Went out with dearie last night to shop for dad's bdae present. Wasnt reallie sure what to buy, was thinking just shop around and gather some ideas on what to buy..... Before long, i know wat i wanted to buy and just pay for it. Spend almost $200 alotgether on my dad's bdae, he better appreciate it! hahahaha!
Saw the guess bad/wallet that dear wanted me to see. Well it looks reallie very nice, and it look very nice on her too..... Price still alright, however dear and me budget tight so we were there think and think and think! I think even the salesgirl wonder why we loiter ard the bag for soooo long! =p
Take a look at how much i spend this month, it's nothing but scary! In fact i overspend what i earn! Guilty guilty ! Big expenses such as a new phone, online web hosting, dad's bday present, payment of the aus trip i'm going in May. I reallie hope i can find tones of notes lying on the ground for me to pick or i manage to plant a money tree! Somehow kinda regret in buying my nokia 7710, Firstly if not then i might be able to buy the Guess bag for dearie for it reallie looks so nice. Secondly is i just receive my handphone bill for this month, and guess what, my phone bill is so high all thanks to the GPRS!!! Due to it's the latest gadget, trying to explore the function, surfing webpage using my nokia 7710 and as a result the bill become so freaking expensive!!! I can just faint! Not going to surf using my handphone anymore, cos it doesnt make sense, the money that singtel charges is not worth it at all.....
Packing my comp table and my room, came across certain notes that i've joted down while reading books a few months ago.
Just some on our life issues
"Death is the great equalizer, the one big thing that can finally make strangers shed a tear for one another" --> Somehow i find it very true, think abt it, think abt events such as Sept 11, Princess Diana Deathe, Wang Na's case, Tsunami last year....
"Tapes, photographs and videos, are a desperate attempt to steal something from death's suitcase."
How true can this sentence go..... ok... not going to be reflective on life again.....
Well before i sign off, hope the whole world is filled with love, there's too much politics, jealousy, too much of other stuffs that might start a war anytime (China-taiwan issues, China-Japan) USA-iraq war which i find it ridiculously stupid, something sneaky going on between Bush and Hussein which created a war between this two nation, and now iraq people are the unfortunate ones suffering the consequences of post war. Even children, people in Vietnam, Cambodia are still suffering after so long after war!
so
- LOVE EACH OTHER OR PERISH - Auden-
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Saturday, April 23, 2005
New Layout on the BLOG!
Got a new outlook for my blog, ok yes.. though it's already up for a few days. Well finally upload a song that wont have those irritating pop up. And i think it would benefit those readers visiting my side to choose whether to listen or not to the song i uploaded.
Today was good, coaching was easy and the kids bring smile to my face today =)
Dad's bday is coming and i have yet bought anything yet..... stress.......
Well upload a song just for dearie..... a wonderful song to a wonderful gal =)
I mean every single sentence in this lyrics.... =)
YOU MAKE ME FEEL BRAND NEW
My love
I'll never find the words, my love
To tell you how I feel, my love
Mere words could not explain
Precious love
You held my life within your hands
Created everything I am
Taught me how to live again
Only you
Cared when I needed a friend
Believed in me through thick and thin
This song is for you
Filled with gratitude and love
God bless you
You make me feel brand new
For God blessed me with you
You make me feel brand new
I sing this song 'cause you
Make me feel brand new
My love
Whenever I was insecure
You built me up and made me sure
You gave my pride back to me
Precious friend
With you I'll always have a friend
You're someone who I can depend
To walk a path that never ends
Without you
My life has no meaning or rhyme
Like notes to a song out of time
How can I repay
You for having faith in me
Today was good, coaching was easy and the kids bring smile to my face today =)
Dad's bday is coming and i have yet bought anything yet..... stress.......
Well upload a song just for dearie..... a wonderful song to a wonderful gal =)
I mean every single sentence in this lyrics.... =)
YOU MAKE ME FEEL BRAND NEW
My love
I'll never find the words, my love
To tell you how I feel, my love
Mere words could not explain
Precious love
You held my life within your hands
Created everything I am
Taught me how to live again
Only you
Cared when I needed a friend
Believed in me through thick and thin
This song is for you
Filled with gratitude and love
God bless you
You make me feel brand new
For God blessed me with you
You make me feel brand new
I sing this song 'cause you
Make me feel brand new
My love
Whenever I was insecure
You built me up and made me sure
You gave my pride back to me
Precious friend
With you I'll always have a friend
You're someone who I can depend
To walk a path that never ends
Without you
My life has no meaning or rhyme
Like notes to a song out of time
How can I repay
You for having faith in me
Thursday, April 21, 2005
Before i go to bed, i think i should do some blogging. Oh well, this week wasnt that busy. Finally able to sit down and have some thought abt wat i want in life. I'm going to be 24, and seriously i still dont know wat i want in life. Mid-life crisis??? nonono... i just havent finalise the things i wanna do. Well hope i get an ans soon. Currently working on my website.... need to get all those info done, Thanks tingz and edison for helping... =)
Well my dad b'dae is coming and i dont know what things to get for him. Seriously, i always have a hard time cracking my brain during this time of the month every year... haiz.... can somebody give me some ideas.... oh well my big aunt decided to throw a bday party for my dad. Throw a party at the age of 50 plus!??!?! Yeah u heard it right, i guess that's pretty much siblings love bah, anyway it doesnt bother me, i thought it was a good thing to throw a party for my dad, anyway how many times can we celebrate our birthday in a lifetime.... i think it's gonna be one kind of big event, my overseas relatives would come and all my dad siblings will be there to celebrate a memorable b'dae for him this year. Hiaz... i havent get the cake and present! STRESS!!!
The month of May will be a busy month for me. Still contemplating whether to go to Australia in May, however was kinda force to go... so boh bianz... will go there for half a month to represent Singapore in the Arafura Games 2005. After i come back, have to head to China for some mission. Oh well..... almost a month not in Singapore, and it just as good as no income for a month...... Stress.... i need to service my loans!!! Can somebody give me 4 golden number for this coming sat and sun 4D!??!?!?!
Ok its 2am, need to go and sleep, promise dearie to sleep early tonight, guess i really didnt do it anyway yah..... hahah.... better do it now before she get angry....=p
* OFF to bed...... ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...............
Well my dad b'dae is coming and i dont know what things to get for him. Seriously, i always have a hard time cracking my brain during this time of the month every year... haiz.... can somebody give me some ideas.... oh well my big aunt decided to throw a bday party for my dad. Throw a party at the age of 50 plus!??!?! Yeah u heard it right, i guess that's pretty much siblings love bah, anyway it doesnt bother me, i thought it was a good thing to throw a party for my dad, anyway how many times can we celebrate our birthday in a lifetime.... i think it's gonna be one kind of big event, my overseas relatives would come and all my dad siblings will be there to celebrate a memorable b'dae for him this year. Hiaz... i havent get the cake and present! STRESS!!!
The month of May will be a busy month for me. Still contemplating whether to go to Australia in May, however was kinda force to go... so boh bianz... will go there for half a month to represent Singapore in the Arafura Games 2005. After i come back, have to head to China for some mission. Oh well..... almost a month not in Singapore, and it just as good as no income for a month...... Stress.... i need to service my loans!!! Can somebody give me 4 golden number for this coming sat and sun 4D!??!?!?!
Ok its 2am, need to go and sleep, promise dearie to sleep early tonight, guess i really didnt do it anyway yah..... hahah.... better do it now before she get angry....=p
* OFF to bed...... ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...............
Sunday, April 17, 2005
It's gonna be another one week update. Been real busy with works this week, hardly have time for other stuffs....... oh well just came across this new product adidas is launching, i thought it is pretty innovative. Take a look and have yr own verdict
http://www.adidas.com/campaigns/adidas_1/content/index.asp?strCountry_adidascom=com&strBrand_adidascom=performance
Saturday came too soon for me, it was a week after that dramatic meeting with that gay, i wasnt comfortable going to the pool, cos if i happen to see him there and he start to give me grinz or show any funny faces or worse come and approach me again, i tell you i dont know wat i would react, prolly i might just give him a punch. Nonetheless luckily for me, he was no where to be found. Thank goodness.
Saturday was good for my dad cos he strike lottery! ahahha... So happy for him, i dont think i got any chances of striking lottery soon cos i dont bet on 4D or toto. Always wish i could win something, maybe something from this NKF lucky draws. Hahahah... oh well... somehow it's pretty destined to whether you able to strike lottery or not. Shall not be too bothered abt it.
I got a letter from my school, MDIS. Before hand, my classmate was telling me that they have recieved their final project results, though its a well-known fact that we would not fail our final project unless we didnt reallie bothered to do it properly that kind. However i do have fear opening up the result slip posted to me. There's always the "What If" kinda thingy. I breathe a sigh of relieve when i saw my marks. I got a Grade B for my final project, and this marks the end of my degree course. I've finally graduated !!! Now awaiting my transcript, honours classification and my convocation. I told my dad about my result, and immediately he's beaming with joy. I bet he is thinking that finally he managed to raise a son that complete a degree course. I know this is nothing as there's plenty of ppl ard are degree holders, however i suppose its every parent dream to have their very own kids to graduate with at least a degree. Nonetheless i sensed that he cant wait for my convocation and taking a family potrait with my "Harry Porter suit" =)
I upset dearie ytd night. It was my fault that i created such a situation for her. Sometimes in life, we have to deal with our past. I know i have no more excuses to make but i sincerely hope that by still having photos ard doesnt mean anything. Cause i dont feel anything by looking at the pics or i dont have any special meaning keepin the pics. Luckily we cleared up our airs and everything's fine.
