Went to my uncle wake ytd, pretty heart-wrenching to see my grandma sitting at one corner. She look so frail and melancholy. Talk to her for a while, it saddens me to see her in her phyiscal shape right now and at times she sounded senile. Who wouldnt be, for she had already gone through real bad times when she lost her husband when the kids are still young, and had lost her youngest son 10 years ago prior to losing her second son now.
My dad's mom (my grandmother) become thin and sickly and acting like a small kid before she pass away. I hate to see elders becoming like this. It scares and sadden me because i cant imagine my parent might one day become like them and for me myself would become exactly like one next time. Why do we have to go tru this? To me it just didnt make sense. Where did we come from and where will we go after we die. If there's life after death, wouldnt it be better that we die when we are healthy as compare to being thin and sickly and senile because when we are dead, we will still be "living" healthy in the other world as compare to otherwise.
I seriously dont understand why people would commit sucide over small matters. If life is a one time love affair with the earth, isnt it so damm precious to throw it away. Its real sad to know that whatever you have work so hard all your life for, you might not get to enjoy it because if you die too early, then that's too bad for u.
Where will we be after death? Will us be forever gone? "Sleeping" for millions of years and losing touch with all our love ones. Why cant we be ard to witness the revoluation of the earth. I would jump into joy if i manage to meet a ghost, spirit of whatever you call it. If we are suppose to be one of them when we are dead, why are we afraid of them, if we will be one when we are dead, doesnt it mean that there will be life after death, wouldnt it be wonderful just to witness whatever gonna happen to this earth and our love ones daily lives.
I'm dead jealous about the prospect of human races able to go for Space holiday, to be able to travel to Mars, Jupiter, just like how all our long ancestors are dead jealous now about us able to travel by planes to different parts of the world for holiday.
Am i able to live that long to see that happening, maybe by then i would have lost my eyesight, hearing, and become too senile to see the world or maybe i would have long been extinct in this world.
I wish i could live life again. There are so many things that i would love to do if i'm able to turn back time.
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Monday, October 24, 2005
Finally had a decent rest over the weekend. Feels good to take a break, feeling more re-charge now. =)
Recieve a sad news. My uncle (mom's side) pass away at the age of 40 leaving his wife and three children all studying pri sch. That's reallie very sad. Only know that he was at the hospital ard 3pm and then ard 5 plus, he left the world. Haiz... life is so fragile, unpredictable, and its so so so short.
To me, i feel that Death is not something that is scary, it is scary only because you left behind all your love ones, as well as the things you have work so hard for it all your life. Can u imagine you work so hard for certain things and you cant enjoy the fruits of your labour. That's sucks! Haiz... is there life after death, maybe my uncle can find out now.
What's Life? i cant figure it out, and i guess i wouldnt be able to figure it out soon. It just remind me that i should treasure my loves one always.
Recieve a sad news. My uncle (mom's side) pass away at the age of 40 leaving his wife and three children all studying pri sch. That's reallie very sad. Only know that he was at the hospital ard 3pm and then ard 5 plus, he left the world. Haiz... life is so fragile, unpredictable, and its so so so short.
To me, i feel that Death is not something that is scary, it is scary only because you left behind all your love ones, as well as the things you have work so hard for it all your life. Can u imagine you work so hard for certain things and you cant enjoy the fruits of your labour. That's sucks! Haiz... is there life after death, maybe my uncle can find out now.
What's Life? i cant figure it out, and i guess i wouldnt be able to figure it out soon. It just remind me that i should treasure my loves one always.
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Busy busy busy
Its been a long time since i last blog, and i freaking busy nowadays, especially recently.... I guess i said it umpteen times, and it seems to be an usual opening statement to my blog. Sad but true... hiaz... oh well came back from my KL biz trip, and upon touching Singapore soil on Saturday afternoon, went back to unpack my stuffs and off i go for my coaching session. The next day (sunday) i had a roadshow to work, then follow by another three roadshow (mon,tue,wed). I'm going bonkas man! I havent been resting well recently, its work and work and still work. Feeling kinda drainning now. Just as i thought my roadshow nightmare was over, i was inform i got another roadshow to attend on fri! argh! this is madness!
So many outstanding stuffs, so little time, that's terrible!
Have quite a few pics to post but simply no time to do it. That's bad, i hope i can do it soon. Nonetheless i'm getting less patience recently, lack of rest is the main cause i think, ok u might think its excuses, but its up to u to think, shant argue about it. I was having roadshow ytd, The humidity of the place doesnt help my grumpy mood. ok let me get some background information of this roadshow, basically its a co-thingy between FAS and our bank. It was reported in newspaper if u guys did come across it, so yup basically the main aim is to promote our local soccer, Singapore Cup final and promote our bank which is the title sponsor for local football. We have games in this roadshow and one of the game attract huge crowds, that is the kick-a-ball-in-the-hole game. Every hole represent a prize, so if u manage to kick a ball into a hole representing the 20" LCD TV, you walk away with one! (I manage to kick in though but well i'm the bank staffs, not entitled man! BAD!) Everyone has three chances to kick into the hole they want, if you cant put the ball in you still walk away with Singapore Cup tickets and Hari Raya green packet. In other words, you will definately win and walk away with something as long as you participate.
Though we state that one game for one person, i still see ppl trying for many times and they still dare to tell you that its only their first try. We can recognise faces man dumbo!
Kicking a ball can be hard for most of the girls so we actually allows ladies to throw the ball rather than kicking it. I got one guy who came over and ask me this "Oh If a man wear a skirt than he will be able to throw the ball lah?" I was getting agitate by the humidity, crowds and here comes a so call "intelligent" guy popping this kind of stupid qns to me. We already state very clearly that only girls, ladies are allow to throw the ball instead. Doesnt this simple english not good enough to make some sense in his brain. I mean ONLY GIRLS AND LADIES! A man who wear a skirt is still a man, he doesnt become a girl or a lady by wearing a skirt. OH man! is he an idiot or just wanna crank up a corny joke. That's real stupid! I answer him very bluntly and then he ask my other colleague why am i so agrressive with the way i answer. Oh well too bad for him, if he thinks he is trying to be funnie asking this kind of qns, then i'll will answer him in a sarcastic way, that's me, too bad for him.
I also got a lady asking me how to throw, is it using hands!? I was like huh? you mean you can throw with your legs or head. Of cos you throw with your hands. Tell me abt it man, anyone here heard or see anyone that say i'm gonna throw a ball using my leg? i mean you kick a ball with your legs, you throw a ball with your hands, and you head a ball with your head. Isnt it obvious enough when we say throw means you throw with your hands. Oh gosh, ok maybe i'm just impatient, but hey when you got this ppl asking you weird qns when you not feeling that good, you will get this kind of reaction.
I got another guy asking me if he fill up his particular and he dont wanna play the game (kick-a-ball-in-a-hole game) can he get the tickets, then i say ok, can. I then pass him 2 tickets and then he tell me urm.. wait just let me kick the ball first. I was like huh! wat! U told me that u dont wanna play game and now u say u wanna kick the ball first. Isnt the game all abt kicking ball??? ridiculously weird ppl!
Got so many weird, funny ppl ard in Singapore, i guess i shall stop here before it seems like i'm trying to have personal attack on them and then when they come acoss my blog, they threaten to take legal action on me.
Its kinda weird when a personal blog can backfire on you. oh well, my blogs is for me to reminisce of my past, my friends to read it, if other non-invited ppl came across and read it then so be it lah, why get it so complicated by the governance of media act or public entertainment act.
I think soon i shall impose a password for my blog. Freedom of speech in Singapore, think again man!
So many outstanding stuffs, so little time, that's terrible!
Have quite a few pics to post but simply no time to do it. That's bad, i hope i can do it soon. Nonetheless i'm getting less patience recently, lack of rest is the main cause i think, ok u might think its excuses, but its up to u to think, shant argue about it. I was having roadshow ytd, The humidity of the place doesnt help my grumpy mood. ok let me get some background information of this roadshow, basically its a co-thingy between FAS and our bank. It was reported in newspaper if u guys did come across it, so yup basically the main aim is to promote our local soccer, Singapore Cup final and promote our bank which is the title sponsor for local football. We have games in this roadshow and one of the game attract huge crowds, that is the kick-a-ball-in-the-hole game. Every hole represent a prize, so if u manage to kick a ball into a hole representing the 20" LCD TV, you walk away with one! (I manage to kick in though but well i'm the bank staffs, not entitled man! BAD!) Everyone has three chances to kick into the hole they want, if you cant put the ball in you still walk away with Singapore Cup tickets and Hari Raya green packet. In other words, you will definately win and walk away with something as long as you participate.
Though we state that one game for one person, i still see ppl trying for many times and they still dare to tell you that its only their first try. We can recognise faces man dumbo!
Kicking a ball can be hard for most of the girls so we actually allows ladies to throw the ball rather than kicking it. I got one guy who came over and ask me this "Oh If a man wear a skirt than he will be able to throw the ball lah?" I was getting agitate by the humidity, crowds and here comes a so call "intelligent" guy popping this kind of stupid qns to me. We already state very clearly that only girls, ladies are allow to throw the ball instead. Doesnt this simple english not good enough to make some sense in his brain. I mean ONLY GIRLS AND LADIES! A man who wear a skirt is still a man, he doesnt become a girl or a lady by wearing a skirt. OH man! is he an idiot or just wanna crank up a corny joke. That's real stupid! I answer him very bluntly and then he ask my other colleague why am i so agrressive with the way i answer. Oh well too bad for him, if he thinks he is trying to be funnie asking this kind of qns, then i'll will answer him in a sarcastic way, that's me, too bad for him.
