest product, Trio account (its a current account). For those who reallie interested in growing your money in the bank. Please put in a bank account that gives you high interest rate. For my bank, we givin very high interest and on top of that free cheque book. There are also many other fantastic offer from my bank, ranging from loans to investment, so if u guys need anything, just feel free to give me a call man! i will be gladly at yr service! keke~
Ytd, went to make a specs for myself. Couldnt reallie "tahan" wearing contacts lens the whole day so decided to make a new specs. Been wearing contact lens all this while, cause my current spec kinda cannot make it lioaz. Dear accompanied me to the place and we finally decided to get a Gucci frameless specs. Guess i should look pretty professional when i wear that to work, ahhaahhaha
Its gonna be two weeks later before i could get my Gucci spec, hmmm... cant wait for it to be ready man!
Upload this new song today, Hen Xiang Ni. Its for my precious dear, hope she knows that i'm missing her right now.
Ok, need to go and study, read through my notes, dont wanna fail the test on Monday man!
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Saw a few shots of Sunday President Star Charity show. Again, as like many charity show, we get to witness many unfortunate souls living in this world. We are aware that there are far too many less fortunate people around us. If we only live life once, then wouldnt it be so very unfair.
I wonder why some people get to enjoy such a good life, such good fortune, while some live life so shabbily. Some spend so much money that others dont even get to earn that amount of money in a lifetime. Some have so much food to eat to keep them full while some dont even have the strength to fend off houseflies "nesting" on their body.
If it's like what those christian people says, god are trying to test you to live up to the difficulties that you face while you living on earth. The test of individual strength and character. Then i wonder why some people deserve to go through such a horrid time where they cant even have strength to fend off houseflies "nesting" on their body and why some people deserve to go through such a rich and famous lifestyle, where they can get whatever things they want because they have money!
This is life in Planet Earth, and i'm luckily enough that i'm living life far more comfortable than alot of people, but seriously what did we do previously that choosen us to be born in certain environment, certain families.
I guess i shouldnt be thinking so much and i should just say what others has been famously saying. " THIS IS LIFE "
I wonder why some people get to enjoy such a good life, such good fortune, while some live life so shabbily. Some spend so much money that others dont even get to earn that amount of money in a lifetime. Some have so much food to eat to keep them full while some dont even have the strength to fend off houseflies "nesting" on their body.
If it's like what those christian people says, god are trying to test you to live up to the difficulties that you face while you living on earth. The test of individual strength and character. Then i wonder why some people deserve to go through such a horrid time where they cant even have strength to fend off houseflies "nesting" on their body and why some people deserve to go through such a rich and famous lifestyle, where they can get whatever things they want because they have money!
This is life in Planet Earth, and i'm luckily enough that i'm living life far more comfortable than alot of people, but seriously what did we do previously that choosen us to be born in certain environment, certain families.
I guess i shouldnt be thinking so much and i should just say what others has been famously saying. " THIS IS LIFE "
Friday, July 29, 2005
Some thought on the show 'The Island"
Its been a long time since i update my blog regularly, so since i'm a little bit more free, i shall pen down some of my thoughts.
Watch "The Island" ytd with dear, for those who havent catch it, i shall try to summarize the whole show.
Basically it talks about Human clones. Clones whose only purpose is to provide "spare parts" for their original human counterparts (Sponsor). All clones lives in a place where strict regime have to be followed. They are told, "brain-wash" that they are saves from death, they are brought over to where they are staying to aviod containmination of the Planet Earth. By staying at where they are staying and by following what they have been instructed and follow their strict regime, they will not be containminated. Any containmination will lead to quarantine. All clones have the mentality of a small kid and would be taught intelluctually up to the age of 15 years old. They have one purpose of living in that place, and that one purpose is to go to "The Island" - reportedly the last uncontaminated spot on Planet Earth through a "fair" lottery system every day/week.
All clones believes their main purpose of existence is to hope they can strike the lottery so as to go to the dream Island-last uncontaminated spot on Planet Earth. Only one clone name Lincoln Six-Echo soon discovers that everything about this whole experience is a lie.
I'm pretty disturb by the whole plot of the story here. Maybe i think too much, isnt this exactly what we are exactly craving for, ok maybe for most people out there. That is almost all of us would want to go to Heaven when we die. Most of us were hoping to strike "lottery" to go to heaven. Most resort to believe in Jesus Christ, because many claims or should i say he himself claim he's the only path to god, to heaven. Wait a min, before i carry on any further here, i would like to make a stand that I'm not trying to critize christianity or any other religion.
I always believe that a religion are there because it preaches good things, asking us to do the right thing and not the wrong thing. Buddhist religion came from Buddha, and almost all religion were pass down by a person. Even christianity were pass down by Jesus Christ. Have anyone wonder all religion preach the same thing and from a person pt of view????
Most christian believe the only way to god, to heaven is through Jesus, because he died for our sins. Most christian believes blindly to the religion and most of them condem other religion. They always think that they are the only real one and they are superior against all other religion.
Please i'm not going into details of things like does anyone knows exactly how old is earth, i believe planet earth is thousand or even million years old before the birth of dinosaurs era, and to think that we human races are million years after them. Then where is the existence of god!? I'm not saying there is no god, but i'm curious, and i question whethere does god reallie exist, and whether the so called heaven and hell does really exist? and question why are there so many blind faith christian. Whatever reasons they(christian) come out, they would always state because the bible say this, because the bible say that.
What makes them so sure that whatever the bible say is the truth? and let me pose this question, who created language? why do we call cat a cat, and why cant we call cat a dog or some other names. i hope at this junction, you readers are still with me. I seriously wonder what make christian soooo sure that whatever the bible says is the truth. Most christian wasnt around when the bible was wrote. Like we wasnt around when language was first created. Does speaking different languages means we are different? does speaking english make you more superior that if you speak chinese or other language? The answer is we are still human beings even though we speaks different language, we are still not superior than anyone if we speaks different language. So, why are some of those christian belives that their religion is the best and superior than any other religion?
I believe almost all religion says that if we do good things we would be granted a passage to heaven. The main purpose of living is to do good things and then we will go to heaven. Isnt this what the whole movie "the island" is trying to say? We are trying to be as clean as possible "not containminated" so that we can win lottery to go heaven (a paradise) - "the island" (last wonderful place on earth). Those never do good things are containminated and will be quarantine --> (go to hell instead of heaven)
Most christian are brain-wash by the fact of the bible and most christian believes they are the superior than any other religion. They believes that they are not contaminated and they would therefore stand a chance of going to heaven by believing in christianity. All believer of other religions are contaminated in the sense, and would therefore be quarantine or in another words not be allow to go to heaven. They will have to believe in christianity (decontaminated themselves) so as to have a chance of strike lottery (go heaven).
To those blind faith christian, pls dont blindly believe in your faith and keep insisting your religion is the most superior and the only way to god/heaven. Please give respect to other religion where they also preach us human beings to do good things.
Basically i believe all religions give us a piece of mind, and teaches us to do good things.
If everybody go to heaven, then where is heaven? and wouldnt heaven be overcrowded?
If like what most christianity people always say if u believe in jesus and if we pray for you under jesus then you can actually go to heaven. My question is please pray to those dead ants, mosquitoes, crockroaches, etc so that they too will then be able to go to heaven, they are afterall living things too.
I'm not trying to ridicule christianity, but i hope most christian could respect other religion.
well, I hate to believe that when we die, we will leave this world forever, leaving this world for good, leaving behind all those wonderful things that we have work so hard to achieve during our stay in earth. I'm scared at the thought of death. I think there are too many things to do and so little time left. But please do realise that we are no different to ants, mosquitoes, animals, birds, trees, because you have to understand that we are all part of the Nature in this Planet Earth.
Well i believe i'm having a intellectual of fifteen years in terms of understanding Planet Earth, and maybe, just maybe, the curiosity of this whole issue in Planet earth making me act like Lincoln Six-Echo.
Watch "The Island" ytd with dear, for those who havent catch it, i shall try to summarize the whole show.
Basically it talks about Human clones. Clones whose only purpose is to provide "spare parts" for their original human counterparts (Sponsor). All clones lives in a place where strict regime have to be followed. They are told, "brain-wash" that they are saves from death, they are brought over to where they are staying to aviod containmination of the Planet Earth. By staying at where they are staying and by following what they have been instructed and follow their strict regime, they will not be containminated. Any containmination will lead to quarantine. All clones have the mentality of a small kid and would be taught intelluctually up to the age of 15 years old. They have one purpose of living in that place, and that one purpose is to go to "The Island" - reportedly the last uncontaminated spot on Planet Earth through a "fair" lottery system every day/week.
All clones believes their main purpose of existence is to hope they can strike the lottery so as to go to the dream Island-last uncontaminated spot on Planet Earth. Only one clone name Lincoln Six-Echo soon discovers that everything about this whole experience is a lie.
I'm pretty disturb by the whole plot of the story here. Maybe i think too much, isnt this exactly what we are exactly craving for, ok maybe for most people out there. That is almost all of us would want to go to Heaven when we die. Most of us were hoping to strike "lottery" to go to heaven. Most resort to believe in Jesus Christ, because many claims or should i say he himself claim he's the only path to god, to heaven. Wait a min, before i carry on any further here, i would like to make a stand that I'm not trying to critize christianity or any other religion.
I always believe that a religion are there because it preaches good things, asking us to do the right thing and not the wrong thing. Buddhist religion came from Buddha, and almost all religion were pass down by a person. Even christianity were pass down by Jesus Christ. Have anyone wonder all religion preach the same thing and from a person pt of view????
Most christian believe the only way to god, to heaven is through Jesus, because he died for our sins. Most christian believes blindly to the religion and most of them condem other religion. They always think that they are the only real one and they are superior against all other religion.
Please i'm not going into details of things like does anyone knows exactly how old is earth, i believe planet earth is thousand or even million years old before the birth of dinosaurs era, and to think that we human races are million years after them. Then where is the existence of god!? I'm not saying there is no god, but i'm curious, and i question whethere does god reallie exist, and whether the so called heaven and hell does really exist? and question why are there so many blind faith christian. Whatever reasons they(christian) come out, they would always state because the bible say this, because the bible say that.
What makes them so sure that whatever the bible say is the truth? and let me pose this question, who created language? why do we call cat a cat, and why cant we call cat a dog or some other names. i hope at this junction, you readers are still with me. I seriously wonder what make christian soooo sure that whatever the bible says is the truth. Most christian wasnt around when the bible was wrote. Like we wasnt around when language was first created. Does speaking different languages means we are different? does speaking english make you more superior that if you speak chinese or other language? The answer is we are still human beings even though we speaks different language, we are still not superior than anyone if we speaks different language. So, why are some of those christian belives that their religion is the best and superior than any other religion?
I believe almost all religion says that if we do good things we would be granted a passage to heaven. The main purpose of living is to do good things and then we will go to heaven. Isnt this what the whole movie "the island" is trying to say? We are trying to be as clean as possible "not containminated" so that we can win lottery to go heaven (a paradise) - "the island" (last wonderful place on earth). Those never do good things are containminated and will be quarantine --> (go to hell instead of heaven)
Most christian are brain-wash by the fact of the bible and most christian believes they are the superior than any other religion. They believes that they are not contaminated and they would therefore stand a chance of going to heaven by believing in christianity. All believer of other religions are contaminated in the sense, and would therefore be quarantine or in another words not be allow to go to heaven. They will have to believe in christianity (decontaminated themselves) so as to have a chance of strike lottery (go heaven).
To those blind faith christian, pls dont blindly believe in your faith and keep insisting your religion is the most superior and the only way to god/heaven. Please give respect to other religion where they also preach us human beings to do good things.
Basically i believe all religions give us a piece of mind, and teaches us to do good things.
If everybody go to heaven, then where is heaven? and wouldnt heaven be overcrowded?
If like what most christianity people always say if u believe in jesus and if we pray for you under jesus then you can actually go to heaven. My question is please pray to those dead ants, mosquitoes, crockroaches, etc so that they too will then be able to go to heaven, they are afterall living things too.