Things changes very fast, it was only last year that i'm with my ex, right now i'm with my current gf. Time heals, a person whom is so special last year has grown so distance away from me. No longer do i feel for her as i had last year. Understand very clearly why we broke off, and i realise we are better off apart. Anyway i guess it's a sooner or later kind of thing for us, and luckily we broke of last year. Ever since that fateful incidence happen, things has never been the same again. we were trying very hard and i'm glad we are apart now. It hurts alot then, and i wonder would i ever get into any other relationship because i am afraid to have another deja-vu kinda thingy. Things change when i meet an ordinary gal who is so extra-ordinary in her own ways. Slowly she become somebody so special that i thought there wont be any special person ard after my ex. Somehow i believe everything happen for a reason and everything has got a silver lining to it no matter how bad it is or how bad it may seems. For me, i'm so glad that i able to communicate so much better with my dearie now. I thank her for all the things that she had done and reallie sympathise with her if she had to endure any of my devilish behaviour.
To my dearie now.
- Thank you for being so understanding all these months.
- Thank you for appreciating all the things that i've done.
- Thank you for all the efforts you put in the relationship.
- Thank you for being a pillar of support/strength whenever i needed you.
- Thank you for being such a wonderful dear
A special person like you deserve more than these three letter word that i gonna say
" I LOVE YOU "
- If you ask me do i love you this much.......... BABY, I DO ......-
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Saturday came too soon for me, it was a week after that dramatic meeting with that gay, i wasnt comfortable going to the pool, cos if i happen to see him there and he start to give me grinz or show any funny faces or worse come and approach me again, i tell you i dont know wat i would react, prolly i might just give him a punch. Nonetheless luckily for me, he was no where to be found. Thank goodness.
Saturday was good for my dad cos he strike lottery! ahahha... So happy for him, i dont think i got any chances of striking lottery soon cos i dont bet on 4D or toto. Always wish i could win something, maybe something from this NKF lucky draws. Hahahah... oh well... somehow it's pretty destined to whether you able to strike lottery or not. Shall not be too bothered abt it.
I got a letter from my school, MDIS. Before hand, my classmate was telling me that they have recieved their final project results, though its a well-known fact that we would not fail our final project unless we didnt reallie bothered to do it properly that kind. However i do have fear opening up the result slip posted to me. There's always the "What If" kinda thingy. I breathe a sigh of relieve when i saw my marks. I got a Grade B for my final project, and this marks the end of my degree course. I've finally graduated !!! Now awaiting my transcript, honours classification and my convocation. I told my dad about my result, and immediately he's beaming with joy. I bet he is thinking that finally he managed to raise a son that complete a degree course. I know this is nothing as there's plenty of ppl ard are degree holders, however i suppose its every parent dream to have their very own kids to graduate with at least a degree. Nonetheless i sensed that he cant wait for my convocation and taking a family potrait with my "Harry Porter suit" =)
I upset dearie ytd night. It was my fault that i created such a situation for her. Sometimes in life, we have to deal with our past. I know i have no more excuses to make but i sincerely hope that by still having photos ard doesnt mean anything. Cause i dont feel anything by looking at the pics or i dont have any special meaning keepin the pics. Luckily we cleared up our airs and everything's fine.
Things changes very fast, it was only last year that i'm with my ex, right now i'm with my current gf. Time heals, a person whom is so special last year has grown so distance away from me. No longer do i feel for her as i had last year. Understand very clearly why we broke off, and i realise we are better off apart. Anyway i guess it's a sooner or later kind of thing for us, and luckily we broke of last year. Ever since that fateful incidence happen, things has never been the same again. we were trying very hard and i'm glad we are apart now. It hurts alot then, and i wonder would i ever get into any other relationship because i am afraid to have another deja-vu kinda thingy. Things change when i meet an ordinary gal who is so extra-ordinary in her own ways. Slowly she become somebody so special that i thought there wont be any special person ard after my ex. Somehow i believe everything happen for a reason and everything has got a silver lining to it no matter how bad it is or how bad it may seems. For me, i'm so glad that i able to communicate so much better with my dearie now. I thank her for all the things that she had done and reallie sympathise with her if she had to endure any of my devilish behaviour.
To my dearie now.
- Thank you for being so understanding all these months.
- Thank you for appreciating all the things that i've done.
- Thank you for all the efforts you put in the relationship.
- Thank you for being a pillar of support/strength whenever i needed you.
- Thank you for being such a wonderful dear
A special person like you deserve more than these three letter word that i gonna say
" I LOVE YOU "
- If you ask me do i love you this much.......... BABY, I DO ......-
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Gelare Outing
Dear decided to come and stay over my house, here we are experiencing our domestic partnership for a few days! =p Overall it was FUN! hahaha~ well at least i enjoy every single bits, though the days pass by too quickly.
Went to play Badminton with dearie on Thurs, and guess what, i lost! hahaha... is either she's good, or i'm bad..... =p well had a nice workout, but dear got ache all over her right arm.... i think i make her work overdrive... hahah...
Fri night went out to walk walk at East Coast, went to eat waffle ice-cream at Gelare, walk along the beach, play with the sands! hahah... feel so shiok with the cool breeze blowing... =)
Below is those pics that i took, pics didnt turn out that great as the place was not brightly lit.
Gelare ! Yummy !
Went coaching today, nothing unusual until i finish bathing.... a middle age indian guy come approach me in the toilet..... the conversation was as follow....
Indian Man : Hi, my name is _______ (cant remember) *reach his hand out
Me : *thinking nothing wrong reach out and shock his hand and say ohh.. hi, my name is Kelvin
Indian Man : (Still Grabbing my hand) Ohh u swim very good, u can swim how many laps.
Me : ohh still can lah, thanks .. *smile
Indian Man : You free??? wanna go out have maken or enjoy???
Me : (Take my hand away after shakin for so long) Oh .. sorry.. not free... need to go out..
Indian Man : ohh... when u free ? we go out lah... go out eat and enjoy?
Me : (Puzzled?) ohh ... no... me also kinda busy... dont know when i got free time to meet up....... busy! (*forcing a smile)
Indian Man : ohh busy, nvm... when u more free? after work or something ... we go out talk, maken, and enjoy????
Me : (feeling abit weird now) er... sorry ... busy .... cannot ...
Indian Man : Busy ah... working shift works???
Me : yah , yesh..... (forcing a smile back)
Indian Man : Oh okie... nvm.... *walks aways...
I breathe a sigh of relieve, i was like..... wat the hell, what does he want! keep asking me to go out and eat and enjoy??
Before i get an answer tru some thinking, he came back and talk to me again
Indian Man : oh.. why dont i give u a call to see when u free so that we can go out ? to meet and enjoy?
Me : (feels very uneasy) Ohh no... it's ok ... i'll be here to coach every week, no need call .... (smile back)
Indian man walks aways and I quickly change up but before i leave.... he came over again! Damm!
Indian Man : Hey nice meeting you, (reach his hand out and want to shake my hand )
Me : (trying to be nice and friendly) ohh .. (smile and shake his hand)
Indian Man : I like you ! do u like me!?!? (use his index finger to tickle my palm!)
Me : (WTF !!! DAMM IT HE'S A GAY!) (Quickly took my hand away) Oh no! no no.... (face turn in disgust!)
Indian Man : Grinning..... we go out eat and enjoy !?!?
Me : NO, Thanks!
Indian Man : says bye and walk away
F*** ! Bloody gay! i feel so sick..... i'm so disgusted! now i know why he keep saying go out and enjoy! ohh man, i feel like puking! Anyway i went to the basin and quickly wash my hand with soaps! Yes ! abit extreme but i just wanted to wash my hand clean! I'm just so disgusted by the whole incident!
Went out of the toilet after washing my hand and told dearie abt it, dear was shock , so was my sis.... goodness me.. cant believe that man can be so daring!
Girls came and approach me before and now came this indian man! ohh gosh! i can attract both sexes at the swimming complex!
Am i that attractive!?!? I think i do.... hahahahahaha (ok, self-praise yeah) ; )
anyway a notes to all the gays in Singapore....Buzz off cos i'm a STRAIGHT!!!!
Dear back at home now..... i'm gonna sleep without her lying beside me..... I miss her ....
Went to play Badminton with dearie on Thurs, and guess what, i lost! hahaha... is either she's good, or i'm bad..... =p well had a nice workout, but dear got ache all over her right arm.... i think i make her work overdrive... hahah...
Fri night went out to walk walk at East Coast, went to eat waffle ice-cream at Gelare, walk along the beach, play with the sands! hahah... feel so shiok with the cool breeze blowing... =)
Below is those pics that i took, pics didnt turn out that great as the place was not brightly lit.
