It's gonna be another one week update. Been real busy with works this week, hardly have time for other stuffs....... oh well just came across this new product adidas is launching, i thought it is pretty innovative. Take a look and have yr own verdict


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Saturday came too soon for me, it was a week after that dramatic meeting with that gay, i wasnt comfortable going to the pool, cos if i happen to see him there and he start to give me grinz or show any funny faces or worse come and approach me again, i tell you i dont know wat i would react, prolly i might just give him a punch. Nonetheless luckily for me, he was no where to be found. Thank goodness.


Saturday was good for my dad cos he strike lottery! ahahha... So happy for him, i dont think i got any chances of striking lottery soon cos i dont bet on 4D or toto. Always wish i could win something, maybe something from this NKF lucky draws. Hahahah... oh well... somehow it's pretty destined to whether you able to strike lottery or not. Shall not be too bothered abt it.


I got a letter from my school, MDIS. Before hand, my classmate was telling me that they have recieved their final project results, though its a well-known fact that we would not fail our final project unless we didnt reallie bothered to do it properly that kind. However i do have fear opening up the result slip posted to me. There's always the "What If" kinda thingy. I breathe a sigh of relieve when i saw my marks. I got a Grade B for my final project, and this marks the end of my degree course. I've finally graduated !!! Now awaiting my transcript, honours classification and my convocation. I told my dad about my result, and immediately he's beaming with joy. I bet he is thinking that finally he managed to raise a son that complete a degree course. I know this is nothing as there's plenty of ppl ard are degree holders, however i suppose its every parent dream to have their very own kids to graduate with at least a degree. Nonetheless i sensed that he cant wait for my convocation and taking a family potrait with my "Harry Porter suit" =)


I upset dearie ytd night. It was my fault that i created such a situation for her. Sometimes in life, we have to deal with our past. I know i have no more excuses to make but i sincerely hope that by still having photos ard doesnt mean anything. Cause i dont feel anything by looking at the pics or i dont have any special meaning keepin the pics. Luckily we cleared up our airs and everything's fine.
Things changes very fast, it was only last year that i'm with my ex, right now i'm with my current gf. Time heals, a person whom is so special last year has grown so distance away from me. No longer do i feel for her as i had last year. Understand very clearly why we broke off, and i realise we are better off apart. Anyway i guess it's a sooner or later kind of thing for us, and luckily we broke of last year. Ever since that fateful incidence happen, things has never been the same again. we were trying very hard and i'm glad we are apart now. It hurts alot then, and i wonder would i ever get into any other relationship because i am afraid to have another deja-vu kinda thingy. Things change when i meet an ordinary gal who is so extra-ordinary in her own ways. Slowly she become somebody so special that i thought there wont be any special person ard after my ex. Somehow i believe everything happen for a reason and everything has got a silver lining to it no matter how bad it is or how bad it may seems. For me, i'm so glad that i able to communicate so much better with my dearie now. I thank her for all the things that she had done and reallie sympathise with her if she had to endure any of my devilish behaviour.


To my dearie now.


- Thank you for being so understanding all these months.
- Thank you for appreciating all the things that i've done.
- Thank you for all the efforts you put in the relationship.
- Thank you for being a pillar of support/strength whenever i needed you.
- Thank you for being such a wonderful dear


A special person like you deserve more than these three letter word that i gonna say
" I LOVE YOU "


- If you ask me do i love you this much.......... BABY, I DO ......-