New phone - k750i

I got myself another latest gadget! =) That's SE k750i. The phone come with auto-focus lens (2mega pixel), function just like any normal digital camera. Good stuffs! Radio, mp3, bluetooth, infra-red, and lots more.....It's small and pack with alot of wonderful function. =)


Compare to my old nokia 7710 (pda phone), it like david vs goliath, hahahah .. Anyway i have just sold my phone. I loss quite a fair bit, but its like expected because Pda phone are normally harder to sell away. Moreover i bought it when its first launch, definately will incurr losses if i sell it now. Nonetheless my current phone is so good and small as compare to my "big elephant" where i find it so bulky when i put in my pants small pocket or when i'm holding it.


Anyway gonna send my parents off at the airport later. They going to CHINA!!! Ok, prolly u guys think it's no big deal, but to me even though i'm almost finish travelling ard asia region, i have yet been to China. so....... yup.. one fine day, i make sure i'll go there!
Feel so excited for them. I mean they work so hard all their lives, it's always good to take a little time off and enjoy themselves overseas. =)


*ok.. gonna play with my phone now.... *snap snap snap... keke

Life been pretty normal for me compare to most of the Singaporeans.


Woke up ard 7 plus, reach office at 9am, and then stay till 6.30pm before rushing off to Temasek Polytechnic to coach the swim team / lifesaving team. Only theoritically end work at about close to 9pm. Oh man! i work 12 hours!!! That's gonna happen for like thrice a week, which leave me only 4 free days in a week (two weekdays free), but i have vocal classes on thursday, saturday which we oredi started recording for the album. I'm one big culprit who havent been reallie go down. Guess will wait for them to write me a piece of my solo piece before i reallie go down more often. *guilty guilty


Guess that's pretty much working life.... hardly have enough time for ppl ard me. I used to have alot of time, but now i have to try to find time. How ironic is tt. I wonder what lies ahead for me and my dearie, since we only left basically tuesday, sat and sunday for us to meet up. I mean i can meet her up on any normal day in the week but i have to make sure i wont be tired or look tired the next day as i need to meet clients. Oh well... tt's life ah.... and i guess that would pretty much carry on for years.


Suddendly it set me thinking what am i doing in life, what i reallie wanna do, what i reallie wanna be, what i reallie see in life? what kind of life would i wanna be living, thousands of qns just awaiting for my brains to solve. oh well i guess, its gonna be sometime before i would really figure it out, or would i ever gonna figure it out -_-???


Anyway celebrate Father's day on Saturday instead of Sunday , so as to avoid being slash by those horrendous prices charge by those companies. But then i guess somehow it didnt make any difference. For the first time in my life, i brought my family out for dinner. For the first time in 23 years, my dad's lovely son gonna treat him a wonderful feast. I guess he was happy, very happy in fact. He couldnt hide his delight, the look in his eyes told me he's gleaming with joy, his eyes just betrayed him. He was proud but happy at the same time. Come to think again, who dont wish that their son could gave parents money, treat them dinner, give money to them to go on holiday. While many wish, few actually got it. So for my dad to finally able to enjoy that feast was something he waited for 23 years i guess. And finally, i feel that i did something as a son.
Everyone was happy, i'm happy as well. $200 bucks was all it takes to cap a memorable first father's day celebration dinner for my family.


I think somehow, i have to curb my spending.... Ok, i boughts clothes ytd and today, and some other stuffs needed for my work. I calculated, i have spend ard $450 so far in just three short days. Its like averaging $150 a day. That's more like what i earn for a day! and to think i have more things to buy. I need a spectacle badly, i need a watch, a guess watch of cos (something that i have eye for like dont know since when) anyway its look good on my formal clothes, ok , at least that what i think.


I think somehow i have to stop myself from getting suck in into the rat race. As i notice that once i earn more - more residual income, i tend to spend more, i tend not to think so much abt money. That's kinda bad, i need to learn from mistakes, i need to learn to save money for the rainy days. I mean being an ex insurance agent, i'm aware of the high rising medical cost and hospital cost. I need to get prepare for all this. Yes, i might need it yet, but as a only son in the family, i need to support my family in the event anything happen to my parents. I'm so afraid, very afraid, the need to earn more money and to get protected seems very much in my priority list now. It's no longer fun to grow older, its like there so many burden, responsibilities to take care. Its that what we call life??