I also got a lady asking me how to throw, is it using hands!? I was like huh? you mean you can throw with your legs or head. Of cos you throw with your hands. Tell me abt it man, anyone here heard or see anyone that say i'm gonna throw a ball using my leg? i mean you kick a ball with your legs, you throw a ball with your hands, and you head a ball with your head. Isnt it obvious enough when we say throw means you throw with your hands. Oh gosh, ok maybe i'm just impatient, but hey when you got this ppl asking you weird qns when you not feeling that good, you will get this kind of reaction.
I got another guy asking me if he fill up his particular and he dont wanna play the game (kick-a-ball-in-a-hole game) can he get the tickets, then i say ok, can. I then pass him 2 tickets and then he tell me urm.. wait just let me kick the ball first. I was like huh! wat! U told me that u dont wanna play game and now u say u wanna kick the ball first. Isnt the game all abt kicking ball??? ridiculously weird ppl!
Got so many weird, funny ppl ard in Singapore, i guess i shall stop here before it seems like i'm trying to have personal attack on them and then when they come acoss my blog, they threaten to take legal action on me.
Its kinda weird when a personal blog can backfire on you. oh well, my blogs is for me to reminisce of my past, my friends to read it, if other non-invited ppl came across and read it then so be it lah, why get it so complicated by the governance of media act or public entertainment act.
I think soon i shall impose a password for my blog. Freedom of speech in Singapore, think again man!
Monday, October 10, 2005
4 A's in a relationship
Attended a colleague's wedding on Saturday. It was held in Hilton hotel, high tea reception (church wedding). The food was nice, the main event was better. My colleague look so much prettier that day than any other normal working day. Though she is tired due to all the ceremonies, she still looks good with the make-up and in her gown. No wonder ppl always says a gal always look the prettiest on her wedding day. It makes me ponder how dearie would look like when she dresses in gown. Hmmm.... *ponder ponder ponder...
I feel very happy for my colleague, i mean yes its a happy occasion, but its also means a whole new lease of life awaiting. Its always nice to see both loving couple exchanging vows and preparing to live up to all those fairy tales stories. I wish her a happy and blissful marriage! =)
I beginning to think of what i should do during my big day, where will it be held at things like that, ytd when i meet my dearie, i wanted to settle down, but at the back of my mind i know that i'm not financially stable, though we love each other so much, i still feel we should still give each other more times, i have yet to finalise whether should i "chiong" for my career or just have a balance lifestyle, there's still so many outstanding things i have yet to decide and accomplish, Other than that, she's not even classified as adult in the eyes of government(She's not even 21 !) so I guess i should wait until both of us are more prepared. =)
*Good choice i guess, thumbs up ;)
Anyway during the ceremony, the pastor brings out the ingredient for Love, more for a marriage life. I thought it is very relevant and important for any relationship and not just for marriage couple, and i gonna type what i felt for each of the ingredient the pastor mention, and i hope by sharing it now, maybe could help whatever ppl whom are reading this.
ACCEPTANCE
In a relationship, we must learn to accept one another, only then we can go further. Most of the times, we are worlds apart, or should i just simply say we are different, Maybe that's the reason why ppl always say opposite attract, but whatever the case, it is important to accept one another flaws and come out with a compromise.
There are no two identical person in this world, even the character of a twins are different, so learn to accept one another.
APPRECIATION
In a relationship, we should learn to appreciate one another. We should never take for granted of the things our spouse or our partner do for us. A simple "thank you" could even help a long way. As the word implies, Appreciate means "To raise in value or price, especially over time." Therefore the more you appreciate your spouse or your partner, the more important your other spouse or partner would feel over time, nobody would want to feel unimportant in a relationship, so by appreciating, it would help both parties.
AFFECTION
We have to show affection in our relationship, correct me if i am wrong for up to this point in time i still do not know of any couple could survive a relationship without physical touch, as in not even the least of holding hand or kissing. We human beings are all affection creatures. We love to be caress, "sayang', cuddle, hug etc. Nonetheless the more the frequency of affection we show to our spouse, the more they feel loved.
ATTENTION
We've come to the last part of the 4 A's, that is attention. Anyone here hate attention??? No one? of cos, In fact all of us, from young to old loves attention. Sometimes, young kids do certain things to attract their parents attention. How often have you heard your child, your newphew, your close friend's child says " Hey dad (mummy), look at me, i know how to do this, i know how to do that." How many times have we heard, read on newspaper that most juvenile cases are as a result of lack of attention from the parents to their children. Likewise, in a relationship, we are always craving for attention from our partners. A simply sentence like "You look so beautiful in the dress today" or "You look so smart in that suit" reallie makes the day for anybody.
Girls love their partner who pay attention to the little details of their appearance. anybody disagree? i guess almost all bfs or husband in the world agrees with me. Likewise for guys, we also do craves for attention from our gf, because we are just simply human!
So much for the 4 A's. I'm not trying to sounds like a relationship guru or whatsoever, but more like a sharing session. It's also give me a good time to reflect on my own relationship. I guess anybody who understand these 4 A's will reallie score well in their own relationship.
Lastly, Do it not because it is being practise and thus have to follow, but rather do it because you love your partner. For me, I do all the 4 A's because i love my Joanne. =)
I feel very happy for my colleague, i mean yes its a happy occasion, but its also means a whole new lease of life awaiting. Its always nice to see both loving couple exchanging vows and preparing to live up to all those fairy tales stories. I wish her a happy and blissful marriage! =)
I beginning to think of what i should do during my big day, where will it be held at things like that, ytd when i meet my dearie, i wanted to settle down, but at the back of my mind i know that i'm not financially stable, though we love each other so much, i still feel we should still give each other more times, i have yet to finalise whether should i "chiong" for my career or just have a balance lifestyle, there's still so many outstanding things i have yet to decide and accomplish, Other than that, she's not even classified as adult in the eyes of government(She's not even 21 !) so I guess i should wait until both of us are more prepared. =)
*Good choice i guess, thumbs up ;)
Anyway during the ceremony, the pastor brings out the ingredient for Love, more for a marriage life. I thought it is very relevant and important for any relationship and not just for marriage couple, and i gonna type what i felt for each of the ingredient the pastor mention, and i hope by sharing it now, maybe could help whatever ppl whom are reading this.
ACCEPTANCE
In a relationship, we must learn to accept one another, only then we can go further. Most of the times, we are worlds apart, or should i just simply say we are different, Maybe that's the reason why ppl always say opposite attract, but whatever the case, it is important to accept one another flaws and come out with a compromise.
There are no two identical person in this world, even the character of a twins are different, so learn to accept one another.
APPRECIATION
In a relationship, we should learn to appreciate one another. We should never take for granted of the things our spouse or our partner do for us. A simple "thank you" could even help a long way. As the word implies, Appreciate means "To raise in value or price, especially over time." Therefore the more you appreciate your spouse or your partner, the more important your other spouse or partner would feel over time, nobody would want to feel unimportant in a relationship, so by appreciating, it would help both parties.
AFFECTION
We have to show affection in our relationship, correct me if i am wrong for up to this point in time i still do not know of any couple could survive a relationship without physical touch, as in not even the least of holding hand or kissing. We human beings are all affection creatures. We love to be caress, "sayang', cuddle, hug etc. Nonetheless the more the frequency of affection we show to our spouse, the more they feel loved.
ATTENTION
We've come to the last part of the 4 A's, that is attention. Anyone here hate attention??? No one? of cos, In fact all of us, from young to old loves attention. Sometimes, young kids do certain things to attract their parents attention. How often have you heard your child, your newphew, your close friend's child says " Hey dad (mummy), look at me, i know how to do this, i know how to do that." How many times have we heard, read on newspaper that most juvenile cases are as a result of lack of attention from the parents to their children. Likewise, in a relationship, we are always craving for attention from our partners. A simply sentence like "You look so beautiful in the dress today" or "You look so smart in that suit" reallie makes the day for anybody.
Girls love their partner who pay attention to the little details of their appearance. anybody disagree? i guess almost all bfs or husband in the world agrees with me. Likewise for guys, we also do craves for attention from our gf, because we are just simply human!
So much for the 4 A's. I'm not trying to sounds like a relationship guru or whatsoever, but more like a sharing session. It's also give me a good time to reflect on my own relationship. I guess anybody who understand these 4 A's will reallie score well in their own relationship.
Lastly, Do it not because it is being practise and thus have to follow, but rather do it because you love your partner. For me, I do all the 4 A's because i love my Joanne. =)
Friday, October 07, 2005
Thursday, October 06, 2005
It's a busy day in the morning, was busy opening new accounts, and boss was impressed at the no. of account i help the bank open today. Hmmm... pretty good, must maintain good impression, my variable bonus depends on him! Hahahah....
Anyway was so busy till during lunch time, i got a call to ask to go back office to attend to a customer, haiz.... just cant have lunch in peace man.
After Lunch time was much better, able to switch to relax mood. Didnt fix any appointment and i also not intending to make any calls or fix any appt, just wanna R & R. =)
Oh well, my english speaking skills was kinda crap today, just cant seems to talk properly, half way tru the conversation, chinese or singlish would just pop out. Sentence structure everything was crap too. I mean i'm not that kind that would overly obsessed with the way i speak, but i hate it when i cant seems to express myself clearly with well-structure sentence. I hate myself sometimes, my mind always dont function well if i dont have a proper rest, or when i'm too tired. I think i better train up the side of my brain that control my speech. I want to be eloquent man!