Gelare ! Yummy !
Went coaching today, nothing unusual until i finish bathing.... a middle age indian guy come approach me in the toilet..... the conversation was as follow....
Indian Man : Hi, my name is _______ (cant remember) *reach his hand out
Me : *thinking nothing wrong reach out and shock his hand and say ohh.. hi, my name is Kelvin
Indian Man : (Still Grabbing my hand) Ohh u swim very good, u can swim how many laps.
Me : ohh still can lah, thanks .. *smile
Indian Man : You free??? wanna go out have maken or enjoy???
Me : (Take my hand away after shakin for so long) Oh .. sorry.. not free... need to go out..
Indian Man : ohh... when u free ? we go out lah... go out eat and enjoy?
Me : (Puzzled?) ohh ... no... me also kinda busy... dont know when i got free time to meet up....... busy! (*forcing a smile)
Indian Man : ohh busy, nvm... when u more free? after work or something ... we go out talk, maken, and enjoy????
Me : (feeling abit weird now) er... sorry ... busy .... cannot ...
Indian Man : Busy ah... working shift works???
Me : yah , yesh..... (forcing a smile back)
Indian Man : Oh okie... nvm.... *walks aways...
I breathe a sigh of relieve, i was like..... wat the hell, what does he want! keep asking me to go out and eat and enjoy??
Before i get an answer tru some thinking, he came back and talk to me again
Indian Man : oh.. why dont i give u a call to see when u free so that we can go out ? to meet and enjoy?
Me : (feels very uneasy) Ohh no... it's ok ... i'll be here to coach every week, no need call .... (smile back)
Indian man walks aways and I quickly change up but before i leave.... he came over again! Damm!
Indian Man : Hey nice meeting you, (reach his hand out and want to shake my hand )
Me : (trying to be nice and friendly) ohh .. (smile and shake his hand)
Indian Man : I like you ! do u like me!?!? (use his index finger to tickle my palm!)
Me : (WTF !!! DAMM IT HE'S A GAY!) (Quickly took my hand away) Oh no! no no.... (face turn in disgust!)
Indian Man : Grinning..... we go out eat and enjoy !?!?
Me : NO, Thanks!
Indian Man : says bye and walk away
F*** ! Bloody gay! i feel so sick..... i'm so disgusted! now i know why he keep saying go out and enjoy! ohh man, i feel like puking! Anyway i went to the basin and quickly wash my hand with soaps! Yes ! abit extreme but i just wanted to wash my hand clean! I'm just so disgusted by the whole incident!
Went out of the toilet after washing my hand and told dearie abt it, dear was shock , so was my sis.... goodness me.. cant believe that man can be so daring!
Girls came and approach me before and now came this indian man! ohh gosh! i can attract both sexes at the swimming complex!
Am i that attractive!?!? I think i do.... hahahahahaha (ok, self-praise yeah) ; )
anyway a notes to all the gays in Singapore....Buzz off cos i'm a STRAIGHT!!!!
Dear back at home now..... i'm gonna sleep without her lying beside me..... I miss her ....
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Qing Ming festival
Came back from my Qing Ming Mission in Batam, Understand more about my family hierachy, way up to my great grand father. =) Need to travel to another island to pay respect to my great grand father, whose tombstone are far far away in an island 1 and a half hour ride from batam. Went to another island nearby which is call Morhor. A place where my dad use to live when he was young. Had some fun photo-shooting myself.
Here are those "entertaining" photos, all taken using my Nokia 7710..... Do not try to perform those following act, parental guidiance needed.
The so-call speed boat for our transportation. That's my sis.... Peace out
More than just one puff
Delight from an "Addictive Smoker"
I'm the G cup man!~ (So heavy)!!!
Here are those "entertaining" photos, all taken using my Nokia 7710..... Do not try to perform those following act, parental guidiance needed.
The so-call speed boat for our transportation. That's my sis.... Peace out
More than just one puff
Delight from an "Addictive Smoker"
I'm the G cup man!~ (So heavy)!!!
Saturday, April 02, 2005
NKF 26 hrs swim!
Well quite busy this past few days. Wednesday was my busiest! Went for coaching then straight away rush for the NKF 26 hrs swim. It's a charity swim, just hope to do something for those Kidney patient. They reallie a group of ppl who went tru so much hardship. If life is just a one time thingy, a one time affair with the earth, then it's kinda unfair that some have to went tru soooo much hardship while some enjoy the biggest of a fortune to spend, play for the rest of their lives! Is this what we call the beauty of life???? Oh well after a few hours then rush back home and off i go for another two coaching session till late at night! phew! Super long day!
Manage to catch a glimse of me on TV, cause they were showing the news about the NKF swim. Oh well i think i look fat! hahahaha..... think i should excercise more! =p
Going back to Batam for Qing Ming festival this weekend. And so... i'm gonna miss my bed...... =(
Manage to catch a glimse of me on TV, cause they were showing the news about the NKF swim. Oh well i think i look fat! hahahaha..... think i should excercise more! =p
Going back to Batam for Qing Ming festival this weekend. And so... i'm gonna miss my bed...... =(
Monday, March 28, 2005
~My Nokia 7710~
I'm gleeing with delight now!!! If you still dont know why, it's because i got myself a latest gadget !!! Yipee... one down in my wish list! hahahaah~
Well got it for quite cheap, though being kinda cheated by the mobile seller who last min slap me with a 5% GST! Argh! i think he wanna up his earning a little since i do not wanna purchase any extra accessories, scheming ppl! Nonetheless still manage to get it at about $100 cheaper than what Starhub and M1 is offering.(Singtel have yet come out with that phone) So overall still consider a good deal.
*Playing with my Nokia 7710 now =) *grinz
Well got it for quite cheap, though being kinda cheated by the mobile seller who last min slap me with a 5% GST! Argh! i think he wanna up his earning a little since i do not wanna purchase any extra accessories, scheming ppl! Nonetheless still manage to get it at about $100 cheaper than what Starhub and M1 is offering.(Singtel have yet come out with that phone) So overall still consider a good deal.
*Playing with my Nokia 7710 now =) *grinz
It's another weekly update.
Last Thursday was my sis birthday, and it's also a day i lost my voice! ohh darn! Well have real fun celebrating my sis birthday, and i bet it was kinda a memorable one for her. Thanks dear for buying soooooooo many medicine for my sore throat trying ways to regain my lovable voice. Oh well , manage to regain before my coaching on Sat, i didnt even raise my voice at the kids during my lesson on sat, hahaha! i was too concious that i might lose my voice again since i just recovered.
Went to look around for Nokia 7710!! Ahh.... it's $988 with two years contract and $1118 without contract, Still trying my best to get hold of that phone with the cheapest amount! Will continue to shop around. =)
Nothing much happen during the weekend, though i believe most of my frns will enjoy the long weekend, while i was busy with my trials.... nonetheless fare quite ok in the trials, so shouldnt be much of a problem to go Aus in May and compete, I think i have to start trainning harder from now..... =p
It's another monday, another start of a new week, plenty of things have to do. Numbers of things are rolling over the weeks and it's breathing down my neck... bleahz =p
*off to do my stuffs
Last Thursday was my sis birthday, and it's also a day i lost my voice! ohh darn! Well have real fun celebrating my sis birthday, and i bet it was kinda a memorable one for her. Thanks dear for buying soooooooo many medicine for my sore throat trying ways to regain my lovable voice. Oh well , manage to regain before my coaching on Sat, i didnt even raise my voice at the kids during my lesson on sat, hahaha! i was too concious that i might lose my voice again since i just recovered.
Went to look around for Nokia 7710!! Ahh.... it's $988 with two years contract and $1118 without contract, Still trying my best to get hold of that phone with the cheapest amount! Will continue to shop around. =)
Nothing much happen during the weekend, though i believe most of my frns will enjoy the long weekend, while i was busy with my trials.... nonetheless fare quite ok in the trials, so shouldnt be much of a problem to go Aus in May and compete, I think i have to start trainning harder from now..... =p
It's another monday, another start of a new week, plenty of things have to do. Numbers of things are rolling over the weeks and it's breathing down my neck... bleahz =p
*off to do my stuffs
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Got a big time shock when i came across something in googles search. Permed hair was the search word, and after i click.... TA-DA! Dear pic was there!!! ahhahah! Below is the URL
http://images.google.com.sg/images?q=permed+hair&hl=en&btnG=Google+Search
Dearie with her permed hair(got it from google search)
Got so facinated that i tried typing my name in the googles search engine, and my photo was there too! hahahaha
I think both of us should charge google.com.sg for royalties yeah..... my goodness they use our photos without us knowing!!! HAhaha...
Anyway Dear also appear in this month seventeen magazine, she did appear in previous issue but seems like the editorial just cant get enough of her. Hahaha! Is she turning into some celebrity!?!??!?! Oh well, to those guys that are wowing at her .... cut that stares and those whistle, BUZZ OFF! Coz she's MINE!!! Hahhaha....