Hmm..... guess i need to sleep now, sounding so pessimistic at the moment. That's like so unlike me yea....


The moment i wake up tml, i should feel must better, more fresh, and i'm just so excited to go to work!


*Do ignore the last part, typing while i was closing my eyes..... utter rubbish!

Working life....

Recieve a call ytd, seems like Citib*** reallie wants me to work for them! wahhahah.. feel so priviledge and honours, they even wanted to wait for me for 1 month... Oh well never feel so wanted in my life before! it sure feels good man! keke~ Too bad i choose to accept another job offer. =) Well probably will move to Citib*** in near future bah. =)


Today nearly fall asleep during a trainnin session in my company. Back in my poly days, I never able to concentrate properly during my 2 hr tutorial, attended lectures only fortnightly or even less. During my degree course, it was kinda worse, and it was no surprise that today i was fidgeting like mad on my chair trying to stay awake and alert for that bloody 6-7 hrs of trainning (meeting). Welcome to the corporate world!!! I wonder will i have to get use to this kind of thing. I look so stone, even the manager sitting next to me was aware of tt! hahahaa.... oh well i think those managers cant take it also, and they kinda pity me when they saw my stonney look. =p


Overall working life's in my coy not too bad la, probably its still pretty much in the honeymoon stage bah, when everything settle down, everything and everybody will start to show their true colors?!??!!?!?....


Anyway I got my notebook! woooo.... solid man.. no need to buy..... wanted to buy a notebook ever since dont know when, and now i do not need to pay a single cent for it! its all provided! Steady pomp pi pi man! Guess that's one of the benefit of working for my company! Coolz~


Guess there still many other perks ard, will slowly find out and utilise it. Right now i'm gonna try to plan my MC leaves and my annual leaves........ hahahahahah~
i'm a calculative employee......*grinz


Dear is coming back tml..... finally something for me to look forward to tml!!!! Yeah.... I bet you wouldnt wanna see my happy face now! ahahahahahaha



*Dear , I'm Waiting for you......

I'm waiting for you...

2 more days to go!!!


I'm so happy to hear her voice despite knowing she is nowhere near me, but its rather comforting to know she's fine and enjoying herself. I dont wanna her to spend too much money on phonecalls, i would prefer her to use the money to buy nice things over at HK for herself, but then again, i miss her and i miss her voice. I know i'm contradicting myself. Oh well... guess i'm always like tt.... =p


i'm waiting for her to come back. 2 more days.... Gambatte yo!!! ;)

Feeling weird

On my way home after my coaching. On the radio in my car, feeling weird throughout the whole journey home. Feel like a small part of my heart is being chip off. Wait, i'm not having some heart problem or whatsoever, it's just that i'm missing someone and that someone is my darling of cos.


I guess my life revolve ard her bah, i spend most of my time with her other than my work of cos, and suddendly she's not ard, my time schedule just feel not so right. Oh well guess she has slowly become part of my life, a very important part that is. I guess sometimes u need this little bit of seperate period to aware u not taking yr partner for granted.


Guess absent make the heart goes fonder, oh wait a min..... tt apply only if that's short period of time, cause if absent for too long a time say years or so...... it will more likely make the heart goes dull / feelingless rather than feeling fonder.


Whether u agree or disagree, that's just a personal opinion. =)

Dear Going HONG KONG

My dearie went to Hong Kong ytd, So happy for her, because it;s her first time leaving for that place. Hope she will enjoy herself while i'm here missing her.


Wanted to go over there with her, but spend quite a big sum when i was away in australia and also need to work so its just not the right time! hiaz.....


Its gonna be another 5 more days before i will see her =)
I torture her with 2 weeks of waiting when i was in australia, now she's giving me back the same treatment but i'm luckier because it's shorter duration! keke~ *grinz


Oh well its coaching again later and Inter-con swim meet tml. My whole sunday is burn again.......


*counting down the days.... =)

Welcome to Madagascar

I like to move it, move it
He like to move it, move it
She like to move it, move it
You like to ................. MOVE IT!


Welcome to Madagascar =)


Finally catch that show after so long =p Oh well, e show pretty funny but i think Roborts still much a better show than this.


Gonna be a Personal Banker @ a bank real soon, guys if u need any financial services, personal loan, housing loan, investment give me a buzz yeah....


