Went out with dearie last night to shop for dad's bdae present. Wasnt reallie sure what to buy, was thinking just shop around and gather some ideas on what to buy..... Before long, i know wat i wanted to buy and just pay for it. Spend almost $200 alotgether on my dad's bdae, he better appreciate it! hahahaha!
Saw the guess bad/wallet that dear wanted me to see. Well it looks reallie very nice, and it look very nice on her too..... Price still alright, however dear and me budget tight so we were there think and think and think! I think even the salesgirl wonder why we loiter ard the bag for soooo long! =p
Take a look at how much i spend this month, it's nothing but scary! In fact i overspend what i earn! Guilty guilty ! Big expenses such as a new phone, online web hosting, dad's bday present, payment of the aus trip i'm going in May. I reallie hope i can find tones of notes lying on the ground for me to pick or i manage to plant a money tree! Somehow kinda regret in buying my nokia 7710, Firstly if not then i might be able to buy the Guess bag for dearie for it reallie looks so nice. Secondly is i just receive my handphone bill for this month, and guess what, my phone bill is so high all thanks to the GPRS!!! Due to it's the latest gadget, trying to explore the function, surfing webpage using my nokia 7710 and as a result the bill become so freaking expensive!!! I can just faint! Not going to surf using my handphone anymore, cos it doesnt make sense, the money that singtel charges is not worth it at all.....
Packing my comp table and my room, came across certain notes that i've joted down while reading books a few months ago.
Just some on our life issues
"Death is the great equalizer, the one big thing that can finally make strangers shed a tear for one another" --> Somehow i find it very true, think abt it, think abt events such as Sept 11, Princess Diana Deathe, Wang Na's case, Tsunami last year....
"Tapes, photographs and videos, are a desperate attempt to steal something from death's suitcase."
How true can this sentence go..... ok... not going to be reflective on life again.....
Well before i sign off, hope the whole world is filled with love, there's too much politics, jealousy, too much of other stuffs that might start a war anytime (China-taiwan issues, China-Japan) USA-iraq war which i find it ridiculously stupid, something sneaky going on between Bush and Hussein which created a war between this two nation, and now iraq people are the unfortunate ones suffering the consequences of post war. Even children, people in Vietnam, Cambodia are still suffering after so long after war!
so
- LOVE EACH OTHER OR PERISH - Auden-
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Saturday, April 23, 2005
New Layout on the BLOG!
Got a new outlook for my blog, ok yes.. though it's already up for a few days. Well finally upload a song that wont have those irritating pop up. And i think it would benefit those readers visiting my side to choose whether to listen or not to the song i uploaded.
Today was good, coaching was easy and the kids bring smile to my face today =)
Dad's bday is coming and i have yet bought anything yet..... stress.......
Well upload a song just for dearie..... a wonderful song to a wonderful gal =)
I mean every single sentence in this lyrics.... =)
YOU MAKE ME FEEL BRAND NEW
My love
I'll never find the words, my love
To tell you how I feel, my love
Mere words could not explain
Precious love
You held my life within your hands
Created everything I am
Taught me how to live again
Only you
Cared when I needed a friend
Believed in me through thick and thin
This song is for you
Filled with gratitude and love
God bless you
You make me feel brand new
For God blessed me with you
You make me feel brand new
I sing this song 'cause you
Make me feel brand new
My love
Whenever I was insecure
You built me up and made me sure
You gave my pride back to me
Precious friend
With you I'll always have a friend
You're someone who I can depend
To walk a path that never ends
Without you
My life has no meaning or rhyme
Like notes to a song out of time
How can I repay
You for having faith in me
Today was good, coaching was easy and the kids bring smile to my face today =)
Dad's bday is coming and i have yet bought anything yet..... stress.......