Just recieve news in the late afternoon that i would be off for a business trip next week, not bad for a newbie like me, able to get to go overseas in such a short period in the company. Kinda excited! who's not man if its anyone first oversea business trip. Its gonna be a 3 days 2 night thingy, working + Shopping! I love going overseas for FREE!
Gonna have a in-house trainning tml and sat, hiaz... boring boring boring....
Anyway was so busy till during lunch time, i got a call to ask to go back office to attend to a customer, haiz.... just cant have lunch in peace man.
After Lunch time was much better, able to switch to relax mood. Didnt fix any appointment and i also not intending to make any calls or fix any appt, just wanna R & R. =)
Oh well, my english speaking skills was kinda crap today, just cant seems to talk properly, half way tru the conversation, chinese or singlish would just pop out. Sentence structure everything was crap too. I mean i'm not that kind that would overly obsessed with the way i speak, but i hate it when i cant seems to express myself clearly with well-structure sentence. I hate myself sometimes, my mind always dont function well if i dont have a proper rest, or when i'm too tired. I think i better train up the side of my brain that control my speech. I want to be eloquent man!
Just recieve news in the late afternoon that i would be off for a business trip next week, not bad for a newbie like me, able to get to go overseas in such a short period in the company. Kinda excited! who's not man if its anyone first oversea business trip. Its gonna be a 3 days 2 night thingy, working + Shopping! I love going overseas for FREE!
Gonna have a in-house trainning tml and sat, hiaz... boring boring boring....
Monday, October 03, 2005
I sound like a deejay????
Its been a long while since i last post anything in my blog, but i believe most of you will start not to believe me what i'm gonna write, cos for me i dont belief that either when i first heard from someone.
I have a meeting with one of my female customer today in the afternoon, mid way during our conversation, she told me i can become a deejay because my voice was soothing and nice to hear. Oh my did i heard wrongly? Why did she all of a sudden say such things, did she get turn on by my voice or wat? Didnt know i got such a powerful voice.... hahaha... oh well that's the first someone ever say such thing, it makes me ponder ...... maybe .. just maybe i should one day become a deejay???
* Thank you for listening to XXX fm, its been great to have you listner tuning in to my show, up next is blah blah blah song, i'm signing off here, have a nice day and enjoy the music...............the Melody of the song comes in.....
I have a meeting with one of my female customer today in the afternoon, mid way during our conversation, she told me i can become a deejay because my voice was soothing and nice to hear. Oh my did i heard wrongly? Why did she all of a sudden say such things, did she get turn on by my voice or wat? Didnt know i got such a powerful voice.... hahaha... oh well that's the first someone ever say such thing, it makes me ponder ...... maybe .. just maybe i should one day become a deejay???
* Thank you for listening to XXX fm, its been great to have you listner tuning in to my show, up next is blah blah blah song, i'm signing off here, have a nice day and enjoy the music...............the Melody of the song comes in.....
Monday, September 12, 2005
Happy Birthday to me!
I cant wait to pen down my thoughts today. As i'm typing in my office, i cant help but to keep smiling when i start to recall the things that happen over the weekend.
I think its gonna be a real long entry....
For those who dont know, it was my bday on Sat. My 24th year in this world. I was in terrible mood few days before my bday. I do not know what's the reason. I was feeling so very down on the eve of my bday. I'm not least excited over my bday, i'm not sure whether is it because due to work stress or what. i was downright moody, even my colleague was like eh.. why u so sianz ah.. yr bday coming leh. I was like er... dont know leh... feeling low, feeling moody, then i say maybe i PMS! =p
Things change when darling came over to my house. I started to feel better. Hmm... maybe i just miss her too much as i havent been seeing her for quite sometimes as she was preparing for her exam. Oh well before going in details what happen after my darling came to my house, let me write something that happen before she came.
Back in office. Things was pretty normal, was quite busy in the morning on fri as i need to attend a roadshow. Anyway was pretty surprise when my close colleague just hand me a bday pressie. It was a Raoul cufflink, didnt expect anything cause i didnt bought anything for him for his bday. Was feeling so guilty. Anyway still very much appreciated by his gesture. Always wanted to get something from Raoul, their shirts are nice, and their cufflinks not too bad either. Well i'm lucky enough to get a Raoul cufflinks from him. Many thanks man! =)
As i was saying, i was feeling kinda moody. I should be feeling damm excited but i wasnt, dont know what got in my mind. Meet customer and go through documents as usual. Then i receieve a call from my another colleague. Asking me whether i'm free and do i have a meeting later or something. Sensing that a imminent meeting was on the card, i just replied that i will be meeting a customer ard 6pm, hoping it would just clashes with the so called 'meeting' as i do not intend to stay back after office hour. I hate to stay back after office hour as it always make me feel sick! Hang up the phone with her and get back to work, not long after, she call my department colleague saying that our boss wanna talk to us, ask both of us to go up to his office and look for him. I was like omg... not another long meeting or some lecture from him. I was like already feeling so down and the thoughts of the meeting with my boss was not making me feel any better.
So off we went, then when i reach the office, i was greeted with a bday cake, and my colleague just say hahaha... blah u one! *oh what a surprise! didnt expect them to celebrate for me as i wasnt a permanent staff yet. Nonetheless was happy that they bought me a bday cake, never have a corporate bday celebration, so this was my virgin experience! hahaha.... ok, anyway after that, it still didnt reallie lift up my mood, i told u guys i dont know what affected me, i just feel low at that pt in time. Anyway if you thought my surprise stop here then you pretty wrong. It was the beginning of the many surprise i gonna get late in the night.
So after knock off, walk to the train station and begin my journey home. Was kinda hoping that my mood will become better when i meet my darling later. Well i was right as i really did feel better when i see her. So i think her presence reallie help! =) i wonder whether is she the potion for my mini depression. hahaha...
She told me beforehand that she wouldnt be staying overnight on fri, but she will doing so on sat. Was kinda feeling sad but well was thinking at least one day is better than nothing. Anyway back at home, we just chit chat, and do our normal stuffs and as usual i always enjoy her company.
Then when the clock struck twelve midnight, she say its kinda late and said she has to go home. Of cos i was sad as all along i was hoping for her to stay over. Nonetheless i know her own curfew back home so i didnt say much and get ready to send her home. Little did i know she has things all planned out.
Suddendly she just call me to come into the room, not sensing anything wrong despite noticing that light was not on in my room, i just walk in. I was so surprise when i was greeted by a small cake that have a lighted-candle on it, and then the soothing tune of happy birthday song sang by my darling. I was touched, really lost for words at that moment. It was such a surprise and i just love that moment. After that she feed me with the small piece of bday cake. I was expecting to send her home after finishing the cake, and then she told me she is staying tonight. I was like wahahahah.. yippe yeah she's staying ! and then i scream hor! you bluffed me! and exclaim that she's gonna get it from me! hahahah... nonetheless i'm just so overwhelmed by the surprise. after that she handed me my bday present, it was a snoopy boxer, which has snoopy picture in front and the words "I'M THE KING OF THE HILL!" behind. It was a lovely boxer! very nice!
On Saturday, which is my bday, we just laze ard in my house and then i went coaching late in the afternoon. When i come back, i was being told that my sister present is hidden in my room. I manage to find it and also find another present from my darling. I was pretty surprise because i thought my snoopy boxer was the only present from her, little did i know she got another present for me. I was very happy and touched. It's not the quantity or the cost of the present, but rather the thought of it. I believe she spend a huge fortune on my bday and the things is that she is very broke now. I wonder where she get the money to buy the present despite being so poor and broke. i'm happy, touched and at the same time guilty by all the things she has done and spend for my bday .
I couldnt thank her enough, she made my day, she made my big day such a memorable one to remember. After the cutting cake session late in the night, i open my presents from my parents, my sis and my darling. Almost every single year i will spend my bday with my family, call me a family man, whatever you like, my family, parents is the most important thing in my life. Darling dont be jealous by the statement ok, because i have regard you as part of my family. =)
Guess what i receive for my bday. You guys wouldnt believe, i recieve cufflinks from my parents! my darling also give me an imported cufflinks and if you guys read earlier my colleague also give me a cufflinks. Hahhaha... all of a sudden, my cufflinks collection expanded by so much! =) Ok, if you think it is alright, 2 weeks before my bdays, i just imported two more sets of cufflinks! all of a sudden i am flooded with cufflinks! hahahahah
It was a memorable bday for me, i could not thank my darling enough for all the things she done for my bday. To top it off, she sang this song "FOREVER LOVE" to me. What a lovely song, the lyrics was especially sweet when she sings it. I think i'm gonna get diabetics soon. =p
I think its getting too long, and i need to get back to work. Have upload the song and will post the pics soon. =)
*Gleaming with joy now =) lalalalaaala........
I think its gonna be a real long entry....
For those who dont know, it was my bday on Sat. My 24th year in this world. I was in terrible mood few days before my bday. I do not know what's the reason. I was feeling so very down on the eve of my bday. I'm not least excited over my bday, i'm not sure whether is it because due to work stress or what. i was downright moody, even my colleague was like eh.. why u so sianz ah.. yr bday coming leh. I was like er... dont know leh... feeling low, feeling moody, then i say maybe i PMS! =p
Things change when darling came over to my house. I started to feel better. Hmm... maybe i just miss her too much as i havent been seeing her for quite sometimes as she was preparing for her exam. Oh well before going in details what happen after my darling came to my house, let me write something that happen before she came.