*Kelv is in a jovial mood today! hehe~ *winks*
http://images.google.com.sg/images?q=permed+hair&hl=en&btnG=Google+Search
Dearie with her permed hair(got it from google search)
Got so facinated that i tried typing my name in the googles search engine, and my photo was there too! hahahaha
I think both of us should charge google.com.sg for royalties yeah..... my goodness they use our photos without us knowing!!! HAhaha...
Anyway Dear also appear in this month seventeen magazine, she did appear in previous issue but seems like the editorial just cant get enough of her. Hahaha! Is she turning into some celebrity!?!??!?! Oh well, to those guys that are wowing at her .... cut that stares and those whistle, BUZZ OFF! Coz she's MINE!!! Hahhaha....
*Kelv is in a jovial mood today! hehe~ *winks*
Friday, March 18, 2005
Was out till very late ytd. Went to Yuki Yaki for steamboat and teppanyaki buffett, and of cos their famous DIY ice-cream and then follow by K-boxing till 3am! *yawn
Anyway for the first time, i "cooked" my own ice-cream! waaahhhahahha.... It was great FUN! Below is just some of the pictures i took, hope i dont look like ice-cream seller... bleahz =p
Enjoyed myself pretty much ytd with good food and MY ICE-CREAM ! ;p as well as the wonderful session @ Kbox. Nonetheless the result of going out late is to feel tired the next day! *yawn..... i'm going trainning later somemore..... *Slap forehead .....
Making ice-cream @ Yuki Yaki
Anyway for the first time, i "cooked" my own ice-cream! waaahhhahahha.... It was great FUN! Below is just some of the pictures i took, hope i dont look like ice-cream seller... bleahz =p
Enjoyed myself pretty much ytd with good food and MY ICE-CREAM ! ;p as well as the wonderful session @ Kbox. Nonetheless the result of going out late is to feel tired the next day! *yawn..... i'm going trainning later somemore..... *Slap forehead .....
Making ice-cream @ Yuki Yaki
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
I have a wonderful weekend. =) *grinz
Ok, Me and dearie decided to have a 3 days 2 night stay in my house. The reason is budget constraint. It's better to spend on other better and more meaningful stuffs/things rather than accomodation. Hmm.... sounds like a good bargain to stay at home for free..... =p
It's always feel great to have your love one beside you right before u sleep and immediately when u open your eyes the next day. Though the in-between events could be somehow not very appetizing. Fighting for the side of the bed to sleep, snatching of bolster and blanket in the middle of the night! Well all these were all solved once we cuddle each other. =) *shant elobrate further before friends reading this will get goosebump..... hahah.... ok i'm exaggerating.
Let's take a recap on what happen over the weekend... hmm......
Sat
Was involved with the event jointly organised by Team Singapore and Singapore Tourism Board. Meet some athletes from different sports. It was great to know that Team Singapore is growing stronger every now and then. Went to tried out GMAX (www.gmax.com.sg) Yeah... u heard it right GMAX. That one located at Clarke Quay. Wasnt too facinated to try it because i'm worried once i'm up in the sky , my spirit will just stay there and never come down that kind. Ok, abit exaggerating again. Well finally gather enough courage to try out that GMAX, afterall it is free (Paid by Team Singapore) Was pretty amazed at how much they charge, $30 per pax! That's expensive thrill! I would rather spend on some romatic dinner or something equivalent to that. Anyway this ultimate bungey is a 3 sitter, i chose the side of that seat, the inspection for the whole "machine" was very slow but detailed. I guess this is highly dangerous, that's why they have to be so careful if not newspaper headline will splash across Singapore the next day if anything mishaped happen. Oh well, i was found sitting in that machine faster than i thought. My heartbeat race faster as every seconds tickle away. The operator sure know how to tease their customers. I wasnt too scare or stiff however i'm not feeling that comfortable as well sitting in that machine anticipating the immenient launching of me and my 2 other friends up in the air, 60kim above the ground in just 2secs!
That little machine was titled backwards and we were told to relax and lay our head on that seat head cushions. My heartbeat was reallie pumping now that the feeling of myself up in the air was becoming a fast reality as every seconds races pass. There is no backing out now and soon smoke was pump out, was it suppose to be a distraction or what i do not know for the very next moment i was zooming like a space rocket up in the Singapore sky! The going up was shiok! however i wouldnt say exactly the same thing when i'm going down. It was free fall!!! I didnt even feel that i had a seat beneath me when the machine just drop and turn me 360 degree. I was screaming with delight!!! Overall it was FUN! real FUN! the feeling of moving "freely" in the air was great! Though i find that every thing happen very fast and within seconds we are ready to descend to the ground. I thought to myself woooo... it wasnt as scary as i thought afterall and i was really feeling very shiok! however for that quick thrill, the price is reallie too high. I wouldnt reallie wanna try again until i have enough spare cash to splurge around. =p Anyway the ride was capture in a VCD, me and my other 2 friends facial expression were hilarious to the core! We perfectly show a series of emotion before and after the ride! hahahahaha.....
G-Max was real fun and then its my swimming coaching time. I always enjoy coaching, you know sometimes those kids can reallie perks up your day, however it wasnt meant to be it for this week, i was rather agitated by them this week. One week they can be so adorable angel so fancinating and the next week they can be devilish demon. Well, i endure it through though...... and had a short session with dearie. Glad that she imporved her swimming skill under such a talented coach. Erh-hemm... abit the thick skin now! hahahah...
After that we went to watch the movie ROBOTS with dearie and my sis. It was my sis first time watching movie after soo long! and what a movie to watch! It was so funny that i could hardly have time catching what the character trying to say because i was so busy laughing away at those words and actions! Definately Two thumbs up for the movie!!! another four more thumbs from dearie and sis =p
After that went to eat tuo hua. Been there a couple of time and everytime there will always be full of people qeueing up. Not that the services is inefficient, it is just that too many people wanna taste their famous tuo hua. Makes me wonder how much money they make each night..... if you wondering which stall it is.... the stall is call Rochor Beancurd. I think most food fanatic would know exactly where it is located. If you dont know and wanna try it. Then ask me ok.... =)
Outing on 12/03/2005
SUN
Just realise it's been a long entry as this point in time, shall try to keep it as short as possible....
Didnt do much on Sunday, had a late night sleep cos was playing with dearie then wake up early the next day for trainning. Was kinda shag out, so spend the rest of the day sleeping, talking, chatting, watching show on tv, basically just hang ard in the house.
MON
Had already plan what we gonna do on Monday morning, therefore, woke up early in the morning to get prepared. Went KBOX late in the morning for their Lunch special package. I was having sore throat cos havent been resting too much recently and i think it just caught me at a bad time. Nevertheless it didnt stop me from going KBOX to sing, because dearie yearn for so long to sing with me, just dont wanna dissapoint her ... =p
Was having some fun singing and of cos snapping some photos away! Dearie was so engrossed in singing the "PINK" song...... my goodness, everything so pinkish in the lyrics.... i couldnt imagine having a pink sky, pink sea.... i think i would just faint if i actually see it happening!
Went to shop around for sis pressie, bought a few stuffs here and there. I got myself a new book! I'm just like a small child facinated by a new toy! bleahz =p
I was so delighted that dearie managed to borrow the books i want from TP library! She such a sweetie, sooo thoughtful! I just love the way she love me! =) I feel like a pampared kid! hahahahaha
Had my coaching lesson in TP, it was their small little time trial, and was delighted at the way some of my swimmers perform! They did so well, and i'm just feel as happy as them.
Having a busy week again, and i hope it's gonna be another fruitful week! =)
*Off i go to watch the 9pm channel 8 show! =)
Ok, Me and dearie decided to have a 3 days 2 night stay in my house. The reason is budget constraint. It's better to spend on other better and more meaningful stuffs/things rather than accomodation. Hmm.... sounds like a good bargain to stay at home for free..... =p
It's always feel great to have your love one beside you right before u sleep and immediately when u open your eyes the next day. Though the in-between events could be somehow not very appetizing. Fighting for the side of the bed to sleep, snatching of bolster and blanket in the middle of the night! Well all these were all solved once we cuddle each other. =) *shant elobrate further before friends reading this will get goosebump..... hahah.... ok i'm exaggerating.
Let's take a recap on what happen over the weekend... hmm......
Sat
Was involved with the event jointly organised by Team Singapore and Singapore Tourism Board. Meet some athletes from different sports. It was great to know that Team Singapore is growing stronger every now and then. Went to tried out GMAX (www.gmax.com.sg) Yeah... u heard it right GMAX. That one located at Clarke Quay. Wasnt too facinated to try it because i'm worried once i'm up in the sky , my spirit will just stay there and never come down that kind. Ok, abit exaggerating again. Well finally gather enough courage to try out that GMAX, afterall it is free (Paid by Team Singapore) Was pretty amazed at how much they charge, $30 per pax! That's expensive thrill! I would rather spend on some romatic dinner or something equivalent to that. Anyway this ultimate bungey is a 3 sitter, i chose the side of that seat, the inspection for the whole "machine" was very slow but detailed. I guess this is highly dangerous, that's why they have to be so careful if not newspaper headline will splash across Singapore the next day if anything mishaped happen. Oh well, i was found sitting in that machine faster than i thought. My heartbeat race faster as every seconds tickle away. The operator sure know how to tease their customers. I wasnt too scare or stiff however i'm not feeling that comfortable as well sitting in that machine anticipating the immenient launching of me and my 2 other friends up in the air, 60kim above the ground in just 2secs!