Well upload a song just for dearie..... a wonderful song to a wonderful gal =)
I mean every single sentence in this lyrics.... =)
YOU MAKE ME FEEL BRAND NEW
My love
I'll never find the words, my love
To tell you how I feel, my love
Mere words could not explain
Precious love
You held my life within your hands
Created everything I am
Taught me how to live again
Only you
Cared when I needed a friend
Believed in me through thick and thin
This song is for you
Filled with gratitude and love
God bless you
You make me feel brand new
For God blessed me with you
You make me feel brand new
I sing this song 'cause you
Make me feel brand new
My love
Whenever I was insecure
You built me up and made me sure
You gave my pride back to me
Precious friend
With you I'll always have a friend
You're someone who I can depend
To walk a path that never ends
Without you
My life has no meaning or rhyme
Like notes to a song out of time
How can I repay
You for having faith in me
Thursday, April 21, 2005
Before i go to bed, i think i should do some blogging. Oh well, this week wasnt that busy. Finally able to sit down and have some thought abt wat i want in life. I'm going to be 24, and seriously i still dont know wat i want in life. Mid-life crisis??? nonono... i just havent finalise the things i wanna do. Well hope i get an ans soon. Currently working on my website.... need to get all those info done, Thanks tingz and edison for helping... =)
Well my dad b'dae is coming and i dont know what things to get for him. Seriously, i always have a hard time cracking my brain during this time of the month every year... haiz.... can somebody give me some ideas.... oh well my big aunt decided to throw a bday party for my dad. Throw a party at the age of 50 plus!??!?! Yeah u heard it right, i guess that's pretty much siblings love bah, anyway it doesnt bother me, i thought it was a good thing to throw a party for my dad, anyway how many times can we celebrate our birthday in a lifetime.... i think it's gonna be one kind of big event, my overseas relatives would come and all my dad siblings will be there to celebrate a memorable b'dae for him this year. Hiaz... i havent get the cake and present! STRESS!!!
The month of May will be a busy month for me. Still contemplating whether to go to Australia in May, however was kinda force to go... so boh bianz... will go there for half a month to represent Singapore in the Arafura Games 2005. After i come back, have to head to China for some mission. Oh well..... almost a month not in Singapore, and it just as good as no income for a month...... Stress.... i need to service my loans!!! Can somebody give me 4 golden number for this coming sat and sun 4D!??!?!?!
Ok its 2am, need to go and sleep, promise dearie to sleep early tonight, guess i really didnt do it anyway yah..... hahah.... better do it now before she get angry....=p
* OFF to bed...... ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...............
Well my dad b'dae is coming and i dont know what things to get for him. Seriously, i always have a hard time cracking my brain during this time of the month every year... haiz.... can somebody give me some ideas.... oh well my big aunt decided to throw a bday party for my dad. Throw a party at the age of 50 plus!??!?! Yeah u heard it right, i guess that's pretty much siblings love bah, anyway it doesnt bother me, i thought it was a good thing to throw a party for my dad, anyway how many times can we celebrate our birthday in a lifetime.... i think it's gonna be one kind of big event, my overseas relatives would come and all my dad siblings will be there to celebrate a memorable b'dae for him this year. Hiaz... i havent get the cake and present! STRESS!!!
The month of May will be a busy month for me. Still contemplating whether to go to Australia in May, however was kinda force to go... so boh bianz... will go there for half a month to represent Singapore in the Arafura Games 2005. After i come back, have to head to China for some mission. Oh well..... almost a month not in Singapore, and it just as good as no income for a month...... Stress.... i need to service my loans!!! Can somebody give me 4 golden number for this coming sat and sun 4D!??!?!?!
Ok its 2am, need to go and sleep, promise dearie to sleep early tonight, guess i really didnt do it anyway yah..... hahah.... better do it now before she get angry....=p
* OFF to bed...... ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...............