I'm not trying to ridicule christianity, but i hope most christian could respect other religion.
well, I hate to believe that when we die, we will leave this world forever, leaving this world for good, leaving behind all those wonderful things that we have work so hard to achieve during our stay in earth. I'm scared at the thought of death. I think there are too many things to do and so little time left. But please do realise that we are no different to ants, mosquitoes, animals, birds, trees, because you have to understand that we are all part of the Nature in this Planet Earth.
Well i believe i'm having a intellectual of fifteen years in terms of understanding Planet Earth, and maybe, just maybe, the curiosity of this whole issue in Planet earth making me act like Lincoln Six-Echo.
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
word for thought
Its been a real long time since i last update. I guess to my readers it's pretty unfair that whenever you guys come in, you will go off feeling bored as there are no new entry. Apologies for that.
Anyway have been real busy, so much things to do, feeling so bad that i havent reallie have time for my dearie as well, and i thank her for her understanding. Anyway since its lunch time now, i think i should type something. It's just something that i realise today and have been a culprit of many times.
Word for thought.
Meaning of "Gift"
-Something that is bestowed voluntarily and without compensation.
-The act, right, or power of giving.
-A talent, endowment, aptitude, or inclination.
If gifts are given free, then why are we still hearing people says "free gifts"
"come and collect your free gifts"?????
Something to let you ponder for the day. =)
Anyway have been real busy, so much things to do, feeling so bad that i havent reallie have time for my dearie as well, and i thank her for her understanding. Anyway since its lunch time now, i think i should type something. It's just something that i realise today and have been a culprit of many times.
Word for thought.
Meaning of "Gift"
-Something that is bestowed voluntarily and without compensation.
-The act, right, or power of giving.
-A talent, endowment, aptitude, or inclination.
If gifts are given free, then why are we still hearing people says "free gifts"
"come and collect your free gifts"?????
Something to let you ponder for the day. =)
Sunday, July 10, 2005
What a relaxing sunday today! *Smilez =)
It just bring back memories of me being able to laze around at home and do whatever i wanna do and not feeling so uptight abt time. Well, its always good to keep some time to myself. I think everybody need that extra time for their own personal space. I finally able to go back to my "cave" and i feel so much relax right now and i'm all ready to go to work tml. =)
Alot of things happen recently. Guess i shall try to summarise everything.
My parents are back! Yup. They had a tiring but enjoyable trip. Guess being singaporean, our defination of holiday are pretty different from the ang mo. For us singaporean or should i say asian, when we go for holiday, we tend to tired ourselves by going ard shopping for good stuffs, rushing here and there to visit famous places. At the end of the whole trip, we would feel more tired than relax and we had to take an extra day as a result just so we can relax and recharge for work.
For the ang mo, most of them would actually sit by the pool side or some places to relax. Pick up a book to read while sun-tanning, that's basically their basic agenda during holiday. You seldom see or should i say will never see an asian siting by a pool side reading a book during his/her holiday. That's prolly why ang mo feel more recharge whenever they went for a holiday while we asian feel even more tired after every holiday. =p
Anyway my dad bought alot of stuffs back, from souvernirs to some very interesting things from China. He also bought beijing roasted duck back!!! hahaha... Anyway i receive a advance birthday gift from him. A mont blanc briefcase. Ohhh ... i love it so much... it so nice! It so nice till i cant bare to use it.
Mont Blanc Briefcase
Well.. the second day after my parents came back, my dad suddendly become very sick. It reallie scare the shit out of me. I cant remember when was the last time i see him so sick before. It make me ponder on alot alot of things. My creative mind become to think of alot of negative scenerios, i'm not a pessimistic person but i'm just so worried abt everything related to my family. To think when i reach home, he was alright and then all of a sudden, he suddendly become so sick. Luckily it was nothing fatal, can you imagine if something happen, i think i can just break down.
I read and hear alot of this kind of cases where family members just pass away all of a sudden, and their immediate family was so shock to do anything/react. What i feel upon hearing all this cases was feeling sad for them and that's abt it. But when i face with such a close situation tt day, i was totally dumbfounded, i keep praying that my dad would recover. I would definately break down, i'm just not prepared to handle all the pressure, all the responsibility if anything happen to my dad. Luckily for me, my dad is fine. I'm so thankful he recovered. In that instance, i also realise that life is so so so so fragile. You can never forsee what's gonna happen in that next minute.
Let's not think abt this matter for the time being. I'm not prepared and i guess i'm never prepared. I love my family, my parents so much, i cant make myself think of the day they gonna leave me. i'm a coward regarding this. i'm just so very afraid..........
i think i better move away from this topic before i couldnt control myself.
Anyway let's saviour whatever positive moments in our life. Life just too short.
Well dear bought a guess watch for me. The watch that i have been eyeing at every since last year. Dont know what sparks her to buy that watch for me despite not earning. Its like almost her one month allowance.
Guess watch
Hmm... guess that's the power of love bah... hahahaha...... Anyway i love the watch and i love her even more. Though i think it's pretty silly for her to spend so much money, and she gonna lead a frugal life after that but i reallie touched and appreciate by her effort.
She has been a great gf, not because she bought that expensive watch for me, but for all the things that she has done over the months. She has been very caring, understanding, enduring all these months. I guess i'm so blessed to have her around. I dont know what i did to deserve such a wonderful person, but i thank god that she's mine. =)
Aint know exactly what our future lies, but i hope i'm able to walk this journey together with her for a long long time. =)
Us
*All photos are taken by courtesy of my SE k750i
It just bring back memories of me being able to laze around at home and do whatever i wanna do and not feeling so uptight abt time. Well, its always good to keep some time to myself. I think everybody need that extra time for their own personal space. I finally able to go back to my "cave" and i feel so much relax right now and i'm all ready to go to work tml. =)
Alot of things happen recently. Guess i shall try to summarise everything.
My parents are back! Yup. They had a tiring but enjoyable trip. Guess being singaporean, our defination of holiday are pretty different from the ang mo. For us singaporean or should i say asian, when we go for holiday, we tend to tired ourselves by going ard shopping for good stuffs, rushing here and there to visit famous places. At the end of the whole trip, we would feel more tired than relax and we had to take an extra day as a result just so we can relax and recharge for work.
For the ang mo, most of them would actually sit by the pool side or some places to relax. Pick up a book to read while sun-tanning, that's basically their basic agenda during holiday. You seldom see or should i say will never see an asian siting by a pool side reading a book during his/her holiday. That's prolly why ang mo feel more recharge whenever they went for a holiday while we asian feel even more tired after every holiday. =p
Anyway my dad bought alot of stuffs back, from souvernirs to some very interesting things from China. He also bought beijing roasted duck back!!! hahaha... Anyway i receive a advance birthday gift from him. A mont blanc briefcase. Ohhh ... i love it so much... it so nice! It so nice till i cant bare to use it.
Mont Blanc Briefcase
Well.. the second day after my parents came back, my dad suddendly become very sick. It reallie scare the shit out of me. I cant remember when was the last time i see him so sick before. It make me ponder on alot alot of things. My creative mind become to think of alot of negative scenerios, i'm not a pessimistic person but i'm just so worried abt everything related to my family. To think when i reach home, he was alright and then all of a sudden, he suddendly become so sick. Luckily it was nothing fatal, can you imagine if something happen, i think i can just break down.
I read and hear alot of this kind of cases where family members just pass away all of a sudden, and their immediate family was so shock to do anything/react. What i feel upon hearing all this cases was feeling sad for them and that's abt it. But when i face with such a close situation tt day, i was totally dumbfounded, i keep praying that my dad would recover. I would definately break down, i'm just not prepared to handle all the pressure, all the responsibility if anything happen to my dad. Luckily for me, my dad is fine. I'm so thankful he recovered. In that instance, i also realise that life is so so so so fragile. You can never forsee what's gonna happen in that next minute.
Let's not think abt this matter for the time being. I'm not prepared and i guess i'm never prepared. I love my family, my parents so much, i cant make myself think of the day they gonna leave me. i'm a coward regarding this. i'm just so very afraid..........
i think i better move away from this topic before i couldnt control myself.
Anyway let's saviour whatever positive moments in our life. Life just too short.
Well dear bought a guess watch for me. The watch that i have been eyeing at every since last year. Dont know what sparks her to buy that watch for me despite not earning. Its like almost her one month allowance.
Guess watch
Hmm... guess that's the power of love bah... hahahaha...... Anyway i love the watch and i love her even more. Though i think it's pretty silly for her to spend so much money, and she gonna lead a frugal life after that but i reallie touched and appreciate by her effort.
She has been a great gf, not because she bought that expensive watch for me, but for all the things that she has done over the months. She has been very caring, understanding, enduring all these months. I guess i'm so blessed to have her around. I dont know what i did to deserve such a wonderful person, but i thank god that she's mine. =)
Aint know exactly what our future lies, but i hope i'm able to walk this journey together with her for a long long time. =)
Us
*All photos are taken by courtesy of my SE k750i
Sunday, June 26, 2005
New phone - k750i
I got myself another latest gadget! =) That's SE k750i. The phone come with auto-focus lens (2mega pixel), function just like any normal digital camera. Good stuffs! Radio, mp3, bluetooth, infra-red, and lots more.....It's small and pack with alot of wonderful function. =)
Compare to my old nokia 7710 (pda phone), it like david vs goliath, hahahah .. Anyway i have just sold my phone. I loss quite a fair bit, but its like expected because Pda phone are normally harder to sell away. Moreover i bought it when its first launch, definately will incurr losses if i sell it now. Nonetheless my current phone is so good and small as compare to my "big elephant" where i find it so bulky when i put in my pants small pocket or when i'm holding it.
Anyway gonna send my parents off at the airport later. They going to CHINA!!! Ok, prolly u guys think it's no big deal, but to me even though i'm almost finish travelling ard asia region, i have yet been to China. so....... yup.. one fine day, i make sure i'll go there!
Feel so excited for them. I mean they work so hard all their lives, it's always good to take a little time off and enjoy themselves overseas. =)
*ok.. gonna play with my phone now.... *snap snap snap... keke
Compare to my old nokia 7710 (pda phone), it like david vs goliath, hahahah .. Anyway i have just sold my phone. I loss quite a fair bit, but its like expected because Pda phone are normally harder to sell away. Moreover i bought it when its first launch, definately will incurr losses if i sell it now. Nonetheless my current phone is so good and small as compare to my "big elephant" where i find it so bulky when i put in my pants small pocket or when i'm holding it.
Anyway gonna send my parents off at the airport later. They going to CHINA!!! Ok, prolly u guys think it's no big deal, but to me even though i'm almost finish travelling ard asia region, i have yet been to China. so....... yup.. one fine day, i make sure i'll go there!
Feel so excited for them. I mean they work so hard all their lives, it's always good to take a little time off and enjoy themselves overseas. =)
*ok.. gonna play with my phone now.... *snap snap snap... keke
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Life been pretty normal for me compare to most of the Singaporeans.
Woke up ard 7 plus, reach office at 9am, and then stay till 6.30pm before rushing off to Temasek Polytechnic to coach the swim team / lifesaving team. Only theoritically end work at about close to 9pm. Oh man! i work 12 hours!!! That's gonna happen for like thrice a week, which leave me only 4 free days in a week (two weekdays free), but i have vocal classes on thursday, saturday which we oredi started recording for the album. I'm one big culprit who havent been reallie go down. Guess will wait for them to write me a piece of my solo piece before i reallie go down more often. *guilty guilty
Guess that's pretty much working life.... hardly have enough time for ppl ard me. I used to have alot of time, but now i have to try to find time. How ironic is tt. I wonder what lies ahead for me and my dearie, since we only left basically tuesday, sat and sunday for us to meet up. I mean i can meet her up on any normal day in the week but i have to make sure i wont be tired or look tired the next day as i need to meet clients. Oh well... tt's life ah.... and i guess that would pretty much carry on for years.
Suddendly it set me thinking what am i doing in life, what i reallie wanna do, what i reallie wanna be, what i reallie see in life? what kind of life would i wanna be living, thousands of qns just awaiting for my brains to solve. oh well i guess, its gonna be sometime before i would really figure it out, or would i ever gonna figure it out -_-???
