I've just wake up not too long ago.... getting excited abt what going to lay ahead for the day. =)

Have a chat with princess ytd night before she sleep.... still get so excited whenever i saw her online..... have some fun chatting with her...and was enjoying every bit until she mention her crush... i was like ... *ouch! pain! "xin ru dao ge"......It bring me back down to earth, well.... that's life isnt it...... she aint know how sour i got, or how heart pain i have, nonetheless i thank her for telling me the things she going tru... at least i'm someone she trust and she's comfortable in telling....

Really struggling with myself on whether do i wanna tell her abt how i feel or not.... i dont know how long can i keep this feeling to myself..... however at the same time i dont wanna spoil the current friendship that we are having now..... i'm just worried that everything wont turn out fine... then both of us will be in an awkward position.... I dont wanna her to feel awkward. Anyway even if i tell her i got a crush abt her... i guess tt's abt it bah..... i still wanna know her better... bcos i think i have yet to know her well enough...... I just hope that if i choose to tell her one day, she just aware that there is someone out there is carrying a torch for her.....aiyah... dont wanna think so much lah.... i just wanna know her more first.

Well, going to wx grandma wake later in the evening...... dont know whether shld i go or not... however since princess is going... then i also go lor.... i dont wanna go to the wake with nobody i know oso..... feels very weird lor. Well she say she going right after her mc coaching.... so that means i think her bro shld be coming also bah.. and some of her friends too...... but wadever the case... it suppose to pay the last respect to wx grandma though i never see her before. it's just out of respect bah.... anyway just that at the same time, i oso can see princess ... =)

Well looking forward to meeting her later on.... it's been a long long time since i feel for someone till like this... it's surprises even me at the rate i'm falling into this...... hmm.. guess she reallie one special gal to make me feel this way bah....

*thinking, thinking, still thinking abt her..... omg! this is madness....can somebody tell me what to do......