Sunday, April 17, 2005
It's gonna be another one week update. Been real busy with works this week, hardly have time for other stuffs....... oh well just came across this new product adidas is launching, i thought it is pretty innovative. Take a look and have yr own verdict
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Saturday came too soon for me, it was a week after that dramatic meeting with that gay, i wasnt comfortable going to the pool, cos if i happen to see him there and he start to give me grinz or show any funny faces or worse come and approach me again, i tell you i dont know wat i would react, prolly i might just give him a punch. Nonetheless luckily for me, he was no where to be found. Thank goodness.
Saturday was good for my dad cos he strike lottery! ahahha... So happy for him, i dont think i got any chances of striking lottery soon cos i dont bet on 4D or toto. Always wish i could win something, maybe something from this NKF lucky draws. Hahahah... oh well... somehow it's pretty destined to whether you able to strike lottery or not. Shall not be too bothered abt it.
I got a letter from my school, MDIS. Before hand, my classmate was telling me that they have recieved their final project results, though its a well-known fact that we would not fail our final project unless we didnt reallie bothered to do it properly that kind. However i do have fear opening up the result slip posted to me. There's always the "What If" kinda thingy. I breathe a sigh of relieve when i saw my marks. I got a Grade B for my final project, and this marks the end of my degree course. I've finally graduated !!! Now awaiting my transcript, honours classification and my convocation. I told my dad about my result, and immediately he's beaming with joy. I bet he is thinking that finally he managed to raise a son that complete a degree course. I know this is nothing as there's plenty of ppl ard are degree holders, however i suppose its every parent dream to have their very own kids to graduate with at least a degree. Nonetheless i sensed that he cant wait for my convocation and taking a family potrait with my "Harry Porter suit" =)
I upset dearie ytd night. It was my fault that i created such a situation for her. Sometimes in life, we have to deal with our past. I know i have no more excuses to make but i sincerely hope that by still having photos ard doesnt mean anything. Cause i dont feel anything by looking at the pics or i dont have any special meaning keepin the pics. Luckily we cleared up our airs and everything's fine.
Things changes very fast, it was only last year that i'm with my ex, right now i'm with my current gf. Time heals, a person whom is so special last year has grown so distance away from me. No longer do i feel for her as i had last year. Understand very clearly why we broke off, and i realise we are better off apart. Anyway i guess it's a sooner or later kind of thing for us, and luckily we broke of last year. Ever since that fateful incidence happen, things has never been the same again. we were trying very hard and i'm glad we are apart now. It hurts alot then, and i wonder would i ever get into any other relationship because i am afraid to have another deja-vu kinda thingy. Things change when i meet an ordinary gal who is so extra-ordinary in her own ways. Slowly she become somebody so special that i thought there wont be any special person ard after my ex. Somehow i believe everything happen for a reason and everything has got a silver lining to it no matter how bad it is or how bad it may seems. For me, i'm so glad that i able to communicate so much better with my dearie now. I thank her for all the things that she had done and reallie sympathise with her if she had to endure any of my devilish behaviour.
To my dearie now.
- Thank you for being so understanding all these months.
- Thank you for appreciating all the things that i've done.
- Thank you for all the efforts you put in the relationship.
- Thank you for being a pillar of support/strength whenever i needed you.
- Thank you for being such a wonderful dear
A special person like you deserve more than these three letter word that i gonna say
" I LOVE YOU "
- If you ask me do i love you this much.......... BABY, I DO ......-
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Saturday came too soon for me, it was a week after that dramatic meeting with that gay, i wasnt comfortable going to the pool, cos if i happen to see him there and he start to give me grinz or show any funny faces or worse come and approach me again, i tell you i dont know wat i would react, prolly i might just give him a punch. Nonetheless luckily for me, he was no where to be found. Thank goodness.
Saturday was good for my dad cos he strike lottery! ahahha... So happy for him, i dont think i got any chances of striking lottery soon cos i dont bet on 4D or toto. Always wish i could win something, maybe something from this NKF lucky draws. Hahahah... oh well... somehow it's pretty destined to whether you able to strike lottery or not. Shall not be too bothered abt it.