Before i forget, i got an article on Team Singapore website, its already up since like 2 weeks ago, view it before its taken out from the database yea....

Click Here


ENJOY! =)

Arafura Games 2005

I'm Back! Yup that's like a quite long ago.... =p
Paiseh lah.... Been busy getting stuffs done, spending time with my loves one and trying to get back to normal life again. (ok and of course abit lazy! hee~)


Well, it seems like i'm not very use to my normal life again after a two weeks break, hahaha.... i mean sometimes u enjoy yr holiday so much that you dont even wanna start work again... =p
Just love being carefree and dont bother about money issues... =)


Ok let my recap what's going on for my 12 days trip to Darwin, Australia.


Day 1 and 2


Parted with family and dear @ airport, saw how reluctant dear was when she's letting go my hand, she nearly teared though, oh well i reminded her that she's not suppose to tear easily, anyway her dear dear is gonna do his country proud!!! hahahah =)


Took Qantas plane, the taking off wasnt that smooth, abit afraid that something might happen, CHOI!!! but luckily nothing happen in the end, heng ah!! Finally reach Darwin airport ard 2 plus in the morning. ( australia time about 3 plus going 4, the time difference is abt 1 1/2 hr ). In the airport, there were airport staffs patroling with their trained dogs, the dogs will sniff us and our luggage for suspected meat or drugs!??! yup, the dogs pretty well train cos they never stick out their tongue and lick u, they just use their nose to sniff around. Custom check kinda long cos the australian quite particular about bringing poultry food in or issit any kinda food in!?!? Well finally done with everything and took a group bus to the hotel which were then 5 plus 6 (australian time). I was feeling tired and sleepy and the worse part is we cant check in till like 2pm in the afternoon. It was pure torture waiting ard and cant rest because there simply no place for us to sleep! I was feeling totally exhaust by like 7 plus 8 in the morning. The week before i fly i didnt get to rest well, sleeping like 4-5 hr everyday and did have a trainning session on my own before i go to the airport and then i didnt even get to sleep because of that night flight and that stupid check in time!. gosh! it feels terrible. I nearly collapse when i was walking ard the supermart buying food.
Yup that's how tired i was! After lunch, checking in, spend the rest of the day sleeping in my bed. Zzzzzzzzzzzzz...........
Woke up and had dinner which was prepared by my team mates. Yummy, after that went back to bed again! hahahaha.... i was literally a pig on that day. =p Eat and sleep.
Cant blame me, i was too tired to do anything and need to recuperate before my competition starts!


Day 3


It was the opening ceremony for the Arafura games, not too bad, quite grand, the crowds are great, the atmosphere was good, i feel pump up for the games! yeah!!! =)


Day 4, 5, 6


Spend the rest of those days, go to beach and pool to familiarise the competition place. Meet my competitors, made new friends, their hospitality was great. Did some walking ard the area of our residential. Have fun making breakfast, lunch (if got time), dinner at the hostel there (anyway its a backpackers inn, place). Did have some fun there however the bed sucks! cos it remind me of my army, navy life. However some are the beds are worse than the one i get in my NS life, cos some of those bed were badly out of shape. (sunken bed, can even feel the spring when we lie on the bed) One thing is good at that place is that there is a pool! a very small scale swimming pool, but is good enough for me though! i love water cos i'm a water creature! =)


Day 7


Competition day! It the start of a three day competition, beach competition was first. Didnt reallie do well, anyway beach events are not my cup of tea, anyway my fellow team mates didnt fare to well either, we will like kinda badly trash!?!?!? yup ... that;s the cruel fact though.... well we were determine to make something happen the next day at the pool, in fact i was Determined to make an impression in the pool competition the next day! However i was so shackled by the events i took part in beach. For the first time i feel like my arms are cramping! gosh it never happen to me before. I know i'm in bad shape now, never did i feel so tired before, i need to get rid of those lactic acid in my body. After returning from the competition, i went straight to the hotel pool to warm down. Yup, trying my best to warm down properly so that i can burn off as much lactic acid as possible and trying to loosen up the muscle so as to be more fresh the next day. I was determine to do well and claim a stand for tml competition.