Back in office. Things was pretty normal, was quite busy in the morning on fri as i need to attend a roadshow. Anyway was pretty surprise when my close colleague just hand me a bday pressie. It was a Raoul cufflink, didnt expect anything cause i didnt bought anything for him for his bday. Was feeling so guilty. Anyway still very much appreciated by his gesture. Always wanted to get something from Raoul, their shirts are nice, and their cufflinks not too bad either. Well i'm lucky enough to get a Raoul cufflinks from him. Many thanks man! =)
As i was saying, i was feeling kinda moody. I should be feeling damm excited but i wasnt, dont know what got in my mind. Meet customer and go through documents as usual. Then i receieve a call from my another colleague. Asking me whether i'm free and do i have a meeting later or something. Sensing that a imminent meeting was on the card, i just replied that i will be meeting a customer ard 6pm, hoping it would just clashes with the so called 'meeting' as i do not intend to stay back after office hour. I hate to stay back after office hour as it always make me feel sick! Hang up the phone with her and get back to work, not long after, she call my department colleague saying that our boss wanna talk to us, ask both of us to go up to his office and look for him. I was like omg... not another long meeting or some lecture from him. I was like already feeling so down and the thoughts of the meeting with my boss was not making me feel any better.
So off we went, then when i reach the office, i was greeted with a bday cake, and my colleague just say hahaha... blah u one! *oh what a surprise! didnt expect them to celebrate for me as i wasnt a permanent staff yet. Nonetheless was happy that they bought me a bday cake, never have a corporate bday celebration, so this was my virgin experience! hahaha.... ok, anyway after that, it still didnt reallie lift up my mood, i told u guys i dont know what affected me, i just feel low at that pt in time. Anyway if you thought my surprise stop here then you pretty wrong. It was the beginning of the many surprise i gonna get late in the night.
So after knock off, walk to the train station and begin my journey home. Was kinda hoping that my mood will become better when i meet my darling later. Well i was right as i really did feel better when i see her. So i think her presence reallie help! =) i wonder whether is she the potion for my mini depression. hahaha...
She told me beforehand that she wouldnt be staying overnight on fri, but she will doing so on sat. Was kinda feeling sad but well was thinking at least one day is better than nothing. Anyway back at home, we just chit chat, and do our normal stuffs and as usual i always enjoy her company.
Then when the clock struck twelve midnight, she say its kinda late and said she has to go home. Of cos i was sad as all along i was hoping for her to stay over. Nonetheless i know her own curfew back home so i didnt say much and get ready to send her home. Little did i know she has things all planned out.
Suddendly she just call me to come into the room, not sensing anything wrong despite noticing that light was not on in my room, i just walk in. I was so surprise when i was greeted by a small cake that have a lighted-candle on it, and then the soothing tune of happy birthday song sang by my darling. I was touched, really lost for words at that moment. It was such a surprise and i just love that moment. After that she feed me with the small piece of bday cake. I was expecting to send her home after finishing the cake, and then she told me she is staying tonight. I was like wahahahah.. yippe yeah she's staying ! and then i scream hor! you bluffed me! and exclaim that she's gonna get it from me! hahahah... nonetheless i'm just so overwhelmed by the surprise. after that she handed me my bday present, it was a snoopy boxer, which has snoopy picture in front and the words "I'M THE KING OF THE HILL!" behind. It was a lovely boxer! very nice!
On Saturday, which is my bday, we just laze ard in my house and then i went coaching late in the afternoon. When i come back, i was being told that my sister present is hidden in my room. I manage to find it and also find another present from my darling. I was pretty surprise because i thought my snoopy boxer was the only present from her, little did i know she got another present for me. I was very happy and touched. It's not the quantity or the cost of the present, but rather the thought of it. I believe she spend a huge fortune on my bday and the things is that she is very broke now. I wonder where she get the money to buy the present despite being so poor and broke. i'm happy, touched and at the same time guilty by all the things she has done and spend for my bday .
I couldnt thank her enough, she made my day, she made my big day such a memorable one to remember. After the cutting cake session late in the night, i open my presents from my parents, my sis and my darling. Almost every single year i will spend my bday with my family, call me a family man, whatever you like, my family, parents is the most important thing in my life. Darling dont be jealous by the statement ok, because i have regard you as part of my family. =)
Guess what i receive for my bday. You guys wouldnt believe, i recieve cufflinks from my parents! my darling also give me an imported cufflinks and if you guys read earlier my colleague also give me a cufflinks. Hahhaha... all of a sudden, my cufflinks collection expanded by so much! =) Ok, if you think it is alright, 2 weeks before my bdays, i just imported two more sets of cufflinks! all of a sudden i am flooded with cufflinks! hahahahah
It was a memorable bday for me, i could not thank my darling enough for all the things she done for my bday. To top it off, she sang this song "FOREVER LOVE" to me. What a lovely song, the lyrics was especially sweet when she sings it. I think i'm gonna get diabetics soon. =p
I think its getting too long, and i need to get back to work. Have upload the song and will post the pics soon. =)
*Gleaming with joy now =) lalalalaaala........
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Sickly..
Have been sick for the past 1 week. Was feeling so terrible last week, and the best part was i have a competition on last Sunday. I was hoping i can rest and recover in time for my competition, but it didnt turn out that way. Was still sick, however still choose to go for competition. I know its not that good for the health, but well, the team needs me and i'm the backbone of the team, so i have to go. Didnt manage to do real well (as expected), however did well enough to collects a few medals and win the overall Mens champion category.
Dear was reallie sweet, came over and see me and bought essense of chicken for me. Mind you she buy it when she herself couldnt even afford a proper meal herself, she has to skim and save, that's how poor she is now.
Tml is 1st of sep.... few more days, in fact 10 more days before i gonna celebrate my bday! wahhhahahha... Happy happy!
This year feeling is different from last year. And for my closer friend out there, you will know exactly what happen, Thanks tingz for being there during that period of time =) Anyway i'm all well and fine, and i'm so excited to celebrate my bday this year with somebody special. No prizes for guessing who's the person =p
Gonna be a real busy day in office again.
*off to work, boss lurking...... hahahahhaha
Dear was reallie sweet, came over and see me and bought essense of chicken for me. Mind you she buy it when she herself couldnt even afford a proper meal herself, she has to skim and save, that's how poor she is now.
Tml is 1st of sep.... few more days, in fact 10 more days before i gonna celebrate my bday! wahhhahahha... Happy happy!
This year feeling is different from last year. And for my closer friend out there, you will know exactly what happen, Thanks tingz for being there during that period of time =) Anyway i'm all well and fine, and i'm so excited to celebrate my bday this year with somebody special. No prizes for guessing who's the person =p
Gonna be a real busy day in office again.
*off to work, boss lurking...... hahahahhaha
Monday, August 22, 2005
Mom's Bday
Happy Birthday to my beloved Mom!
I decided to go back and take a look at what did i post last year on my mom's bday. And then I realise that my blog is actually 1 year and 7 days old! keke~ That's pretty fast leh!
Last year didnt reallie spend much on my mom because i'm a poor lad. This year, though i'm still a poor lad, i'm in a much better financial position as compare to last year. I always willingly to spend money on my parents provided i got the money lah. Because to me, my parents means the whole world to me, without them it would jolly well means without me, and i know how much they went tru just to bring me up. I always thought to myself, if one day i have the financial capability, i will definately have them relax and enjoy their retirement days. Life is short and i only have one parent, i just want to provide as much as i can possible.
I treat my mom plus family, dear and my small aunt to Yuki Yaki. It was great to see all of us enjoying the fun of making ice-cream. With my sis, giggling throughout the whole thing! hahahaha... Had an assumptious meal and ice-cream making. Bought a cake and dear bought pressie for my mom as well.
Spend quite a big amount on my mom this year but i guess she deserve it. Thanks for her loving care all this years. She can scream, shout , nag at me, but i still love who she is. =)
I realise my "ang mo" today a bit weird, pardon me for my sentece structure ah... got no time to edit or think properly. Been real busy with all the stuffs, hardly having a breathe. Hopefully things will be better next week!
anyway i got my Gucci specs lioaz.... Looks pretty good on me.... ok that's not self-praise, at least that the comments from alot of people.
Will post some pictures soon, for now.... gtg off and finish some of my stuffs...
*poof*
I decided to go back and take a look at what did i post last year on my mom's bday. And then I realise that my blog is actually 1 year and 7 days old! keke~ That's pretty fast leh!
Last year didnt reallie spend much on my mom because i'm a poor lad. This year, though i'm still a poor lad, i'm in a much better financial position as compare to last year. I always willingly to spend money on my parents provided i got the money lah. Because to me, my parents means the whole world to me, without them it would jolly well means without me, and i know how much they went tru just to bring me up. I always thought to myself, if one day i have the financial capability, i will definately have them relax and enjoy their retirement days. Life is short and i only have one parent, i just want to provide as much as i can possible.
I treat my mom plus family, dear and my small aunt to Yuki Yaki. It was great to see all of us enjoying the fun of making ice-cream. With my sis, giggling throughout the whole thing! hahahaha... Had an assumptious meal and ice-cream making. Bought a cake and dear bought pressie for my mom as well.
Spend quite a big amount on my mom this year but i guess she deserve it. Thanks for her loving care all this years. She can scream, shout , nag at me, but i still love who she is. =)
I realise my "ang mo" today a bit weird, pardon me for my sentece structure ah... got no time to edit or think properly. Been real busy with all the stuffs, hardly having a breathe. Hopefully things will be better next week!
anyway i got my Gucci specs lioaz.... Looks pretty good on me.... ok that's not self-praise, at least that the comments from alot of people.