I got a letter from my school, MDIS. Before hand, my classmate was telling me that they have recieved their final project results, though its a well-known fact that we would not fail our final project unless we didnt reallie bothered to do it properly that kind. However i do have fear opening up the result slip posted to me. There's always the "What If" kinda thingy. I breathe a sigh of relieve when i saw my marks. I got a Grade B for my final project, and this marks the end of my degree course. I've finally graduated !!! Now awaiting my transcript, honours classification and my convocation. I told my dad about my result, and immediately he's beaming with joy. I bet he is thinking that finally he managed to raise a son that complete a degree course. I know this is nothing as there's plenty of ppl ard are degree holders, however i suppose its every parent dream to have their very own kids to graduate with at least a degree. Nonetheless i sensed that he cant wait for my convocation and taking a family potrait with my "Harry Porter suit" =)
I upset dearie ytd night. It was my fault that i created such a situation for her. Sometimes in life, we have to deal with our past. I know i have no more excuses to make but i sincerely hope that by still having photos ard doesnt mean anything. Cause i dont feel anything by looking at the pics or i dont have any special meaning keepin the pics. Luckily we cleared up our airs and everything's fine.
Things changes very fast, it was only last year that i'm with my ex, right now i'm with my current gf. Time heals, a person whom is so special last year has grown so distance away from me. No longer do i feel for her as i had last year. Understand very clearly why we broke off, and i realise we are better off apart. Anyway i guess it's a sooner or later kind of thing for us, and luckily we broke of last year. Ever since that fateful incidence happen, things has never been the same again. we were trying very hard and i'm glad we are apart now. It hurts alot then, and i wonder would i ever get into any other relationship because i am afraid to have another deja-vu kinda thingy. Things change when i meet an ordinary gal who is so extra-ordinary in her own ways. Slowly she become somebody so special that i thought there wont be any special person ard after my ex. Somehow i believe everything happen for a reason and everything has got a silver lining to it no matter how bad it is or how bad it may seems. For me, i'm so glad that i able to communicate so much better with my dearie now. I thank her for all the things that she had done and reallie sympathise with her if she had to endure any of my devilish behaviour.
To my dearie now.
- Thank you for being so understanding all these months.
- Thank you for appreciating all the things that i've done.
- Thank you for all the efforts you put in the relationship.
- Thank you for being a pillar of support/strength whenever i needed you.
- Thank you for being such a wonderful dear
A special person like you deserve more than these three letter word that i gonna say
" I LOVE YOU "
- If you ask me do i love you this much.......... BABY, I DO ......-
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Gelare Outing
Dear decided to come and stay over my house, here we are experiencing our domestic partnership for a few days! =p Overall it was FUN! hahaha~ well at least i enjoy every single bits, though the days pass by too quickly.
Went to play Badminton with dearie on Thurs, and guess what, i lost! hahaha... is either she's good, or i'm bad..... =p well had a nice workout, but dear got ache all over her right arm.... i think i make her work overdrive... hahah...
Fri night went out to walk walk at East Coast, went to eat waffle ice-cream at Gelare, walk along the beach, play with the sands! hahah... feel so shiok with the cool breeze blowing... =)
Below is those pics that i took, pics didnt turn out that great as the place was not brightly lit.
Gelare ! Yummy !
Went coaching today, nothing unusual until i finish bathing.... a middle age indian guy come approach me in the toilet..... the conversation was as follow....
Indian Man : Hi, my name is _______ (cant remember) *reach his hand out
Me : *thinking nothing wrong reach out and shock his hand and say ohh.. hi, my name is Kelvin
Indian Man : (Still Grabbing my hand) Ohh u swim very good, u can swim how many laps.
Me : ohh still can lah, thanks .. *smile
Indian Man : You free??? wanna go out have maken or enjoy???
Me : (Take my hand away after shakin for so long) Oh .. sorry.. not free... need to go out..
Indian Man : ohh... when u free ? we go out lah... go out eat and enjoy?