Day 8


Pool competition in the morning! Beach competition again in the evening. Woke up and determine to do my best at the pool. Prepared and ready to go then. Did a personal best (PB)for the first event, miss out the bronze medal by 0.3s, that sucks! Though i did a PB, i know i can do a better time than i clock. Oh well if only we had pool competition as the start of the three day competition. I was feeling not too good before the pool races.
The next event is comin up, i feel like giving up because i was kinda tired and anyway it wasnt the event that i like to swim. However surprisingly during the swim, i found myself leading the pack, and i decided to use a little bit strength instead of slacking and for the last 50m i find myself in medal contention. This shock me and i decided to start to speed up and when i saw my teammates jumping up and down asking me to go faster, i realise i reallie in for a contention for medal chances, i reallie go as fast as i can. Luckily for me i came in third! beating some of the guys by a few microseconds! Phew~ Thanks to my teammates and if only i chiong at the very start of the race, prolly i can get better placing!?!? hahahah... oh well.... that's the first bronze medal for Singapore lifesaving for this arafura games and i'm glad i'm got it. *grinz =)


The team manager were relieve after i got the first medal for our sports, cos at least he got something to write in the report and for me, i'm happy for myself and i will try to get another again for tml pool competition.


Once the pool competition finished, we head back to hotel(hostel) to rest a while before heading to the beach competition which was held at mindil beach. This beach is famous for its night market, which only operates on thurs and sunday night. After the beach competition we went to the night market to walk abit. Just briefly scan tru cos the next day early morning we had our last day of competition which is pool competition.


Day 9


The last day of competition!!! Had some great fun, Was kinda in a more relaxed mood because of my bronze medal ytd, however was looking forward to adding more medals for today competition. Finally manage to claim another bronze medal and surprisingly a gold medal for the last event of the day. =) During the gold medal presentation, finally able to sing our national anthem at the podium as our national anthem was being played. Its been a long time since i last sing national anthem, its almost like 6 years!!! ahhahaa.... to sing at the podium there was great! a proud moment definately! =)


At night, we had a treat from our team manager and coach at a chinese restuarant! yummy! finally some "luxury" food for our stomach, Then its free and easy. Some of us then went over to a Gay and lesbian club to look look see see. Sometimes i hate to go clubbing, cos as usual it is very smoky, and its like not very healthy for my lungs and my eyes teared as a result of those horrendous smoke at tt place. Saw some interesting things and of cos feeling kinda gross when i saw two man kissing and caressing each other. Yukes! pukes!


Day 10


Finally no more competition, it's shopping time!!! hahahaha~ went around to tour around the place and do some shopping. Evening time went for the closing ceremony of the arafura games. The closing was kinda different, is more like a celebration kinda thingy, cos got stage performance and 5 mins plus of fireworks! Didnt stay till the end cos our team went straight to the casino which was just next to the closing ceremony place.
The entrance to the casino is free and as usual is smoky inside due to some smokers smoking heavily in that place. Saw lots of ppl with different expression, some is either stress that they losing or are so excited that they winning quite a fair bit.


Went to play jackpot there, at first i was losing quite badly, more than $10 plus then like some season gambler, i was hopping around those different jackpot machine. That's the theory of some gambler stating that when u win money in that certain jackpot machine, it is time for u to go away or another machine because the jackpot machine is tuned in such a way it will build a hugh money bank before it gives out winning again. Hmmm... so based on this theory, i was reallie hopping around searching for unoccupied jackpot tat didnt give out winning before it was left unoccupied. Not long after, I managed to recoup my loss and earn $1 in profit! ahhaah. That's enough for me, cos i dont wanna lose money .... $1 still a profit yeah... =) Anyway its like kinda late so we decided to go back to our hotel. Took a cab back to our hotel(hostel), Australia cab meter jump faster than compared to our singapore cab, and its more expensive as well. So i think i'm not gonna complained about our Singapore Taxi charges! hahahahah......


Day 11


Went walking around again, and its like kinda the last day of shopping, cos the next day there wont be any time to travel and shop. Boughts souvenirs and foods, yup food, cos some of those food flavours (chocolates) we cant find in singapore =)
At night we went to chill out in a nearby pub.


Day 12


It's home sweet home!!! Did some reallie last min shopping nearby our hotel(hostel) then off we go to the airport. I cant wait to go home, because i just miss my bed too much!!! hahahaha... Didnt reallie sleep too comfortably for 12 days because of those bunk beds!
The taking off and landing was much better this time round compared to the day we left for australia, i guess its all depend on the pilot flying skills or was it the plane!??!?!?!