That little machine was titled backwards and we were told to relax and lay our head on that seat head cushions. My heartbeat was reallie pumping now that the feeling of myself up in the air was becoming a fast reality as every seconds races pass. There is no backing out now and soon smoke was pump out, was it suppose to be a distraction or what i do not know for the very next moment i was zooming like a space rocket up in the Singapore sky! The going up was shiok! however i wouldnt say exactly the same thing when i'm going down. It was free fall!!! I didnt even feel that i had a seat beneath me when the machine just drop and turn me 360 degree. I was screaming with delight!!! Overall it was FUN! real FUN! the feeling of moving "freely" in the air was great! Though i find that every thing happen very fast and within seconds we are ready to descend to the ground. I thought to myself woooo... it wasnt as scary as i thought afterall and i was really feeling very shiok! however for that quick thrill, the price is reallie too high. I wouldnt reallie wanna try again until i have enough spare cash to splurge around. =p Anyway the ride was capture in a VCD, me and my other 2 friends facial expression were hilarious to the core! We perfectly show a series of emotion before and after the ride! hahahahaha.....
G-Max was real fun and then its my swimming coaching time. I always enjoy coaching, you know sometimes those kids can reallie perks up your day, however it wasnt meant to be it for this week, i was rather agitated by them this week. One week they can be so adorable angel so fancinating and the next week they can be devilish demon. Well, i endure it through though...... and had a short session with dearie. Glad that she imporved her swimming skill under such a talented coach. Erh-hemm... abit the thick skin now! hahahah...
After that we went to watch the movie ROBOTS with dearie and my sis. It was my sis first time watching movie after soo long! and what a movie to watch! It was so funny that i could hardly have time catching what the character trying to say because i was so busy laughing away at those words and actions! Definately Two thumbs up for the movie!!! another four more thumbs from dearie and sis =p
After that went to eat tuo hua. Been there a couple of time and everytime there will always be full of people qeueing up. Not that the services is inefficient, it is just that too many people wanna taste their famous tuo hua. Makes me wonder how much money they make each night..... if you wondering which stall it is.... the stall is call Rochor Beancurd. I think most food fanatic would know exactly where it is located. If you dont know and wanna try it. Then ask me ok.... =)
Outing on 12/03/2005
SUN
Just realise it's been a long entry as this point in time, shall try to keep it as short as possible....
Didnt do much on Sunday, had a late night sleep cos was playing with dearie then wake up early the next day for trainning. Was kinda shag out, so spend the rest of the day sleeping, talking, chatting, watching show on tv, basically just hang ard in the house.
MON
Had already plan what we gonna do on Monday morning, therefore, woke up early in the morning to get prepared. Went KBOX late in the morning for their Lunch special package. I was having sore throat cos havent been resting too much recently and i think it just caught me at a bad time. Nevertheless it didnt stop me from going KBOX to sing, because dearie yearn for so long to sing with me, just dont wanna dissapoint her ... =p
Was having some fun singing and of cos snapping some photos away! Dearie was so engrossed in singing the "PINK" song...... my goodness, everything so pinkish in the lyrics.... i couldnt imagine having a pink sky, pink sea.... i think i would just faint if i actually see it happening!
Went to shop around for sis pressie, bought a few stuffs here and there. I got myself a new book! I'm just like a small child facinated by a new toy! bleahz =p
I was so delighted that dearie managed to borrow the books i want from TP library! She such a sweetie, sooo thoughtful! I just love the way she love me! =) I feel like a pampared kid! hahahahaha
Had my coaching lesson in TP, it was their small little time trial, and was delighted at the way some of my swimmers perform! They did so well, and i'm just feel as happy as them.
Having a busy week again, and i hope it's gonna be another fruitful week! =)
*Off i go to watch the 9pm channel 8 show! =)
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
Monday, March 07, 2005
It's another week gone, and i havent been blogging.... haha~ seems like i dont have a habit of blogging anymore, nonetheless too much stuffs are going on at the moment and i hardly find enough time to do all my stuffs. =p
Had an eventful and busy week and it could only get busier the coming weeks. =) Didnt have too much a time to sit down in front of comp and update my daily ranting or events cause i spend the remainding time i have with my dearie.... She must be feeling lucky that i'm trying my best to squeeze out whatever time i left to be with her... okie okie.. self praise is no praise... =p
Was at Changi Beach last sunday and this sunday..... woooo... last week was a real close encounter with all those jellyfish floating (swimming?!?!) in our Changi Beach water. Awww...I touch, kick, brush across a few while i was swimming in the sea. Yucks! Gross.... didnt reallie swim in peace, cause at the back of my mind, i'm so worried to get biten by those jellyfish.... Eeeee..... Just fyi, i was trainning at the beach, it was part of the trainning to swim in the sea, so here i was, struggling to swim in the sea and then those jellyfish didnt wanna miss any part of my trainning session. Argh....
This week was a much better one, no jellyfish but with waves.... yup u heard it right, seldom we have a chance to see big waves along singapore beach. Today was a great one. I was having those feeling of my Japan Trip, where i was competiting over there. Wooww... i was surfing in Singapore beach water today, yeah.... though it was not as big a wave compared to the Japan beach, at least it was something..... and i was like screaming with delight when i was riding on the waves. Hahahah... Shiok!!!
Been busy with some of my planning.... will try to get sorted out within a week or two.... it's been dragging for far too long, i need it fast and quick! shant disclose what it is, until the time is right, i will annouce to the whole wide world.. hahaha =)
Had a wonderful night with dearie..... spend the whole night with her despite having many uncomplete stuffs at the back of my mind. Just thought i shld spend some quality time with her and nobody else. We were both lying side by side on my bed with my bedroom door totally shut, and only the moonlight rays creeping in my dark comfy room. it just feel like we move into another planet where there's only two of us. =) We talk about everything under the sun, ok no sun it was just ceiling above us. We basically just talk and was enjoying each other company. I thought it was nice..... sometimes couples get so busy with their own stuffs that they forget to really sit down and have their own world of privacy and small chat. It was just coincident that we had this chance and we were both enjoying each other company. Well i thought the sight of stars rather than my ceiling would be more of a romantic ambience. hahaha.....Hmm.... prolly we should have an outing at the beach, where cool sea breeze would be blowing across our face and the many shiny stars and moonlight shinning upon us. =)
I came across one of this interesting word this week, and it came to my attention twice, i thought prolly i should just write it down. It is a chinese word call "She De" [ You She (Loss) Cai You De (Gain) ] It mean you only start to Gain when you expereince the loss of something. I thought it is rather meaningful and very true! Well for those still cant understanding, go start figuring it out for yourself. For me i understand the meaning and already benefited from this sentence.
Just some words for thought. =)
Had an eventful and busy week and it could only get busier the coming weeks. =) Didnt have too much a time to sit down in front of comp and update my daily ranting or events cause i spend the remainding time i have with my dearie.... She must be feeling lucky that i'm trying my best to squeeze out whatever time i left to be with her... okie okie.. self praise is no praise... =p
Was at Changi Beach last sunday and this sunday..... woooo... last week was a real close encounter with all those jellyfish floating (swimming?!?!) in our Changi Beach water. Awww...I touch, kick, brush across a few while i was swimming in the sea. Yucks! Gross.... didnt reallie swim in peace, cause at the back of my mind, i'm so worried to get biten by those jellyfish.... Eeeee..... Just fyi, i was trainning at the beach, it was part of the trainning to swim in the sea, so here i was, struggling to swim in the sea and then those jellyfish didnt wanna miss any part of my trainning session. Argh....
This week was a much better one, no jellyfish but with waves.... yup u heard it right, seldom we have a chance to see big waves along singapore beach. Today was a great one. I was having those feeling of my Japan Trip, where i was competiting over there. Wooww... i was surfing in Singapore beach water today, yeah.... though it was not as big a wave compared to the Japan beach, at least it was something..... and i was like screaming with delight when i was riding on the waves. Hahahah... Shiok!!!
Been busy with some of my planning.... will try to get sorted out within a week or two.... it's been dragging for far too long, i need it fast and quick! shant disclose what it is, until the time is right, i will annouce to the whole wide world.. hahaha =)
Had a wonderful night with dearie..... spend the whole night with her despite having many uncomplete stuffs at the back of my mind. Just thought i shld spend some quality time with her and nobody else. We were both lying side by side on my bed with my bedroom door totally shut, and only the moonlight rays creeping in my dark comfy room. it just feel like we move into another planet where there's only two of us. =) We talk about everything under the sun, ok no sun it was just ceiling above us. We basically just talk and was enjoying each other company. I thought it was nice..... sometimes couples get so busy with their own stuffs that they forget to really sit down and have their own world of privacy and small chat. It was just coincident that we had this chance and we were both enjoying each other company. Well i thought the sight of stars rather than my ceiling would be more of a romantic ambience. hahaha.....Hmm.... prolly we should have an outing at the beach, where cool sea breeze would be blowing across our face and the many shiny stars and moonlight shinning upon us. =)
I came across one of this interesting word this week, and it came to my attention twice, i thought prolly i should just write it down. It is a chinese word call "She De" [ You She (Loss) Cai You De (Gain) ] It mean you only start to Gain when you expereince the loss of something. I thought it is rather meaningful and very true! Well for those still cant understanding, go start figuring it out for yourself. For me i understand the meaning and already benefited from this sentence.