Will post some pictures soon, for now.... gtg off and finish some of my stuffs...
*poof*
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Quick Updates
Just got back home after coaching. Life has been busy recently, so much so that dear has been complainning abt it! Sorry dear, thanks for your understanding =)
Work is starting to pile up recently. There's pro and cons to it. Of course the pro outweight the cons.... Busy means that i got more cases, more cases means more commission! hahaha.... beside commission, it also reflect well that i'm working hard, if not my boss would start to question why he hired me in the first place.
Oh well, will be having test on Monday! Just when i thought i wouldnt need to take test after i completed my degree, now my bank ask me to go and take this Anti-Money Laundering test, my gosh! i need to study through this 50 pages of notes! Boring shit man!
Well, now trying hard to earn as much money as possible, thus i have been busy working and coaching. Guess, somehow i have to reallie manage my time reallie well, cause i dont wish to neglect my dear too much. Repeating my past mistake will be foolish, so i'm a better Kelvin from now on =)
Recently, half of my face is splashing across newspaper, bus stop stands, taxi stands.... Its because i am the model for my bank lastest product, Trio account (its a current account). For those who reallie interested in growing your money in the bank. Please put in a bank account that gives you high interest rate. For my bank, we givin very high interest and on top of that free cheque book. There are also many other fantastic offer from my bank, ranging from loans to investment, so if u guys need anything, just feel free to give me a call man! i will be gladly at yr service! keke~
Ytd, went to make a specs for myself. Couldnt reallie "tahan" wearing contacts lens the whole day so decided to make a new specs. Been wearing contact lens all this while, cause my current spec kinda cannot make it lioaz. Dear accompanied me to the place and we finally decided to get a Gucci frameless specs. Guess i should look pretty professional when i wear that to work, ahhaahhaha
Its gonna be two weeks later before i could get my Gucci spec, hmmm... cant wait for it to be ready man!
Upload this new song today, Hen Xiang Ni. Its for my precious dear, hope she knows that i'm missing her right now.
Ok, need to go and study, read through my notes, dont wanna fail the test on Monday man!
Work is starting to pile up recently. There's pro and cons to it. Of course the pro outweight the cons.... Busy means that i got more cases, more cases means more commission! hahaha.... beside commission, it also reflect well that i'm working hard, if not my boss would start to question why he hired me in the first place.
Oh well, will be having test on Monday! Just when i thought i wouldnt need to take test after i completed my degree, now my bank ask me to go and take this Anti-Money Laundering test, my gosh! i need to study through this 50 pages of notes! Boring shit man!
Well, now trying hard to earn as much money as possible, thus i have been busy working and coaching. Guess, somehow i have to reallie manage my time reallie well, cause i dont wish to neglect my dear too much. Repeating my past mistake will be foolish, so i'm a better Kelvin from now on =)
Recently, half of my face is splashing across newspaper, bus stop stands, taxi stands.... Its because i am the model for my bank lastest product, Trio account (its a current account). For those who reallie interested in growing your money in the bank. Please put in a bank account that gives you high interest rate. For my bank, we givin very high interest and on top of that free cheque book. There are also many other fantastic offer from my bank, ranging from loans to investment, so if u guys need anything, just feel free to give me a call man! i will be gladly at yr service! keke~
Ytd, went to make a specs for myself. Couldnt reallie "tahan" wearing contacts lens the whole day so decided to make a new specs. Been wearing contact lens all this while, cause my current spec kinda cannot make it lioaz. Dear accompanied me to the place and we finally decided to get a Gucci frameless specs. Guess i should look pretty professional when i wear that to work, ahhaahhaha
Its gonna be two weeks later before i could get my Gucci spec, hmmm... cant wait for it to be ready man!
Upload this new song today, Hen Xiang Ni. Its for my precious dear, hope she knows that i'm missing her right now.
Ok, need to go and study, read through my notes, dont wanna fail the test on Monday man!
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Saw a few shots of Sunday President Star Charity show. Again, as like many charity show, we get to witness many unfortunate souls living in this world. We are aware that there are far too many less fortunate people around us. If we only live life once, then wouldnt it be so very unfair.
I wonder why some people get to enjoy such a good life, such good fortune, while some live life so shabbily. Some spend so much money that others dont even get to earn that amount of money in a lifetime. Some have so much food to eat to keep them full while some dont even have the strength to fend off houseflies "nesting" on their body.
If it's like what those christian people says, god are trying to test you to live up to the difficulties that you face while you living on earth. The test of individual strength and character. Then i wonder why some people deserve to go through such a horrid time where they cant even have strength to fend off houseflies "nesting" on their body and why some people deserve to go through such a rich and famous lifestyle, where they can get whatever things they want because they have money!
This is life in Planet Earth, and i'm luckily enough that i'm living life far more comfortable than alot of people, but seriously what did we do previously that choosen us to be born in certain environment, certain families.
I guess i shouldnt be thinking so much and i should just say what others has been famously saying. " THIS IS LIFE "
I wonder why some people get to enjoy such a good life, such good fortune, while some live life so shabbily. Some spend so much money that others dont even get to earn that amount of money in a lifetime. Some have so much food to eat to keep them full while some dont even have the strength to fend off houseflies "nesting" on their body.
If it's like what those christian people says, god are trying to test you to live up to the difficulties that you face while you living on earth. The test of individual strength and character. Then i wonder why some people deserve to go through such a horrid time where they cant even have strength to fend off houseflies "nesting" on their body and why some people deserve to go through such a rich and famous lifestyle, where they can get whatever things they want because they have money!
This is life in Planet Earth, and i'm luckily enough that i'm living life far more comfortable than alot of people, but seriously what did we do previously that choosen us to be born in certain environment, certain families.
I guess i shouldnt be thinking so much and i should just say what others has been famously saying. " THIS IS LIFE "
Friday, July 29, 2005
Some thought on the show 'The Island"
Its been a long time since i update my blog regularly, so since i'm a little bit more free, i shall pen down some of my thoughts.
Watch "The Island" ytd with dear, for those who havent catch it, i shall try to summarize the whole show.
Basically it talks about Human clones. Clones whose only purpose is to provide "spare parts" for their original human counterparts (Sponsor). All clones lives in a place where strict regime have to be followed. They are told, "brain-wash" that they are saves from death, they are brought over to where they are staying to aviod containmination of the Planet Earth. By staying at where they are staying and by following what they have been instructed and follow their strict regime, they will not be containminated. Any containmination will lead to quarantine. All clones have the mentality of a small kid and would be taught intelluctually up to the age of 15 years old. They have one purpose of living in that place, and that one purpose is to go to "The Island" - reportedly the last uncontaminated spot on Planet Earth through a "fair" lottery system every day/week.
All clones believes their main purpose of existence is to hope they can strike the lottery so as to go to the dream Island-last uncontaminated spot on Planet Earth. Only one clone name Lincoln Six-Echo soon discovers that everything about this whole experience is a lie.
I'm pretty disturb by the whole plot of the story here. Maybe i think too much, isnt this exactly what we are exactly craving for, ok maybe for most people out there. That is almost all of us would want to go to Heaven when we die. Most of us were hoping to strike "lottery" to go to heaven. Most resort to believe in Jesus Christ, because many claims or should i say he himself claim he's the only path to god, to heaven. Wait a min, before i carry on any further here, i would like to make a stand that I'm not trying to critize christianity or any other religion.
I always believe that a religion are there because it preaches good things, asking us to do the right thing and not the wrong thing. Buddhist religion came from Buddha, and almost all religion were pass down by a person. Even christianity were pass down by Jesus Christ. Have anyone wonder all religion preach the same thing and from a person pt of view????
Most christian believe the only way to god, to heaven is through Jesus, because he died for our sins. Most christian believes blindly to the religion and most of them condem other religion. They always think that they are the only real one and they are superior against all other religion.
Please i'm not going into details of things like does anyone knows exactly how old is earth, i believe planet earth is thousand or even million years old before the birth of dinosaurs era, and to think that we human races are million years after them. Then where is the existence of god!? I'm not saying there is no god, but i'm curious, and i question whethere does god reallie exist, and whether the so called heaven and hell does really exist? and question why are there so many blind faith christian. Whatever reasons they(christian) come out, they would always state because the bible say this, because the bible say that.
What makes them so sure that whatever the bible say is the truth? and let me pose this question, who created language? why do we call cat a cat, and why cant we call cat a dog or some other names. i hope at this junction, you readers are still with me. I seriously wonder what make christian soooo sure that whatever the bible says is the truth. Most christian wasnt around when the bible was wrote. Like we wasnt around when language was first created. Does speaking different languages means we are different? does speaking english make you more superior that if you speak chinese or other language? The answer is we are still human beings even though we speaks different language, we are still not superior than anyone if we speaks different language. So, why are some of those christian belives that their religion is the best and superior than any other religion?
I believe almost all religion says that if we do good things we would be granted a passage to heaven. The main purpose of living is to do good things and then we will go to heaven. Isnt this what the whole movie "the island" is trying to say? We are trying to be as clean as possible "not containminated" so that we can win lottery to go heaven (a paradise) - "the island" (last wonderful place on earth). Those never do good things are containminated and will be quarantine --> (go to hell instead of heaven)
Most christian are brain-wash by the fact of the bible and most christian believes they are the superior than any other religion. They believes that they are not contaminated and they would therefore stand a chance of going to heaven by believing in christianity. All believer of other religions are contaminated in the sense, and would therefore be quarantine or in another words not be allow to go to heaven. They will have to believe in christianity (decontaminated themselves) so as to have a chance of strike lottery (go heaven).