Me : (Puzzled?) ohh ... no... me also kinda busy... dont know when i got free time to meet up....... busy! (*forcing a smile)
Indian Man : ohh busy, nvm... when u more free? after work or something ... we go out talk, maken, and enjoy????
Me : (feeling abit weird now) er... sorry ... busy .... cannot ...
Indian Man : Busy ah... working shift works???
Me : yah , yesh..... (forcing a smile back)
Indian Man : Oh okie... nvm.... *walks aways...
I breathe a sigh of relieve, i was like..... wat the hell, what does he want! keep asking me to go out and eat and enjoy??
Before i get an answer tru some thinking, he came back and talk to me again
Indian Man : oh.. why dont i give u a call to see when u free so that we can go out ? to meet and enjoy?
Me : (feels very uneasy) Ohh no... it's ok ... i'll be here to coach every week, no need call .... (smile back)
Indian man walks aways and I quickly change up but before i leave.... he came over again! Damm!
Indian Man : Hey nice meeting you, (reach his hand out and want to shake my hand )
Me : (trying to be nice and friendly) ohh .. (smile and shake his hand)
Indian Man : I like you ! do u like me!?!? (use his index finger to tickle my palm!)
Me : (WTF !!! DAMM IT HE'S A GAY!) (Quickly took my hand away) Oh no! no no.... (face turn in disgust!)
Indian Man : Grinning..... we go out eat and enjoy !?!?
Me : NO, Thanks!
Indian Man : says bye and walk away
F*** ! Bloody gay! i feel so sick..... i'm so disgusted! now i know why he keep saying go out and enjoy! ohh man, i feel like puking! Anyway i went to the basin and quickly wash my hand with soaps! Yes ! abit extreme but i just wanted to wash my hand clean! I'm just so disgusted by the whole incident!
Went out of the toilet after washing my hand and told dearie abt it, dear was shock , so was my sis.... goodness me.. cant believe that man can be so daring!
Girls came and approach me before and now came this indian man! ohh gosh! i can attract both sexes at the swimming complex!
Am i that attractive!?!? I think i do.... hahahahahaha (ok, self-praise yeah) ; )
anyway a notes to all the gays in Singapore....Buzz off cos i'm a STRAIGHT!!!!
Dear back at home now..... i'm gonna sleep without her lying beside me..... I miss her ....
Went to play Badminton with dearie on Thurs, and guess what, i lost! hahaha... is either she's good, or i'm bad..... =p well had a nice workout, but dear got ache all over her right arm.... i think i make her work overdrive... hahah...
Fri night went out to walk walk at East Coast, went to eat waffle ice-cream at Gelare, walk along the beach, play with the sands! hahah... feel so shiok with the cool breeze blowing... =)
Below is those pics that i took, pics didnt turn out that great as the place was not brightly lit.
Gelare ! Yummy !
Went coaching today, nothing unusual until i finish bathing.... a middle age indian guy come approach me in the toilet..... the conversation was as follow....
Indian Man : Hi, my name is _______ (cant remember) *reach his hand out
Me : *thinking nothing wrong reach out and shock his hand and say ohh.. hi, my name is Kelvin
Indian Man : (Still Grabbing my hand) Ohh u swim very good, u can swim how many laps.
Me : ohh still can lah, thanks .. *smile
Indian Man : You free??? wanna go out have maken or enjoy???
Me : (Take my hand away after shakin for so long) Oh .. sorry.. not free... need to go out..
Indian Man : ohh... when u free ? we go out lah... go out eat and enjoy?
Me : (Puzzled?) ohh ... no... me also kinda busy... dont know when i got free time to meet up....... busy! (*forcing a smile)
Indian Man : ohh busy, nvm... when u more free? after work or something ... we go out talk, maken, and enjoy????
Me : (feeling abit weird now) er... sorry ... busy .... cannot ...
Indian Man : Busy ah... working shift works???
Me : yah , yesh..... (forcing a smile back)
Indian Man : Oh okie... nvm.... *walks aways...