Anyway celebrate Father's day on Saturday instead of Sunday , so as to avoid being slash by those horrendous prices charge by those companies. But then i guess somehow it didnt make any difference. For the first time in my life, i brought my family out for dinner. For the first time in 23 years, my dad's lovely son gonna treat him a wonderful feast. I guess he was happy, very happy in fact. He couldnt hide his delight, the look in his eyes told me he's gleaming with joy, his eyes just betrayed him. He was proud but happy at the same time. Come to think again, who dont wish that their son could gave parents money, treat them dinner, give money to them to go on holiday. While many wish, few actually got it. So for my dad to finally able to enjoy that feast was something he waited for 23 years i guess. And finally, i feel that i did something as a son.
Everyone was happy, i'm happy as well. $200 bucks was all it takes to cap a memorable first father's day celebration dinner for my family.
I think somehow, i have to curb my spending.... Ok, i boughts clothes ytd and today, and some other stuffs needed for my work. I calculated, i have spend ard $450 so far in just three short days. Its like averaging $150 a day. That's more like what i earn for a day! and to think i have more things to buy. I need a spectacle badly, i need a watch, a guess watch of cos (something that i have eye for like dont know since when) anyway its look good on my formal clothes, ok , at least that what i think.
I think somehow i have to stop myself from getting suck in into the rat race. As i notice that once i earn more - more residual income, i tend to spend more, i tend not to think so much abt money. That's kinda bad, i need to learn from mistakes, i need to learn to save money for the rainy days. I mean being an ex insurance agent, i'm aware of the high rising medical cost and hospital cost. I need to get prepare for all this. Yes, i might need it yet, but as a only son in the family, i need to support my family in the event anything happen to my parents. I'm so afraid, very afraid, the need to earn more money and to get protected seems very much in my priority list now. It's no longer fun to grow older, its like there so many burden, responsibilities to take care. Its that what we call life??
Hmm..... guess i need to sleep now, sounding so pessimistic at the moment. That's like so unlike me yea....
The moment i wake up tml, i should feel must better, more fresh, and i'm just so excited to go to work!
*Do ignore the last part, typing while i was closing my eyes..... utter rubbish!
Woke up ard 7 plus, reach office at 9am, and then stay till 6.30pm before rushing off to Temasek Polytechnic to coach the swim team / lifesaving team. Only theoritically end work at about close to 9pm. Oh man! i work 12 hours!!! That's gonna happen for like thrice a week, which leave me only 4 free days in a week (two weekdays free), but i have vocal classes on thursday, saturday which we oredi started recording for the album. I'm one big culprit who havent been reallie go down. Guess will wait for them to write me a piece of my solo piece before i reallie go down more often. *guilty guilty
Guess that's pretty much working life.... hardly have enough time for ppl ard me. I used to have alot of time, but now i have to try to find time. How ironic is tt. I wonder what lies ahead for me and my dearie, since we only left basically tuesday, sat and sunday for us to meet up. I mean i can meet her up on any normal day in the week but i have to make sure i wont be tired or look tired the next day as i need to meet clients. Oh well... tt's life ah.... and i guess that would pretty much carry on for years.
Suddendly it set me thinking what am i doing in life, what i reallie wanna do, what i reallie wanna be, what i reallie see in life? what kind of life would i wanna be living, thousands of qns just awaiting for my brains to solve. oh well i guess, its gonna be sometime before i would really figure it out, or would i ever gonna figure it out -_-???
Anyway celebrate Father's day on Saturday instead of Sunday , so as to avoid being slash by those horrendous prices charge by those companies. But then i guess somehow it didnt make any difference. For the first time in my life, i brought my family out for dinner. For the first time in 23 years, my dad's lovely son gonna treat him a wonderful feast. I guess he was happy, very happy in fact. He couldnt hide his delight, the look in his eyes told me he's gleaming with joy, his eyes just betrayed him. He was proud but happy at the same time. Come to think again, who dont wish that their son could gave parents money, treat them dinner, give money to them to go on holiday. While many wish, few actually got it. So for my dad to finally able to enjoy that feast was something he waited for 23 years i guess. And finally, i feel that i did something as a son.
Everyone was happy, i'm happy as well. $200 bucks was all it takes to cap a memorable first father's day celebration dinner for my family.
I think somehow, i have to curb my spending.... Ok, i boughts clothes ytd and today, and some other stuffs needed for my work. I calculated, i have spend ard $450 so far in just three short days. Its like averaging $150 a day. That's more like what i earn for a day! and to think i have more things to buy. I need a spectacle badly, i need a watch, a guess watch of cos (something that i have eye for like dont know since when) anyway its look good on my formal clothes, ok , at least that what i think.
I think somehow i have to stop myself from getting suck in into the rat race. As i notice that once i earn more - more residual income, i tend to spend more, i tend not to think so much abt money. That's kinda bad, i need to learn from mistakes, i need to learn to save money for the rainy days. I mean being an ex insurance agent, i'm aware of the high rising medical cost and hospital cost. I need to get prepare for all this. Yes, i might need it yet, but as a only son in the family, i need to support my family in the event anything happen to my parents. I'm so afraid, very afraid, the need to earn more money and to get protected seems very much in my priority list now. It's no longer fun to grow older, its like there so many burden, responsibilities to take care. Its that what we call life??
Hmm..... guess i need to sleep now, sounding so pessimistic at the moment. That's like so unlike me yea....
The moment i wake up tml, i should feel must better, more fresh, and i'm just so excited to go to work!
*Do ignore the last part, typing while i was closing my eyes..... utter rubbish!
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Working life....
Recieve a call ytd, seems like Citib*** reallie wants me to work for them! wahhahah.. feel so priviledge and honours, they even wanted to wait for me for 1 month... Oh well never feel so wanted in my life before! it sure feels good man! keke~ Too bad i choose to accept another job offer. =) Well probably will move to Citib*** in near future bah. =)
Today nearly fall asleep during a trainnin session in my company. Back in my poly days, I never able to concentrate properly during my 2 hr tutorial, attended lectures only fortnightly or even less. During my degree course, it was kinda worse, and it was no surprise that today i was fidgeting like mad on my chair trying to stay awake and alert for that bloody 6-7 hrs of trainning (meeting). Welcome to the corporate world!!! I wonder will i have to get use to this kind of thing. I look so stone, even the manager sitting next to me was aware of tt! hahahaa.... oh well i think those managers cant take it also, and they kinda pity me when they saw my stonney look. =p
Overall working life's in my coy not too bad la, probably its still pretty much in the honeymoon stage bah, when everything settle down, everything and everybody will start to show their true colors?!??!!?!?....
Anyway I got my notebook! woooo.... solid man.. no need to buy..... wanted to buy a notebook ever since dont know when, and now i do not need to pay a single cent for it! its all provided! Steady pomp pi pi man! Guess that's one of the benefit of working for my company! Coolz~
Guess there still many other perks ard, will slowly find out and utilise it. Right now i'm gonna try to plan my MC leaves and my annual leaves........ hahahahahah~
i'm a calculative employee......*grinz
Dear is coming back tml..... finally something for me to look forward to tml!!!! Yeah.... I bet you wouldnt wanna see my happy face now! ahahahahahaha
*Dear , I'm Waiting for you......
Today nearly fall asleep during a trainnin session in my company. Back in my poly days, I never able to concentrate properly during my 2 hr tutorial, attended lectures only fortnightly or even less. During my degree course, it was kinda worse, and it was no surprise that today i was fidgeting like mad on my chair trying to stay awake and alert for that bloody 6-7 hrs of trainning (meeting). Welcome to the corporate world!!! I wonder will i have to get use to this kind of thing. I look so stone, even the manager sitting next to me was aware of tt! hahahaa.... oh well i think those managers cant take it also, and they kinda pity me when they saw my stonney look. =p
Overall working life's in my coy not too bad la, probably its still pretty much in the honeymoon stage bah, when everything settle down, everything and everybody will start to show their true colors?!??!!?!?....
Anyway I got my notebook! woooo.... solid man.. no need to buy..... wanted to buy a notebook ever since dont know when, and now i do not need to pay a single cent for it! its all provided! Steady pomp pi pi man! Guess that's one of the benefit of working for my company! Coolz~
Guess there still many other perks ard, will slowly find out and utilise it. Right now i'm gonna try to plan my MC leaves and my annual leaves........ hahahahahah~
i'm a calculative employee......*grinz
Dear is coming back tml..... finally something for me to look forward to tml!!!! Yeah.... I bet you wouldnt wanna see my happy face now! ahahahahahaha
*Dear , I'm Waiting for you......
Monday, June 13, 2005
I'm waiting for you...
2 more days to go!!!
I'm so happy to hear her voice despite knowing she is nowhere near me, but its rather comforting to know she's fine and enjoying herself. I dont wanna her to spend too much money on phonecalls, i would prefer her to use the money to buy nice things over at HK for herself, but then again, i miss her and i miss her voice. I know i'm contradicting myself. Oh well... guess i'm always like tt.... =p
i'm waiting for her to come back. 2 more days.... Gambatte yo!!! ;)
I'm so happy to hear her voice despite knowing she is nowhere near me, but its rather comforting to know she's fine and enjoying herself. I dont wanna her to spend too much money on phonecalls, i would prefer her to use the money to buy nice things over at HK for herself, but then again, i miss her and i miss her voice. I know i'm contradicting myself. Oh well... guess i'm always like tt.... =p
i'm waiting for her to come back. 2 more days.... Gambatte yo!!! ;)
Saturday, June 11, 2005
Feeling weird
On my way home after my coaching. On the radio in my car, feeling weird throughout the whole journey home. Feel like a small part of my heart is being chip off. Wait, i'm not having some heart problem or whatsoever, it's just that i'm missing someone and that someone is my darling of cos.
I guess my life revolve ard her bah, i spend most of my time with her other than my work of cos, and suddendly she's not ard, my time schedule just feel not so right. Oh well guess she has slowly become part of my life, a very important part that is. I guess sometimes u need this little bit of seperate period to aware u not taking yr partner for granted.
Guess absent make the heart goes fonder, oh wait a min..... tt apply only if that's short period of time, cause if absent for too long a time say years or so...... it will more likely make the heart goes dull / feelingless rather than feeling fonder.
Whether u agree or disagree, that's just a personal opinion. =)
I guess my life revolve ard her bah, i spend most of my time with her other than my work of cos, and suddendly she's not ard, my time schedule just feel not so right. Oh well guess she has slowly become part of my life, a very important part that is. I guess sometimes u need this little bit of seperate period to aware u not taking yr partner for granted.
Guess absent make the heart goes fonder, oh wait a min..... tt apply only if that's short period of time, cause if absent for too long a time say years or so...... it will more likely make the heart goes dull / feelingless rather than feeling fonder.
Whether u agree or disagree, that's just a personal opinion. =)
Dear Going HONG KONG
My dearie went to Hong Kong ytd, So happy for her, because it;s her first time leaving for that place. Hope she will enjoy herself while i'm here missing her.
Wanted to go over there with her, but spend quite a big sum when i was away in australia and also need to work so its just not the right time! hiaz.....
Its gonna be another 5 more days before i will see her =)
I torture her with 2 weeks of waiting when i was in australia, now she's giving me back the same treatment but i'm luckier because it's shorter duration! keke~ *grinz
Oh well its coaching again later and Inter-con swim meet tml. My whole sunday is burn again.......
*counting down the days.... =)
Wanted to go over there with her, but spend quite a big sum when i was away in australia and also need to work so its just not the right time! hiaz.....
Its gonna be another 5 more days before i will see her =)
I torture her with 2 weeks of waiting when i was in australia, now she's giving me back the same treatment but i'm luckier because it's shorter duration! keke~ *grinz
Oh well its coaching again later and Inter-con swim meet tml. My whole sunday is burn again.......
*counting down the days.... =)
Thursday, June 09, 2005
Welcome to Madagascar
I like to move it, move it
He like to move it, move it
She like to move it, move it
You like to ................. MOVE IT!
Welcome to Madagascar =)
Finally catch that show after so long =p Oh well, e show pretty funny but i think Roborts still much a better show than this.