Just some words for thought. =)
Friday, February 25, 2005
It's been a week since i last blog. Well alot of things has been going tru my mind lately. Been reflecting, thinking about lots of stuffs.... i realise i'm no longer the same before.... ok probably still have some traits of the old. Nonetheless feel that i've grown much more mature these days. Ever since tt fateful thing happen, i think i change quite a fair bit and i mean change for the better.
Firstly, i visit library more often these days, so much so that i begining to ponder whether will it be my hang out place soon. This could never happen many months back, seriously to tell you guys the truth, i dont reallie like to read books, i would prefer to watch movies, shows rather than reading books. Alot of things happen and now i seems like i cant get enough of self-improvement books! These days I've been walking into bookshop and library to scan for books to upgrade myself ever so often.
A change in me definately, and i believe it is definately a change for the better. =) Secondly, i beginning to think more in term of EQ. i started to put myself in other person shoes more often than not. Grown mature or probably i'm ready for the next stage of life. Nowadays i find that 24hr is not enough! Not enough for me to think what i wanna think, do what i wanna do.... simply not enough time. Ppl always say i got time on my side, and i starting to believe so..... however i would have prefer to be much younger. I beginning to realise what all those elders means when they say i got youth or time on my side. I realise they say it with a word of wisdom, Never in my life, i feel the urge of charging myself up for the business world. Though ppl have been saying i have the youth to fight in the business world, I still feel that i should have started sooo much earlier. Many plans came to my mind recently, so much so that even when i'm about to sleep, ideas and thought still wouldnt wanna leave my mind for me to have a good night rest. Simply too much stuffs to ponder about. I feel that i should try and do whatever i wanna do in the business world and grab whatever opportunities that is within my reach, if everything fails, and become bankrupt or whatever, at least i still have some time left to pull myself up. To make long story short, i'm going to be my own boss instead of working for ppl. I believe in working hard for myself rather than for ppl.
Knowledge is never ending and i think i'm far lacking behind in terms of life knowledge.... i'm reallie playing catch up now by reading books and motivational CDs. If all these sounds weird to you , nvm... it's ok... probably somewhere down to road, you will feel what i feel right now. It's painful to work for someone seriously. Shant elaborate on that, if you are smart enough you will understand what i mean.
Today, i look into my dad's eye, for the first time i feel that i fail as a son. I feel soo sour inside me.... Ppl always say human eyes dont tell lies, and i believe it is somewhat true. What i saw was not a reflection of myself in his eyes, what i actually feel/see (if you use heart to see) is a wonderful dad who has aged soooo much in recent years, it just reaffirm me that i would be real devasted if he is no longer ard in this world. He has been a pillar of strenght/support for me, though he can be unreasonable at times, anyway which dad dont. He had work sooo hard all his life for the family, he's been tru tough times ever since he was young, He made all those sacrifices for me and the family for god knows how much. He bite his teeth and carry on working so that he can get our lifes in shape, and even at this tender age of his, he still work sooo hard for money! I feel so bad and ashamed that he still have to work soo hard for money. I thought it should be time for my parents to rest and me taking the full loads for them. I think health is a very much important issues for them. They needed sooo much rest and enjoy the remaining days of their lives. I believe life is very very short, 23 years of gone and i believe i havent have any real impact or done anything to the family. We living in a highly fast moving society that i believe many familys fails to have financial security.
I see ppl living in big houses, big cars, a comfortable lifestyle..... i look it all in envy, it's a dream of many, and of cos it is also one of my many dreams too, can i achieve that, of cos you have to work hard if not it will be call dreaming rather than dreams.
I wanna obtain financial security and rewards my parents for working their socks off for the family. I believe it is the least i could do to make their lifes sooo much more happier and meaningful.
It pains me to see that my parents still work sooo hard every single day for the family. The more i see them working hard and cant help, the more i feel that i'm nothing but a useless bum. I need to work hard and do something for them, i think my parents definately deserve a break after working sooo hard for soooo many years. They definately deserve to go for a six month holiday or even a year holiday break, probably to see the world.
The longer i become financial stable, the longer they have to work hard and sooo much lesser time for them to enjoy themselves. Cause everybody has a life span, happy or not, my parents will leave the world sooner or later. I love my parents sooo much that i wouldnt wanna leave them, but can i make us live forever? The answer is definately no, for those individuals who are now working soo hard to fulfill their own dreams, buying new sports car or branded goods, pls remember that you wouldnt be who you are if you are without your parents. They have work soo hard, ask yourself do you want them to continue to work hard till the last day of their lives? Ever wonder why your parents work soo hard for the family, and don't u think your parents deserve something???? I firmly believe my parents deserve something from me!
So all i have to do now is to work hard and secured financial security/stability!
Today entry is rather emotional and reflective.... i thought i could just pen down some of my many thoughts that has been going tru my minds recently.
Firstly, i visit library more often these days, so much so that i begining to ponder whether will it be my hang out place soon. This could never happen many months back, seriously to tell you guys the truth, i dont reallie like to read books, i would prefer to watch movies, shows rather than reading books. Alot of things happen and now i seems like i cant get enough of self-improvement books! These days I've been walking into bookshop and library to scan for books to upgrade myself ever so often.
A change in me definately, and i believe it is definately a change for the better. =) Secondly, i beginning to think more in term of EQ. i started to put myself in other person shoes more often than not. Grown mature or probably i'm ready for the next stage of life. Nowadays i find that 24hr is not enough! Not enough for me to think what i wanna think, do what i wanna do.... simply not enough time. Ppl always say i got time on my side, and i starting to believe so..... however i would have prefer to be much younger. I beginning to realise what all those elders means when they say i got youth or time on my side. I realise they say it with a word of wisdom, Never in my life, i feel the urge of charging myself up for the business world. Though ppl have been saying i have the youth to fight in the business world, I still feel that i should have started sooo much earlier. Many plans came to my mind recently, so much so that even when i'm about to sleep, ideas and thought still wouldnt wanna leave my mind for me to have a good night rest. Simply too much stuffs to ponder about. I feel that i should try and do whatever i wanna do in the business world and grab whatever opportunities that is within my reach, if everything fails, and become bankrupt or whatever, at least i still have some time left to pull myself up. To make long story short, i'm going to be my own boss instead of working for ppl. I believe in working hard for myself rather than for ppl.
Knowledge is never ending and i think i'm far lacking behind in terms of life knowledge.... i'm reallie playing catch up now by reading books and motivational CDs. If all these sounds weird to you , nvm... it's ok... probably somewhere down to road, you will feel what i feel right now. It's painful to work for someone seriously. Shant elaborate on that, if you are smart enough you will understand what i mean.
Today, i look into my dad's eye, for the first time i feel that i fail as a son. I feel soo sour inside me.... Ppl always say human eyes dont tell lies, and i believe it is somewhat true. What i saw was not a reflection of myself in his eyes, what i actually feel/see (if you use heart to see) is a wonderful dad who has aged soooo much in recent years, it just reaffirm me that i would be real devasted if he is no longer ard in this world. He has been a pillar of strenght/support for me, though he can be unreasonable at times, anyway which dad dont. He had work sooo hard all his life for the family, he's been tru tough times ever since he was young, He made all those sacrifices for me and the family for god knows how much. He bite his teeth and carry on working so that he can get our lifes in shape, and even at this tender age of his, he still work sooo hard for money! I feel so bad and ashamed that he still have to work soo hard for money. I thought it should be time for my parents to rest and me taking the full loads for them. I think health is a very much important issues for them. They needed sooo much rest and enjoy the remaining days of their lives. I believe life is very very short, 23 years of gone and i believe i havent have any real impact or done anything to the family. We living in a highly fast moving society that i believe many familys fails to have financial security.
I see ppl living in big houses, big cars, a comfortable lifestyle..... i look it all in envy, it's a dream of many, and of cos it is also one of my many dreams too, can i achieve that, of cos you have to work hard if not it will be call dreaming rather than dreams.
I wanna obtain financial security and rewards my parents for working their socks off for the family. I believe it is the least i could do to make their lifes sooo much more happier and meaningful.
It pains me to see that my parents still work sooo hard every single day for the family. The more i see them working hard and cant help, the more i feel that i'm nothing but a useless bum. I need to work hard and do something for them, i think my parents definately deserve a break after working sooo hard for soooo many years. They definately deserve to go for a six month holiday or even a year holiday break, probably to see the world.