To those blind faith christian, pls dont blindly believe in your faith and keep insisting your religion is the most superior and the only way to god/heaven. Please give respect to other religion where they also preach us human beings to do good things.
Basically i believe all religions give us a piece of mind, and teaches us to do good things.
If everybody go to heaven, then where is heaven? and wouldnt heaven be overcrowded?
If like what most christianity people always say if u believe in jesus and if we pray for you under jesus then you can actually go to heaven. My question is please pray to those dead ants, mosquitoes, crockroaches, etc so that they too will then be able to go to heaven, they are afterall living things too.
I'm not trying to ridicule christianity, but i hope most christian could respect other religion.
well, I hate to believe that when we die, we will leave this world forever, leaving this world for good, leaving behind all those wonderful things that we have work so hard to achieve during our stay in earth. I'm scared at the thought of death. I think there are too many things to do and so little time left. But please do realise that we are no different to ants, mosquitoes, animals, birds, trees, because you have to understand that we are all part of the Nature in this Planet Earth.
Well i believe i'm having a intellectual of fifteen years in terms of understanding Planet Earth, and maybe, just maybe, the curiosity of this whole issue in Planet earth making me act like Lincoln Six-Echo.
Watch "The Island" ytd with dear, for those who havent catch it, i shall try to summarize the whole show.
Basically it talks about Human clones. Clones whose only purpose is to provide "spare parts" for their original human counterparts (Sponsor). All clones lives in a place where strict regime have to be followed. They are told, "brain-wash" that they are saves from death, they are brought over to where they are staying to aviod containmination of the Planet Earth. By staying at where they are staying and by following what they have been instructed and follow their strict regime, they will not be containminated. Any containmination will lead to quarantine. All clones have the mentality of a small kid and would be taught intelluctually up to the age of 15 years old. They have one purpose of living in that place, and that one purpose is to go to "The Island" - reportedly the last uncontaminated spot on Planet Earth through a "fair" lottery system every day/week.
All clones believes their main purpose of existence is to hope they can strike the lottery so as to go to the dream Island-last uncontaminated spot on Planet Earth. Only one clone name Lincoln Six-Echo soon discovers that everything about this whole experience is a lie.
I'm pretty disturb by the whole plot of the story here. Maybe i think too much, isnt this exactly what we are exactly craving for, ok maybe for most people out there. That is almost all of us would want to go to Heaven when we die. Most of us were hoping to strike "lottery" to go to heaven. Most resort to believe in Jesus Christ, because many claims or should i say he himself claim he's the only path to god, to heaven. Wait a min, before i carry on any further here, i would like to make a stand that I'm not trying to critize christianity or any other religion.
I always believe that a religion are there because it preaches good things, asking us to do the right thing and not the wrong thing. Buddhist religion came from Buddha, and almost all religion were pass down by a person. Even christianity were pass down by Jesus Christ. Have anyone wonder all religion preach the same thing and from a person pt of view????
Most christian believe the only way to god, to heaven is through Jesus, because he died for our sins. Most christian believes blindly to the religion and most of them condem other religion. They always think that they are the only real one and they are superior against all other religion.
Please i'm not going into details of things like does anyone knows exactly how old is earth, i believe planet earth is thousand or even million years old before the birth of dinosaurs era, and to think that we human races are million years after them. Then where is the existence of god!? I'm not saying there is no god, but i'm curious, and i question whethere does god reallie exist, and whether the so called heaven and hell does really exist? and question why are there so many blind faith christian. Whatever reasons they(christian) come out, they would always state because the bible say this, because the bible say that.
What makes them so sure that whatever the bible say is the truth? and let me pose this question, who created language? why do we call cat a cat, and why cant we call cat a dog or some other names. i hope at this junction, you readers are still with me. I seriously wonder what make christian soooo sure that whatever the bible says is the truth. Most christian wasnt around when the bible was wrote. Like we wasnt around when language was first created. Does speaking different languages means we are different? does speaking english make you more superior that if you speak chinese or other language? The answer is we are still human beings even though we speaks different language, we are still not superior than anyone if we speaks different language. So, why are some of those christian belives that their religion is the best and superior than any other religion?
I believe almost all religion says that if we do good things we would be granted a passage to heaven. The main purpose of living is to do good things and then we will go to heaven. Isnt this what the whole movie "the island" is trying to say? We are trying to be as clean as possible "not containminated" so that we can win lottery to go heaven (a paradise) - "the island" (last wonderful place on earth). Those never do good things are containminated and will be quarantine --> (go to hell instead of heaven)
Most christian are brain-wash by the fact of the bible and most christian believes they are the superior than any other religion. They believes that they are not contaminated and they would therefore stand a chance of going to heaven by believing in christianity. All believer of other religions are contaminated in the sense, and would therefore be quarantine or in another words not be allow to go to heaven. They will have to believe in christianity (decontaminated themselves) so as to have a chance of strike lottery (go heaven).
To those blind faith christian, pls dont blindly believe in your faith and keep insisting your religion is the most superior and the only way to god/heaven. Please give respect to other religion where they also preach us human beings to do good things.
Basically i believe all religions give us a piece of mind, and teaches us to do good things.
If everybody go to heaven, then where is heaven? and wouldnt heaven be overcrowded?
If like what most christianity people always say if u believe in jesus and if we pray for you under jesus then you can actually go to heaven. My question is please pray to those dead ants, mosquitoes, crockroaches, etc so that they too will then be able to go to heaven, they are afterall living things too.
I'm not trying to ridicule christianity, but i hope most christian could respect other religion.
well, I hate to believe that when we die, we will leave this world forever, leaving this world for good, leaving behind all those wonderful things that we have work so hard to achieve during our stay in earth. I'm scared at the thought of death. I think there are too many things to do and so little time left. But please do realise that we are no different to ants, mosquitoes, animals, birds, trees, because you have to understand that we are all part of the Nature in this Planet Earth.
Well i believe i'm having a intellectual of fifteen years in terms of understanding Planet Earth, and maybe, just maybe, the curiosity of this whole issue in Planet earth making me act like Lincoln Six-Echo.
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
word for thought
Its been a real long time since i last update. I guess to my readers it's pretty unfair that whenever you guys come in, you will go off feeling bored as there are no new entry. Apologies for that.
Anyway have been real busy, so much things to do, feeling so bad that i havent reallie have time for my dearie as well, and i thank her for her understanding. Anyway since its lunch time now, i think i should type something. It's just something that i realise today and have been a culprit of many times.
Word for thought.
Meaning of "Gift"
-Something that is bestowed voluntarily and without compensation.
-The act, right, or power of giving.
-A talent, endowment, aptitude, or inclination.
If gifts are given free, then why are we still hearing people says "free gifts"
"come and collect your free gifts"?????
Something to let you ponder for the day. =)
Anyway have been real busy, so much things to do, feeling so bad that i havent reallie have time for my dearie as well, and i thank her for her understanding. Anyway since its lunch time now, i think i should type something. It's just something that i realise today and have been a culprit of many times.
Word for thought.
Meaning of "Gift"
-Something that is bestowed voluntarily and without compensation.
-The act, right, or power of giving.
-A talent, endowment, aptitude, or inclination.
If gifts are given free, then why are we still hearing people says "free gifts"
"come and collect your free gifts"?????
Something to let you ponder for the day. =)
Sunday, July 10, 2005
What a relaxing sunday today! *Smilez =)
It just bring back memories of me being able to laze around at home and do whatever i wanna do and not feeling so uptight abt time. Well, its always good to keep some time to myself. I think everybody need that extra time for their own personal space. I finally able to go back to my "cave" and i feel so much relax right now and i'm all ready to go to work tml. =)
Alot of things happen recently. Guess i shall try to summarise everything.
My parents are back! Yup. They had a tiring but enjoyable trip. Guess being singaporean, our defination of holiday are pretty different from the ang mo. For us singaporean or should i say asian, when we go for holiday, we tend to tired ourselves by going ard shopping for good stuffs, rushing here and there to visit famous places. At the end of the whole trip, we would feel more tired than relax and we had to take an extra day as a result just so we can relax and recharge for work.
For the ang mo, most of them would actually sit by the pool side or some places to relax. Pick up a book to read while sun-tanning, that's basically their basic agenda during holiday. You seldom see or should i say will never see an asian siting by a pool side reading a book during his/her holiday. That's prolly why ang mo feel more recharge whenever they went for a holiday while we asian feel even more tired after every holiday. =p
Anyway my dad bought alot of stuffs back, from souvernirs to some very interesting things from China. He also bought beijing roasted duck back!!! hahaha... Anyway i receive a advance birthday gift from him. A mont blanc briefcase. Ohhh ... i love it so much... it so nice! It so nice till i cant bare to use it.
Mont Blanc Briefcase
Well.. the second day after my parents came back, my dad suddendly become very sick. It reallie scare the shit out of me. I cant remember when was the last time i see him so sick before. It make me ponder on alot alot of things. My creative mind become to think of alot of negative scenerios, i'm not a pessimistic person but i'm just so worried abt everything related to my family. To think when i reach home, he was alright and then all of a sudden, he suddendly become so sick. Luckily it was nothing fatal, can you imagine if something happen, i think i can just break down.
