It just bring back memories of me being able to laze around at home and do whatever i wanna do and not feeling so uptight abt time. Well, its always good to keep some time to myself. I think everybody need that extra time for their own personal space. I finally able to go back to my "cave" and i feel so much relax right now and i'm all ready to go to work tml. =)
Alot of things happen recently. Guess i shall try to summarise everything.
My parents are back! Yup. They had a tiring but enjoyable trip. Guess being singaporean, our defination of holiday are pretty different from the ang mo. For us singaporean or should i say asian, when we go for holiday, we tend to tired ourselves by going ard shopping for good stuffs, rushing here and there to visit famous places. At the end of the whole trip, we would feel more tired than relax and we had to take an extra day as a result just so we can relax and recharge for work.
For the ang mo, most of them would actually sit by the pool side or some places to relax. Pick up a book to read while sun-tanning, that's basically their basic agenda during holiday. You seldom see or should i say will never see an asian siting by a pool side reading a book during his/her holiday. That's prolly why ang mo feel more recharge whenever they went for a holiday while we asian feel even more tired after every holiday. =p
Anyway my dad bought alot of stuffs back, from souvernirs to some very interesting things from China. He also bought beijing roasted duck back!!! hahaha... Anyway i receive a advance birthday gift from him. A mont blanc briefcase. Ohhh ... i love it so much... it so nice! It so nice till i cant bare to use it.
Mont Blanc Briefcase
Well.. the second day after my parents came back, my dad suddendly become very sick. It reallie scare the shit out of me. I cant remember when was the last time i see him so sick before. It make me ponder on alot alot of things. My creative mind become to think of alot of negative scenerios, i'm not a pessimistic person but i'm just so worried abt everything related to my family. To think when i reach home, he was alright and then all of a sudden, he suddendly become so sick. Luckily it was nothing fatal, can you imagine if something happen, i think i can just break down.
I read and hear alot of this kind of cases where family members just pass away all of a sudden, and their immediate family was so shock to do anything/react. What i feel upon hearing all this cases was feeling sad for them and that's abt it. But when i face with such a close situation tt day, i was totally dumbfounded, i keep praying that my dad would recover. I would definately break down, i'm just not prepared to handle all the pressure, all the responsibility if anything happen to my dad. Luckily for me, my dad is fine. I'm so thankful he recovered. In that instance, i also realise that life is so so so so fragile. You can never forsee what's gonna happen in that next minute.
Let's not think abt this matter for the time being. I'm not prepared and i guess i'm never prepared. I love my family, my parents so much, i cant make myself think of the day they gonna leave me. i'm a coward regarding this. i'm just so very afraid..........
i think i better move away from this topic before i couldnt control myself.
Anyway let's saviour whatever positive moments in our life. Life just too short.
Well dear bought a guess watch for me. The watch that i have been eyeing at every since last year. Dont know what sparks her to buy that watch for me despite not earning. Its like almost her one month allowance.
Guess watch
Hmm... guess that's the power of love bah... hahahaha...... Anyway i love the watch and i love her even more. Though i think it's pretty silly for her to spend so much money, and she gonna lead a frugal life after that but i reallie touched and appreciate by her effort.
She has been a great gf, not because she bought that expensive watch for me, but for all the things that she has done over the months. She has been very caring, understanding, enduring all these months. I guess i'm so blessed to have her around. I dont know what i did to deserve such a wonderful person, but i thank god that she's mine. =)
Aint know exactly what our future lies, but i hope i'm able to walk this journey together with her for a long long time. =)
Us
*All photos are taken by courtesy of my SE k750i
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