Finally saw my family and my darling at the airport! It was great to see them again. Show them my medals and took some photos there. Finally i'm home!
That night i reallie sleep so soundly, Mmmmmmmmmmmmm.......... Wat a wonderful Bed i have!!! =)

Finally i'm back after so long..... to all my friends who keep checking my site despite not updating any, so paiseh yah... just too busy with all the stuffs going on. I wont be around in town for the next 2 weeks, as i will be flying off tonight to Australia for competition. =p


Will update more when i'm back or if i have a chance to access internet over there.....


Take care all my friends...


And to my love, I WILL MISS YOU.......

Happy 52nd Birthday DAD !

Dad's Bday  


Happy Birthday Dad, You're mine no. 1

Went out with dearie last night to shop for dad's bdae present. Wasnt reallie sure what to buy, was thinking just shop around and gather some ideas on what to buy..... Before long, i know wat i wanted to buy and just pay for it. Spend almost $200 alotgether on my dad's bdae, he better appreciate it! hahahaha!


Saw the guess bad/wallet that dear wanted me to see. Well it looks reallie very nice, and it look very nice on her too..... Price still alright, however dear and me budget tight so we were there think and think and think! I think even the salesgirl wonder why we loiter ard the bag for soooo long! =p
Take a look at how much i spend this month, it's nothing but scary! In fact i overspend what i earn! Guilty guilty ! Big expenses such as a new phone, online web hosting, dad's bday present, payment of the aus trip i'm going in May. I reallie hope i can find tones of notes lying on the ground for me to pick or i manage to plant a money tree! Somehow kinda regret in buying my nokia 7710, Firstly if not then i might be able to buy the Guess bag for dearie for it reallie looks so nice. Secondly is i just receive my handphone bill for this month, and guess what, my phone bill is so high all thanks to the GPRS!!! Due to it's the latest gadget, trying to explore the function, surfing webpage using my nokia 7710 and as a result the bill become so freaking expensive!!! I can just faint! Not going to surf using my handphone anymore, cos it doesnt make sense, the money that singtel charges is not worth it at all.....


Packing my comp table and my room, came across certain notes that i've joted down while reading books a few months ago.


Just some on our life issues


"Death is the great equalizer, the one big thing that can finally make strangers shed a tear for one another" --> Somehow i find it very true, think abt it, think abt events such as Sept 11, Princess Diana Deathe, Wang Na's case, Tsunami last year....


"Tapes, photographs and videos, are a desperate attempt to steal something from death's suitcase."


How true can this sentence go..... ok... not going to be reflective on life again.....


Well before i sign off, hope the whole world is filled with love, there's too much politics, jealousy, too much of other stuffs that might start a war anytime (China-taiwan issues, China-Japan) USA-iraq war which i find it ridiculously stupid, something sneaky going on between Bush and Hussein which created a war between this two nation, and now iraq people are the unfortunate ones suffering the consequences of post war. Even children, people in Vietnam, Cambodia are still suffering after so long after war!


so


- LOVE EACH OTHER OR PERISH - Auden-

New Layout on the BLOG!

Got a new outlook for my blog, ok yes.. though it's already up for a few days. Well finally upload a song that wont have those irritating pop up. And i think it would benefit those readers visiting my side to choose whether to listen or not to the song i uploaded.


Today was good, coaching was easy and the kids bring smile to my face today =)
Dad's bday is coming and i have yet bought anything yet..... stress.......


Well upload a song just for dearie..... a wonderful song to a wonderful gal =)
I mean every single sentence in this lyrics.... =)


YOU MAKE ME FEEL BRAND NEW


My love
I'll never find the words, my love
To tell you how I feel, my love
Mere words could not explain
Precious love
You held my life within your hands
Created everything I am
Taught me how to live again


Only you
Cared when I needed a friend
Believed in me through thick and thin
This song is for you
Filled with gratitude and love


God bless you
You make me feel brand new
For God blessed me with you
You make me feel brand new
I sing this song 'cause you
Make me feel brand new


My love
Whenever I was insecure
You built me up and made me sure
You gave my pride back to me
Precious friend
With you I'll always have a friend
You're someone who I can depend
To walk a path that never ends


Without you
My life has no meaning or rhyme
Like notes to a song out of time
How can I repay
You for having faith in me