I read and hear alot of this kind of cases where family members just pass away all of a sudden, and their immediate family was so shock to do anything/react. What i feel upon hearing all this cases was feeling sad for them and that's abt it. But when i face with such a close situation tt day, i was totally dumbfounded, i keep praying that my dad would recover. I would definately break down, i'm just not prepared to handle all the pressure, all the responsibility if anything happen to my dad. Luckily for me, my dad is fine. I'm so thankful he recovered. In that instance, i also realise that life is so so so so fragile. You can never forsee what's gonna happen in that next minute.
Let's not think abt this matter for the time being. I'm not prepared and i guess i'm never prepared. I love my family, my parents so much, i cant make myself think of the day they gonna leave me. i'm a coward regarding this. i'm just so very afraid..........
i think i better move away from this topic before i couldnt control myself.
Anyway let's saviour whatever positive moments in our life. Life just too short.
Well dear bought a guess watch for me. The watch that i have been eyeing at every since last year. Dont know what sparks her to buy that watch for me despite not earning. Its like almost her one month allowance.
Guess watch
Hmm... guess that's the power of love bah... hahahaha...... Anyway i love the watch and i love her even more. Though i think it's pretty silly for her to spend so much money, and she gonna lead a frugal life after that but i reallie touched and appreciate by her effort.
She has been a great gf, not because she bought that expensive watch for me, but for all the things that she has done over the months. She has been very caring, understanding, enduring all these months. I guess i'm so blessed to have her around. I dont know what i did to deserve such a wonderful person, but i thank god that she's mine. =)
Aint know exactly what our future lies, but i hope i'm able to walk this journey together with her for a long long time. =)
Us
*All photos are taken by courtesy of my SE k750i
It just bring back memories of me being able to laze around at home and do whatever i wanna do and not feeling so uptight abt time. Well, its always good to keep some time to myself. I think everybody need that extra time for their own personal space. I finally able to go back to my "cave" and i feel so much relax right now and i'm all ready to go to work tml. =)
Alot of things happen recently. Guess i shall try to summarise everything.
My parents are back! Yup. They had a tiring but enjoyable trip. Guess being singaporean, our defination of holiday are pretty different from the ang mo. For us singaporean or should i say asian, when we go for holiday, we tend to tired ourselves by going ard shopping for good stuffs, rushing here and there to visit famous places. At the end of the whole trip, we would feel more tired than relax and we had to take an extra day as a result just so we can relax and recharge for work.
For the ang mo, most of them would actually sit by the pool side or some places to relax. Pick up a book to read while sun-tanning, that's basically their basic agenda during holiday. You seldom see or should i say will never see an asian siting by a pool side reading a book during his/her holiday. That's prolly why ang mo feel more recharge whenever they went for a holiday while we asian feel even more tired after every holiday. =p
Anyway my dad bought alot of stuffs back, from souvernirs to some very interesting things from China. He also bought beijing roasted duck back!!! hahaha... Anyway i receive a advance birthday gift from him. A mont blanc briefcase. Ohhh ... i love it so much... it so nice! It so nice till i cant bare to use it.
Mont Blanc Briefcase
Well.. the second day after my parents came back, my dad suddendly become very sick. It reallie scare the shit out of me. I cant remember when was the last time i see him so sick before. It make me ponder on alot alot of things. My creative mind become to think of alot of negative scenerios, i'm not a pessimistic person but i'm just so worried abt everything related to my family. To think when i reach home, he was alright and then all of a sudden, he suddendly become so sick. Luckily it was nothing fatal, can you imagine if something happen, i think i can just break down.
I read and hear alot of this kind of cases where family members just pass away all of a sudden, and their immediate family was so shock to do anything/react. What i feel upon hearing all this cases was feeling sad for them and that's abt it. But when i face with such a close situation tt day, i was totally dumbfounded, i keep praying that my dad would recover. I would definately break down, i'm just not prepared to handle all the pressure, all the responsibility if anything happen to my dad. Luckily for me, my dad is fine. I'm so thankful he recovered. In that instance, i also realise that life is so so so so fragile. You can never forsee what's gonna happen in that next minute.
Let's not think abt this matter for the time being. I'm not prepared and i guess i'm never prepared. I love my family, my parents so much, i cant make myself think of the day they gonna leave me. i'm a coward regarding this. i'm just so very afraid..........
i think i better move away from this topic before i couldnt control myself.
Anyway let's saviour whatever positive moments in our life. Life just too short.
Well dear bought a guess watch for me. The watch that i have been eyeing at every since last year. Dont know what sparks her to buy that watch for me despite not earning. Its like almost her one month allowance.
Guess watch
Hmm... guess that's the power of love bah... hahahaha...... Anyway i love the watch and i love her even more. Though i think it's pretty silly for her to spend so much money, and she gonna lead a frugal life after that but i reallie touched and appreciate by her effort.
She has been a great gf, not because she bought that expensive watch for me, but for all the things that she has done over the months. She has been very caring, understanding, enduring all these months. I guess i'm so blessed to have her around. I dont know what i did to deserve such a wonderful person, but i thank god that she's mine. =)
Aint know exactly what our future lies, but i hope i'm able to walk this journey together with her for a long long time. =)
Us
*All photos are taken by courtesy of my SE k750i
Sunday, June 26, 2005
New phone - k750i
I got myself another latest gadget! =) That's SE k750i. The phone come with auto-focus lens (2mega pixel), function just like any normal digital camera. Good stuffs! Radio, mp3, bluetooth, infra-red, and lots more.....It's small and pack with alot of wonderful function. =)
Compare to my old nokia 7710 (pda phone), it like david vs goliath, hahahah .. Anyway i have just sold my phone. I loss quite a fair bit, but its like expected because Pda phone are normally harder to sell away. Moreover i bought it when its first launch, definately will incurr losses if i sell it now. Nonetheless my current phone is so good and small as compare to my "big elephant" where i find it so bulky when i put in my pants small pocket or when i'm holding it.
Anyway gonna send my parents off at the airport later. They going to CHINA!!! Ok, prolly u guys think it's no big deal, but to me even though i'm almost finish travelling ard asia region, i have yet been to China. so....... yup.. one fine day, i make sure i'll go there!
Feel so excited for them. I mean they work so hard all their lives, it's always good to take a little time off and enjoy themselves overseas. =)
*ok.. gonna play with my phone now.... *snap snap snap... keke
Compare to my old nokia 7710 (pda phone), it like david vs goliath, hahahah .. Anyway i have just sold my phone. I loss quite a fair bit, but its like expected because Pda phone are normally harder to sell away. Moreover i bought it when its first launch, definately will incurr losses if i sell it now. Nonetheless my current phone is so good and small as compare to my "big elephant" where i find it so bulky when i put in my pants small pocket or when i'm holding it.
Anyway gonna send my parents off at the airport later. They going to CHINA!!! Ok, prolly u guys think it's no big deal, but to me even though i'm almost finish travelling ard asia region, i have yet been to China. so....... yup.. one fine day, i make sure i'll go there!
Feel so excited for them. I mean they work so hard all their lives, it's always good to take a little time off and enjoy themselves overseas. =)
*ok.. gonna play with my phone now.... *snap snap snap... keke
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Life been pretty normal for me compare to most of the Singaporeans.
Woke up ard 7 plus, reach office at 9am, and then stay till 6.30pm before rushing off to Temasek Polytechnic to coach the swim team / lifesaving team. Only theoritically end work at about close to 9pm. Oh man! i work 12 hours!!! That's gonna happen for like thrice a week, which leave me only 4 free days in a week (two weekdays free), but i have vocal classes on thursday, saturday which we oredi started recording for the album. I'm one big culprit who havent been reallie go down. Guess will wait for them to write me a piece of my solo piece before i reallie go down more often. *guilty guilty
Guess that's pretty much working life.... hardly have enough time for ppl ard me. I used to have alot of time, but now i have to try to find time. How ironic is tt. I wonder what lies ahead for me and my dearie, since we only left basically tuesday, sat and sunday for us to meet up. I mean i can meet her up on any normal day in the week but i have to make sure i wont be tired or look tired the next day as i need to meet clients. Oh well... tt's life ah.... and i guess that would pretty much carry on for years.
Suddendly it set me thinking what am i doing in life, what i reallie wanna do, what i reallie wanna be, what i reallie see in life? what kind of life would i wanna be living, thousands of qns just awaiting for my brains to solve. oh well i guess, its gonna be sometime before i would really figure it out, or would i ever gonna figure it out -_-???
Anyway celebrate Father's day on Saturday instead of Sunday , so as to avoid being slash by those horrendous prices charge by those companies. But then i guess somehow it didnt make any difference. For the first time in my life, i brought my family out for dinner. For the first time in 23 years, my dad's lovely son gonna treat him a wonderful feast. I guess he was happy, very happy in fact. He couldnt hide his delight, the look in his eyes told me he's gleaming with joy, his eyes just betrayed him. He was proud but happy at the same time. Come to think again, who dont wish that their son could gave parents money, treat them dinner, give money to them to go on holiday. While many wish, few actually got it. So for my dad to finally able to enjoy that feast was something he waited for 23 years i guess. And finally, i feel that i did something as a son.
Everyone was happy, i'm happy as well. $200 bucks was all it takes to cap a memorable first father's day celebration dinner for my family.
I think somehow, i have to curb my spending.... Ok, i boughts clothes ytd and today, and some other stuffs needed for my work. I calculated, i have spend ard $450 so far in just three short days. Its like averaging $150 a day. That's more like what i earn for a day! and to think i have more things to buy. I need a spectacle badly, i need a watch, a guess watch of cos (something that i have eye for like dont know since when) anyway its look good on my formal clothes, ok , at least that what i think.