Gonna be a Personal Banker @ a bank real soon, guys if u need any financial services, personal loan, housing loan, investment give me a buzz yeah....
Before i forget, i got an article on Team Singapore website, its already up since like 2 weeks ago, view it before its taken out from the database yea....
Click Here
ENJOY! =)
He like to move it, move it
She like to move it, move it
You like to ................. MOVE IT!
Welcome to Madagascar =)
Finally catch that show after so long =p Oh well, e show pretty funny but i think Roborts still much a better show than this.
Gonna be a Personal Banker @ a bank real soon, guys if u need any financial services, personal loan, housing loan, investment give me a buzz yeah....
Before i forget, i got an article on Team Singapore website, its already up since like 2 weeks ago, view it before its taken out from the database yea....
Click Here
ENJOY! =)
Friday, June 03, 2005
Arafura Games 2005
I'm Back! Yup that's like a quite long ago.... =p
Paiseh lah.... Been busy getting stuffs done, spending time with my loves one and trying to get back to normal life again. (ok and of course abit lazy! hee~)
Well, it seems like i'm not very use to my normal life again after a two weeks break, hahaha.... i mean sometimes u enjoy yr holiday so much that you dont even wanna start work again... =p
Just love being carefree and dont bother about money issues... =)
Ok let my recap what's going on for my 12 days trip to Darwin, Australia.
Day 1 and 2
Parted with family and dear @ airport, saw how reluctant dear was when she's letting go my hand, she nearly teared though, oh well i reminded her that she's not suppose to tear easily, anyway her dear dear is gonna do his country proud!!! hahahah =)
Took Qantas plane, the taking off wasnt that smooth, abit afraid that something might happen, CHOI!!! but luckily nothing happen in the end, heng ah!! Finally reach Darwin airport ard 2 plus in the morning. ( australia time about 3 plus going 4, the time difference is abt 1 1/2 hr ). In the airport, there were airport staffs patroling with their trained dogs, the dogs will sniff us and our luggage for suspected meat or drugs!??! yup, the dogs pretty well train cos they never stick out their tongue and lick u, they just use their nose to sniff around. Custom check kinda long cos the australian quite particular about bringing poultry food in or issit any kinda food in!?!? Well finally done with everything and took a group bus to the hotel which were then 5 plus 6 (australian time). I was feeling tired and sleepy and the worse part is we cant check in till like 2pm in the afternoon. It was pure torture waiting ard and cant rest because there simply no place for us to sleep! I was feeling totally exhaust by like 7 plus 8 in the morning. The week before i fly i didnt get to rest well, sleeping like 4-5 hr everyday and did have a trainning session on my own before i go to the airport and then i didnt even get to sleep because of that night flight and that stupid check in time!. gosh! it feels terrible. I nearly collapse when i was walking ard the supermart buying food.
Yup that's how tired i was! After lunch, checking in, spend the rest of the day sleeping in my bed. Zzzzzzzzzzzzz...........
Woke up and had dinner which was prepared by my team mates. Yummy, after that went back to bed again! hahahaha.... i was literally a pig on that day. =p Eat and sleep.
Cant blame me, i was too tired to do anything and need to recuperate before my competition starts!
Day 3
It was the opening ceremony for the Arafura games, not too bad, quite grand, the crowds are great, the atmosphere was good, i feel pump up for the games! yeah!!! =)
Day 4, 5, 6
Spend the rest of those days, go to beach and pool to familiarise the competition place. Meet my competitors, made new friends, their hospitality was great. Did some walking ard the area of our residential. Have fun making breakfast, lunch (if got time), dinner at the hostel there (anyway its a backpackers inn, place). Did have some fun there however the bed sucks! cos it remind me of my army, navy life. However some are the beds are worse than the one i get in my NS life, cos some of those bed were badly out of shape. (sunken bed, can even feel the spring when we lie on the bed) One thing is good at that place is that there is a pool! a very small scale swimming pool, but is good enough for me though! i love water cos i'm a water creature! =)
Day 7
Competition day! It the start of a three day competition, beach competition was first. Didnt reallie do well, anyway beach events are not my cup of tea, anyway my fellow team mates didnt fare to well either, we will like kinda badly trash!?!?!? yup ... that;s the cruel fact though.... well we were determine to make something happen the next day at the pool, in fact i was Determined to make an impression in the pool competition the next day! However i was so shackled by the events i took part in beach. For the first time i feel like my arms are cramping! gosh it never happen to me before. I know i'm in bad shape now, never did i feel so tired before, i need to get rid of those lactic acid in my body. After returning from the competition, i went straight to the hotel pool to warm down. Yup, trying my best to warm down properly so that i can burn off as much lactic acid as possible and trying to loosen up the muscle so as to be more fresh the next day. I was determine to do well and claim a stand for tml competition.
Day 8
Pool competition in the morning! Beach competition again in the evening. Woke up and determine to do my best at the pool. Prepared and ready to go then. Did a personal best (PB)for the first event, miss out the bronze medal by 0.3s, that sucks! Though i did a PB, i know i can do a better time than i clock. Oh well if only we had pool competition as the start of the three day competition. I was feeling not too good before the pool races.
The next event is comin up, i feel like giving up because i was kinda tired and anyway it wasnt the event that i like to swim. However surprisingly during the swim, i found myself leading the pack, and i decided to use a little bit strength instead of slacking and for the last 50m i find myself in medal contention. This shock me and i decided to start to speed up and when i saw my teammates jumping up and down asking me to go faster, i realise i reallie in for a contention for medal chances, i reallie go as fast as i can. Luckily for me i came in third! beating some of the guys by a few microseconds! Phew~ Thanks to my teammates and if only i chiong at the very start of the race, prolly i can get better placing!?!? hahahah... oh well.... that's the first bronze medal for Singapore lifesaving for this arafura games and i'm glad i'm got it. *grinz =)
The team manager were relieve after i got the first medal for our sports, cos at least he got something to write in the report and for me, i'm happy for myself and i will try to get another again for tml pool competition.
Once the pool competition finished, we head back to hotel(hostel) to rest a while before heading to the beach competition which was held at mindil beach. This beach is famous for its night market, which only operates on thurs and sunday night. After the beach competition we went to the night market to walk abit. Just briefly scan tru cos the next day early morning we had our last day of competition which is pool competition.
Day 9
The last day of competition!!! Had some great fun, Was kinda in a more relaxed mood because of my bronze medal ytd, however was looking forward to adding more medals for today competition. Finally manage to claim another bronze medal and surprisingly a gold medal for the last event of the day. =) During the gold medal presentation, finally able to sing our national anthem at the podium as our national anthem was being played. Its been a long time since i last sing national anthem, its almost like 6 years!!! ahhahaa.... to sing at the podium there was great! a proud moment definately! =)
At night, we had a treat from our team manager and coach at a chinese restuarant! yummy! finally some "luxury" food for our stomach, Then its free and easy. Some of us then went over to a Gay and lesbian club to look look see see. Sometimes i hate to go clubbing, cos as usual it is very smoky, and its like not very healthy for my lungs and my eyes teared as a result of those horrendous smoke at tt place. Saw some interesting things and of cos feeling kinda gross when i saw two man kissing and caressing each other. Yukes! pukes!
Day 10
Finally no more competition, it's shopping time!!! hahahaha~ went around to tour around the place and do some shopping. Evening time went for the closing ceremony of the arafura games. The closing was kinda different, is more like a celebration kinda thingy, cos got stage performance and 5 mins plus of fireworks! Didnt stay till the end cos our team went straight to the casino which was just next to the closing ceremony place.
The entrance to the casino is free and as usual is smoky inside due to some smokers smoking heavily in that place. Saw lots of ppl with different expression, some is either stress that they losing or are so excited that they winning quite a fair bit.
Went to play jackpot there, at first i was losing quite badly, more than $10 plus then like some season gambler, i was hopping around those different jackpot machine. That's the theory of some gambler stating that when u win money in that certain jackpot machine, it is time for u to go away or another machine because the jackpot machine is tuned in such a way it will build a hugh money bank before it gives out winning again. Hmmm... so based on this theory, i was reallie hopping around searching for unoccupied jackpot tat didnt give out winning before it was left unoccupied. Not long after, I managed to recoup my loss and earn $1 in profit! ahhaah. That's enough for me, cos i dont wanna lose money .... $1 still a profit yeah... =) Anyway its like kinda late so we decided to go back to our hotel. Took a cab back to our hotel(hostel), Australia cab meter jump faster than compared to our singapore cab, and its more expensive as well. So i think i'm not gonna complained about our Singapore Taxi charges! hahahahah......
Day 11
Went walking around again, and its like kinda the last day of shopping, cos the next day there wont be any time to travel and shop. Boughts souvenirs and foods, yup food, cos some of those food flavours (chocolates) we cant find in singapore =)
At night we went to chill out in a nearby pub.
Day 12
It's home sweet home!!! Did some reallie last min shopping nearby our hotel(hostel) then off we go to the airport. I cant wait to go home, because i just miss my bed too much!!! hahahaha... Didnt reallie sleep too comfortably for 12 days because of those bunk beds!
The taking off and landing was much better this time round compared to the day we left for australia, i guess its all depend on the pilot flying skills or was it the plane!??!?!?!
Finally saw my family and my darling at the airport! It was great to see them again. Show them my medals and took some photos there. Finally i'm home!
That night i reallie sleep so soundly, Mmmmmmmmmmmmm.......... Wat a wonderful Bed i have!!! =)
Paiseh lah.... Been busy getting stuffs done, spending time with my loves one and trying to get back to normal life again. (ok and of course abit lazy! hee~)
Well, it seems like i'm not very use to my normal life again after a two weeks break, hahaha.... i mean sometimes u enjoy yr holiday so much that you dont even wanna start work again... =p
Just love being carefree and dont bother about money issues... =)
Ok let my recap what's going on for my 12 days trip to Darwin, Australia.
Day 1 and 2
Parted with family and dear @ airport, saw how reluctant dear was when she's letting go my hand, she nearly teared though, oh well i reminded her that she's not suppose to tear easily, anyway her dear dear is gonna do his country proud!!! hahahah =)
Took Qantas plane, the taking off wasnt that smooth, abit afraid that something might happen, CHOI!!! but luckily nothing happen in the end, heng ah!! Finally reach Darwin airport ard 2 plus in the morning. ( australia time about 3 plus going 4, the time difference is abt 1 1/2 hr ). In the airport, there were airport staffs patroling with their trained dogs, the dogs will sniff us and our luggage for suspected meat or drugs!??! yup, the dogs pretty well train cos they never stick out their tongue and lick u, they just use their nose to sniff around. Custom check kinda long cos the australian quite particular about bringing poultry food in or issit any kinda food in!?!? Well finally done with everything and took a group bus to the hotel which were then 5 plus 6 (australian time). I was feeling tired and sleepy and the worse part is we cant check in till like 2pm in the afternoon. It was pure torture waiting ard and cant rest because there simply no place for us to sleep! I was feeling totally exhaust by like 7 plus 8 in the morning. The week before i fly i didnt get to rest well, sleeping like 4-5 hr everyday and did have a trainning session on my own before i go to the airport and then i didnt even get to sleep because of that night flight and that stupid check in time!. gosh! it feels terrible. I nearly collapse when i was walking ard the supermart buying food.
Yup that's how tired i was! After lunch, checking in, spend the rest of the day sleeping in my bed. Zzzzzzzzzzzzz...........
Woke up and had dinner which was prepared by my team mates. Yummy, after that went back to bed again! hahahaha.... i was literally a pig on that day. =p Eat and sleep.
Cant blame me, i was too tired to do anything and need to recuperate before my competition starts!
