*yawns.... oh well... wat a way to start blogging yeah. =p
Been sleeping late recently, it is so ever often nowadays that i couldnt remember when was the last time i sleep before 2am in the morning. The worst part is i always wake up ard the same time, so which means if i keep sleeping later and later, i would not have enuff rest....i'm accumulating tiredness... oh well.. tt's my own bloody problem right..... *yawns .. feel so tired now.

Later in the afternoon, my lovely sis gonna have her swim competition, after tt she and my parents will be out of town.......... well i'm left alone again..... i need a breather.. i need a holiday... my notes is killing me... okok.. havent been studying, but the thought of reading my notes is killing me, and i just come to realise that i'm in deep shit now as there is not much time left for my revision. Argh!!! frustration !!

I wanna go out have fun, but the notes is pulling me back! I got the luxury of having the whole house to myself, however i think i gonna bore myself down this time round!!! Last time whenever i got the whole house to myself, i would go yea ! cos my gf then would come over and stay and we will be like having our small little house living in our small little world... oh well.. it just bring back memories yea.... thought it was a small steps for our future living togetherness, and we did have a rollin good time, however things happen and things change... and this time round i gonna have to face the four walls all by myself !!!

Enuff of this past nonsense craps... dont wanna get drain thinking abt all those past.... I need my brain space for some other more useful purpose.... i need extra compartment for my notes... argh!!! Notes, exams!!! it killing me!!!

Ok... i think i'm feeling better now.... it's nice to vent my frustration on something... and venting on my blog means good at least i wont go ard venting it on my friends or those ppl that are close to me.

Gotto head back to my notes again..... if i have a punching bag at home.... i feel like punching it now... i need to sweat out all my frustration, i want to scream.... oh shit! what happen to me today...... i'm feeling sooo soooo soo damm frustrated at the moment... it's been a long time since i last feel this way.... it is soooo sudden.. i guess i having PMS.... i wanna scream !!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................................