I think somehow i have to stop myself from getting suck in into the rat race. As i notice that once i earn more - more residual income, i tend to spend more, i tend not to think so much abt money. That's kinda bad, i need to learn from mistakes, i need to learn to save money for the rainy days. I mean being an ex insurance agent, i'm aware of the high rising medical cost and hospital cost. I need to get prepare for all this. Yes, i might need it yet, but as a only son in the family, i need to support my family in the event anything happen to my parents. I'm so afraid, very afraid, the need to earn more money and to get protected seems very much in my priority list now. It's no longer fun to grow older, its like there so many burden, responsibilities to take care. Its that what we call life??
Hmm..... guess i need to sleep now, sounding so pessimistic at the moment. That's like so unlike me yea....
The moment i wake up tml, i should feel must better, more fresh, and i'm just so excited to go to work!
*Do ignore the last part, typing while i was closing my eyes..... utter rubbish!
Woke up ard 7 plus, reach office at 9am, and then stay till 6.30pm before rushing off to Temasek Polytechnic to coach the swim team / lifesaving team. Only theoritically end work at about close to 9pm. Oh man! i work 12 hours!!! That's gonna happen for like thrice a week, which leave me only 4 free days in a week (two weekdays free), but i have vocal classes on thursday, saturday which we oredi started recording for the album. I'm one big culprit who havent been reallie go down. Guess will wait for them to write me a piece of my solo piece before i reallie go down more often. *guilty guilty
Guess that's pretty much working life.... hardly have enough time for ppl ard me. I used to have alot of time, but now i have to try to find time. How ironic is tt. I wonder what lies ahead for me and my dearie, since we only left basically tuesday, sat and sunday for us to meet up. I mean i can meet her up on any normal day in the week but i have to make sure i wont be tired or look tired the next day as i need to meet clients. Oh well... tt's life ah.... and i guess that would pretty much carry on for years.
Suddendly it set me thinking what am i doing in life, what i reallie wanna do, what i reallie wanna be, what i reallie see in life? what kind of life would i wanna be living, thousands of qns just awaiting for my brains to solve. oh well i guess, its gonna be sometime before i would really figure it out, or would i ever gonna figure it out -_-???
Anyway celebrate Father's day on Saturday instead of Sunday , so as to avoid being slash by those horrendous prices charge by those companies. But then i guess somehow it didnt make any difference. For the first time in my life, i brought my family out for dinner. For the first time in 23 years, my dad's lovely son gonna treat him a wonderful feast. I guess he was happy, very happy in fact. He couldnt hide his delight, the look in his eyes told me he's gleaming with joy, his eyes just betrayed him. He was proud but happy at the same time. Come to think again, who dont wish that their son could gave parents money, treat them dinner, give money to them to go on holiday. While many wish, few actually got it. So for my dad to finally able to enjoy that feast was something he waited for 23 years i guess. And finally, i feel that i did something as a son.
Everyone was happy, i'm happy as well. $200 bucks was all it takes to cap a memorable first father's day celebration dinner for my family.
I think somehow, i have to curb my spending.... Ok, i boughts clothes ytd and today, and some other stuffs needed for my work. I calculated, i have spend ard $450 so far in just three short days. Its like averaging $150 a day. That's more like what i earn for a day! and to think i have more things to buy. I need a spectacle badly, i need a watch, a guess watch of cos (something that i have eye for like dont know since when) anyway its look good on my formal clothes, ok , at least that what i think.
I think somehow i have to stop myself from getting suck in into the rat race. As i notice that once i earn more - more residual income, i tend to spend more, i tend not to think so much abt money. That's kinda bad, i need to learn from mistakes, i need to learn to save money for the rainy days. I mean being an ex insurance agent, i'm aware of the high rising medical cost and hospital cost. I need to get prepare for all this. Yes, i might need it yet, but as a only son in the family, i need to support my family in the event anything happen to my parents. I'm so afraid, very afraid, the need to earn more money and to get protected seems very much in my priority list now. It's no longer fun to grow older, its like there so many burden, responsibilities to take care. Its that what we call life??
Hmm..... guess i need to sleep now, sounding so pessimistic at the moment. That's like so unlike me yea....
The moment i wake up tml, i should feel must better, more fresh, and i'm just so excited to go to work!
*Do ignore the last part, typing while i was closing my eyes..... utter rubbish!
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Working life....
Recieve a call ytd, seems like Citib*** reallie wants me to work for them! wahhahah.. feel so priviledge and honours, they even wanted to wait for me for 1 month... Oh well never feel so wanted in my life before! it sure feels good man! keke~ Too bad i choose to accept another job offer. =) Well probably will move to Citib*** in near future bah. =)
Today nearly fall asleep during a trainnin session in my company. Back in my poly days, I never able to concentrate properly during my 2 hr tutorial, attended lectures only fortnightly or even less. During my degree course, it was kinda worse, and it was no surprise that today i was fidgeting like mad on my chair trying to stay awake and alert for that bloody 6-7 hrs of trainning (meeting). Welcome to the corporate world!!! I wonder will i have to get use to this kind of thing. I look so stone, even the manager sitting next to me was aware of tt! hahahaa.... oh well i think those managers cant take it also, and they kinda pity me when they saw my stonney look. =p
Overall working life's in my coy not too bad la, probably its still pretty much in the honeymoon stage bah, when everything settle down, everything and everybody will start to show their true colors?!??!!?!?....
Anyway I got my notebook! woooo.... solid man.. no need to buy..... wanted to buy a notebook ever since dont know when, and now i do not need to pay a single cent for it! its all provided! Steady pomp pi pi man! Guess that's one of the benefit of working for my company! Coolz~
Guess there still many other perks ard, will slowly find out and utilise it. Right now i'm gonna try to plan my MC leaves and my annual leaves........ hahahahahah~
i'm a calculative employee......*grinz
Dear is coming back tml..... finally something for me to look forward to tml!!!! Yeah.... I bet you wouldnt wanna see my happy face now! ahahahahahaha
*Dear , I'm Waiting for you......
Today nearly fall asleep during a trainnin session in my company. Back in my poly days, I never able to concentrate properly during my 2 hr tutorial, attended lectures only fortnightly or even less. During my degree course, it was kinda worse, and it was no surprise that today i was fidgeting like mad on my chair trying to stay awake and alert for that bloody 6-7 hrs of trainning (meeting). Welcome to the corporate world!!! I wonder will i have to get use to this kind of thing. I look so stone, even the manager sitting next to me was aware of tt! hahahaa.... oh well i think those managers cant take it also, and they kinda pity me when they saw my stonney look. =p
Overall working life's in my coy not too bad la, probably its still pretty much in the honeymoon stage bah, when everything settle down, everything and everybody will start to show their true colors?!??!!?!?....
Anyway I got my notebook! woooo.... solid man.. no need to buy..... wanted to buy a notebook ever since dont know when, and now i do not need to pay a single cent for it! its all provided! Steady pomp pi pi man! Guess that's one of the benefit of working for my company! Coolz~
Guess there still many other perks ard, will slowly find out and utilise it. Right now i'm gonna try to plan my MC leaves and my annual leaves........ hahahahahah~
i'm a calculative employee......*grinz
Dear is coming back tml..... finally something for me to look forward to tml!!!! Yeah.... I bet you wouldnt wanna see my happy face now! ahahahahahaha
*Dear , I'm Waiting for you......
Monday, June 13, 2005
I'm waiting for you...
2 more days to go!!!
I'm so happy to hear her voice despite knowing she is nowhere near me, but its rather comforting to know she's fine and enjoying herself. I dont wanna her to spend too much money on phonecalls, i would prefer her to use the money to buy nice things over at HK for herself, but then again, i miss her and i miss her voice. I know i'm contradicting myself. Oh well... guess i'm always like tt.... =p
i'm waiting for her to come back. 2 more days.... Gambatte yo!!! ;)
I'm so happy to hear her voice despite knowing she is nowhere near me, but its rather comforting to know she's fine and enjoying herself. I dont wanna her to spend too much money on phonecalls, i would prefer her to use the money to buy nice things over at HK for herself, but then again, i miss her and i miss her voice. I know i'm contradicting myself. Oh well... guess i'm always like tt.... =p
i'm waiting for her to come back. 2 more days.... Gambatte yo!!! ;)
Saturday, June 11, 2005
Feeling weird
On my way home after my coaching. On the radio in my car, feeling weird throughout the whole journey home. Feel like a small part of my heart is being chip off. Wait, i'm not having some heart problem or whatsoever, it's just that i'm missing someone and that someone is my darling of cos.
I guess my life revolve ard her bah, i spend most of my time with her other than my work of cos, and suddendly she's not ard, my time schedule just feel not so right. Oh well guess she has slowly become part of my life, a very important part that is. I guess sometimes u need this little bit of seperate period to aware u not taking yr partner for granted.
Guess absent make the heart goes fonder, oh wait a min..... tt apply only if that's short period of time, cause if absent for too long a time say years or so...... it will more likely make the heart goes dull / feelingless rather than feeling fonder.
Whether u agree or disagree, that's just a personal opinion. =)
I guess my life revolve ard her bah, i spend most of my time with her other than my work of cos, and suddendly she's not ard, my time schedule just feel not so right. Oh well guess she has slowly become part of my life, a very important part that is. I guess sometimes u need this little bit of seperate period to aware u not taking yr partner for granted.
Guess absent make the heart goes fonder, oh wait a min..... tt apply only if that's short period of time, cause if absent for too long a time say years or so...... it will more likely make the heart goes dull / feelingless rather than feeling fonder.
Whether u agree or disagree, that's just a personal opinion. =)
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