Day 3
It was the opening ceremony for the Arafura games, not too bad, quite grand, the crowds are great, the atmosphere was good, i feel pump up for the games! yeah!!! =)
Day 4, 5, 6
Spend the rest of those days, go to beach and pool to familiarise the competition place. Meet my competitors, made new friends, their hospitality was great. Did some walking ard the area of our residential. Have fun making breakfast, lunch (if got time), dinner at the hostel there (anyway its a backpackers inn, place). Did have some fun there however the bed sucks! cos it remind me of my army, navy life. However some are the beds are worse than the one i get in my NS life, cos some of those bed were badly out of shape. (sunken bed, can even feel the spring when we lie on the bed) One thing is good at that place is that there is a pool! a very small scale swimming pool, but is good enough for me though! i love water cos i'm a water creature! =)
Day 7
Competition day! It the start of a three day competition, beach competition was first. Didnt reallie do well, anyway beach events are not my cup of tea, anyway my fellow team mates didnt fare to well either, we will like kinda badly trash!?!?!? yup ... that;s the cruel fact though.... well we were determine to make something happen the next day at the pool, in fact i was Determined to make an impression in the pool competition the next day! However i was so shackled by the events i took part in beach. For the first time i feel like my arms are cramping! gosh it never happen to me before. I know i'm in bad shape now, never did i feel so tired before, i need to get rid of those lactic acid in my body. After returning from the competition, i went straight to the hotel pool to warm down. Yup, trying my best to warm down properly so that i can burn off as much lactic acid as possible and trying to loosen up the muscle so as to be more fresh the next day. I was determine to do well and claim a stand for tml competition.
Day 8
Pool competition in the morning! Beach competition again in the evening. Woke up and determine to do my best at the pool. Prepared and ready to go then. Did a personal best (PB)for the first event, miss out the bronze medal by 0.3s, that sucks! Though i did a PB, i know i can do a better time than i clock. Oh well if only we had pool competition as the start of the three day competition. I was feeling not too good before the pool races.
The next event is comin up, i feel like giving up because i was kinda tired and anyway it wasnt the event that i like to swim. However surprisingly during the swim, i found myself leading the pack, and i decided to use a little bit strength instead of slacking and for the last 50m i find myself in medal contention. This shock me and i decided to start to speed up and when i saw my teammates jumping up and down asking me to go faster, i realise i reallie in for a contention for medal chances, i reallie go as fast as i can. Luckily for me i came in third! beating some of the guys by a few microseconds! Phew~ Thanks to my teammates and if only i chiong at the very start of the race, prolly i can get better placing!?!? hahahah... oh well.... that's the first bronze medal for Singapore lifesaving for this arafura games and i'm glad i'm got it. *grinz =)
The team manager were relieve after i got the first medal for our sports, cos at least he got something to write in the report and for me, i'm happy for myself and i will try to get another again for tml pool competition.
Once the pool competition finished, we head back to hotel(hostel) to rest a while before heading to the beach competition which was held at mindil beach. This beach is famous for its night market, which only operates on thurs and sunday night. After the beach competition we went to the night market to walk abit. Just briefly scan tru cos the next day early morning we had our last day of competition which is pool competition.
Day 9
The last day of competition!!! Had some great fun, Was kinda in a more relaxed mood because of my bronze medal ytd, however was looking forward to adding more medals for today competition. Finally manage to claim another bronze medal and surprisingly a gold medal for the last event of the day. =) During the gold medal presentation, finally able to sing our national anthem at the podium as our national anthem was being played. Its been a long time since i last sing national anthem, its almost like 6 years!!! ahhahaa.... to sing at the podium there was great! a proud moment definately! =)
At night, we had a treat from our team manager and coach at a chinese restuarant! yummy! finally some "luxury" food for our stomach, Then its free and easy. Some of us then went over to a Gay and lesbian club to look look see see. Sometimes i hate to go clubbing, cos as usual it is very smoky, and its like not very healthy for my lungs and my eyes teared as a result of those horrendous smoke at tt place. Saw some interesting things and of cos feeling kinda gross when i saw two man kissing and caressing each other. Yukes! pukes!
Day 10
Finally no more competition, it's shopping time!!! hahahaha~ went around to tour around the place and do some shopping. Evening time went for the closing ceremony of the arafura games. The closing was kinda different, is more like a celebration kinda thingy, cos got stage performance and 5 mins plus of fireworks! Didnt stay till the end cos our team went straight to the casino which was just next to the closing ceremony place.
The entrance to the casino is free and as usual is smoky inside due to some smokers smoking heavily in that place. Saw lots of ppl with different expression, some is either stress that they losing or are so excited that they winning quite a fair bit.
Went to play jackpot there, at first i was losing quite badly, more than $10 plus then like some season gambler, i was hopping around those different jackpot machine. That's the theory of some gambler stating that when u win money in that certain jackpot machine, it is time for u to go away or another machine because the jackpot machine is tuned in such a way it will build a hugh money bank before it gives out winning again. Hmmm... so based on this theory, i was reallie hopping around searching for unoccupied jackpot tat didnt give out winning before it was left unoccupied. Not long after, I managed to recoup my loss and earn $1 in profit! ahhaah. That's enough for me, cos i dont wanna lose money .... $1 still a profit yeah... =) Anyway its like kinda late so we decided to go back to our hotel. Took a cab back to our hotel(hostel), Australia cab meter jump faster than compared to our singapore cab, and its more expensive as well. So i think i'm not gonna complained about our Singapore Taxi charges! hahahahah......
Day 11
Went walking around again, and its like kinda the last day of shopping, cos the next day there wont be any time to travel and shop. Boughts souvenirs and foods, yup food, cos some of those food flavours (chocolates) we cant find in singapore =)
At night we went to chill out in a nearby pub.
Day 12
It's home sweet home!!! Did some reallie last min shopping nearby our hotel(hostel) then off we go to the airport. I cant wait to go home, because i just miss my bed too much!!! hahahaha... Didnt reallie sleep too comfortably for 12 days because of those bunk beds!
The taking off and landing was much better this time round compared to the day we left for australia, i guess its all depend on the pilot flying skills or was it the plane!??!?!?!
Finally saw my family and my darling at the airport! It was great to see them again. Show them my medals and took some photos there. Finally i'm home!
That night i reallie sleep so soundly, Mmmmmmmmmmmmm.......... Wat a wonderful Bed i have!!! =)
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Finally i'm back after so long..... to all my friends who keep checking my site despite not updating any, so paiseh yah... just too busy with all the stuffs going on. I wont be around in town for the next 2 weeks, as i will be flying off tonight to Australia for competition. =p
Will update more when i'm back or if i have a chance to access internet over there.....
Take care all my friends...
And to my love, I WILL MISS YOU.......
Will update more when i'm back or if i have a chance to access internet over there.....
Take care all my friends...
And to my love, I WILL MISS YOU.......
Sunday, May 01, 2005
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Went out with dearie last night to shop for dad's bdae present. Wasnt reallie sure what to buy, was thinking just shop around and gather some ideas on what to buy..... Before long, i know wat i wanted to buy and just pay for it. Spend almost $200 alotgether on my dad's bdae, he better appreciate it! hahahaha!
Saw the guess bad/wallet that dear wanted me to see. Well it looks reallie very nice, and it look very nice on her too..... Price still alright, however dear and me budget tight so we were there think and think and think! I think even the salesgirl wonder why we loiter ard the bag for soooo long! =p
Take a look at how much i spend this month, it's nothing but scary! In fact i overspend what i earn! Guilty guilty ! Big expenses such as a new phone, online web hosting, dad's bday present, payment of the aus trip i'm going in May. I reallie hope i can find tones of notes lying on the ground for me to pick or i manage to plant a money tree! Somehow kinda regret in buying my nokia 7710, Firstly if not then i might be able to buy the Guess bag for dearie for it reallie looks so nice. Secondly is i just receive my handphone bill for this month, and guess what, my phone bill is so high all thanks to the GPRS!!! Due to it's the latest gadget, trying to explore the function, surfing webpage using my nokia 7710 and as a result the bill become so freaking expensive!!! I can just faint! Not going to surf using my handphone anymore, cos it doesnt make sense, the money that singtel charges is not worth it at all.....
Packing my comp table and my room, came across certain notes that i've joted down while reading books a few months ago.
Just some on our life issues
"Death is the great equalizer, the one big thing that can finally make strangers shed a tear for one another" --> Somehow i find it very true, think abt it, think abt events such as Sept 11, Princess Diana Deathe, Wang Na's case, Tsunami last year....
"Tapes, photographs and videos, are a desperate attempt to steal something from death's suitcase."
How true can this sentence go..... ok... not going to be reflective on life again.....
Well before i sign off, hope the whole world is filled with love, there's too much politics, jealousy, too much of other stuffs that might start a war anytime (China-taiwan issues, China-Japan) USA-iraq war which i find it ridiculously stupid, something sneaky going on between Bush and Hussein which created a war between this two nation, and now iraq people are the unfortunate ones suffering the consequences of post war. Even children, people in Vietnam, Cambodia are still suffering after so long after war!
so
- LOVE EACH OTHER OR PERISH - Auden-
Saw the guess bad/wallet that dear wanted me to see. Well it looks reallie very nice, and it look very nice on her too..... Price still alright, however dear and me budget tight so we were there think and think and think! I think even the salesgirl wonder why we loiter ard the bag for soooo long! =p
Take a look at how much i spend this month, it's nothing but scary! In fact i overspend what i earn! Guilty guilty ! Big expenses such as a new phone, online web hosting, dad's bday present, payment of the aus trip i'm going in May. I reallie hope i can find tones of notes lying on the ground for me to pick or i manage to plant a money tree! Somehow kinda regret in buying my nokia 7710, Firstly if not then i might be able to buy the Guess bag for dearie for it reallie looks so nice. Secondly is i just receive my handphone bill for this month, and guess what, my phone bill is so high all thanks to the GPRS!!! Due to it's the latest gadget, trying to explore the function, surfing webpage using my nokia 7710 and as a result the bill become so freaking expensive!!! I can just faint! Not going to surf using my handphone anymore, cos it doesnt make sense, the money that singtel charges is not worth it at all.....
Packing my comp table and my room, came across certain notes that i've joted down while reading books a few months ago.
Just some on our life issues
"Death is the great equalizer, the one big thing that can finally make strangers shed a tear for one another" --> Somehow i find it very true, think abt it, think abt events such as Sept 11, Princess Diana Deathe, Wang Na's case, Tsunami last year....
"Tapes, photographs and videos, are a desperate attempt to steal something from death's suitcase."
How true can this sentence go..... ok... not going to be reflective on life again.....
Well before i sign off, hope the whole world is filled with love, there's too much politics, jealousy, too much of other stuffs that might start a war anytime (China-taiwan issues, China-Japan) USA-iraq war which i find it ridiculously stupid, something sneaky going on between Bush and Hussein which created a war between this two nation, and now iraq people are the unfortunate ones suffering the consequences of post war. Even children, people in Vietnam, Cambodia are still suffering after so long after war!
so
- LOVE EACH OTHER OR PERISH - Auden-
Saturday, April 23, 2005
New Layout on the BLOG!
Got a new outlook for my blog, ok yes.. though it's already up for a few days. Well finally upload a song that wont have those irritating pop up. And i think it would benefit those readers visiting my side to choose whether to listen or not to the song i uploaded.
Today was good, coaching was easy and the kids bring smile to my face today =)
Dad's bday is coming and i have yet bought anything yet..... stress.......
Well upload a song just for dearie..... a wonderful song to a wonderful gal =)
I mean every single sentence in this lyrics.... =)
YOU MAKE ME FEEL BRAND NEW
My love
I'll never find the words, my love
To tell you how I feel, my love
Mere words could not explain
Precious love
You held my life within your hands
Created everything I am
Taught me how to live again
Only you
Cared when I needed a friend
Believed in me through thick and thin
This song is for you
Filled with gratitude and love
God bless you
You make me feel brand new
For God blessed me with you
You make me feel brand new
I sing this song 'cause you
Make me feel brand new
My love
Whenever I was insecure
You built me up and made me sure
You gave my pride back to me
Precious friend
With you I'll always have a friend
You're someone who I can depend
To walk a path that never ends
Without you
My life has no meaning or rhyme
Like notes to a song out of time
How can I repay
You for having faith in me
Today was good, coaching was easy and the kids bring smile to my face today =)
Dad's bday is coming and i have yet bought anything yet..... stress.......
