So fast its the last day of the month November. This also means that i'm going to have 1 more exam before becoming a free man. Oh well it was just last week that the thought of having exam would sent cold vibe to my skin, and now i'm going to finish my exam pretty soon. Times reallie flies!

Today paper just sucks! and i reallie mean suck big time!!!! Argh! Frustration, agony, whatever negative aspect of feeling will be associated with me right after i finish my paper, or in fact while sitting for the paper. Up to this point in time i am still FRUSTRATED, ANGRY, FURIOUS, MAD!!!!

I just couldnt do a bloody single qns! Yes not even a SINGLE Qns !!! This is the worst paper i ever take in my whole student life! It was drastic contrast to all the papers that i have took previous week. I have confidence abt the result or the marks i going to get for all my previous paper. Nothing of this sort can be said to this paper, probably the outcome that i'm most confident of is that i'm going to FAIL, and i mean FAIL BIG TIME!!! ARGH!!!
I'm absolutely gutted! The papers is upon 300 marks (3qns 100 marks each) and i only manage to do 2 qns, and u guys know that i dont even know to ans any one of the qns. I do it for the sake of doing it! I reallie wish i didnt have to sit for this paper!!! I feel like walking out of the exam venue, but the saddest truth is i'm already there... leave and i would get 0 marks, so i decided to give it a shot even though i aint know shit abt any of the qns!!! To make matter worse, it is all calculation based qns... it is either u know or u dont know, there is nothing in between, it is not like those kind of marketing or management paper where u can bluff yr way through and hope for the best that kind! Oh well.... i'm dead! i'm in deep shit! would reallie have to pray very hard in order to get at least a 25%.... yup u get me right... that would mean 75marks upon 300marks! Gosh! That's the minimum criteria i have to obtain before any thoughts of having an honours degree and i havent even consider other factors yet!!! gosh ! This paper is terrible... i should have just take it last semester. Even if i took it while i was sick i think i could still gather a score higher than what i'm goin to get today. It's not that i'm pessimistic or what, it is just the cruel fact of the bloody truth! I aint know how to do a single qns!!!! I aint know shit man!!!! Ok the problem is not because i didnt study, if i didnt study then it is fair enough, but the blooy problem is that the topics that is being tested is not being covered with me last semester!!! I bet they did some correction over what topic is going to be tested and what is not for this subject for the current batch of student and not me!!! And i'm the bloody kuku from my own batch (previous batch) sitting for that bloody exam paper! Tell me abt it! I know nuts what is going on for the current batch of student! and to be tested on the topic that they study and not mine! This is ridiculous! Oh gosh! can somebody pls save me! I need the marks! i badly need the marks! I do not want the result for this paper to spoil all my previous good mark i obtain , the effort i put in for all my previous papers! I do not want at the end of the day i didnt meet the first criteria for a honours degree because of this bloody stupid idiotic reason! I'm going mad!! Real mad! and to think that i still have one more paper to go! I just have no mood to carry on and to add salt to my wound, the next paper for me is also last semester paper, and i beginning to wonder whether will it be the same topics that i did covered to be tested in this coming paper! I'm going crazy! This is madness! .... MADNESS !!!