Before i go to bed, i think i should do some blogging. Oh well, this week wasnt that busy. Finally able to sit down and have some thought abt wat i want in life. I'm going to be 24, and seriously i still dont know wat i want in life. Mid-life crisis??? nonono... i just havent finalise the things i wanna do. Well hope i get an ans soon. Currently working on my website.... need to get all those info done, Thanks tingz and edison for helping... =)


Well my dad b'dae is coming and i dont know what things to get for him. Seriously, i always have a hard time cracking my brain during this time of the month every year... haiz.... can somebody give me some ideas.... oh well my big aunt decided to throw a bday party for my dad. Throw a party at the age of 50 plus!??!?! Yeah u heard it right, i guess that's pretty much siblings love bah, anyway it doesnt bother me, i thought it was a good thing to throw a party for my dad, anyway how many times can we celebrate our birthday in a lifetime.... i think it's gonna be one kind of big event, my overseas relatives would come and all my dad siblings will be there to celebrate a memorable b'dae for him this year. Hiaz... i havent get the cake and present! STRESS!!!


The month of May will be a busy month for me. Still contemplating whether to go to Australia in May, however was kinda force to go... so boh bianz... will go there for half a month to represent Singapore in the Arafura Games 2005. After i come back, have to head to China for some mission. Oh well..... almost a month not in Singapore, and it just as good as no income for a month...... Stress.... i need to service my loans!!! Can somebody give me 4 golden number for this coming sat and sun 4D!??!?!?!


Ok its 2am, need to go and sleep, promise dearie to sleep early tonight, guess i really didnt do it anyway yah..... hahah.... better do it now before she get angry....=p


* OFF to bed...... ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...............

It's gonna be another one week update. Been real busy with works this week, hardly have time for other stuffs....... oh well just came across this new product adidas is launching, i thought it is pretty innovative. Take a look and have yr own verdict


http://www.adidas.com/campaigns/adidas_1/content/index.asp?strCountry_adidascom=com&strBrand_adidascom=performance


Saturday came too soon for me, it was a week after that dramatic meeting with that gay, i wasnt comfortable going to the pool, cos if i happen to see him there and he start to give me grinz or show any funny faces or worse come and approach me again, i tell you i dont know wat i would react, prolly i might just give him a punch. Nonetheless luckily for me, he was no where to be found. Thank goodness.


Saturday was good for my dad cos he strike lottery! ahahha... So happy for him, i dont think i got any chances of striking lottery soon cos i dont bet on 4D or toto. Always wish i could win something, maybe something from this NKF lucky draws. Hahahah... oh well... somehow it's pretty destined to whether you able to strike lottery or not. Shall not be too bothered abt it.


I got a letter from my school, MDIS. Before hand, my classmate was telling me that they have recieved their final project results, though its a well-known fact that we would not fail our final project unless we didnt reallie bothered to do it properly that kind. However i do have fear opening up the result slip posted to me. There's always the "What If" kinda thingy. I breathe a sigh of relieve when i saw my marks. I got a Grade B for my final project, and this marks the end of my degree course. I've finally graduated !!! Now awaiting my transcript, honours classification and my convocation. I told my dad about my result, and immediately he's beaming with joy. I bet he is thinking that finally he managed to raise a son that complete a degree course. I know this is nothing as there's plenty of ppl ard are degree holders, however i suppose its every parent dream to have their very own kids to graduate with at least a degree. Nonetheless i sensed that he cant wait for my convocation and taking a family potrait with my "Harry Porter suit" =)


I upset dearie ytd night. It was my fault that i created such a situation for her. Sometimes in life, we have to deal with our past. I know i have no more excuses to make but i sincerely hope that by still having photos ard doesnt mean anything. Cause i dont feel anything by looking at the pics or i dont have any special meaning keepin the pics. Luckily we cleared up our airs and everything's fine.
Things changes very fast, it was only last year that i'm with my ex, right now i'm with my current gf. Time heals, a person whom is so special last year has grown so distance away from me. No longer do i feel for her as i had last year. Understand very clearly why we broke off, and i realise we are better off apart. Anyway i guess it's a sooner or later kind of thing for us, and luckily we broke of last year. Ever since that fateful incidence happen, things has never been the same again. we were trying very hard and i'm glad we are apart now. It hurts alot then, and i wonder would i ever get into any other relationship because i am afraid to have another deja-vu kinda thingy. Things change when i meet an ordinary gal who is so extra-ordinary in her own ways. Slowly she become somebody so special that i thought there wont be any special person ard after my ex. Somehow i believe everything happen for a reason and everything has got a silver lining to it no matter how bad it is or how bad it may seems. For me, i'm so glad that i able to communicate so much better with my dearie now. I thank her for all the things that she had done and reallie sympathise with her if she had to endure any of my devilish behaviour.