Well upload a song just for dearie..... a wonderful song to a wonderful gal =)
I mean every single sentence in this lyrics.... =)
YOU MAKE ME FEEL BRAND NEW
My love
I'll never find the words, my love
To tell you how I feel, my love
Mere words could not explain
Precious love
You held my life within your hands
Created everything I am
Taught me how to live again
Only you
Cared when I needed a friend
Believed in me through thick and thin
This song is for you
Filled with gratitude and love
God bless you
You make me feel brand new
For God blessed me with you
You make me feel brand new
I sing this song 'cause you
Make me feel brand new
My love
Whenever I was insecure
You built me up and made me sure
You gave my pride back to me
Precious friend
With you I'll always have a friend
You're someone who I can depend
To walk a path that never ends
Without you
My life has no meaning or rhyme
Like notes to a song out of time
How can I repay
You for having faith in me
Thursday, April 21, 2005
Before i go to bed, i think i should do some blogging. Oh well, this week wasnt that busy. Finally able to sit down and have some thought abt wat i want in life. I'm going to be 24, and seriously i still dont know wat i want in life. Mid-life crisis??? nonono... i just havent finalise the things i wanna do. Well hope i get an ans soon. Currently working on my website.... need to get all those info done, Thanks tingz and edison for helping... =)
Well my dad b'dae is coming and i dont know what things to get for him. Seriously, i always have a hard time cracking my brain during this time of the month every year... haiz.... can somebody give me some ideas.... oh well my big aunt decided to throw a bday party for my dad. Throw a party at the age of 50 plus!??!?! Yeah u heard it right, i guess that's pretty much siblings love bah, anyway it doesnt bother me, i thought it was a good thing to throw a party for my dad, anyway how many times can we celebrate our birthday in a lifetime.... i think it's gonna be one kind of big event, my overseas relatives would come and all my dad siblings will be there to celebrate a memorable b'dae for him this year. Hiaz... i havent get the cake and present! STRESS!!!
The month of May will be a busy month for me. Still contemplating whether to go to Australia in May, however was kinda force to go... so boh bianz... will go there for half a month to represent Singapore in the Arafura Games 2005. After i come back, have to head to China for some mission. Oh well..... almost a month not in Singapore, and it just as good as no income for a month...... Stress.... i need to service my loans!!! Can somebody give me 4 golden number for this coming sat and sun 4D!??!?!?!
Ok its 2am, need to go and sleep, promise dearie to sleep early tonight, guess i really didnt do it anyway yah..... hahah.... better do it now before she get angry....=p
* OFF to bed...... ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...............
Well my dad b'dae is coming and i dont know what things to get for him. Seriously, i always have a hard time cracking my brain during this time of the month every year... haiz.... can somebody give me some ideas.... oh well my big aunt decided to throw a bday party for my dad. Throw a party at the age of 50 plus!??!?! Yeah u heard it right, i guess that's pretty much siblings love bah, anyway it doesnt bother me, i thought it was a good thing to throw a party for my dad, anyway how many times can we celebrate our birthday in a lifetime.... i think it's gonna be one kind of big event, my overseas relatives would come and all my dad siblings will be there to celebrate a memorable b'dae for him this year. Hiaz... i havent get the cake and present! STRESS!!!
The month of May will be a busy month for me. Still contemplating whether to go to Australia in May, however was kinda force to go... so boh bianz... will go there for half a month to represent Singapore in the Arafura Games 2005. After i come back, have to head to China for some mission. Oh well..... almost a month not in Singapore, and it just as good as no income for a month...... Stress.... i need to service my loans!!! Can somebody give me 4 golden number for this coming sat and sun 4D!??!?!?!
Ok its 2am, need to go and sleep, promise dearie to sleep early tonight, guess i really didnt do it anyway yah..... hahah.... better do it now before she get angry....=p
* OFF to bed...... ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...............
Sunday, April 17, 2005
It's gonna be another one week update. Been real busy with works this week, hardly have time for other stuffs....... oh well just came across this new product adidas is launching, i thought it is pretty innovative. Take a look and have yr own verdict
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Saturday came too soon for me, it was a week after that dramatic meeting with that gay, i wasnt comfortable going to the pool, cos if i happen to see him there and he start to give me grinz or show any funny faces or worse come and approach me again, i tell you i dont know wat i would react, prolly i might just give him a punch. Nonetheless luckily for me, he was no where to be found. Thank goodness.
Saturday was good for my dad cos he strike lottery! ahahha... So happy for him, i dont think i got any chances of striking lottery soon cos i dont bet on 4D or toto. Always wish i could win something, maybe something from this NKF lucky draws. Hahahah... oh well... somehow it's pretty destined to whether you able to strike lottery or not. Shall not be too bothered abt it.
I got a letter from my school, MDIS. Before hand, my classmate was telling me that they have recieved their final project results, though its a well-known fact that we would not fail our final project unless we didnt reallie bothered to do it properly that kind. However i do have fear opening up the result slip posted to me. There's always the "What If" kinda thingy. I breathe a sigh of relieve when i saw my marks. I got a Grade B for my final project, and this marks the end of my degree course. I've finally graduated !!! Now awaiting my transcript, honours classification and my convocation. I told my dad about my result, and immediately he's beaming with joy. I bet he is thinking that finally he managed to raise a son that complete a degree course. I know this is nothing as there's plenty of ppl ard are degree holders, however i suppose its every parent dream to have their very own kids to graduate with at least a degree. Nonetheless i sensed that he cant wait for my convocation and taking a family potrait with my "Harry Porter suit" =)
I upset dearie ytd night. It was my fault that i created such a situation for her. Sometimes in life, we have to deal with our past. I know i have no more excuses to make but i sincerely hope that by still having photos ard doesnt mean anything. Cause i dont feel anything by looking at the pics or i dont have any special meaning keepin the pics. Luckily we cleared up our airs and everything's fine.
Things changes very fast, it was only last year that i'm with my ex, right now i'm with my current gf. Time heals, a person whom is so special last year has grown so distance away from me. No longer do i feel for her as i had last year. Understand very clearly why we broke off, and i realise we are better off apart. Anyway i guess it's a sooner or later kind of thing for us, and luckily we broke of last year. Ever since that fateful incidence happen, things has never been the same again. we were trying very hard and i'm glad we are apart now. It hurts alot then, and i wonder would i ever get into any other relationship because i am afraid to have another deja-vu kinda thingy. Things change when i meet an ordinary gal who is so extra-ordinary in her own ways. Slowly she become somebody so special that i thought there wont be any special person ard after my ex. Somehow i believe everything happen for a reason and everything has got a silver lining to it no matter how bad it is or how bad it may seems. For me, i'm so glad that i able to communicate so much better with my dearie now. I thank her for all the things that she had done and reallie sympathise with her if she had to endure any of my devilish behaviour.
To my dearie now.
- Thank you for being so understanding all these months.
- Thank you for appreciating all the things that i've done.
- Thank you for all the efforts you put in the relationship.
- Thank you for being a pillar of support/strength whenever i needed you.
- Thank you for being such a wonderful dear
A special person like you deserve more than these three letter word that i gonna say
" I LOVE YOU "
- If you ask me do i love you this much.......... BABY, I DO ......-
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Saturday came too soon for me, it was a week after that dramatic meeting with that gay, i wasnt comfortable going to the pool, cos if i happen to see him there and he start to give me grinz or show any funny faces or worse come and approach me again, i tell you i dont know wat i would react, prolly i might just give him a punch. Nonetheless luckily for me, he was no where to be found. Thank goodness.
Saturday was good for my dad cos he strike lottery! ahahha... So happy for him, i dont think i got any chances of striking lottery soon cos i dont bet on 4D or toto. Always wish i could win something, maybe something from this NKF lucky draws. Hahahah... oh well... somehow it's pretty destined to whether you able to strike lottery or not. Shall not be too bothered abt it.
I got a letter from my school, MDIS. Before hand, my classmate was telling me that they have recieved their final project results, though its a well-known fact that we would not fail our final project unless we didnt reallie bothered to do it properly that kind. However i do have fear opening up the result slip posted to me. There's always the "What If" kinda thingy. I breathe a sigh of relieve when i saw my marks. I got a Grade B for my final project, and this marks the end of my degree course. I've finally graduated !!! Now awaiting my transcript, honours classification and my convocation. I told my dad about my result, and immediately he's beaming with joy. I bet he is thinking that finally he managed to raise a son that complete a degree course. I know this is nothing as there's plenty of ppl ard are degree holders, however i suppose its every parent dream to have their very own kids to graduate with at least a degree. Nonetheless i sensed that he cant wait for my convocation and taking a family potrait with my "Harry Porter suit" =)
I upset dearie ytd night. It was my fault that i created such a situation for her. Sometimes in life, we have to deal with our past. I know i have no more excuses to make but i sincerely hope that by still having photos ard doesnt mean anything. Cause i dont feel anything by looking at the pics or i dont have any special meaning keepin the pics. Luckily we cleared up our airs and everything's fine.
Things changes very fast, it was only last year that i'm with my ex, right now i'm with my current gf. Time heals, a person whom is so special last year has grown so distance away from me. No longer do i feel for her as i had last year. Understand very clearly why we broke off, and i realise we are better off apart. Anyway i guess it's a sooner or later kind of thing for us, and luckily we broke of last year. Ever since that fateful incidence happen, things has never been the same again. we were trying very hard and i'm glad we are apart now. It hurts alot then, and i wonder would i ever get into any other relationship because i am afraid to have another deja-vu kinda thingy. Things change when i meet an ordinary gal who is so extra-ordinary in her own ways. Slowly she become somebody so special that i thought there wont be any special person ard after my ex. Somehow i believe everything happen for a reason and everything has got a silver lining to it no matter how bad it is or how bad it may seems. For me, i'm so glad that i able to communicate so much better with my dearie now. I thank her for all the things that she had done and reallie sympathise with her if she had to endure any of my devilish behaviour.
To my dearie now.
- Thank you for being so understanding all these months.
- Thank you for appreciating all the things that i've done.
- Thank you for all the efforts you put in the relationship.
- Thank you for being a pillar of support/strength whenever i needed you.
- Thank you for being such a wonderful dear
A special person like you deserve more than these three letter word that i gonna say
" I LOVE YOU "
- If you ask me do i love you this much.......... BABY, I DO ......-
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Gelare Outing
Dear decided to come and stay over my house, here we are experiencing our domestic partnership for a few days! =p Overall it was FUN! hahaha~ well at least i enjoy every single bits, though the days pass by too quickly.
Went to play Badminton with dearie on Thurs, and guess what, i lost! hahaha... is either she's good, or i'm bad..... =p well had a nice workout, but dear got ache all over her right arm.... i think i make her work overdrive... hahah...
Fri night went out to walk walk at East Coast, went to eat waffle ice-cream at Gelare, walk along the beach, play with the sands! hahah... feel so shiok with the cool breeze blowing... =)
Below is those pics that i took, pics didnt turn out that great as the place was not brightly lit.
Gelare ! Yummy !
Went coaching today, nothing unusual until i finish bathing.... a middle age indian guy come approach me in the toilet..... the conversation was as follow....
Indian Man : Hi, my name is _______ (cant remember) *reach his hand out
Me : *thinking nothing wrong reach out and shock his hand and say ohh.. hi, my name is Kelvin
Indian Man : (Still Grabbing my hand) Ohh u swim very good, u can swim how many laps.
Me : ohh still can lah, thanks .. *smile
Indian Man : You free??? wanna go out have maken or enjoy???
Me : (Take my hand away after shakin for so long) Oh .. sorry.. not free... need to go out..
Indian Man : ohh... when u free ? we go out lah... go out eat and enjoy?
Me : (Puzzled?) ohh ... no... me also kinda busy... dont know when i got free time to meet up....... busy! (*forcing a smile)
Indian Man : ohh busy, nvm... when u more free? after work or something ... we go out talk, maken, and enjoy????
Me : (feeling abit weird now) er... sorry ... busy .... cannot ...
Indian Man : Busy ah... working shift works???
Me : yah , yesh..... (forcing a smile back)
Indian Man : Oh okie... nvm.... *walks aways...
I breathe a sigh of relieve, i was like..... wat the hell, what does he want! keep asking me to go out and eat and enjoy??