I breathe a sigh of relieve, i was like..... wat the hell, what does he want! keep asking me to go out and eat and enjoy??
Before i get an answer tru some thinking, he came back and talk to me again
Indian Man : oh.. why dont i give u a call to see when u free so that we can go out ? to meet and enjoy?
Me : (feels very uneasy) Ohh no... it's ok ... i'll be here to coach every week, no need call .... (smile back)
Indian man walks aways and I quickly change up but before i leave.... he came over again! Damm!
Indian Man : Hey nice meeting you, (reach his hand out and want to shake my hand )
Me : (trying to be nice and friendly) ohh .. (smile and shake his hand)
Indian Man : I like you ! do u like me!?!? (use his index finger to tickle my palm!)
Me : (WTF !!! DAMM IT HE'S A GAY!) (Quickly took my hand away) Oh no! no no.... (face turn in disgust!)
Indian Man : Grinning..... we go out eat and enjoy !?!?
Me : NO, Thanks!
Indian Man : says bye and walk away
F*** ! Bloody gay! i feel so sick..... i'm so disgusted! now i know why he keep saying go out and enjoy! ohh man, i feel like puking! Anyway i went to the basin and quickly wash my hand with soaps! Yes ! abit extreme but i just wanted to wash my hand clean! I'm just so disgusted by the whole incident!
Went out of the toilet after washing my hand and told dearie abt it, dear was shock , so was my sis.... goodness me.. cant believe that man can be so daring!
Girls came and approach me before and now came this indian man! ohh gosh! i can attract both sexes at the swimming complex!
Am i that attractive!?!? I think i do.... hahahahahaha (ok, self-praise yeah) ; )
anyway a notes to all the gays in Singapore....Buzz off cos i'm a STRAIGHT!!!!
Dear back at home now..... i'm gonna sleep without her lying beside me..... I miss her ....
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Qing Ming festival
Came back from my Qing Ming Mission in Batam, Understand more about my family hierachy, way up to my great grand father. =) Need to travel to another island to pay respect to my great grand father, whose tombstone are far far away in an island 1 and a half hour ride from batam. Went to another island nearby which is call Morhor. A place where my dad use to live when he was young. Had some fun photo-shooting myself.
Here are those "entertaining" photos, all taken using my Nokia 7710..... Do not try to perform those following act, parental guidiance needed.
The so-call speed boat for our transportation. That's my sis.... Peace out
More than just one puff
Delight from an "Addictive Smoker"
I'm the G cup man!~ (So heavy)!!!
Here are those "entertaining" photos, all taken using my Nokia 7710..... Do not try to perform those following act, parental guidiance needed.
The so-call speed boat for our transportation. That's my sis.... Peace out
More than just one puff
Delight from an "Addictive Smoker"
I'm the G cup man!~ (So heavy)!!!
Saturday, April 02, 2005
NKF 26 hrs swim!
Well quite busy this past few days. Wednesday was my busiest! Went for coaching then straight away rush for the NKF 26 hrs swim. It's a charity swim, just hope to do something for those Kidney patient. They reallie a group of ppl who went tru so much hardship. If life is just a one time thingy, a one time affair with the earth, then it's kinda unfair that some have to went tru soooo much hardship while some enjoy the biggest of a fortune to spend, play for the rest of their lives! Is this what we call the beauty of life???? Oh well after a few hours then rush back home and off i go for another two coaching session till late at night! phew! Super long day!
Manage to catch a glimse of me on TV, cause they were showing the news about the NKF swim. Oh well i think i look fat! hahahaha..... think i should excercise more! =p
Going back to Batam for Qing Ming festival this weekend. And so... i'm gonna miss my bed...... =(
Manage to catch a glimse of me on TV, cause they were showing the news about the NKF swim. Oh well i think i look fat! hahahaha..... think i should excercise more! =p
Going back to Batam for Qing Ming festival this weekend. And so... i'm gonna miss my bed...... =(
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