To my dearie now.


- Thank you for being so understanding all these months.
- Thank you for appreciating all the things that i've done.
- Thank you for all the efforts you put in the relationship.
- Thank you for being a pillar of support/strength whenever i needed you.
- Thank you for being such a wonderful dear


A special person like you deserve more than these three letter word that i gonna say
" I LOVE YOU "


- If you ask me do i love you this much.......... BABY, I DO ......-

Gelare Outing

Dear decided to come and stay over my house, here we are experiencing our domestic partnership for a few days! =p Overall it was FUN! hahaha~ well at least i enjoy every single bits, though the days pass by too quickly.


Went to play Badminton with dearie on Thurs, and guess what, i lost! hahaha... is either she's good, or i'm bad..... =p well had a nice workout, but dear got ache all over her right arm.... i think i make her work overdrive... hahah...


Fri night went out to walk walk at East Coast, went to eat waffle ice-cream at Gelare, walk along the beach, play with the sands! hahah... feel so shiok with the cool breeze blowing... =)


Below is those pics that i took, pics didnt turn out that great as the place was not brightly lit.



Gelare ! Yummy ! 



Went coaching today, nothing unusual until i finish bathing.... a middle age indian guy come approach me in the toilet..... the conversation was as follow....


Indian Man : Hi, my name is _______ (cant remember) *reach his hand out


Me : *thinking nothing wrong reach out and shock his hand and say ohh.. hi, my name is Kelvin


Indian Man : (Still Grabbing my hand) Ohh u swim very good, u can swim how many laps.


Me : ohh still can lah, thanks .. *smile


Indian Man : You free??? wanna go out have maken or enjoy???


Me : (Take my hand away after shakin for so long) Oh .. sorry.. not free... need to go out..


Indian Man : ohh... when u free ? we go out lah... go out eat and enjoy?


Me : (Puzzled?) ohh ... no... me also kinda busy... dont know when i got free time to meet up....... busy! (*forcing a smile)


Indian Man : ohh busy, nvm... when u more free? after work or something ... we go out talk, maken, and enjoy????


Me : (feeling abit weird now) er... sorry ... busy .... cannot ...


Indian Man : Busy ah... working shift works???


Me : yah , yesh..... (forcing a smile back)


Indian Man : Oh okie... nvm.... *walks aways...


I breathe a sigh of relieve, i was like..... wat the hell, what does he want! keep asking me to go out and eat and enjoy??
Before i get an answer tru some thinking, he came back and talk to me again


Indian Man : oh.. why dont i give u a call to see when u free so that we can go out ? to meet and enjoy?


Me : (feels very uneasy) Ohh no... it's ok ... i'll be here to coach every week, no need call .... (smile back)


Indian man walks aways and I quickly change up but before i leave.... he came over again! Damm!


Indian Man : Hey nice meeting you, (reach his hand out and want to shake my hand )


Me : (trying to be nice and friendly) ohh .. (smile and shake his hand)


Indian Man : I like you ! do u like me!?!? (use his index finger to tickle my palm!)


Me : (WTF !!! DAMM IT HE'S A GAY!) (Quickly took my hand away) Oh no! no no.... (face turn in disgust!)


Indian Man : Grinning..... we go out eat and enjoy !?!?


Me : NO, Thanks!


Indian Man : says bye and walk away


F*** ! Bloody gay! i feel so sick..... i'm so disgusted! now i know why he keep saying go out and enjoy! ohh man, i feel like puking! Anyway i went to the basin and quickly wash my hand with soaps! Yes ! abit extreme but i just wanted to wash my hand clean! I'm just so disgusted by the whole incident!


Went out of the toilet after washing my hand and told dearie abt it, dear was shock , so was my sis.... goodness me.. cant believe that man can be so daring!
Girls came and approach me before and now came this indian man! ohh gosh! i can attract both sexes at the swimming complex!