Before i get an answer tru some thinking, he came back and talk to me again
Indian Man : oh.. why dont i give u a call to see when u free so that we can go out ? to meet and enjoy?
Me : (feels very uneasy) Ohh no... it's ok ... i'll be here to coach every week, no need call .... (smile back)
Indian man walks aways and I quickly change up but before i leave.... he came over again! Damm!
Indian Man : Hey nice meeting you, (reach his hand out and want to shake my hand )
Me : (trying to be nice and friendly) ohh .. (smile and shake his hand)
Indian Man : I like you ! do u like me!?!? (use his index finger to tickle my palm!)
Me : (WTF !!! DAMM IT HE'S A GAY!) (Quickly took my hand away) Oh no! no no.... (face turn in disgust!)
Indian Man : Grinning..... we go out eat and enjoy !?!?
Me : NO, Thanks!
Indian Man : says bye and walk away
F*** ! Bloody gay! i feel so sick..... i'm so disgusted! now i know why he keep saying go out and enjoy! ohh man, i feel like puking! Anyway i went to the basin and quickly wash my hand with soaps! Yes ! abit extreme but i just wanted to wash my hand clean! I'm just so disgusted by the whole incident!
Went out of the toilet after washing my hand and told dearie abt it, dear was shock , so was my sis.... goodness me.. cant believe that man can be so daring!
Girls came and approach me before and now came this indian man! ohh gosh! i can attract both sexes at the swimming complex!
Am i that attractive!?!? I think i do.... hahahahahaha (ok, self-praise yeah) ; )
anyway a notes to all the gays in Singapore....Buzz off cos i'm a STRAIGHT!!!!
Dear back at home now..... i'm gonna sleep without her lying beside me..... I miss her ....
Went to play Badminton with dearie on Thurs, and guess what, i lost! hahaha... is either she's good, or i'm bad..... =p well had a nice workout, but dear got ache all over her right arm.... i think i make her work overdrive... hahah...
Fri night went out to walk walk at East Coast, went to eat waffle ice-cream at Gelare, walk along the beach, play with the sands! hahah... feel so shiok with the cool breeze blowing... =)
Below is those pics that i took, pics didnt turn out that great as the place was not brightly lit.
Gelare ! Yummy !
Went coaching today, nothing unusual until i finish bathing.... a middle age indian guy come approach me in the toilet..... the conversation was as follow....
Indian Man : Hi, my name is _______ (cant remember) *reach his hand out
Me : *thinking nothing wrong reach out and shock his hand and say ohh.. hi, my name is Kelvin
Indian Man : (Still Grabbing my hand) Ohh u swim very good, u can swim how many laps.
Me : ohh still can lah, thanks .. *smile
Indian Man : You free??? wanna go out have maken or enjoy???
Me : (Take my hand away after shakin for so long) Oh .. sorry.. not free... need to go out..
Indian Man : ohh... when u free ? we go out lah... go out eat and enjoy?
Me : (Puzzled?) ohh ... no... me also kinda busy... dont know when i got free time to meet up....... busy! (*forcing a smile)
Indian Man : ohh busy, nvm... when u more free? after work or something ... we go out talk, maken, and enjoy????
Me : (feeling abit weird now) er... sorry ... busy .... cannot ...
Indian Man : Busy ah... working shift works???
Me : yah , yesh..... (forcing a smile back)
Indian Man : Oh okie... nvm.... *walks aways...
I breathe a sigh of relieve, i was like..... wat the hell, what does he want! keep asking me to go out and eat and enjoy??
Before i get an answer tru some thinking, he came back and talk to me again
Indian Man : oh.. why dont i give u a call to see when u free so that we can go out ? to meet and enjoy?
Me : (feels very uneasy) Ohh no... it's ok ... i'll be here to coach every week, no need call .... (smile back)
Indian man walks aways and I quickly change up but before i leave.... he came over again! Damm!
Indian Man : Hey nice meeting you, (reach his hand out and want to shake my hand )
Me : (trying to be nice and friendly) ohh .. (smile and shake his hand)
Indian Man : I like you ! do u like me!?!? (use his index finger to tickle my palm!)
Me : (WTF !!! DAMM IT HE'S A GAY!) (Quickly took my hand away) Oh no! no no.... (face turn in disgust!)
Indian Man : Grinning..... we go out eat and enjoy !?!?
Me : NO, Thanks!
Indian Man : says bye and walk away
F*** ! Bloody gay! i feel so sick..... i'm so disgusted! now i know why he keep saying go out and enjoy! ohh man, i feel like puking! Anyway i went to the basin and quickly wash my hand with soaps! Yes ! abit extreme but i just wanted to wash my hand clean! I'm just so disgusted by the whole incident!
Went out of the toilet after washing my hand and told dearie abt it, dear was shock , so was my sis.... goodness me.. cant believe that man can be so daring!
Girls came and approach me before and now came this indian man! ohh gosh! i can attract both sexes at the swimming complex!
Am i that attractive!?!? I think i do.... hahahahahaha (ok, self-praise yeah) ; )
anyway a notes to all the gays in Singapore....Buzz off cos i'm a STRAIGHT!!!!
Dear back at home now..... i'm gonna sleep without her lying beside me..... I miss her ....
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Qing Ming festival
Came back from my Qing Ming Mission in Batam, Understand more about my family hierachy, way up to my great grand father. =) Need to travel to another island to pay respect to my great grand father, whose tombstone are far far away in an island 1 and a half hour ride from batam. Went to another island nearby which is call Morhor. A place where my dad use to live when he was young. Had some fun photo-shooting myself.
Here are those "entertaining" photos, all taken using my Nokia 7710..... Do not try to perform those following act, parental guidiance needed.
The so-call speed boat for our transportation. That's my sis.... Peace out
More than just one puff
Delight from an "Addictive Smoker"
I'm the G cup man!~ (So heavy)!!!
Here are those "entertaining" photos, all taken using my Nokia 7710..... Do not try to perform those following act, parental guidiance needed.
The so-call speed boat for our transportation. That's my sis.... Peace out
More than just one puff
Delight from an "Addictive Smoker"
I'm the G cup man!~ (So heavy)!!!
Saturday, April 02, 2005
NKF 26 hrs swim!
Well quite busy this past few days. Wednesday was my busiest! Went for coaching then straight away rush for the NKF 26 hrs swim. It's a charity swim, just hope to do something for those Kidney patient. They reallie a group of ppl who went tru so much hardship. If life is just a one time thingy, a one time affair with the earth, then it's kinda unfair that some have to went tru soooo much hardship while some enjoy the biggest of a fortune to spend, play for the rest of their lives! Is this what we call the beauty of life???? Oh well after a few hours then rush back home and off i go for another two coaching session till late at night! phew! Super long day!
Manage to catch a glimse of me on TV, cause they were showing the news about the NKF swim. Oh well i think i look fat! hahahaha..... think i should excercise more! =p
Going back to Batam for Qing Ming festival this weekend. And so... i'm gonna miss my bed...... =(
Manage to catch a glimse of me on TV, cause they were showing the news about the NKF swim. Oh well i think i look fat! hahahaha..... think i should excercise more! =p
Going back to Batam for Qing Ming festival this weekend. And so... i'm gonna miss my bed...... =(
Monday, March 28, 2005
~My Nokia 7710~
I'm gleeing with delight now!!! If you still dont know why, it's because i got myself a latest gadget !!! Yipee... one down in my wish list! hahahaah~
Well got it for quite cheap, though being kinda cheated by the mobile seller who last min slap me with a 5% GST! Argh! i think he wanna up his earning a little since i do not wanna purchase any extra accessories, scheming ppl! Nonetheless still manage to get it at about $100 cheaper than what Starhub and M1 is offering.(Singtel have yet come out with that phone) So overall still consider a good deal.
*Playing with my Nokia 7710 now =) *grinz
Well got it for quite cheap, though being kinda cheated by the mobile seller who last min slap me with a 5% GST! Argh! i think he wanna up his earning a little since i do not wanna purchase any extra accessories, scheming ppl! Nonetheless still manage to get it at about $100 cheaper than what Starhub and M1 is offering.(Singtel have yet come out with that phone) So overall still consider a good deal.
*Playing with my Nokia 7710 now =) *grinz
It's another weekly update.
Last Thursday was my sis birthday, and it's also a day i lost my voice! ohh darn! Well have real fun celebrating my sis birthday, and i bet it was kinda a memorable one for her. Thanks dear for buying soooooooo many medicine for my sore throat trying ways to regain my lovable voice. Oh well , manage to regain before my coaching on Sat, i didnt even raise my voice at the kids during my lesson on sat, hahaha! i was too concious that i might lose my voice again since i just recovered.
Went to look around for Nokia 7710!! Ahh.... it's $988 with two years contract and $1118 without contract, Still trying my best to get hold of that phone with the cheapest amount! Will continue to shop around. =)
Nothing much happen during the weekend, though i believe most of my frns will enjoy the long weekend, while i was busy with my trials.... nonetheless fare quite ok in the trials, so shouldnt be much of a problem to go Aus in May and compete, I think i have to start trainning harder from now..... =p
It's another monday, another start of a new week, plenty of things have to do. Numbers of things are rolling over the weeks and it's breathing down my neck... bleahz =p
*off to do my stuffs
Last Thursday was my sis birthday, and it's also a day i lost my voice! ohh darn! Well have real fun celebrating my sis birthday, and i bet it was kinda a memorable one for her. Thanks dear for buying soooooooo many medicine for my sore throat trying ways to regain my lovable voice. Oh well , manage to regain before my coaching on Sat, i didnt even raise my voice at the kids during my lesson on sat, hahaha! i was too concious that i might lose my voice again since i just recovered.
Went to look around for Nokia 7710!! Ahh.... it's $988 with two years contract and $1118 without contract, Still trying my best to get hold of that phone with the cheapest amount! Will continue to shop around. =)
Nothing much happen during the weekend, though i believe most of my frns will enjoy the long weekend, while i was busy with my trials.... nonetheless fare quite ok in the trials, so shouldnt be much of a problem to go Aus in May and compete, I think i have to start trainning harder from now..... =p
It's another monday, another start of a new week, plenty of things have to do. Numbers of things are rolling over the weeks and it's breathing down my neck... bleahz =p
*off to do my stuffs
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Got a big time shock when i came across something in googles search. Permed hair was the search word, and after i click.... TA-DA! Dear pic was there!!! ahhahah! Below is the URL
http://images.google.com.sg/images?q=permed+hair&hl=en&btnG=Google+Search
Dearie with her permed hair(got it from google search)
Got so facinated that i tried typing my name in the googles search engine, and my photo was there too! hahahaha
I think both of us should charge google.com.sg for royalties yeah..... my goodness they use our photos without us knowing!!! HAhaha...
Anyway Dear also appear in this month seventeen magazine, she did appear in previous issue but seems like the editorial just cant get enough of her. Hahaha! Is she turning into some celebrity!?!??!?! Oh well, to those guys that are wowing at her .... cut that stares and those whistle, BUZZ OFF! Coz she's MINE!!! Hahhaha....
*Kelv is in a jovial mood today! hehe~ *winks*
http://images.google.com.sg/images?q=permed+hair&hl=en&btnG=Google+Search
Dearie with her permed hair(got it from google search)
Got so facinated that i tried typing my name in the googles search engine, and my photo was there too! hahahaha
I think both of us should charge google.com.sg for royalties yeah..... my goodness they use our photos without us knowing!!! HAhaha...
Anyway Dear also appear in this month seventeen magazine, she did appear in previous issue but seems like the editorial just cant get enough of her. Hahaha! Is she turning into some celebrity!?!??!?! Oh well, to those guys that are wowing at her .... cut that stares and those whistle, BUZZ OFF! Coz she's MINE!!! Hahhaha....
