WOW!!!! Feeling good this morning!! I chatted with princess ytd night. Well though the topic is abit out there, but who cares at least i get to talk to her and understand her a little better. Well can conclude that i got a crush on her and she got a crush on somebody else! wah pianz eh.... i wanna faints lioaz..... anyway dont know whether does she has abit of feeling for me... well .... i dont think so lah.... nonetheless i'm just plain happy to talk to her over the phone. It doesnt matter what the conversation is, it is the person on the other line that matters.

" It doesnt matter what the conversation, just as long as she calls " Invisible Man by 98 degree.

Well still thinking whether do i wanna tell her that i got a crush on her..... i mean if i dont tell her, she wouldnt know my feeling for her and then i will become like the person in the song "Invisble man"

anyway when she told me she was feeling sad, dissapointed and confused.... i more or less guess it concern BGR, and true enough, she feeling sad, dissapointed and confused because of what's going on between her and her crush.
Haiz.... when i realise that she got a crush... i was feeling abit sad...... i was like... er.... okie.. she got a crush..... anyway it's the first time i see her like this... yes, though i dont know her long enough but this is the first time i see her not behaving her usual self.

I was feeling sad that she's sad. I mean this is the last thing i wanna her to be. and guess what.... i actually kinda help her between herself and her crush. er... wait.. i dont think i reallie help lah.... i was just listening to her.... just give a listening ear....and a few suggestion... anyway i just wanna her to pour out what is bothering her so she would not bottle up her feeling and feel sad deep down inside, i just want her to feel better and be happy.
Well for me.... liking someone doesnt mean that u must have her by yr side, it is making tt someone happy. I'm just trying to do that.
Told andrew abt it... and he say i dont know my priorities... ahhahahah... i mean yes i got a crush on her but tt doesnt mean i must make her mine what.... if she like somebody and she's better of with that somebody ... then it is good for her wat... as i say liking someone doesnt mean that you must have tt someone by yr side, it is letting that someone you like feels happy.

Well i aint sure whether this is a one-off conversation over the phone.... i still wanna chat with her over the phone again and get to know and understand her more.... and i dont wanna keep chating with her over the same issues too.. cause it makes no sense either... anyway during our conversation, we also do talk abt other stuffs... and to my findings... somehow or rather both of us behaves the same way in life, and have the same thoughts in life and in love.

Didnt know she also has a bad experience when she was competing in last year sea games....... Totally understand how she was feeling tt time cos i was badly hurt, badly affected when i was competing in last year sea games too.....

She also agrees that in relationship that there is three stages... that is .... crush, like and then love. She will never hurried into a relationship because to her it makes no sense.. bcos she prefer to reallie understand a person first before she will have a relationship with tt person.... and for me its the same! both of us just got the same thinking.

There are still plenty of things that i found out that she got the same thinking as i do in terms of life, sports, relationship. How coincident can that be...... Prob sports person do understand another sports person better... but i find that we just have too many things in common... aint sure if she's feeling this way.... but i reallie do think that we have lots in common.

Ohh... this is getting a little long out here..... still thinking should i let her know that i got a crush on her........Below is a short list of the things i like about her..... and i believe there will be more next time... =)

10 Things I Like abt HER
* I like her big round eyes
* I like her long silky hair.... makes me wanna touch and smell her hair
* I like the way she smiles...... it's the best things that can ever happen on earth!
* I like the way she 'bian zhui'
* I like the way she nodes her head innocently ... she just look so sweet and cute.
* I like the way she looks when she's blur.... tt's so cute!
* I like her simplicity
* I like the way she always think for others, she would keep her problems to herself bcos she dont wanna make ppl worried for her. She just want ppl ard her to be happy. For this she is sooo like me, bcos i behave this way too.
* I like the way she thinks, though she is young, she is matured enough and she somehow or rather knows what she wants in life.
* I like the way she handle over relationship matters because it is soooo smiliar to how i handle mine.


I've been wondering whether are we meant to be together because we have so many things in common, and able to understand each other point of view, nonetheless it is still too early too fast, i would love to know her a little more, a little better first. =)



Falling - Ant and Dec
You make me weak, girl you stand out from the crowd,
You are so strong never let life get you down
I can't go on, pretending I don't see
Just how good I'd be for you
And how good you'd be for me
And it doesn't matter how hard I try,
I can't suppress this feeling, this feeling inside
I think I'm falling girl

I'm falling for you, I'm falling for you,
It doesn't matter what you say, doesn't matter what you do
Baby it's true, I'm falling for you, I'm falling for you
You know how much I care for you,
(There's nothing that I would, I would not do)