Am i that attractive!?!? I think i do.... hahahahahaha (ok, self-praise yeah) ; )
anyway a notes to all the gays in Singapore....Buzz off cos i'm a STRAIGHT!!!!


Dear back at home now..... i'm gonna sleep without her lying beside me..... I miss her ....

Qing Ming festival

Came back from my Qing Ming Mission in Batam, Understand more about my family hierachy, way up to my great grand father. =) Need to travel to another island to pay respect to my great grand father, whose tombstone are far far away in an island 1 and a half hour ride from batam. Went to another island nearby which is call Morhor. A place where my dad use to live when he was young. Had some fun photo-shooting myself.


Here are those "entertaining" photos, all taken using my Nokia 7710..... Do not try to perform those following act, parental guidiance needed.



The so-call speed boat for our transportation. That's my sis.... Peace out 



More than just one puff 



Delight from an "Addictive Smoker" 



I'm the G cup man!~ (So heavy)!!! 

NKF 26 hrs swim!

Well quite busy this past few days. Wednesday was my busiest! Went for coaching then straight away rush for the NKF 26 hrs swim. It's a charity swim, just hope to do something for those Kidney patient. They reallie a group of ppl who went tru so much hardship. If life is just a one time thingy, a one time affair with the earth, then it's kinda unfair that some have to went tru soooo much hardship while some enjoy the biggest of a fortune to spend, play for the rest of their lives! Is this what we call the beauty of life???? Oh well after a few hours then rush back home and off i go for another two coaching session till late at night! phew! Super long day!


Manage to catch a glimse of me on TV, cause they were showing the news about the NKF swim. Oh well i think i look fat! hahahaha..... think i should excercise more! =p


Going back to Batam for Qing Ming festival this weekend. And so... i'm gonna miss my bed...... =(

~My Nokia 7710~

I'm gleeing with delight now!!! If you still dont know why, it's because i got myself a latest gadget !!! Yipee... one down in my wish list! hahahaah~


Well got it for quite cheap, though being kinda cheated by the mobile seller who last min slap me with a 5% GST! Argh! i think he wanna up his earning a little since i do not wanna purchase any extra accessories, scheming ppl! Nonetheless still manage to get it at about $100 cheaper than what Starhub and M1 is offering.(Singtel have yet come out with that phone) So overall still consider a good deal.


*Playing with my Nokia 7710 now =) *grinz

It's another weekly update.


Last Thursday was my sis birthday, and it's also a day i lost my voice! ohh darn! Well have real fun celebrating my sis birthday, and i bet it was kinda a memorable one for her. Thanks dear for buying soooooooo many medicine for my sore throat trying ways to regain my lovable voice. Oh well , manage to regain before my coaching on Sat, i didnt even raise my voice at the kids during my lesson on sat, hahaha! i was too concious that i might lose my voice again since i just recovered.


Went to look around for Nokia 7710!! Ahh.... it's $988 with two years contract and $1118 without contract, Still trying my best to get hold of that phone with the cheapest amount! Will continue to shop around. =)


Nothing much happen during the weekend, though i believe most of my frns will enjoy the long weekend, while i was busy with my trials.... nonetheless fare quite ok in the trials, so shouldnt be much of a problem to go Aus in May and compete, I think i have to start trainning harder from now..... =p


It's another monday, another start of a new week, plenty of things have to do. Numbers of things are rolling over the weeks and it's breathing down my neck... bleahz =p


*off to do my stuffs

Got a big time shock when i came across something in googles search. Permed hair was the search word, and after i click.... TA-DA! Dear pic was there!!! ahhahah! Below is the URL


http://images.google.com.sg/images?q=permed+hair&hl=en&btnG=Google+Search



Dearie with her permed hair(got it from google search) 


Got so facinated that i tried typing my name in the googles search engine, and my photo was there too! hahahaha
I think both of us should charge google.com.sg for royalties yeah..... my goodness they use our photos without us knowing!!! HAhaha...


Anyway Dear also appear in this month seventeen magazine, she did appear in previous issue but seems like the editorial just cant get enough of her. Hahaha! Is she turning into some celebrity!?!??!?! Oh well, to those guys that are wowing at her .... cut that stares and those whistle, BUZZ OFF! Coz she's MINE!!! Hahhaha....


*Kelv is in a jovial mood today! hehe~ *winks*