The longer i become financial stable, the longer they have to work hard and sooo much lesser time for them to enjoy themselves. Cause everybody has a life span, happy or not, my parents will leave the world sooner or later. I love my parents sooo much that i wouldnt wanna leave them, but can i make us live forever? The answer is definately no, for those individuals who are now working soo hard to fulfill their own dreams, buying new sports car or branded goods, pls remember that you wouldnt be who you are if you are without your parents. They have work soo hard, ask yourself do you want them to continue to work hard till the last day of their lives? Ever wonder why your parents work soo hard for the family, and don't u think your parents deserve something???? I firmly believe my parents deserve something from me!
So all i have to do now is to work hard and secured financial security/stability!
Today entry is rather emotional and reflective.... i thought i could just pen down some of my many thoughts that has been going tru my minds recently.
Thursday, February 17, 2005
Been quite busy recently... that's the reason why i hardly update my blog. I feel good to be busy, it means i'm productive and urm making money! hahahaha ~ Jokes aside... i mean most of the time when u r busy it means u r working hard to earn money ... ok at least it applys to working class ppl like me.... so busy means money and thats good! =p
I'm still a poor guy, very much in debt, i'm having bank overdraft now.... all thanks to my degree loans, now i have to slog sooo hard to pay back the money..... hiaz... Nevermind, i can see light at the end of the tunnel pretty soon.... urm prob another 1 and a half yr of repayment left to go.... (pretty long tunnel yeah isnt it) =p
Well Didnt do anything special or extra-ordinary on Valentine Day. I mean is there a need??? Me and dearie are already one SPECIAL couple.... hahahah.... ok, i'm just crapping, pls ignore.....
Well due to my finance status, didnt reallie plan one major major surprise for her, it just another simple day that we spend together. Didnt wanna get suck in by those horrendous commercialise gimmicks on this so call "special day" for Couples. The prices of some gifts just goes out of hand during this period and sometimes i wonder if it really a special day for us couple or special day for companies to make money out of it.
Today went down to Bedok reservoir to help out in TP open house. Ohh well since it's TP open house, many secondary schools have been invitied to TP for a tour and students from numerous schools came down to participate in our water adventure event and of course it's was held at bedok reservior. For the first time i swim in a reservoir =) and just to inform you guys if you happen to taste saltiness in your house tap water.... you know what's the reason ah! hahahaha~ just kidding.... i didnt pee just fyi and anyway i believe PUB will do a good job in purifying the water.
Anyway you wouldnt believe what i saw! so much algae was found in the reservoir .... ohh gross! real gross..... *pukes...
Anyway today weather not bad, was having fun doing some board surfing till i have to rescue one victim that had fallen into the water. No worries, i'm a qualified lifesaver, so here i go to the rescue!.... eh-hemm of cos not some superhero lah.... just save the victim thats all.... hahahaha... =p
The Open house will end tml, if you guys wanna see me in action..... ok i mean come and take a look in TP and of course the water advanture event, you can always pop by yeah..... =)
Here are some of the photos that we took on Valentine day .... enjoy and pls dont break out laughing if you see the fatter side of me!
Take it away.............
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Dont you think we are a special couple
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Kelv : Urm.... well.... i think i'm more special ! heehee
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Jo : Yah right?!?! who say so? Box you! * Bish !!! I'm more special lor ! .... humph! =p
I'm still a poor guy, very much in debt, i'm having bank overdraft now.... all thanks to my degree loans, now i have to slog sooo hard to pay back the money..... hiaz... Nevermind, i can see light at the end of the tunnel pretty soon.... urm prob another 1 and a half yr of repayment left to go.... (pretty long tunnel yeah isnt it) =p
Well Didnt do anything special or extra-ordinary on Valentine Day. I mean is there a need??? Me and dearie are already one SPECIAL couple.... hahahah.... ok, i'm just crapping, pls ignore.....
Well due to my finance status, didnt reallie plan one major major surprise for her, it just another simple day that we spend together. Didnt wanna get suck in by those horrendous commercialise gimmicks on this so call "special day" for Couples. The prices of some gifts just goes out of hand during this period and sometimes i wonder if it really a special day for us couple or special day for companies to make money out of it.
Today went down to Bedok reservoir to help out in TP open house. Ohh well since it's TP open house, many secondary schools have been invitied to TP for a tour and students from numerous schools came down to participate in our water adventure event and of course it's was held at bedok reservior. For the first time i swim in a reservoir =) and just to inform you guys if you happen to taste saltiness in your house tap water.... you know what's the reason ah! hahahaha~ just kidding.... i didnt pee just fyi and anyway i believe PUB will do a good job in purifying the water.
Anyway you wouldnt believe what i saw! so much algae was found in the reservoir .... ohh gross! real gross..... *pukes...
Anyway today weather not bad, was having fun doing some board surfing till i have to rescue one victim that had fallen into the water. No worries, i'm a qualified lifesaver, so here i go to the rescue!.... eh-hemm of cos not some superhero lah.... just save the victim thats all.... hahahaha... =p
The Open house will end tml, if you guys wanna see me in action..... ok i mean come and take a look in TP and of course the water advanture event, you can always pop by yeah..... =)
Here are some of the photos that we took on Valentine day .... enjoy and pls dont break out laughing if you see the fatter side of me!
Take it away.............
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Dont you think we are a special couple
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Kelv : Urm.... well.... i think i'm more special ! heehee
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Jo : Yah right?!?! who say so? Box you! * Bish !!! I'm more special lor ! .... humph! =p
Monday, February 14, 2005
Happy Valentine Day 2005
It been a fruitful CNY so far for me! And if u guys were wondering how come i never reply sms or blog for the past few days, it is because i was away, i was out of town =) Anyway meet up with relatives and friends during this festive season, it is always good to catch up after sooo long over a year or so. Did gamble a bit there and then and was pretty lucky to won some money =) Well it was just for the fun of it, not trying to earn some big bucks during those gambling sessions. Well did recieve quite a fair bit of ang pow monies and of cos it will be crediting to my bank account soon! hoooray!!! hahahahah =)
I realise something over the weeks and it just speed up the whole process during this CNY period, and that is i have grown fatter!!! Yup i guess over the weeks i put on so much weight that my face become sooo much rounder and pls let's not talk about the size of my tummy now yeah. I guess i have to control my diet before i become unrecognisable by my friends.... keke~
Aint sure whether can i collect some more ang pow or not, however i need money, lots of money and erm.. who dont right.... bleahz
Went to temple today to pray "tai sui" cos it's my year just in case u guys forgotten. Ohhh well... didnt know and dont really bother, just follow tru the motion, ppl say wat and i just follow.... i am tt chin chai, anyway i'm a free-thinker, therefore anything also can. Well dear say better be safe than sorry, ask me just go and pray, and of cos i did with the company of my family.
So today is Valentine day! and i feel so guilty as i have not done anything yet... yup i think i gonna get it big time..... i'm a big time procastinator lah! and of cos i always think tt something nicer will pop up along the way, always thinking there will be nicer gifts to buy for dearie, well sooo much sooo that now i got none... hahahah....
Anyway sometimes it is not the gifts or whatever stuffs that is important, what's more important is the heart. And i so thankful that i found her and of cos it will be our first valentine day together =) It a day for a special couple like us to be out there spending time on a special day like this =)
Dedicated this song below to her...... Angels brought me here by Guy Sebastian.
Somehow it been a amazing journey and i so thankful to have found her... and did angels brought me to her? ok wait... shall i say did angel brought her to me because i'm just as special! hahahah..... ok i shall cut the crap and pls enjoy the lyrics.....=p
Angels Brought Me Here - Guy Sebastian
It's been a long and winding journey
But I'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces
Walking back into the light
To the sunset of your glory
Where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling
When I look into your eyes
My dreams came true
When I found you
I found you, my miracle
If you could see what I see
That you're the answer to my prayers
And if you can feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
Standing here before you
Feels like I've been born again
Every breath is your love
Every heartbeat speaks your name
My dreams came true
Right here in front of you
My miracle
If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
Brought me here to be with you
I'd be forever grateful (oh forever grateful)
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle
If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
I realise something over the weeks and it just speed up the whole process during this CNY period, and that is i have grown fatter!!! Yup i guess over the weeks i put on so much weight that my face become sooo much rounder and pls let's not talk about the size of my tummy now yeah. I guess i have to control my diet before i become unrecognisable by my friends.... keke~
Aint sure whether can i collect some more ang pow or not, however i need money, lots of money and erm.. who dont right.... bleahz
Went to temple today to pray "tai sui" cos it's my year just in case u guys forgotten. Ohhh well... didnt know and dont really bother, just follow tru the motion, ppl say wat and i just follow.... i am tt chin chai, anyway i'm a free-thinker, therefore anything also can. Well dear say better be safe than sorry, ask me just go and pray, and of cos i did with the company of my family.
So today is Valentine day! and i feel so guilty as i have not done anything yet... yup i think i gonna get it big time..... i'm a big time procastinator lah! and of cos i always think tt something nicer will pop up along the way, always thinking there will be nicer gifts to buy for dearie, well sooo much sooo that now i got none... hahahah....
Anyway sometimes it is not the gifts or whatever stuffs that is important, what's more important is the heart. And i so thankful that i found her and of cos it will be our first valentine day together =) It a day for a special couple like us to be out there spending time on a special day like this =)
Dedicated this song below to her...... Angels brought me here by Guy Sebastian.