*Kelv is in a jovial mood today! hehe~ *winks*
Friday, March 18, 2005
Was out till very late ytd. Went to Yuki Yaki for steamboat and teppanyaki buffett, and of cos their famous DIY ice-cream and then follow by K-boxing till 3am! *yawn
Anyway for the first time, i "cooked" my own ice-cream! waaahhhahahha.... It was great FUN! Below is just some of the pictures i took, hope i dont look like ice-cream seller... bleahz =p
Enjoyed myself pretty much ytd with good food and MY ICE-CREAM ! ;p as well as the wonderful session @ Kbox. Nonetheless the result of going out late is to feel tired the next day! *yawn..... i'm going trainning later somemore..... *Slap forehead .....
Making ice-cream @ Yuki Yaki
Anyway for the first time, i "cooked" my own ice-cream! waaahhhahahha.... It was great FUN! Below is just some of the pictures i took, hope i dont look like ice-cream seller... bleahz =p
Enjoyed myself pretty much ytd with good food and MY ICE-CREAM ! ;p as well as the wonderful session @ Kbox. Nonetheless the result of going out late is to feel tired the next day! *yawn..... i'm going trainning later somemore..... *Slap forehead .....
Making ice-cream @ Yuki Yaki
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
I have a wonderful weekend. =) *grinz
Ok, Me and dearie decided to have a 3 days 2 night stay in my house. The reason is budget constraint. It's better to spend on other better and more meaningful stuffs/things rather than accomodation. Hmm.... sounds like a good bargain to stay at home for free..... =p
It's always feel great to have your love one beside you right before u sleep and immediately when u open your eyes the next day. Though the in-between events could be somehow not very appetizing. Fighting for the side of the bed to sleep, snatching of bolster and blanket in the middle of the night! Well all these were all solved once we cuddle each other. =) *shant elobrate further before friends reading this will get goosebump..... hahah.... ok i'm exaggerating.
Let's take a recap on what happen over the weekend... hmm......
Sat
Was involved with the event jointly organised by Team Singapore and Singapore Tourism Board. Meet some athletes from different sports. It was great to know that Team Singapore is growing stronger every now and then. Went to tried out GMAX (www.gmax.com.sg) Yeah... u heard it right GMAX. That one located at Clarke Quay. Wasnt too facinated to try it because i'm worried once i'm up in the sky , my spirit will just stay there and never come down that kind. Ok, abit exaggerating again. Well finally gather enough courage to try out that GMAX, afterall it is free (Paid by Team Singapore) Was pretty amazed at how much they charge, $30 per pax! That's expensive thrill! I would rather spend on some romatic dinner or something equivalent to that. Anyway this ultimate bungey is a 3 sitter, i chose the side of that seat, the inspection for the whole "machine" was very slow but detailed. I guess this is highly dangerous, that's why they have to be so careful if not newspaper headline will splash across Singapore the next day if anything mishaped happen. Oh well, i was found sitting in that machine faster than i thought. My heartbeat race faster as every seconds tickle away. The operator sure know how to tease their customers. I wasnt too scare or stiff however i'm not feeling that comfortable as well sitting in that machine anticipating the immenient launching of me and my 2 other friends up in the air, 60kim above the ground in just 2secs!
That little machine was titled backwards and we were told to relax and lay our head on that seat head cushions. My heartbeat was reallie pumping now that the feeling of myself up in the air was becoming a fast reality as every seconds races pass. There is no backing out now and soon smoke was pump out, was it suppose to be a distraction or what i do not know for the very next moment i was zooming like a space rocket up in the Singapore sky! The going up was shiok! however i wouldnt say exactly the same thing when i'm going down. It was free fall!!! I didnt even feel that i had a seat beneath me when the machine just drop and turn me 360 degree. I was screaming with delight!!! Overall it was FUN! real FUN! the feeling of moving "freely" in the air was great! Though i find that every thing happen very fast and within seconds we are ready to descend to the ground. I thought to myself woooo... it wasnt as scary as i thought afterall and i was really feeling very shiok! however for that quick thrill, the price is reallie too high. I wouldnt reallie wanna try again until i have enough spare cash to splurge around. =p Anyway the ride was capture in a VCD, me and my other 2 friends facial expression were hilarious to the core! We perfectly show a series of emotion before and after the ride! hahahahaha.....
G-Max was real fun and then its my swimming coaching time. I always enjoy coaching, you know sometimes those kids can reallie perks up your day, however it wasnt meant to be it for this week, i was rather agitated by them this week. One week they can be so adorable angel so fancinating and the next week they can be devilish demon. Well, i endure it through though...... and had a short session with dearie. Glad that she imporved her swimming skill under such a talented coach. Erh-hemm... abit the thick skin now! hahahah...
After that we went to watch the movie ROBOTS with dearie and my sis. It was my sis first time watching movie after soo long! and what a movie to watch! It was so funny that i could hardly have time catching what the character trying to say because i was so busy laughing away at those words and actions! Definately Two thumbs up for the movie!!! another four more thumbs from dearie and sis =p
After that went to eat tuo hua. Been there a couple of time and everytime there will always be full of people qeueing up. Not that the services is inefficient, it is just that too many people wanna taste their famous tuo hua. Makes me wonder how much money they make each night..... if you wondering which stall it is.... the stall is call Rochor Beancurd. I think most food fanatic would know exactly where it is located. If you dont know and wanna try it. Then ask me ok.... =)
Outing on 12/03/2005
SUN
Just realise it's been a long entry as this point in time, shall try to keep it as short as possible....
Didnt do much on Sunday, had a late night sleep cos was playing with dearie then wake up early the next day for trainning. Was kinda shag out, so spend the rest of the day sleeping, talking, chatting, watching show on tv, basically just hang ard in the house.
MON
Had already plan what we gonna do on Monday morning, therefore, woke up early in the morning to get prepared. Went KBOX late in the morning for their Lunch special package. I was having sore throat cos havent been resting too much recently and i think it just caught me at a bad time. Nevertheless it didnt stop me from going KBOX to sing, because dearie yearn for so long to sing with me, just dont wanna dissapoint her ... =p
Was having some fun singing and of cos snapping some photos away! Dearie was so engrossed in singing the "PINK" song...... my goodness, everything so pinkish in the lyrics.... i couldnt imagine having a pink sky, pink sea.... i think i would just faint if i actually see it happening!
Went to shop around for sis pressie, bought a few stuffs here and there. I got myself a new book! I'm just like a small child facinated by a new toy! bleahz =p
I was so delighted that dearie managed to borrow the books i want from TP library! She such a sweetie, sooo thoughtful! I just love the way she love me! =) I feel like a pampared kid! hahahahaha
Had my coaching lesson in TP, it was their small little time trial, and was delighted at the way some of my swimmers perform! They did so well, and i'm just feel as happy as them.
Having a busy week again, and i hope it's gonna be another fruitful week! =)
*Off i go to watch the 9pm channel 8 show! =)
Ok, Me and dearie decided to have a 3 days 2 night stay in my house. The reason is budget constraint. It's better to spend on other better and more meaningful stuffs/things rather than accomodation. Hmm.... sounds like a good bargain to stay at home for free..... =p
It's always feel great to have your love one beside you right before u sleep and immediately when u open your eyes the next day. Though the in-between events could be somehow not very appetizing. Fighting for the side of the bed to sleep, snatching of bolster and blanket in the middle of the night! Well all these were all solved once we cuddle each other. =) *shant elobrate further before friends reading this will get goosebump..... hahah.... ok i'm exaggerating.
Let's take a recap on what happen over the weekend... hmm......
Sat
Was involved with the event jointly organised by Team Singapore and Singapore Tourism Board. Meet some athletes from different sports. It was great to know that Team Singapore is growing stronger every now and then. Went to tried out GMAX (www.gmax.com.sg) Yeah... u heard it right GMAX. That one located at Clarke Quay. Wasnt too facinated to try it because i'm worried once i'm up in the sky , my spirit will just stay there and never come down that kind. Ok, abit exaggerating again. Well finally gather enough courage to try out that GMAX, afterall it is free (Paid by Team Singapore) Was pretty amazed at how much they charge, $30 per pax! That's expensive thrill! I would rather spend on some romatic dinner or something equivalent to that. Anyway this ultimate bungey is a 3 sitter, i chose the side of that seat, the inspection for the whole "machine" was very slow but detailed. I guess this is highly dangerous, that's why they have to be so careful if not newspaper headline will splash across Singapore the next day if anything mishaped happen. Oh well, i was found sitting in that machine faster than i thought. My heartbeat race faster as every seconds tickle away. The operator sure know how to tease their customers. I wasnt too scare or stiff however i'm not feeling that comfortable as well sitting in that machine anticipating the immenient launching of me and my 2 other friends up in the air, 60kim above the ground in just 2secs!
That little machine was titled backwards and we were told to relax and lay our head on that seat head cushions. My heartbeat was reallie pumping now that the feeling of myself up in the air was becoming a fast reality as every seconds races pass. There is no backing out now and soon smoke was pump out, was it suppose to be a distraction or what i do not know for the very next moment i was zooming like a space rocket up in the Singapore sky! The going up was shiok! however i wouldnt say exactly the same thing when i'm going down. It was free fall!!! I didnt even feel that i had a seat beneath me when the machine just drop and turn me 360 degree. I was screaming with delight!!! Overall it was FUN! real FUN! the feeling of moving "freely" in the air was great! Though i find that every thing happen very fast and within seconds we are ready to descend to the ground. I thought to myself woooo... it wasnt as scary as i thought afterall and i was really feeling very shiok! however for that quick thrill, the price is reallie too high. I wouldnt reallie wanna try again until i have enough spare cash to splurge around. =p Anyway the ride was capture in a VCD, me and my other 2 friends facial expression were hilarious to the core! We perfectly show a series of emotion before and after the ride! hahahahaha.....
G-Max was real fun and then its my swimming coaching time. I always enjoy coaching, you know sometimes those kids can reallie perks up your day, however it wasnt meant to be it for this week, i was rather agitated by them this week. One week they can be so adorable angel so fancinating and the next week they can be devilish demon. Well, i endure it through though...... and had a short session with dearie. Glad that she imporved her swimming skill under such a talented coach. Erh-hemm... abit the thick skin now! hahahah...
After that we went to watch the movie ROBOTS with dearie and my sis. It was my sis first time watching movie after soo long! and what a movie to watch! It was so funny that i could hardly have time catching what the character trying to say because i was so busy laughing away at those words and actions! Definately Two thumbs up for the movie!!! another four more thumbs from dearie and sis =p
After that went to eat tuo hua. Been there a couple of time and everytime there will always be full of people qeueing up. Not that the services is inefficient, it is just that too many people wanna taste their famous tuo hua. Makes me wonder how much money they make each night..... if you wondering which stall it is.... the stall is call Rochor Beancurd. I think most food fanatic would know exactly where it is located. If you dont know and wanna try it. Then ask me ok.... =)
Outing on 12/03/2005
SUN
Just realise it's been a long entry as this point in time, shall try to keep it as short as possible....
Didnt do much on Sunday, had a late night sleep cos was playing with dearie then wake up early the next day for trainning. Was kinda shag out, so spend the rest of the day sleeping, talking, chatting, watching show on tv, basically just hang ard in the house.
MON
Had already plan what we gonna do on Monday morning, therefore, woke up early in the morning to get prepared. Went KBOX late in the morning for their Lunch special package. I was having sore throat cos havent been resting too much recently and i think it just caught me at a bad time. Nevertheless it didnt stop me from going KBOX to sing, because dearie yearn for so long to sing with me, just dont wanna dissapoint her ... =p
Was having some fun singing and of cos snapping some photos away! Dearie was so engrossed in singing the "PINK" song...... my goodness, everything so pinkish in the lyrics.... i couldnt imagine having a pink sky, pink sea.... i think i would just faint if i actually see it happening!
Went to shop around for sis pressie, bought a few stuffs here and there. I got myself a new book! I'm just like a small child facinated by a new toy! bleahz =p
I was so delighted that dearie managed to borrow the books i want from TP library! She such a sweetie, sooo thoughtful! I just love the way she love me! =) I feel like a pampared kid! hahahahaha
Had my coaching lesson in TP, it was their small little time trial, and was delighted at the way some of my swimmers perform! They did so well, and i'm just feel as happy as them.
Having a busy week again, and i hope it's gonna be another fruitful week! =)
*Off i go to watch the 9pm channel 8 show! =)
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