Somehow it been a amazing journey and i so thankful to have found her... and did angels brought me to her? ok wait... shall i say did angel brought her to me because i'm just as special! hahahah..... ok i shall cut the crap and pls enjoy the lyrics.....=p
Angels Brought Me Here - Guy Sebastian
It's been a long and winding journey
But I'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces
Walking back into the light
To the sunset of your glory
Where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling
When I look into your eyes
My dreams came true
When I found you
I found you, my miracle
If you could see what I see
That you're the answer to my prayers
And if you can feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
Standing here before you
Feels like I've been born again
Every breath is your love
Every heartbeat speaks your name
My dreams came true
Right here in front of you
My miracle
If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
Brought me here to be with you
I'd be forever grateful (oh forever grateful)
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle
If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
Saturday, February 05, 2005
I'm back after being MIA for quite long again............=p
It just 4 more days before CNY!!! Basically it just another "ANG POW" collection time... heehee *grinz
Did some spring cleaning today.... wooo... so tired.... *yawns... CNY is all about spring cleaning, buying new year goodies, buy new clothes, decoration of the house and of cos the most important for the kids, and that is the collection of "ang pow"
I'm not exactly facinated about the immenient of CNY, prolly i grown out of it..... I dont have the same excitement that i used to have when i was a small kid, prolly i beginning to see more than just ang pow time =) Lots of things has been going through my mind recently..... think i have grown mature over certain things.... =)
Anyway CNY coming, we should be in high spirits to greet the new year!!! So let's us just celebrate yeah..... To all my friends Happy advance Chinese New Year.... (just in case i dont blog next few days) =p
And yeah one more thing to add.... i finally got my tag board fix and so guys u can start tagging me again.... =)
It just 4 more days before CNY!!! Basically it just another "ANG POW" collection time... heehee *grinz
Did some spring cleaning today.... wooo... so tired.... *yawns... CNY is all about spring cleaning, buying new year goodies, buy new clothes, decoration of the house and of cos the most important for the kids, and that is the collection of "ang pow"
I'm not exactly facinated about the immenient of CNY, prolly i grown out of it..... I dont have the same excitement that i used to have when i was a small kid, prolly i beginning to see more than just ang pow time =) Lots of things has been going through my mind recently..... think i have grown mature over certain things.... =)
Anyway CNY coming, we should be in high spirits to greet the new year!!! So let's us just celebrate yeah..... To all my friends Happy advance Chinese New Year.... (just in case i dont blog next few days) =p
And yeah one more thing to add.... i finally got my tag board fix and so guys u can start tagging me again.... =)
Sunday, January 30, 2005
It's been a long time since i last post anything. Nowadays been busy with some of my personal stuffs and kinda lazy to blog also.
Well just came back from a short trip, was indulging myself with lots of shopping..... yea u heard it right... shopping.... somehow or rather i love to shop while i'm overseas..... prolly i got the shopaholic syndrome when i'm overseas! hahahahah
Bought a few stuffs..... "On Sales" sign was everywhere and it just make my heart pump real fast! hahaha..... went to a mambo shop, where they having 50% sale! wooohoo..... bought one berms from there...... definately a great catch! Still bought some clothes, shoes here and there from other places..... i feel so shiok and at the same time BROKE!
Yup, that's the after effect of shopping...... =(
Was happy to see dearie today, show her the stuffs that i bought for her as well as for myself..... it was great to see her smiling when she sees her present, hope she reallie like it! =)
And She surprise me with her "Snoopy night lamp" gift! woohoo.... sooo cute! Did i tell u guys i love snoopy..... yeah i know i'm a guy.... but i just love snoopy..... so cute!!!
Ok gonna fix my snoopy night lamp now........ *poof*
Well just came back from a short trip, was indulging myself with lots of shopping..... yea u heard it right... shopping.... somehow or rather i love to shop while i'm overseas..... prolly i got the shopaholic syndrome when i'm overseas! hahahahah
Bought a few stuffs..... "On Sales" sign was everywhere and it just make my heart pump real fast! hahaha..... went to a mambo shop, where they having 50% sale! wooohoo..... bought one berms from there...... definately a great catch! Still bought some clothes, shoes here and there from other places..... i feel so shiok and at the same time BROKE!
Yup, that's the after effect of shopping...... =(
Was happy to see dearie today, show her the stuffs that i bought for her as well as for myself..... it was great to see her smiling when she sees her present, hope she reallie like it! =)
And She surprise me with her "Snoopy night lamp" gift! woohoo.... sooo cute! Did i tell u guys i love snoopy..... yeah i know i'm a guy.... but i just love snoopy..... so cute!!!
Ok gonna fix my snoopy night lamp now........ *poof*
Sunday, January 16, 2005
I'm down with running nose, argh! terrible man! The skin around my nose is peeling off as a result of massive rubbing, even the tenderness of the tissue couldnt prevent it from happening and this just shows how bad my running nose is! Now, i just have to stick those tissues up my nose to stop my mucus from flowing out.
Chinese New Year is around the corner, I decided to start to clean up and pack my room early this year! It's time to get rid of all those old, useless things! Started packing, cleaning my room since ytd..... I have to take a break now cos my nose is irritating the hell out of me. =p
I have been racking up my past these few days and cleaning up my room didnt do any help to that situation, ohh well, i couldnt help but feels abit nostalgic...... Saw how madly in love we were then and just within month everything changes and it just goes to show we shouldnt take anything from granted. I made mistakes before and i wouldnt wanna made the same mistakes again, if not everything will be back to square one again isnt it. My past would not be a stumble block for my future bcos i'm pretty firm in certain things, and once i made up my mind, nothing seems to be able to change it. And i have told myself there is nothing i would regret if i look back. Yup, no regrets, i did what i have to do then, no regrets whatsoever! Right now i only have my future slowly unfolding right in front of me, and i'm enjoying every single minute with dearie now. My past would not be an obstacle, rather it will serve as a reminder for me not to take anyone / anything for granted.
Clearing / Keeping the things of old means i'm ready for the new year! I'm ready for new stuffs to enter into my room! Though i'm half way tru cleaning my room, it seems my room is lots freshier and i'm beaming with delight at how neat my room looks now! Cool!
To the one who has just enter my life and create a new lease of life in me
What a way to kick start Year 2005 with her in my life now, may each day unfold every magical moments in our relationship
This song is specially for you dear!
My Everything - 98 Degree
The loneliness of nights so long
The search for strength to carry on
My every hope had seemed to die
My eyes had no more tears to cry
Then like the sun shined from up above
You surrounded me with your endless love
And all the things I couldn't see
Are now so clear to me
Chorus
You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray on bended knee
That you will always be
My everything
Now all my hopes and all my dreams
Are suddenly reality
You've opened up my heart to feel
The kind of love that's truly real
A guiding light that'll never fade
There's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
For the love you give and won't let go
I hope you'll always know
Chorus
Bridge
You're the breath of life in me
The only one that sets me free
And you have made my soul complete
For all time
For all time
Chinese New Year is around the corner, I decided to start to clean up and pack my room early this year! It's time to get rid of all those old, useless things! Started packing, cleaning my room since ytd..... I have to take a break now cos my nose is irritating the hell out of me. =p
I have been racking up my past these few days and cleaning up my room didnt do any help to that situation, ohh well, i couldnt help but feels abit nostalgic...... Saw how madly in love we were then and just within month everything changes and it just goes to show we shouldnt take anything from granted. I made mistakes before and i wouldnt wanna made the same mistakes again, if not everything will be back to square one again isnt it. My past would not be a stumble block for my future bcos i'm pretty firm in certain things, and once i made up my mind, nothing seems to be able to change it. And i have told myself there is nothing i would regret if i look back. Yup, no regrets, i did what i have to do then, no regrets whatsoever! Right now i only have my future slowly unfolding right in front of me, and i'm enjoying every single minute with dearie now. My past would not be an obstacle, rather it will serve as a reminder for me not to take anyone / anything for granted.
Clearing / Keeping the things of old means i'm ready for the new year! I'm ready for new stuffs to enter into my room! Though i'm half way tru cleaning my room, it seems my room is lots freshier and i'm beaming with delight at how neat my room looks now! Cool!
To the one who has just enter my life and create a new lease of life in me
What a way to kick start Year 2005 with her in my life now, may each day unfold every magical moments in our relationship
This song is specially for you dear!
My Everything - 98 Degree
The loneliness of nights so long
The search for strength to carry on
My every hope had seemed to die
My eyes had no more tears to cry
Then like the sun shined from up above
You surrounded me with your endless love
And all the things I couldn't see
Are now so clear to me
Chorus
You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray on bended knee
That you will always be
My everything
Now all my hopes and all my dreams
Are suddenly reality
You've opened up my heart to feel
The kind of love that's truly real
A guiding light that'll never fade
There's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
For the love you give and won't let go
I hope you'll always know
Chorus
Bridge
You're the breath of life in me
The only one that sets me free
And you have made my soul complete
For all time
For all time
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